No school today. If you talk about something bad it will happen. My mother became angry with me and she kept scolding, yelling, and beating me with a whip. The housekeeper left and will not come back. My mother says it is because of me. I make everybody angry and scare them away. I should have never been born.
Can't the neighbors hear what she is yelling? I can hear it if they talk too loud and I can hear the neighbor if he's drumming. He plays in the Dutch Jazz Swinging Band.
Perhaps no one cares. They do not feel what I feel and do not have the marks of a whip or dog leashes, no bumps, no blue spots, no bruises. My mother will tell people about the crinkle in my head and how clumsy I am.
She always tells the same story, repeat it time after time. She cannot talk in a normal way. Says everything three times, followed by "repeat what I said" and next repeats herself again. I do not listen to her, I don't want to hear her voice but even if she keeps her mouth shut I still hear her saying these words, hear her repeating herself. I can not repeat her. I know she always says the same but I can not repeat those stupid sentences of hers. It makes her angry but I cannot help it. Francoise is not the only one who thinks she is weird.
Friday
September 19, 2020
A kid's diary
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Awwwnnn. This act isn't too enough.. I guess something I wrong so where. The first question is what of the boy's dad?🤔maybe she might be outpouring the hatred she had on the father to the boy...
I wrote an article sometimes ago on there is no bad Child. You can check dear. Now back to the story, gosh....this is a tough one. I do say this a mother have a defined role which is very important in the life of a child. Ok? How she defines her role, makes it real to the child helps the child alot.
For the story, I conclude that this is a bad parenting because her mission has been blinded by her finding faults in the child all time. If she continues like this 🤔🤔 🤔, the boy will have a low self esteem and who knows what the boy will do one day, he might even yell at her back, hide things from her mother which is too bad....
I just hope this woman get senses before it's too late. Mind you, children shouldn't be corrected by yelling or flogging.... They are humans too but with little brain, we parents should be the one to put them through by talking to them softly anytime they are wrong.
Thanks....this is my own view about this story