I'm inlove but I'm scared to confess with her

She's my classmate I don't think that I really inlove with her but I have feelings that I can't tell to her because I am scared to reject again in the part of my love life. Btw she my classmate now in college.

In the year of 2020 our first year in college life that were taking online class I saw her in our classroom in Google meet and I know to my self that she got me, how? Because her voice and her physical appearance are the findings that I amire in one women and all of that is in her.

But still it's makes me feel like a cup of what kind of character she had, as usual I am the first who chat her to make have conversation with her and she approach me so good. After a month of doing that I know that I am going deeply my feelings with her.

One day I ask her if she have a boyfriend and she answered me "I don't have" and that makes me feel good because I know to my self that I am gonna have this apportunity to confess to her but sadly I am so scared again.

We are always talking to each like we're are best friends then I ask her what attitude and behavior or physical appearance she wanted to a man then she described she want as usual a good man, there's a love to our God, faithful and also she wanted a gay that have a sense of humor.

Suddenly I ask her if she ready to have a relationship? But sadly she answered me she's ready to commitment and understand that but still I didn't confess my feelings to her.

She's a cute girl, narrowed eyes, skin white also she's a small girl and all of that I wanted to a women and I can say that she's that perfect girl for me, she's a smart a girl she wanted to finish immediately our assignment, task or what else.

We are always chatting in our messenger conversation and we are always too greeting each other before and after we go to sleep, anddd she's a girl that very sleepy...HAHAHA. she always got early to sleep before 10pm... But I have always a topic to not get her to sleep... HAHAHA. I remembered that I said to her "HINDI KITA PAPATULUGIN MUNA TAMO" then I ask her always and get some idea to answered me. We she realized that we are already have conversations at past 10pm.

You know what guys before we got sleep were saying to each other greet like "Good Night mars", "Sleep well mars", "Bush buuuusssh🚋🚃🛳️"... I know that's cute but this is our always saying to each other also our routine before we sleep.

Until Face to Face Classes will come I meet her again for the 2nd time I took her in 7/11 near by in our school because she wanted to take her by my umbrella cause it's so hot in the outside, I saw waiting me in 7/11, I am so shy to talk with her I am talking her but speechless.

She's so cute because of her short hair and after that we decided to go to our school while we're going to school I ask her if she already have her lunch and she answered me "Yes", btw while she arriving to go her in out school she chat on messenger that she's so mad to a guy because the guy are taking cigarettes by her side and she hate the smoke coming from cigarettes.

As of now I am not telling to her that I have feelings with her and I am keep this feelings until she's ready to have relationship.

That's all for this night guys I wanted to share my feelings now, thanks for the reading this nonsense article. Thank to my supporters and commentors that you are always here to supports me.

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April 13,2022
WENESDAY
Author:Zony

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