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"He will be my Last"

Being in a long term relationship, I can't help myself but think about settling down at the right age and a right time. *(I just don't know what and when it is exactly.)* The longer time I am with my partner, the stronger thoughts about settling down came up. I don't know why, or maybe, because I am growing older now and I really wanted to do it. Well, who doesn't want to settle down? I guess only few people. As for me, I don't want to spend the rest of my life being alone. I want to live with someone and build my own family with him. *(Only God knows when and to whom.)* If we talk about the last relatioship I have, we spent six years and got engaged. But, we then got separated. Have I ever regret about it? No, I didn't. Because for that years being with him, I am able to grow more and learn to value myself better than other things. I am thankful for that years despite the heartaches it brought to me, because I am now having a happy lovelife with my love "Rhed." I was asked by him, *"What if MGD came back and ask forgiveness about what happened and then ask you to come back to him?"* I said, *"I can forgive him but I will never go back to him."* I actually forgave him already. I already accepted the unhappy ending of our story. And I came up with these thoughts; ***"Why would I choose to be with someone who gave me the feeling of being strangled when there's this Rhed who gave me freedom?"*** ***"Why would I go back to someone who just let go of me when there's this Rhed who saved me?"*** ***"Why would I go back to someone who doesn't see my worth when there's this Rhed who valued me a lot?"*** ***"Why would I choose to go back to someone who ruin my life when there's this Rhed who tried his best to fix me, even when I didn't ask him to do so?"*** ***"And why would I go back to somone who fell out of love when there's this Rhed who making me feel loved and cared so much?"*** I will choose him. I will choose Rhed. I am confident. I trust him that he will not break his promise. I can't say it in front of him but I am hopeful that he will really prove that promises are not meant to be broken. I kept telling him that, ***"this will be the last."*** That he will be my last. I may not be the perfect girl for him, but I will at least try my best to prove that I can keep my words. Only God knows about our ending and hoping it will be a happy ever after. That would be all for this blog fellas. Thank you for spending your time. Take good care of yourselves, especially your heart!❣️ TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!😇 ________________________ `My warmest thanks to all my avid supporters; readers, upvoters, sponsors (old, new, and renewed ones). It is my pleasure to have you and become my inspiration and motivation as I go on to this journey as an online writer and a blogger. Thank you for your undying love and support, and for showing how kind and generous you are. Thank you for making my read.cash journey a wonderful one. May this platform last for a long period of time and our friendship, may on virtual or not goes the same. May the Lord our God bless us more days, weeks, months, and years to come!` *One Love💕* *@renren16*

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