It won’t happen again. I promise. 

Part I. My Wedding Day

I do not remember how I went home last night. Maybe because I was drunk. All I know is I’m on the rooftop with a stranger. Argh whatever, I have a headache, obviously a hangover. It is already 9:00 am and my wife is not beside me. She is preparing breakfast, I guess.

After some minutes she called me to eat. She even brewed coffee for me. I asked my wife how I got home. Then she told me someone drove me home and she didn't know who it was but introduced himself as a friend of mine. I guess it was the stranger I met last night.

I tried to figure out what happened that night, I feel like I made something that I shouldn’t do. But I can’t remember what it is so when the night comes, I decided to go to that bar, specifically on the rooftop.

When I reached the rooftop, everything that happened that night was flashing back…

Here we are! He shouted.

We are on a rooftop. I closed my eyes and felt the blowing wind.

I felt so much comfortable.

He kissed me and I felt butterflies in my stomach. I kissed him back. We kissed passionately. Then he said “this is the someone I want you to meet, the new you or the other you”. I smiled then I passed out.

 Whaaaaat? Am I that drunk? I can’t believe that I kissed him! And why do I like the feeling of kissing him? Am I attracted to him? Am I gay now?! But I’m still attracted to my wife. I immediately get my phone and search “what did you call a person that is attracted to both genders?” And the answered I got is “bisexual”. Wait, I know someone who is bisexual, the author of this story. XD

What should I do? What did that stranger do to me?! Well, he is handsome but I am way more handsome than him. Hopefully, I will not see him again. I don’t want to be confused about my feelings and I love my wife so much. It won’t happen again. I promise.

I left the bar. When I got home, my wife was cooking for our dinner. She noticed me and told me, “Sorry love I cook late, I just finished something at my work.”

It’s fine sweetheart, I’m still full. I responded. (dami endearment ha)

I sat on our sofa and decided to watch a movie on Gemflix. (May ganooon? Hahaha)

after 20 minutes of watching I found the movie boring. Grrr. So, I happened to browse at my gallery then my wife startled me. I turn off my phone right away.

Who are you looking at? Is that a woman? She asked.

I choked before I was able to answer her.

Uhm, it is nothing, hon. I just saw it on Instagram. I answered.

Hmm, are you okay? You look pale. She mumbled.

My heart beat is so fast. I’m glad she didn’t notice.

Yes, hon. I’m fine

Okay, hon. Let’s have dinner. She offered.

Then we went to the dining area and she started to serve the food while I’m getting plates, spoons, forks and water. While we were eating, I’m still thinking if she saw the picture that I’m looking at.

After having dinner, my wife took a shower. I told myself that this is my chance to look at the picture once again and delete it before my wife sees it.

While looking at the picture, I talk to myself.

“What the f… why am I looking pretty with this wig?” Then I laughed.

I just tried wearing a wig haha, I’m just curious how I will look. But I don’t want my wife to see me wearing this. She always overthinks haha.  Don’t get me wrong, I am not gay. And I promise that I will not be inlove with anyone else. Only to my love. ;)

THE END. 

Hello! I thought I would be so busy but I didn’t because the manager of the brand that I’m handling cannot be reached haha. And my mentor didn’t give me another task for this afternoon so I was able to write this haha. 6:00 pm is my log out. So this article is uploaded just now. Haha.

Thank you for reading! ( ◜‿◝ )♡