Hello everyone! How's your day! I hope your day is fine eventhough it's raining hard outside. Its been a while since I wrote a blog like this and I just want to do it again. So without further ado let's get started.

I don't really know why everytime it's raining, memories in the past is coming back in my mind. It is good to reminisce the past when you are sitting beside the windows while watching the rain pouring down to the land and the leaves swaying by the blowing wind.

I won't forget the time when I was a kid, I always want to play outside in the rain but my mother never let me to do that. To my old subscribers here maybe they know this because I mentioned it already in my previous blog. I am a person who never experience to play in the rain because I am very sensitive when I was a kid. I always got sick everytime I got wet with the rainwater. According to my mother rainwater is too cold for me. I always got cough and cold and the worst is asthma.

Imagine the jealousy that I felt everytime I saw some kids running and playing outside in the rain. They are laughing so hard and having fun under the rain while me was sitting in the window and watching them. I am asking to myself before why I am not like them. Too much exposure in the sun is not allowed for me also, because I was a sick child then. They said I am a kind of kids na "sala sa init, sala sa lamig", and I'm not happy for that. My childhood life are kinda boring. Maybe I am the only person who didn't experience playing in the rain and I'm not happy with it.

I remember some of my classmates before used to be jealous on me because they said I have a good and fair complexion but duuuuuhh how can't it be if I'm not exposed to the sun. Yes it looks good but am I happy? I rather choose to have a brown skin and can play under the sun and rain than to have a fair skin but can't play under the sunlight and rain.

You don't know the feelings how jealous I am and hoping I can do that too. I remember how loud my mom's shout everytime the rain starting to drizzle. "Mhy, come inside" "Mhy go inside quickly" and because I don't want to experience how hard to breath and using nebulizer I am following what she wanted. I know my mother wants the best for me but because I was a kid that time sometimes Im having a tantrums because I want to.

Until now I have not even experience to stay under the rain but I will do that when my special someone get angry and break up with me like in the Korean drama... HAHAHA. I'm just kidding but I still hoping that I will experience that before I die. I feel like something is missing in my life. Maybe some of you will say that my problem is very simple but no its not. I am also afraid that if I did that my asthma will come back again. Thanks God it's been 4 years now since I last experienced an asthma attack. And I don't want to go back to my old self, J am taking care of myself now than before.

Back to the present, I don't really know why we always hungry when it is raining. I am looking for some food but the food I saw was not suited in the cold weather. Yes it is an ice cream , but because Im hungry and I am lazy to cook, I go and get some. Very ironic because when I was a kid my mom just allowed me to eat a little amount of ice cream only because it is cold. Ang daming bawal besh but now I can eat a lot.

I have a mix emotion everytime its raining, happy because of the beauty of nature and sad because of my past. But like what we always said "PAST IS PAST" and we need to move on. Don't stuck ourself to our sad experience in life. We need to move forward and make a good and happy menories that we can look back when the time comes.

"No matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories.”

RAINDROPS AND MY PAST
77th article of mhy09
April 6, 2022

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