The dog leash

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I hate Sundays, not Monday's. Sunday means not being allowed to do anything. It's not that I like to go out to the swimming pool or so but I am literally not allowed to do anything besides waking up early, cleaning the house, and taking breakfast to my mother. She stays in bed because she deserved it. It is strange how she always is home on Sunday mornings. Perhaps the people are afraid to call her on Sunday. She can say working is not allowed but if they call she has to go. I do not know what happens if she refuses. I think she cannot refuse because they pay her. They better do not make her angry. It's not a good thing if that happens. They need her and she is mean and the doctor will not help them. The police will not help them either. I know because she kicked me out of the house several times. I had no shoes, no coat but she doesn't care. I once went to a girl in my class' home. She has a kind mom who wrapped her arms around me and said everything would be alright. It wasn't true but she believed it and was kind to me. The police were not. The shrugged their shoulders and said it is normal. Parents best up their children. They took me back home and as soon as they left my mother said I had to go and bring her the dog leash. We have three. One made of leather and two chains. A smaller chain and a heavy one. By now I tried them all. She used all of them on me but the police say it's normal. That's why I don't hate Mondays. It's safer at school than it is at home even with a mean teacher and principal and children who bully.

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You are mysterious my friend, please simply.

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I am mysterious? I wonder in which way. I write what happens to me. Mysterious is if you know nothing about a person.

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I hate this part.. It gives chills to my bones. And bad memories 😔 how unfortunate to have such experience on a childhood.

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I am sorry for the bad memories it gave you. Perhaps you like to share them? "Go get the dog leash" is the most heard sentence in my life. After that: "Repeat what I said", " You are exactly like your father", "You have a crinkle in your head", and more phrases she for sure means.

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That feeling of uneasiness that i preffered to stay in school than in our house. That whenever i return home from school i prayed on my way hoping that no one will be at home. Or if ever "She" is at home, i wish that she's with her friends to turn her attention to. I hate the attention she's giving me, i'm choked to it because everytime i made a mistake i will get beaten with a sturdy stick. 😏

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I was partly lucky because my mother was not always at home, at times in bed. Worse is if she's angry and drags you out of bed in the middle of the night to ventilate. She likes the dogs though.

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I don't know how it feels. But it must be terrible knowing that you are in a home where no one appreciates you. Not even the love of your own mother. How much pain this sad story gives me.

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It is good you do not know how it feels. It is not a life experience I recommend.

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This is filled with so much pain, but I can relate to the joy and freedom being at school gives as opposed to being at home.

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Some of the teachers were mean but it was way better and safer than at home. For the rest you hope nothing messes up with the daily routine.

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