Is This Life?

There's someone I used to know. A cute, young, and good-looking man. A caring one who never complains about my bad habits. The one who's patient like God and he got me thinking is it's the real God in human form. The one who never gets tired of talking to me.

That person who tells me of everything he's going through. The one who listens to me whenever I'm making a complaint without blinking, without breaking eye contact. The one who had eyes for only me and I never caught him stealing a glance at another woman. The one who always makes sure that I'm happy and never stops putting a smile on my face.

The one who pleases me with a soft caress, touches, English breakfast, sensational kisses, slow sex, karaoke nights, listing under the chandelier. He never gets tired of taking my pictures. And whenever I look at him, I smile because he feels like my home. I had this when I was young. Young man, where are you?

I met another person.

There's someone I used to know. He looks so good. Handsome than the word itself. Looks like an angel and not like we human beings made with sand. I'm so sad that I fell in love with him. He's like a beast. He makes me cry all the time. Wailings here and there. Makes me depressed and he doesn't even ask for forgiveness. He's a sadist.

I'm so sad for falling in love with this man. He's like an animal in human form. Why would you be happy when someone else is sad? Why would you feel good about making me sad? There are many people like this. Why would you derive joy from someone's sadness? And you say you love this person. Is that love? I feel so sad that people who are of this desperate behavior look so good and cool. It's not written on their face. These people are wicked!

Would you believe that a lot of people who have caring partners don't deserve it? I'm so sorry to say that. We all deserve good things but some people are very heartless to serve such.

Also, some good people fell into the hands of the second man. It's vice versa. Some men are wicked while some women are wicked.

Another thing is that some people may fall into the hands of the second man or woman and they are so blinded by love that they would not want to leave the relationship.

Why is this happening? A lot of people deserve things but they don't get them. Is life fair with us? Is this how life is?

What is life itself?