Soft-hearted be like
Blog:134-14th
Date :July 22,2022
Time :12:08pmMy marriage life was being tested again and again. Recently I just shared it here that I have already left my husband. We stayed at my parents' place from Tuesday night till yesterday afternoon.
Elmo visited his son last Wednesday afternoon. He misses his son so much. We meet at the playground in our place because I take my son to the playground after my work. My son was so happy playing with his father. It was his first time playing at the playground. I feel happy seeing them both happy. My husband already accepts that I have already given up on our relationship. He already regrets what he did and He knows that he abuse me emotionally. He abuse the chances that I had given him.He asks me if he can sleep at my parents' place since he doesn't have any vehicle to ride going home. I am just glad that my family didn't say anything when my husband arrived. They greeted him nicely.
However, my daughter really wanted to go back to my husband's place because she felt so bored at my parents' place. She can't access the internet and we don't have electricity at home. She also finds it hard to take care of her younger brother at my parents' place because my son won't just stay in one place like in our room. He wanted to keep on moving all around the house. So yesterday morning I drove back my husband to their place since he has work to do. When we got there we talked about what happened to us and settled everything. We also talked about moving in into our own house even if it's not yet finished because the house where we stayed is under renovation and I don't want to keep our things moving from one place to another place inside the house. So my father-in-law suggested just finishing the flooring of our house first before we move in, it will cost us around five thousand or more. Since they have a relative who owns a construction supplies store we can take credit from their store. We can pay it slowly. I agreed to my FIL suggestion at least we can live there comfortably. I can save my earnings here to pay it slowly. I have small savings in my bitcoin wallet but I will use them for the temporary electricity for our house. Temporary, because we still need around five thousand pesos for our electricity.
Yesterday, after my work I take back my son and daughter to my husband's place. I brought the stuff like the clothes for my son and also our blankets and pillows. I still have some stuff left at my parents' place that I have to get later after my work.
Ending thoughts
I told my husband that I am soft-hearted. Maybe he just knows how to make lambing when I am mad maybe I don't end up leaving him. Though I think leaving him for a while is the best way for him to realize his faults and know how to make an effort to win us back again.
I guess when you are already married it is hard for us mothers or wives to easy leave our family. We will always have reasons to hold on and fight to fix our marriage. I just hope that my husband will not waste the last chance I gave him this time. I hope God will always guide us and enlighten my husband's mind.
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I remember you telling me of this but didn't hear about the forgiving part. If I left it would be over that's just how it is here in the States. Plus I really wouldn't have anywhere to go unless I asked. My mother lives to far away so I wouldn't be able to go to work at my full-time job. Plus grown ups dont go back to parents here, it's unheard of unless your caring for them. Just another reason why I stay