@Shen30

The story of my 18th birthday💖🥰✨🎉 July 7, 2021 Hello everyone good day and good morning 💖☺️🥰✨ I realize today the pain in my chest seem to be looking for importance in a family. The family that will do everything so that they can fulfill their role as a parent, not only in words but also in deeds to their children. The feeling that they should give their time and attention to their children in a good way. The feeling that they are fulfilling their role as a parent who has no recompense and is willing to do everything to be felt in his children the true love of a parent. The family that is not even rich but they are richer in love for each other that No one can buy whoever you are. Because the family must help each other so that the whole family can be happy ,peace and united without feeling pain and loneliness. A family that cares for each other's well-being and not just self-care. The feeling that children should be taken care of more than themselves. And then parents should put the child ahead of other people. Yes, we know that it is not wrong to love and help others but before we can help others we must first show the love that your child hopes for. The love that you can't look for in others. And it seems that children should not be jealous of others because they know that their parents are not lacking in love. Just like me when I turn 18th birthday last April 30,2021 I thought that my parents has plan for my birthday because I'm turning 18 and 7 days before my birthday my father give me money and I thought it was for my birthday but he said that I will buy food good for 10 days because he will go to the mountain then when I heard what he say my heart feels broken and I don't know what to do because I think he forgot my birthday and also I'm used having a birthday without him and he don't have any plans for my birthday unlike to other father out there that their doing there best to make there daughter like a princess. And I don't know why he's like that with his children while then and now he has a job and he don't even show his love on the day of his children but even in His presence is none and the only thing that make me happy is that were complete and my loveones are present. That's the important thing I want that everybody is present in my birthday and I'll also be happy even it's just small foods the important is that were united. Sometimes I wonder if our father really loves us and the most painful thing is that we saw that our father made an effort to other people who had birthdays and with his own children he is not there and he has not made an effort with us. Because in every birthday in our life is that I always cry and I don't feel that it's my birthday, Because our father himself didn't seem to care. I accept and it's ok for me not to have food. My only hope is that he should become a father to us. Not that, the attention is only on other people. And 3 days before my birthday my brother chat me that I will go to his house because he will give me money for my 18 birthday and then I ride and I took a motor to go to my brother's house and when I arrived there I was happy because my nephew met me and I was very happy because of his smiles and laughter🥰☺️💖 that's why my nephew made me happy and then my older brother gave the money to me for my birthday and I was so happy and I was thankful because I had an older brother who was worried about His brothers and sisters and I was thankful because he didn't imitate our father who didn't care. I'm sorry if I said he doesn't care because I can't stand it anymore because it's true. But even though he doesn't seem to care about us, I still love him because he is our father given to us by our lord. I just pray that the day should come when he will be a responsible father so that my brothers and sisters will not lose respect for him. And accordingly I bought the ingredients for my birthday ready. And one day before my birthday is that my friends and I together we design the Happy birthday background and I'm also thankful to them because they are my true bestfriend whom I can lean on when I have problems. And on the day of my birthday when I just woke up my siblings met me and they greeted me. And I was very happy that my two auntie helped me prepare the food so I thank them because they are the one who cooked the food to be served to my guests. And also I help them slice the food but sadly when I slice the ingredients my finger was slice a little bit and a lot of blood dripping. That's why I go outside the kitchen and after that I took a bath then dress nicely because I go to the church to pray for the blessing and to be thankful to have another year in life💖. And I'm also thankful to my ate @Zhyne06 and ate April for the cake that they gave me it's my first time to receive a cake and I was so happy that day☺️💖🥰.And after that the food was ready and arrange completely. Then it was 5:00 pm then my friends are gathering and many are asking that where is my father and also they say that why he is not here it's your 18th birthday he should be here then I answer them that my father is in the mountain and I'm fine because I'm used to it that he is not around. And I can see the sadness in their eyes when I say those words. Then it was eating time and my guests are so happy while eating then while me I'm sad and wondering if my father will come home and surprised me but my father don't show up in my birthday that's why I'm so upset and when my guest are all going home I washed the dishes and after that is I go to the bed and sleep . And may 1,2021 my father called me if how's my birthday but he didn't greet me or something say sorry because he's not around in my birthday. Then the call was ended then I was so broken because he didn't even greet me 😪 . But I'm thankful because no matter how sad my life is that I have a friend I can lean on and they always cheer me up. And what I like most about them is that they still help all the time. As a result, love is something that everyone, young and old, desires. The inhabitants on our planet have always yearned for love. Without expecting anything in return, love is a beautiful thing. And everything will be done with a willing heart. There's also religious faith. Because he is our Jesus, who created us and the world, we first beheld "LOVE" in our lord. So, no matter how difficult a crisis may be in the future, we must never forget the Lord because we all know he is always by our side. And also all the things that will happen in my life is that I entrusted in God because I know he has plan for us💖🥰🤗

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It's a special day because I pass the entrance exam for college😊💖🥰 Hello everyone, I just want to share the events in my life today 😊💖. I woke up in the morning about 7 o’clock and then I take a bath and dress comfortable . And after that I cooked our breakfast to eat. Then my 3 siblings love the food that I cooked 😊💖and it makes my heart flutter when they always say that ”thank you sister for the food because it's so delicious” I know it's a simple word but when you heard it from your loveones it's like it made your day special and complete. And after we eat our breakfast we relax ourselves about 10 minutes . And then we cleaned together our house ,and I was so happy because even though my mom is not on our side to guide us because she pass away 2 years ago but I'm happy and thankful because I have mg siblings who always support and help me to the things that they can do . But sometimes I can’t help but be sad because I miss my one and only dearest mother on earth. Because even though it's been two years ago my mom passed away I still can't believe we don't have Mother anymore. Mother who always there when we have a problem, A mother we can lean on, Mother who is always there to support our lives, Mother who is tireless in loving her children, Mother who will take care even if they can no longer take care of themselves because of their focus on their children , Mother who is always thinking of the welfare of her children, Mother who I want to hug when I am so eager for her and we miss her so much. And Mother who will do everything for her child. If I have One wish today ” i will hug My Mom so tightly as if there is no tomorrow and I will take My Mom in the place where we can see the favorite spot and place to date with my mom and I'll also bring her favorite food to make my mom happy 💖 because when my mom was alive we never have a chance to bond each other in a nice place because I'm just 14 and I had no idea then that we would bond like a couple or a happy family because of course I didn't expect that our God will pick her up soon. And at that time I couldn't imagine losing my Mother like that. And so far the events have been like a dream but I opened my eyes and I realized that my Mother is really gone and I can do nothing. Because it's the lord who decided to take her 😭 . And now I'm the one who take care of my 3 siblings and they treat me like a mom to them . And when our house was clean I went out of our house to take care of my brother’s goods to save money. And I’m happy now because a lot of people are buying our goods and I’m happy to be able to talk to buyers because there was a customer who told a story and and make the people laugh who were also buying so we were all entertained by what he showed . then it was 11 o'clock in the morning I cooked again for our lunch and while we were eating my brother told a scary and funny story. After we ate we cleaned up our dining room and my brother did the dishes. And I washed our clothes and it was a lot of about a sack of clothes so it was a lot because I didn't wash it when I was little because our water only works once in a while. Then I finish my laundry around 7 pm in the evening. The pain in my back due to the amount of laundry I did so I relaxed and when I opened my phone a friend of mine texted me to open the FB account because they said there was a result in our college exam and at first I was nervous Maybe I didn't pass and when I saw my name on the list I was very happy and I jumped for joy. This is the feeling that I passed unexpectedly, so I thank the Lord for the grace that I passed in a college school. And then I took a picture of my day that I passed and many congratulated me, my fb friends, so I'm super happy now, even though I'm tired today but all the pain in my body is gone because I passed. So I immediately made a story today because it is one of those special days that My dream comes true💖😊🥰 This is what I learned in life that no matter what happens you should not forget to pray and should not give up in life our lord will not forsake us because each one of us is loved by god and he will not leave us. Some people who are close to us and already loved by us will leave us but our lord always stays at any time and especially if you are a good person to others. Just keep fighting for our future💖🥰🎉

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