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"Untold Story: Regret!" (Part 2)

Do you have something you regretted of doing? How long would it take for you to forget all of it? Are you willing to open up yourself and move on? or still hold on to something where you know you can't win after all?

Hello! Hello! Hello there ladies and gents!👋 How are you today? How's life? Are you happy? I hoped you do! Well, for today's piece, I just want to continue my fiction story I had started yesterday, ***"Untold Story."*** I hoped you find it interesting. After all, I did my very best to make the story, even though it was just out boredom and from the little curios mind I have that was always thinking out of nowhere.😅 ____***_____***____***____ So here it is... A lot of times, I think about Patrick. I want to know how's he doing, after that break-up. In my heart, I want to take back what I have done, but my mind always pulls me back. Might be, it will be a good opportunity for me to seek the emptiness I felt inside. I went to Australia, hoping that I could myself in there. I kept myself busy at work and at some time, I give myself time to enjoy and relax, yet still holding on to what I have said to him before I left. ***10 Years Later...*** I attended my co-worker's wedding. I am expecting Patrick to be in there because he was the best friend of my colleague's groom. And I want to let him know that I finally found myself. Patrick was the best man in that wedding. He didn't see me right away because of many visitors attended the event. I just waited the ceremony to be done. In the wedding reception, I noticed that there was someone holding Patrick while talking to the other visitors. That girl was not familiar to me, maybe because I was out 10 long years. After they had talked, I approached Patrick to said hello. *"Hi!"* I greeted them. Looking upon Patrick's face, I know he was a bit shocked. *"Ti..Tri..Trina?"* He said. *"Long time no see, how are you?"* I added. Looking on Patrick, the girl asked, *"Love, Who is she?" "Do you know her?"* And I was like... (💔💔💔) Looking at the girl closely, I think she was pregnant. I was about to cry, so I suddenly walked out. Patrick followed me and we had a talked outside the venue. *"Ohh, so have a new girl now!"* Tears just get falling. *"I thought, I still have something to hold on!"* *"I thought, you will wait for me to come back."* *"All this time, I just hold on to something that only I think of winning."* *"I was such a fool for thinking that way."* I still have more to say but I want him to talk back. *"Trina, its been 10 years since you left me."* *"Even though it was very hard for me, I chose to completely let go of you and moved on."* *"I've met Trixie, 4 years after that most hurtful day of my life."* *"She willingly helped me to start my life again." "She gave all her best to helped me stand back and continue my life even it was very hard from the beginning, and she never gave up on me".* *"The next thing I know, is that, she was the one who helped me to let go of you and finally, moved on!"* *"I've finally found someone whose willingly do her best just to love me back without any hesitations."* *"I've found Trixie by fate, I now found the one for me!"* Patrick just shown to me, how grateful he was to be with Trixie. I can't blamed him thou, I am the one whose at fault after all. I left out crying at the event without saying goodbye even to the newly wed. My world torn apart after what I have known just a while ago. I don't know how, but all I want now is to continue my life and accept all of it at all means.

*"Ohh Patrick, if only I don't left you."* I said that to myself while in tears.💔 I felt so broken at that time, to the extent that I've got myself drunk every night. I want to moved on, but how? When do I start? Where do I begin? TO BE CONTINUED... ____****____****____****___ The last part will be out tomorrow guys, I hope you still wanted to read it. hihi Lead Image source: https://www.americamagazine.org/faith/2019/02/06/if-you-have-felt-regret-you-know-what-it-means-sin-and-grow `Check out my amazing sponsors!❤️` Thank you for reading up to this part!📖

God bless us all!😇 "No Hate, Just Love!" ❤️ [ #66, Published on: August 10, 2021]

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