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I have been in a situation before where I always make things that could please others. I did it so they will treat me or will accept me in their life. I don't care if I am abused or they take me for granted already, what I always think that time is to be accepted by them by doing things that could please them.
But all things come to an end. I became tired of doing it not physically but mentally and emotionally. I became depressed thinking why they still think differently about me. Are my sacrifices not worth it to be recognized by them? It is not enough that they used me many times already?
Soon I learned that I am not the one who has the problem, it's them. I learned so many things from that experience. I learned that no matter what we do, other people will not appreciate the things we do for them.
I am tired of fitting myself in others' live so I give up and change myself. I don't let other people use me for their own sake. I don't mind if they think I am selfish or what, as long as I am protecting myself from that kind of people. They can hate me as long as they want, it's not my concern anymore.
Have you been in love where you even beg them to stay? If you would ask me the same question then I would say, yes I am in love before with someone who isn't worthy of my love. I have been cheated without me knowing it or even after knowing it, I still accept him for what he did.
Am I a martyr? Maybe I am, blame me for being one. I just love him so much that I forget to think of myself. Even if it hurts, I still ask him to stay but he didn't stay, he left me instead.
I waited for him for how many times to come back to me but he didn't. I tried texting him to come back to me but still, he didn't. I cried many tears and beg him to come back but he didn't.
Being in love with someone blinded me, even if I know I was cheated on and left me with another woman but I still beg him and hope that one day he will be back in my life. But after waiting for so long, I realized that if someone loves me, he will choose to stay even if I did not say so. I don't need to beg for his love.