I'm Tensed Up.

I am very sure that a lot of you will think I am tensed up because of something very relevant but I think this is also relevant and I decided to share it with you all so that. I am tensed up because I don't know how to split myself I don't even know if I'm going to split myself into two or three. I'm sure that a lot of you have been following me back to back and will know about the movie academy that I'm enrolled in. Before I left there yesterday my boss addressed all of us and he asked us to resume by 7:00 in the morning. Who am I to say I wouldn't abide by the rules?

I do not have a problem with the resumption time because work is work and we may even be asked to resume as early as 6:00 as long as it is not my work, I don't have any reason to make complaints or any reason not to abide by the rules. But I think the major problem I am having is that we round up very late. Sometimes we finish around 2:00 a.m. at midnight but I live as early as 6:00 p.m. because I need to go home. Honestly, I don't like the fact that I always tell them that I want to go home but it's just because of the condition of the country and I'm not familiar with this place very well so I just have to leave.

But I came to realize that it wouldn't be nice for me to leave work by 6:00 p.m. when others are working. And it will even make me feel like I'm not serious with the job. But I'm just wondering how we can make two episode that contains about 15 scenes in an episode. And from what I noticed it takes us about eight to nine hours to make an episode so I'm just wondering how they going on or I'll be sleeping over there like some other people. And I am even spending over $3 for transportation every day.

We have never shot two episodes in a day but since we got the order from above that we should shoot two episodes per day we just have to do it. So I'm just wondering how crazy or how hectic the job will be tomorrow because I'm very sure no one will smile at work tomorrow. After all, we just have to face our work and we have to meet our target.

As the assistant director, I'm capable of querying anybody I meet sitting down or anyone who does not do anything because you just need to work so I think I will just try to make work as fast as possible.

And if you are in the movie industry or you think you have any idea of how we can shoot twenty-six scenes in a day please let me know and appreciate it.

And I still need to visit the platform and other platforms that I am on and I bought two courses online earlier and I'm still not done with them so I'm trying to merge everything and that's if it will work and if it wouldn't work I would just pause some of it.

At the same time, I am very happy because there are lots of people out there that are being idle but I have something I can do I have something I can wake up to and say I need to go to work. I think it's a form of achievement and I'm very much happy about that. At times I would just call myself one of the busiest people on earth. I enjoy it. I enjoy the little men working so hard and trying to make it up with my career.

I also enjoy being in my little world and doing me heavily. I guess I have unlocked a new level in life. I know I told you that I am tired but I had to count my blessings again and I realized that I still need the stress for now until I am like Will Smith😊. It's possible and God will make it possible.

At times I feel like it is not possible but whenever I think about the position and where I want to be in life I would just try to ease my mind and motivate myself that I can do it and that I can become a better person. That's my style😊

Thanks for reading 😊😊