This thought!
This love!
This Sensation!
I wanna express it.
With every word from my lips and every truth from my ink.
To reach that point of no return.
I thought love was a fairy tale until I met it in human form.
With everything in me, I want to feel it with you.
Where my feet can't reach, my heart can.
Where my hands can't reach, my voice takes over.
And where my eyes miss out, my mind does the tricks.

I have gone through this path many times
But with a conscious effort, I backed out many times even still.
It wasn't so appealing and there wasn't really anything to hold onto.
But a future I see with you and a future I desire with you.
If only I could feed my hungry soul.
I wouldn't mind making you mine already.
If only I could teach my lips what to say
It would have me saying I never wanna lose you.
You may not be perfect, yet you fit into my description of what a perfect husband and father should be, what more could I ask for?
I may not be the perfect one for you, but I could try if only you give me a chance.
And if wishes really do come true.
It would take the Lord saying she is the one for mine to come true.

Hey! At some point in your life, you will get here, we all will get here.
When we feel we have met the right person and our heart just keeps panting for them.
When all we wanna do is spend the rest of our days and years with that person.
There will come a time in your life when you meet a person and they fit into your dream man and woman whether physically, spiritually, financially, socially, or otherwise.
Hey, don't go beating yourself around, it very normal and it's very natural.
Don't go thinking you are just being silly or naughty for feeling the way you do.
Love has never been a crime but sometimes we make it look like it is.
But you should be careful to know if its really love or some kind of infatuation
If it is love, then go for it, and if it's just infatuation, remember it is still okay because time will tell.

If Love Happens

Yes if it does then let it be.
It really is okay to think, feel and act silly once in a while, it doesn't kill you know? And it wouldn't kill, don't think that way okay?.

Well, I think I made the mistake of being too hard on myself.
Yeah, I was actually hard on myself with so many walls built around me.
I wasn't aware of this, unconsciously I was raising those blocks and it was really hard to break them down.
I had no bad experience or whatsoever but I couldn't really tell what the problem was.

Why was I like this? I felt heartless at some point.
People started having a wrong impression and description of me (I didn't care anyway, I never do🥴)
I mean, it was okay for a girl not to think and act like everyone else, wasn't it?
Some dude thought I was just weird ( I agree like I would say, I am not ordinary😂🤭) so they don't actually expect me to be like every other person.

I wasn't being abnormal or weird, I was just being ME
They just didn't know so they judged wrongly.
They thought I was being a snub( well, I don't get why I should be keeping unnecessary conversation with some class of people 🤷‍♀️) so yes, if in any way, I was that way then I can only say it is what it is.😂

No one truly understood me but me. I wasn't going through anything. I didn't experience heartbreak or whatsoever that would have warranted the walls that I built around me, so many questions and why I was doing what I was doing or why I was the way I was, but I still couldn't find the right fit.

Maybe love does happen but there is also a time for everything.
Don't awaken it when you aren't ready for it.
I believe this was my case. I found a better answer for why I was the way I was or why I acted the way I did.
Yes, I was just being too hard on myself for nothing in particular so I tried to loosen up and let whatever happens to be but with a conscious effort.

So if love happens, let it be, and only if you are ready for it.
If you aren't ready, please shut the door behind you ( I am kind enough to tell you this)😂😂

I don't know how I got to this point but I think I will let it be.
I want to see what would become of me if I do.
In the long run, I won't perish, yes I know I won't 😂
No! Don't give me that looks, I am not in love but Love Do Happen🤷‍♀️😂

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