Sleepless nights because of... **May** **~~06~~****/07,2022** **Death Scenes** There are times when she closes her eyes, flashes of being bitten by a snake, choke to death, or drowned in the water are all that's flooding her mind that she decided to be fully wide awake. Better get up and work again than deprive herself of thinking negative thoughts. She works and by the time she was finished the clock ticks five in the morning, a little thirty minutes, and the flashing alarm on her phone says you need to prepare for work again. ****Overthinking/Internal fight over anxiety****
She is smiling in front of all people around her. Talking like there are no such problems appear in her life. When you look at her you can never tell that she has any sort of suffering. She dances and sings and is bubbly in everything she does. But, behind closed doors, in her bed comes to these thoughts, negative thoughts, about how will she deal her life with all these problems she has that she can't even think of a single solution to provide. She felt lost. She thinks that the world conspires over her trying to outdo everything that she has built over the years. She felt like living in hell. Then she will start crying out of the blue, for no reason or as she thought, crying like someone has taken all her greatest possessions and she can't even think of why would they do that to her. Then the moment she had calmed down, sunrise came. ****Binge Watching Anime**** She starts watching episodes one until five then she was hooked like she doesn't want to stop watching it. Cutting off in the middle part of the story is not a good idea that she ended up watching the whole series in one go and to think that it has four seasons with twenty-five episodes per season but she wouldn't mind. The kid in her always smiles whenever she saw her favorite characters on the screen. That powerhouse casts always amazes her that she will not mind whether she'll be having a lot of work in the real world. ****Manga/Manhwa Reading****
Romance, Yaoi, Slice of Life, Comedy These genres are all her favorite upon reading manga stories. In anime, the animation is good and entertaining but nothing beats manwha for they express the thoughts and emotions of every character. The antagonist, the villains, always amaze her while reading for she can tell why they're doing those nasty actions. Most of the dramas came from manga toon so reading before watching the series is a good practice because you will know what emotions were conducted in every scene. Under the green light, payback, business proposal, under the oak tree, positivity, semantic error, cherry blossoms. These are all her all-time favorite manga that she had read with many episodes like a total of 100 episodes and she can finish a complete story in one go. I was really sleepy the moment I arrived home after an eight-hour trip, the traffic yesterday and all these rallies makes me drain my energy that I didn't get to finish writing these. Thank you for reading and good morning. I'll be going back to sleep a little since my pumpkin is still squeezing me right now. Be blessed and be a blessing. @mommykim
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Is this all about you madam? Anyway, naguging stress reliever mo talaga yun panood ng anime at pagbabasa ng manhwa, ako naman eh ang panonood ng kdrama, hehe..
haahah halata na ba madam? nag stop na ko sa kdrama kasi pag nahook ako sobrang di ko talga titigilan hanggang di ko matapos in one go..sa anime kasi 30 minutes max lang per episode
Take care your health mars, arang ka hard working man ka kaayo mars eyy . labarn lng jud sa life.. Enough sleep juy importante sa tao mars maong tug jud ug katugon.
mao lage pars kanang katugon ka pero di jud mo patuo imong mata unya di jud siya ganahan mo pahuway
Mao mars, same here ako Naa mn gud koy insomnia lahi namo maong mao ni wangkig ko lisud motambuk kay kuwang permis tug
Stress reloever ko panonood ng kdrama or anime momsh, ingat ka lagi momsh always think of your mental health. Rest tayo if ever pagod man pero labam 💓
kaya nga langga laban lang tayo palagi
"When you look at her you can never tell that she has any sort of suffering." Hays, pa as if nalang jud ta ani na okay unya mag overthink before matug kada gabie hahaha laban!
if only lang jud nga naa ta maka storya ba noh...hahha tawa nalng jud ta ani
Talagang tanggal ang stress pag ginawa mo yung comfy stuff na nag papawala ng pagod mo like watching movies ganun same ako mami ganyan din ginagawa ko pag pagod ako nood lang then minsan pag di makatulog nagbabasa hanggang sa dapuan na ng antok.
wala kasing ibang remedy eh kesa mag overthink palagi
Even though we are very occupied, it is always important that we should at least have 8 hours of sleep, we should always take care pf ourselves no matter how busy we are
ever since I started working I never get to experience sleeping above 5 hours of sleep
Beeeeb, sana naka tulog ka na ng maayos by now. Ang hirap pag walang enough sleep hihi. Ako nga gusto ko matulog pero ayaw ng katawan ko kahit not feeling well ako eh. I wonder why.
may sariling isip katawan natin beb minsan di talaga nakikinig satin
Naiimagine ko..lage late uwi mo..kapagod yun..lalo na ang traffic kakastress..na experience ko yan nsa manila ako..yung tipong sa jeep nlng matulog kung pwd lng 🤣
ginagawa ko talaga dati yan madam yung sa sasakyan nalang matutulog
hindi ako makatulog sis kapag walang net haha.. kahit anong gawin ko..
hahaha yung net lang pala di nagpapatulog sayo
malakas kasi ang signal kapag ganitong oras sis, nasa 2Am to 5Am kaya dapat gising talaga ako nyan haha kapag walang net hindi ako makakatulog kasi hindi ako makaka interact sa read.cash, at saka pag may interaction kasi akong ginagawa saka lang nagpapakita si green baby haha kung wala talaga hindi ko din sya napapansin..
Meron ganyan mommy nuh. Yung nakasmile siya palagi. Yung nakikita mo siya laging happy. Laging tumatawa. Enjoy na enjoy langga. Hindi mo kailanman nakita na nalungkot pero deep inside pala may dinadalang problema. Matulog ka ng maayos mommy. Ako nag titake ako ng Sleepasil food supplement para makatulog ako.
may nag suggest din sakin niyan beb pero di ko talaga gusto mag take nang kung ano2 kasi baka masanay na katawan ko at mag depende na sa mga iniinom ko
Oo mommykim. Pwede rin Minsan nalang mommy yung hindi ka talaga makatulog mommykim.
It's battle within that is the hardest. Hirap talaga labanan ang sarili e.
kaya nga eh aigoooo
Nasuwat ni nimo momsh sa paghuwat sa line? Amazing
hahaha halata kaayo mamsh hahah
Nooonaaaaa, Hawaii You? Ehee, pero anime ks the best. Kapag gusto mo magpakalma or makawala sa mundong magulo at sa isip mong litong lito.
naging habit ko na nga siguro talaga ang panunuod nang anime...lakas mo kasi mang influence eh...
Except on Tv but I don't think I can finish a series in one go, no I don't think so, except maybe my phone battery is low and I can't do anything but just watch then yes I can do, she is actually like a friend of mine, that when he sits to watch anime or movies then he will be finishing everything, all the episodes sometimes before Dropping his phone or doing something else, I want like him
i'm sometimes like that if I really like a certain series
Nyaaaaay . Items that make it hard for us to sleep at night! Arggh guilty ako sa overthinking at sa watching
hahaah dami natin guilty dito hahah