Just how fast the night changes

July 09, 2022

We're only getting over baby
And I've been thinking about you lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes

This has been stuck in my mind while I was looking for a perfect title for this article.

As yesterday marks the sixth year of these tiny little stretchmarks in my tummy that I am really proud to show the world, that baby comes out from my belly way back six years, and up to now reminiscing those days I can't help but smile and also in tears for I was really quite imagining how time flies so fast.

He is indeed my ball of sunshine and nurturing him and giving him all the best that I can is my ultimate goal. They say I'm really selfish for I shoo away the father of my son but it's something personal for me so even though they blame I will just take it.

It's also a blessing that this young man is too soft hearted that we sometimes argue over material things aas this little person don't want me to spend much. Days prior to his birthday he suggested that we just eat out so that we'll not tire ourselves cooking for his birthday and he just want to play in the city playground. But since I'm also a stubborn one that I insist on giving him something as he deserves it a lot.

Okay believe me he throw tantrums at me over this and after he's been crying nonstop.

"Mommy, how can I accept this, it's too much, I'm not worthy of these gifts.Thank you so much, all I want for my birthday is to spend it all with you"

This boy really makes my heart melt. Just how lovely he is that's hes even more practical than I am. He really is big now. The reason I'm MIA is because I fulfilled his wish to spend more time together.

Tempura and kwek kwek date with him. We also did our prayers and lit candles in honor of his birthday. He kept on saying that his birthday is already complete as I'm with him and I amo more than willing to give him all my time just to see him this happy.

My little one,
You really grown a lot and now you're even stingy about me spending money, I guess I know now whom will save up between the two of us. Now you're a year older and Mama is really thankful that you have grown to be a lovely young lad. I wish you continue to be what you are right now. You're the sweetest person I ever had and I am really thankful for that. Thank you for staying healthy and not letting me worry a lot especially when I'm away with you. It hurts when I know that you're crying because you miss me and I hope I'm doing well as your mom.
Please be healthy always and Mama will always be with you and support you. I love you a lot my little prince.

Hey, sorry for being MIA again. A lot has been happening and I guess I can be on track at work only for I am mostly with my son, I kept on sticking up my nose at him as what he requested whenever I'm home. I also felt that he is really in a bad mood whenever I'm in front of my phone os PC so I kept myself busy with him and helping Mum so that he will not be in a bad mood. This son of mine really knows how to make me stop working. aigooo

Thank you for reading and I hope you're having a great weekend like I am
@mommykim