Love Is Beautiful.
I worked throughout the day at the film academy and I must confess that I'm so tired right now. We worked for more than twelve hours without sitting down and I'm not sure everyone here knows what it means not to seat for more than twelve hours. Though we didn't have a lot of scenes to shoot we got delayed by minor things and I'm sure you know that things like that are bound to happen. It may be the light having some issues, the sound, the camera, or even getting delayed by the actors. It's normal but it gets me annoyed because I always feel like, those things should be put in place before we begin to shoot the movie.
When we were about to round up, @Jumper-01 called me that he will be coming around. Honestly, I was so glad because I've not had time to go say hi to him and I know how bad we wanna see each other. He waited for me for over thirty minutes because I also had a meeting with my boss so that took my time. When we finished the meeting, I went to meet the cute boy outside. Honestly, he's not photogenic. He's so cute and scents nice. From now on, he's my crush. We hugged like it's been a long we saw each other. I greeted his brother and his girlfriend. Then, they drove me to my house. While we were on our way, I saw how the lovebirds relate to each other. Too many kisses and all that. This got me thinking about so many things but I didn't say it 😅.
When I got home, I told Levi "thank you" and I told him I loved the way his brother's relationship is. I feel very happy for them because I know love is a beautiful thing and I won't let anyone tell me otherwise.
I began to remind myself when last I felt that way. It's been more than four years now😪. Though I've dated different guys after then I've still not gotten a very beautiful relationship that I wish to have. Right now, I don't think I want any man or any form of romantic relationship in my life because I feel like my career is enough for me. But come to think of it, even if I'm a very young girl, I'm not getting any younger. I may decide that j want to get married whenever I like but I still haven't found the right one😪. And even if I find the right one, what's the assurance that I'll treat him right? Because the last energy in me is not for love. It's for something else entirely. And for a very long time now, I've not thought of having a new relationship. I forgot how beautiful love is. It was so bitter for me asides from the only guy that treated me right but I still broke up with him due to personal reasons. I forgot everything about love😪.
But these wonderful couples had to remind me how sweet love is. They made me believe in love once again. And I corrected one thing this night. I used to think that love hurts but I think I should say that love doesn't hurt when you are with the right person. I saw how happy they were and I know that some of my readers that are in a committed relationship are happy like this too.
I'm a fine ass girl😊. Even though I'm not as pretty as Kelly, I still know that I'm cute. I get advances from different kinds of men each day and you know I can't say yes to every one of them. I just thought of giving love another chance. I know if I try to love again, it won't hurt me. I was reminded of how beautiful love is, so, I'll give it a new trial, and even the best of the best. It's just the way I know how to give in my all in a relationship. It shows how committed I am to the relationship and I know I'll do it again and it will work this time around.
Dear readers, I want you to know that loves is a beautiful thing. Do not let anyone deceive you or tell you lies. And don't forget that I love you❤❤.
This is my 3rd time in a relationship but still, I haven't seen the girl of my choice I know love can hurt many time especially the heartbreak part, I was so convinced also that love is not lost, but if u see someone that cherished you you will also love someone back