This is better instead of losing you
Hello, everyone! Hope you are doing fine! Stay positive but not in covid! XD
I wasn't able to publish an article with my target time because I got a headache. SKL. Here's what happened.
I was sleeping in a long chair on our terrace when suddenly my mother's friend came to our house. Again, I was sleeping and they are talking aloud! Damn. Respect man lang sana! They only have a one-meter distance but it's like two hundred meters for them! Argh. And not only that! Those friends(?) of my mother always ask for plants from my mother! Like, really? Don't you have money? If you want a plant, buy it! There's no such thing as free lunch! Don't get me wrong guys. It's okay to ask for something but not as always! Tsk.
Anyways, I made a poem and I want to share it here. Don't bash me, I'm not a good poet just trying to be one! 😂
Read with emotions! XD
As a friend
by dziefem
I don't know where to start.
All I know is, you are like an art.
An art that I have become attracted to.
An art that I want to see whatever I do.
Talking you never failed me to smile
Even though you are far more than a mile
Or I say a thousand kilometers away
You're not here but I want you to stay
However, I know it is like a game I won't play
But what can I do? I'm enjoying the time I spending with you
And talking about something or anything makes me comfortable with you
Your words make me wanting you more
And here in my head you store
You are not a place though I want to explore
You always bring happiness to me
Whatever we talk about is fine with me
One vibrate by my phone I'm expecting it's you
But I'm so disappointed sometimes that it's a shopping app that wants me to order too.
Or it's a recommended app that wants me to install
Or just someone I'm not interested in, at all
Because you are the only one I'm waiting
And it excites me to see you typing...
The first time we met, I didn't expect that we were getting close.
But now, you became my source of happiness as a daily dose
I know you are busy but making time for me
So I always make sure that I'm free
And I could respond immediately
Though I'm not sure if you also waiting for someone like me
Do we feel the same way every time we talk?
Or is it just me who always wanted us to talk?
Argh nevermind, there's no us by the way
But it's like you are a song that makes me sway
My feelings for you grows day by day
One time you had a problem, I want to hug you
And it makes me sad as I cannot be there for you
Also, I want to pat your back
As you are too far from me, I just give you a virtual hug
Time passes by, one day you said this is wrong
It's like we ended the happy song
I thought you will be gone
As we stopped what we began
But I am glad, you came back
After you left me where I'm stuck
Not like what we used to but as a friend and I can say I'm contented
I am happy about that offer, because at least we still connected
So yeah, this is better instead of losing you.
Thank you for those flirting moments I had with you (hahaha)
Let's keep doing it if you want to (hahaha)
- Love, friend. XD
For those people who are being friend-zoned by their crush, flirt mate, or whatever you call it, this is for you. Don't be sad if they just want you to be a friend. At least they don't want you to be gone.(?) Be thankful. Charot. They have their reasons. Some of them are just afraid to commit, some of them don't want to hurt again, and sorry some of them just don't like you, us rather. XD Not everyone is going to like or love us the way we wanted or the way we love them. Accept that.
Don't mind me. XD
Thank you for reading! ♡
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dziefem's note:
Stay away from those toxic people.
Accept what has been done! Keep moving forward!
Hahaha shocks we're just the same Hahaha. Nafriend zone😌 Pero okay lang talaga. Hahahah