Am I Not Enough?

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When is infidelity acceptable? Is there a reason valid enough to justify an unfaithful heart? And when all else fails, is there anyone to blame?

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Dear Professor,

I would just like to share what I experienced recently for I am just looking for answers. You know, I have been cheated on 3 times already by 3 different guys in the past, and now, Ryan, my current boyfriend, I had my suspicions and I just saw him exchanging raunchy messages and photos with another.

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I thought he was different, I thought that I was passed the bad guys. He was my dream guy from since we started dating. He even agreed with my demands to put up sex after marriage. He was cool with it, at first but as our relationship progresses, he was bringing it up more and more and I am rejecting him more and more, maybe it's a factor but I still can't believe he can do that to me. I was tempted to break my chastity promise many times but I held on.

Is it really that big a deal if I don't let him do it with me? Am I the problem in this case? What should I do?

Lovingly yours,

Janna

Response

Janna,

I would like you to know that I sympathize with you and am feeling bitterly sorry for what you are going through. Before anything else, let me tell you that above all else, infidelity is never justified, it's never reasonable and it shall never be accepted.

That being said, the best course of action for you is to end the relationship. It may be hard to accept but that's just it. You are not married so there's no question of working through it. If he can throw tantrums like that while you are not even married, it will just be sending the wrong message if you comply with his demands. Just dump his sorry bum and move on. But take this one as a hard lesson to learn.

Men, all of us are wired differently than girls. Men will always be the more physically attached and sexually invested when it comes to relationships. Men tends to show love and affection often physically, unlike women who are much more invested emotionally.

Sex and physical activities will translate to "attention" and affection for men. So the more you are involved physically in the relationship, the more you are committed to them, it may not be ideal but that is one ugly truth out there. But of course, no one shall put up with anything that they are not comfortable with. It's just that.

There are several factors that contribute to infidelity. In general, we commonly attribute infidelity to frustrations, unhappiness, dissatisfaction, the feeling of unappreciation, boredom and sometimes revenge.

If we are to relate some of these to your past relationships, those guys may have been frustrated with your setup, and since they are such cowards that could not voice out their real intentions and they could not swallow their pride to back out with your arrangement, they succumb to their frustrations and seek pleasure and release with other women.

We may also say that they were unhappy with your arrangement. Or they may even be dissatisfied, well that one was obvious don't you think.

Again, it may really be a hard pill to swallow but men and women just don't think alike. We may not fully understand each other no matter how hard we try so again, it is all up to our communication schemes and agreement to compromise and work out through our differences.

Nobody deserves to be betrayed, played, and preyed on. There may be a lot of factors and explanations why infidelity and unfaithfulness occur but it should not be condoned or tolerated in any way. "Once a cheater, always a cheater..." that's not just an old saying or anything, there have been studies that showed people who have been unfaithful before are three times more to be in an affair in their next relationship. But of course, I am not saying that ALL past offenders WILL repeat their actions, there are always exceptions to any rule.

The opposite of that is also true, if a past infidel found a partner who meets all of his or her requirement, needs and wants, being unfaithful may not even be a possibility.

In today's era, there are also a lot of things that could create an atmosphere conducive to infidelity :

  • Alcohol - this has always been known to alter moods, state of mind and even personalities. A faithful person while sober may be an open infidel when the spirit of liquor kicks in.

  • Substance abuse - some of the substance may even turn a timid person into a wild killer.

  • Internet - emotional dissatisfaction may also be a factor in infidelity and the internet gives a lot of people the endless opportunity to connect with other people who they may develop emotional and intimate bonds with.

  • Porn - although the effects of pornography in infidelity has been proven non-significant it still may contribute to some people's fantasy and incite them to act inappropriately.

To end my response to you my dear child, it is in your best interest to really cease your relations with this guy and prevent yourself in making a bad precedent. Your only choice moving forward is to find a guy that will share the same promise as you or you might reconsider your priorities and mindset.

No matter what you decide, I hope that it's happiness that you will find.

Love

Prof

Hey there!!!

It's another installment to our letter series Letters of the Heart . If you are not up to date with the series and you would like to read the past publications, you may do so from the links below :

Still, everyone is encouraged to send in your letters for the professor to answer. If you have any questions or you would just like to share the matters of your heart, you may do so by commenting to any of the articles listed above or to this one, the professor will get back to you as soon as possible.

I appreciate that you spent some of your precious time here and as always...

Cheers!!!

Via Giphy


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Image 1 : https://phys.org/news/2016-10-effects-infidelity-long-term-relationships.html

Image 2 : https://whccinc.com/services/marital-infidelity/

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Oh, this was hard and somehow I can relate to Janna. Got same experienced and he even broke up with me on our anniversary🀣 just because of that reason.
Though I was always misinterpret as liberated one because I can converse something "spg" but I am actually convervative. I did't agree and I hate it when my boyfriend demands like I am obliged.
However , I noticed that in todays generation it seems normal to some couple. Well maybe this the current trend.

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3 years ago

oooh thanks for digging up this one. :) and oh, I'm sorry that you had to go through that. But maybe, who knows, maybe you dodged a bullet there.

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3 years ago

That was so emotional and i loved response of the lady, well at the end its love that matters. I loved the last part that says " no matter your decision, i hope you find happiness"

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3 years ago

Thanks much for the appreciation.

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3 years ago

Excellent response from the professor. I agree with him, an infidelity does not deserve to be forgiven, because many times it becomes a vicious and repetitive cycle that leads to the destruction of self-esteem and of course love. No one deserves to be betrayed or hurt In this day and age, relationships have become so vain that many have lost the value of commitment and loyalty, so easy it is to maintain good communication between both parties and thus be able to make clear what may bother to correct.

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3 years ago

Thanks for voicing out your view in the matter. It's very well said. Thank you for dropping by also. :)

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3 years ago

Wait, question muna ako, ikaw ba tong si prof? hehehe. and where can we send our Dear Prof letters? Just in case lang ba.

Relate pala ako dito. When I was in 2nd year college, lagi ako pinaparinggan ni first bf ko. Kesyo matured si ex niya at ako isip bata kasi pag nag oopen siya ng topic about sex, ang OA ko mag react. Alam mo na yung mga OA reaction ng mga virgins. lol. Na imbyerna ako kaya ni let go ko siya. Bata bata ko pa nun so wala pa sa isip ko yung ganun. Hindi rin ako PDA at nung ininvite niya ako sa boarding house niya para tumambay, panic mode agad ako. Alam ko kasi pag tumambay sa territory ni lalaki, me milagrong magaganap so iniiwasan ko talaga yun. Mejo advanced talaga ako mag isip. Bow.

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3 years ago

I'm just a messenger. Comment lang sakin. Kahit sang article.... makakarating sa kanya. Hahaha kung gusto naman anon... sa TG pwede rin hahahha

Milagro agad ehhh... pwede naman ding hindi no....dpende sa usapan. Haha

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3 years ago

I feel pity for her, she didn’t do anything wrong to deserved getting cheated on, no one does. But oh well, meron talagang mga cheater at hindi nakukuntento. Hayss

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3 years ago

Yeeep.. that's true. it's part of life unfortunately..

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3 years ago

Hey nicely written but may I add something. I feel love has been overly complicated with heavy burdens of expectations. It's become a business deal where both parties look to benefit. It's no more a feeling of love and more about the other associated feelings. We should let love come to us than go looking for it, knocking on the wrong doors and end up feeling disappointed.

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3 years ago

That's also a nice thing to say. It's not a good thing, but it's nice to someone acknowledge that fact. Thanks for that.

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3 years ago

Hindi talaga natin maiwawasan sa buhay yung mga taong ganyan. Honestly, I've been there. Pero, kung ayaw na niya, bakit ko pa ba pipilitin?

Hindi ko rin naman pinagsisihan na nangyari yun noon, kasi may dumating naman na blessing sa'kin ngayon..☺️

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3 years ago

Yes. Kahit ano'ng mangyari kelangan ang pinto natin manatiling bukas pa rin para sa pagdating ng ayan, tulad nyan, blessing diba? :)

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3 years ago

YES talaga!!!❀️❀️❀️

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3 years ago

"Men, all of us are wired differently than girls. Men will always be the more physically attached and sexually invested when it comes to relationships. Men tends to show love and affection often physically, unlike women who are much more invested emotionally."

Ito po tunay na tunay, di talaga nawawala yun sa lalaki at yes ang mga babae ay talagang mas emotionally attached sa relationship palagi. Although may mga babae at lalaki na opposite , mas marami lang talaga sa lalaki physically attached at sa mga babae nga naman ay emotionally attached.

Ay parang mapapatambay ako sa inyong blog 😁😁

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3 years ago

Yeep.. mas marami lang sa mga lalaki. Ay tambay lang, marami pang ganyan... :)

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3 years ago

I love the way you answered that letter. Indeed, infidelity has no excuses and will never be justified. Why settle for that kind of man if you can find someone better and will definitely sees your worth as a woman.

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3 years ago

Yep yep!! True right? I'm so glad that you liked the response. :)

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3 years ago

My favorite series is back! Well, as always I am am sharing my point of view here.

It is not your fault but this jerk's. From the very start of your relationship, you have cleared your demand: no s*x before marriage (it's right, we have the same principles), and the mf agreed. He AGREED. Now, he is trying to insist what he wants, even it is opposite to what he has agreed on, think. Who's the wrong in here? Definitely not you, girl. So don't be guilty of saying "No" every single time. Well, unless you are willing to break your promise of chastity, then it's your issue to take care of.

Professor is right, it is a sign to cut all connections with him. If he is not accepting of your demands now that you are just boyfriend and girlfriend, what more if you get married? He's have a license to ask you of that thing so he may force you with it. Imagine that.

Don't think about how long you've been together, but worry about the lifetime of hell that would await if you stick to him.

If he does not respect you, he does not deserve you.

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3 years ago

Very well said my friend! The professor strongly agrees with you and sends his regards. And nice, so you share the same promise of chastity. It's a rarity for girls nowadays. I do admire that promise, the principle and the resolve to accomplish that, though I don't agree, not just saying that from a man's point of view, it's also for the woman's sake. :)

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3 years ago

Yes, and the fact that not conforming to that promise of chastity has been a trend now.. It is saddening.. It's okay, we have different point of view, but if this principle would be a reason for me to stay single forever, I.. I actually don't mind. LOL. Sometimes relationships are just burdensome. (not all though hehe)

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3 years ago

Kelan kaya ako susulatan ni prof.. Bat b maraming lalaki na sex ang habol? πŸ˜… Tapus kpg hndi masiyahan or makontento.. Maghahanap ng iba.. It's love that matters not lust. Lol

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3 years ago

Hahah sulatan mo muna kasi siya, para sagutin ka. Hhhah ah oo nga ayun talaga ang ugly truth, pero ang mas confusing truth, may girls din na ganun, mas marami lang talaga lalaki ang open. Hahaha

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3 years ago

Haha.. oo naman meron.. pro mas madami mga lalaki

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3 years ago

ah oo naman. Mas maharot kasi eh. Hahaha

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3 years ago

Naranasan ko na yan sa unang Jowa ko 😣 hindi ko lang binigat ang kagustuhan niya saktong 2nd monthsary namin nakipag hiwalay siya sakin after 3days nalaman ko may bago na siyang Girlfriend. Karamihan sa lalaki nag jojowa para Sex tapos kapag nag sawa ma iiwan na nila para makitikim ng ibang babae😀

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3 years ago

Hahah yep, marami nga talagang ganun.. but still... kung di ka aware, I'm telling you, may mga ganun ding babae.. :) hindi nga lang masyadong putok kasi mas madami pa rin talagang cases na ganun is guys.:)

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3 years ago

Totoo yan kasalanan din ng mga ibang mga babae masyado lang nag papauto sa mga ibang lalako, Madami din kasing popokerist dito samin haiist bata palang tuwing gabi uma Aura πŸ˜…

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3 years ago

hahaha popokerist eh... Never heard of that one. Thanks for the added vocabulary. Hahaha

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3 years ago

Hahaha welcome nalaman ko lang din po yan sa kaibigan ko. Natawa ako nung pagkasabi 🀣

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3 years ago

Hahah dami ko nakikitang ganyan, sa gabi lamang nabubuhay... Kaya pag nagagawi ako sa labas ng lugar namin I'm like "sino tong mga to? Dayo ba itong mga ito? Now ko lang nakita..." ayun pala ay sa gabi lang ang rampa. Hhaha

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3 years ago

Ugh, men, lol. Haha why don't they just enjoy sex first before going in a relationship. Haha. And when he's all done with his sexcapades dreams and adventure, saka na magjuwa. Haha 🀣

Anyway girl, if he agreed and respect your decision, its all on him. Its not your fault, so as the advise of the prof let him gooooo. Haha. There are still men out there, whose waiting for you to be single. Rawr. See he can't even, just try harder, what of you are married and has kids? Do you not worry about him doing the same thing?

I still don't see the point of having a relationship if it will not end up to marriage. Rawr. So just enjoy the youth girl!

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3 years ago

True true true. Every relationship must have marriage as their goal. But 1 relationship = 1 marriage, is a rarity and is often immature in a lot of aspects.

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3 years ago

Omg haha

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3 years ago

Kudo The Love Guru? Or whatever Guru?

But anyway, bat nga may ganong lalaki no, yong hindi lang maibigay ang gusto, maghahanap sa iba na kala mo'y batang pinag kaitan ng candy ng napakahabang panahon. Yeah, alcohol, interne and porn - pero may kamay naman sila so bakit pa sa iba maghahanap. Masyado silang mulat na mulat sa kamunduhan kaya pati partner nila igagaya nila. Tas pag di napag bigyan hahan🀬🀬🀬. So bakit sila nag juwa, para sa sex? Ay ambot, kaya ayaw ko ng seryosong relasyon ee kasi di mo na alam kung sinong pagkaka tiwalaan mo, di na alam kung sino ba talaga ang totoo at laro laro lang ang gusto. Sana playground nalang jinuwa nila kung laro lang ang gusto. Wala naman akong pinaglalaban talaga, naaano lang ako.

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3 years ago

Hahah triggered ka? Chill, wala, ganun talaga eh, meron talagang mga taong ganun (hindi lang lalaki, based on exp) haha

Gusto ko ung kamay kamay. Hahaha tama no? dalawa pa nga kamay eh. tsk tsk, Hahha

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3 years ago

Anlaaa, meron din sa girl? UwU, I mean, babae yon ang habol ay ano? Tapos ikaw pa pplitin πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, lupet mo sensei πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Diba dib, if di na makatiis ee di magkamay sya, arte arte pa kutsara kutsara pa πŸ™„.

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3 years ago

Hahah oo parang ganun. Hindi nakuha, hindi naman kasi sinabi na yun ang gusto. Ayun iba tuloy ang nakakuha. Hahahaha

Hahah baka naman kasi mapanis pag kinamay eh. hahha

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3 years ago

Hahaha laro lang sa playground ano? Haha πŸ˜…

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3 years ago

Ahahaha oo pwd na iyan, ahaha

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3 years ago

I love your response, anyone who has cheated before is bound to do it again. Janna needs to get out of the nest of bondage of slef-loathe and guilt. She needs to learn to love herself first, and when she does this, she will find someone who will go to the ends of the world to keep her no matter her decisions.

A lot of factors can contribute to infidelity as you stated, and it is left for an individual to watch their steps especially if they are in a romantic relationship with someone.

No one should do to others what they wouldn't loved to be done to

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3 years ago

That is just a really nice thing to add, the golden rule. :) But wouldn't it crumble if the motivation for infidelity is revenge? What if a person that has been cheated on decided to cheat on future partners just to exact revenge. That's just cruel. :(

Thanks for the wonderful insight. Learn to love yourself first before loving others, that's just the key to a beautiful relationship. :)

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3 years ago

I think the first lesson Janna needs to learn is to value herself more. To love herself more. This way she will become aware when with a man whether he is worth the time and effort she is willing to invest in him. I also believe there are instances when a man simply has not found that partner that can make him faithful, not that I condone infidelity.

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3 years ago

That's very well said. Yep that last part is on point, just like the professor said in the end, maybe we all have that one partner that will meet all our expectations and needs that will make infidelity an obsolete word.

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3 years ago

I am just reading about the letters and I would really like to check out the rest when I am less busy. And this is a nice response to the question with lots of back-ups.

And I can't even add more to it lol. But I do hope that the person realizes that a cheater never changes except otherwise. She had better make the right choice if ever she wants to be happy, free, and have peace of mind.

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3 years ago

Yep, that's for real. And you know what's interesting, being cheated on also has it's pattern. If one has been cheated before, he or she will most likely experience that again, one way or another.

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3 years ago

Oh, my gee! Why is that so?

Is it because the person doesn't meet the arrangement of the other person like you said?

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3 years ago

That is one good advice professor. Very well articulated simple truths about relationships in general.

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3 years ago

The professor sends his gratitude with his regards. :)

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