It's your loss because you broke up with me.

Last Sept 22 was my friends 1st death anniversary and last Sept 29 was his birthday. We decided to visit his grave on the 29th since it's the majority of our friends for thier vacant time. We went there 4 PM so that the weather is not so hot. Gladly the weather favor to us and it was gloomy when we went there. I went to the cemetery without my son because it is not safe for him to go there.

Time flies so fast and it's been a year since my friend died. It feels like a dream and we can't imagine that he will die so young. My friend was our classmates also in Highschool that why when we entered the cemetery there's a couple of people who were there already and it was our classmates too before.

During the time that we were there , we reminisce the times when our friendship was still alive. His grave was filled with laughter because our friend was one of the clown in the group because of his sense of humor. While we were staying there and telling stories , we noticed that there's a group of people who walking going near us and as I saw their faces I recognized them. It was the fraternity member wherein my friend is also a member. They were our batchmates too and we knew them. To be honest I am so closed with them until me and my ex boyfriend broke up. Yeah , my ex boyfriend is also a member of the fraternity.

I was shocked when I saw a familiar face and then my friend approached me and said " Hey Yen. Is that Ted? " . Do you want to know who's Ted? He was my ex boyfriend I am reffering too. " If you remember my article about my exes he is the hot air balloon one. Yeah he is ". I answered my friend and then they all said to me the word "awkward". It's been 8 years since we broke up and also it's been 8 years since we didn't saw each other because it's my choice though last 2017 he want to saw me but I refused because he has a girlfriend already.

I acted neutral when they came and pretend that there's nothing happened I mean that he is not my ex boyfriend. I know it is awkward , our friends are smiling like they means something and I was like , what they are doing. Until Ted talk talk to me. " Hey you look so fat now " . then I answered him " Hiyang e " then I laughed.

Kelan ka nauwi? He is working overseas that's why I asked him that.

Mag isang linggo na.

Ah .

Then the conversation ended and after an hour we decided to say goodbye to the grave and go home. We were walking going to the gate of the cemetery when Ted went beside me and asked me how's life. I said to him that I am happily married and I have a son now. I also asked him how's life and asked about him and his girlfriend.

I am single now.

Single? I thought you have a relationship with M.

We broke up months ago after 6 years of relationship.

Oh my , I thought she will be your wife soon.

Oh well that's life. If only I didn't leave you.

Luh? Seriously? Bringing back the past? Hahahaha. It's your loss because you broke up with me. You know how I love you before. If only we're still together you already have a wife and a child. I said to him jokingly.

Yeah you're right. Then he sighed. Can I give you are ride? Please?

I was thinking if I will said yes to him because it's awkward but ended up riding in his motorcycle because my friends told me to ride to have a free ride. We reached our house and he asked me if he can come inside to see my son. I give him the permission to enter our house and then he saw my son. He was smiling while looking at my son and then he said hello to him. He also meet my father again who didn't like him when we will still in a relationship.

Hey! Is that Ted?

Yeah? Then I explained to my father why hes here because he also knew that we were batchmates.

Well, I'm glad that you are in a good terms even if you are not meant for each other.

Since my father didn't like him before , for sure he is not also interested to talk to him. After a few minutes I told him to leave because I don't want our neighborhood make rumors on us.

The end.

This was my dream last night and I don't know why I dreamt about him. Find it weird though. Because of that dream I stalk his account and find out that he and her girlfriend are still together and he is in Saudi working. My goodness.