Personal Vlog: Failed Ambition Part 1 "College Degree"

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2 years ago

Do you remember when you are in Elementary and High School? Your teacher will always ask you to write your Autobiography.

And our Ambition in life is always included in it. Especially what we like to become in the future. What our future might be 5 or 10 years from now.

Sadly said my life turns upside down. And we cannot be undone what we did in our past. Even if there's a time machine that will give me a chance to go back to the past to correct the mistakes that I did in my life. I will still choose what I've done. Because I will never meet the people that I met today if I will change my past. Although it's painful I will still choose this path. Spice up your life girl...

And every time I will write it before, I'am always positive and happy that I can fulfill what I write. It's just a very simple Ambition in life that sadly said, None of them became true, or let's say that they are my failed Ambitions.

It's only three of them that unluckily I didn't able to fulfill. Well, let's start first on the first one lol...

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I WANTED TO GRADUATE FROM COLLEGE

When we are young, we don't know how cruel life is. We only think that it's easy. Easy to achieve something but when I grow up. I find it hard! How can you achieve something if you don't have money?

Yeah, it's a matter of money and money. I wanted to apply for a scholarship but my mother is always on the negative side. And I understand her for that. She's only a vegetable vendor and is raising me alone.

She's providing for our daily needs and expenses. And she has fears and doubts if I can make it to College. Well, I guess my brain can make it but my pocket won't.

And because of my lazy mind and cowardness. I listen to her and didn't proceed to College. But once there's something that you like and want. You will always find a way. And I did find a way!

I studied Computer Programming. Vocational course. Ever since I like computers and I wanted to take up an E-commerce course at STI College if given a chance. But what else can I do? I am surrounded by negative people and sadly said my Mom is number 1 on the list.

And I have no siblings to talk to. My life is kinda boring! Talking to myself while playing alone. But I'm proud that I still survived. At that time I'am 18 years old. And luckily accepted at Monde Nissin Corporation. I'am working while studying just to fulfill my Dream, my Ambition that although I failed I'm still trying.

I will study every Saturday and Sunday. Good thing that there's no overtime on Saturday and Sunday and I will go home early and went to my Vocational School. I provided for my own needs using my salary.

I know that degree is important but this is all I can achieve and I'm happy about that. I didn't surrender and still achieve what I like. Although I didn't experience being a College girl because I became a working girl at the early age of 17.

But I'm still proud that I graduated and experienced wearing a College toga. But my photo wa misplaced and I don't wear it now. There is no FB before we can save our photos on a touchscreen phone. But even though the experienced and memories will be forever in my mind and heart.

I'am very happy during that time. Marching in our graduation and accepting my diploma. I even rented a gown to reward myself. At least this one is half failed and success ai guess lol but I still considered it failed...

Thank you for reading. I will continue to write on my next blog...

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Nakakalungkot talaga ate yung ibang estudyante ayyaw mag-aral pero may nagpaparal naman sa kanila. Yung iba nga kahit gusto nila mag-aral, wala sila magagawa eh...

Personally ate, tinatamad ako mag-aral ahah pero siyempre tamad lang ero gagawin ppa rin ayaw o lang bumagsak. At least ate nakapagtapos ka noon kahit wala kayong degree. Ang importante ate ginawa niyo Ate best mo hehe.

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2 years ago

Ay huwag kang tumigil kahit na tamarin. Until now bitter parin ang nanay ko jusko haha ang anak ko gusto mag College andiyan ulit siya. Hindi daw kaya. Pero wala siyang magagawa this time ako na ang nanay at lola lang siya bwahaha.

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2 years ago

I am so happy to know it that you did work hard and achieved your goal. Such a inspiration person you are my friend.

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2 years ago

Thanks 💚

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2 years ago

It takes grit and determination to succeed in life and doesn't have to be college graduate. Look at Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg and many more :) If we really put our mind into something, then we can do it.

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2 years ago

Thank you. Still fighting for what I like.

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2 years ago

I am so proud of you leejhen, today we the younger generations are so privilege because we almost have the access to everything and there is already a free college tuition law whereas in your time there's none. So I'm proud and happy that you graduated and wore a black toga!

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2 years ago

Yes thanks. kahit yon man lang haha. Wla pa kasi mas mura na mga school noon buti nalang ngayon madami na dito.

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2 years ago

.Me too sis,have taken a vocational course which is comSec,but I didn't used it or acquire a job through that course.Still,I'm thankful for achieving that 2 years course .But if I could turn back time I would choose a degree course,because I'm rejected many times because I am not a degree holder.

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2 years ago

Fighting ❤️

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2 years ago

Situations may not be the same for all but still, you made it! Working while studying is difficult, plus the fact that you hardly get support from your mother. But congratulations! I don't see it as a failure :)

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2 years ago

Thank you hopefully it's not.

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2 years ago

God has its own plan and purpose. There's a time that we think that the path that we're taking is not the path we want, later we realized that this path was the right path that God planned for us.

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2 years ago

failure has two answers that will give us advice but must be with understanding. the first is that failure occurs because we do not have the desire or because of the attitude of encouragement from other parties to be in a competition, the second failure occurs because our ability is not sufficient which means we have to increase our ability, the third thing that most people do not understand is that failure occurs because in it's not a place that God wants it to mean how much effort if God doesn't want it then everything will not happen. One sure way is to pray to Him for guidance

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2 years ago

Oh how poor am I if God don't allowed those two coming episodes of failure. But thank you.

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2 years ago

It wasn't a failure I guess. It's a matter of how you use it right now, the degree I mean. What's the use of picture if you don't live those dream anymore. Living them is more than the picture that got away.

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2 years ago

Thank you.

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2 years ago

I am so happy for you that you atleast did something to achieve your goal. 🤗🤗🤗

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2 years ago

All I can say is that you are a struggling woman and an inspiration to all other women!

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