Did I Select The Wrong Strand?

In case of being wondered on my title, I'm currently a senior high school student here in the Philippines. Does it sound obvious? Well, you'll be having a further idea in my life if you will stalking me on my noise.cash account. Apparently, most of my posts are created because of my complainerism attitude. Don't mind the italicized word since that's just derived from my playful tongue haha.

Maybe you might ask, "Did I select the wrong strand?". I love to complain, right. So, you might think that I feel regret on what did I choose. To answer that question, my answer will be no. I never felt that I got left behind, and I know to myself that I chose the suitable strand.

I choose this strand during my enrollment in SHS since I believed that I can survive the strand with a lot of Mathematics. Most of the time, I'm getting a good grade in that subject, and I even remember that I was awarded being the best in Math when I was Grade 1. I also memorized the Multiplication Table where I can recite it in front when I was still Grade 3. But as I aged, I'm dealing with trust issues.

Anyway, here are some of the photos of my certificates where I feel like I was a Math Wizard back then haha. Kaya ko lang makalamang among my classmates, pero mapurol talaga utak ko haha.

Conversely, let's talk about my past dreams until I reached the Grade 11. I think that I will be having a long storytelling about what do I desire before.

When I was Grade 1, I dreamed to be engineer. But as I heard that you need to have a good skill in Science and drawing, I decided to take down that dream. Especially these days, we have modules where we need to read each day, and I have this subject last year which I disliked which are Physical Science, and Earth and Life. A big shame on me, haha. Aside from that, I also hate drawings. I never find myself to have a talent like that up until these days. Contrarily, I didn't push to be a STEM student even it sounds cool.

On the other hand, while being on the pre-adolescence stage, my biggest dream before was to become a teacher. I guess that it's one of the dream of every kids as teachers are our primary role models. However, as the time continuously passing by, I can say that I'm not compatible to pursue that career. First of all, I don't have enough confidence especially in reportings. And lastly, I have a small patience, and I can prove it on how did I'm treating the people around me. That's why I didn't pursue the HUMSS strand despite most of my classmates before taken this course.

Going back on my Grade 9 days before, my teacher in ESP before stated on the lesson about the career of being an accountant. She said before that you just need to have a basic skill in adding and subtracting. I believe that you will encounter those kinds of mathematical problem, but it's not only revolving about that. I admit that I was get scammed by that teacher, but I still love that subject even we are having misunderstanding.

And if you will ask me if I like my strand, definitely yes. Even you will most likely see my random rants on noise how I'm being annoyed with it, I'm just doing it to alleviate my frustrations. In this stand, you need to be patient on balancing normal balance and drawing your business minded thoughts. On the other hand, the activities I mostly hate in this strand is writing essays, Science subjects, and PEH classes.

Sorry for messy article as always.