My Thumb finger Is giving up, (before and now)

Had you asked yourselves what's the purpose of being here, or writing here. And until how can we stand being here as we called our selves a witer.

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I'm into my noise account last night and my friend told me not to give up, to build the world I want to have. Then I thought of myself as a successor am I? Do you think yourselfs too? I'm running out of topics and my daily routine Is not as good as before. I don't have any drafts and so I better hurry because as I think something is preventing me to stop.

Let me tell you how was our lifes before I came here..

15 years ago after we've been sent out, we live in my husband's house we have no electricity and water, that was the worst experienced I ever had. We have it before but we only get it with our neighbor, they become selfish they remove the connection they try to give the amount needed but the owner didn't listen and we have no choice because they only beg those people.

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Who among you used this lamp for the night? We and I used this. And the hardest was when we ran out of (gaas) or kerosene we need to turned it off. My eldest was still a baby before and before our whole place ran out of light. I put her all bottles with water and milk into a container, but one night our lamp ran out of kerosene and she cried I don't know what to do good thing there was a lighter my husband helped me so did I make the milk for my baby. He pitty on me he know I'm not used in this kind of life but for me it's only thorns and roses you can what you can.

As I don't want my baby crying I camed up with the idea of shake the bottles when it's heavy it means I can make her milk but if it's light it's means it's already used up. I'm smiling while writing this, did you know you can laugh or smile after you realized you can get over those trials.

How we survived without water supply?

We used deep well good thing that they have their own well its was deep more than 10 feet. There we do our laundry, but when we washed our white clothes its turns into off white, we also took a bath there my hair was sticky sometimes but i have no choice. When it comes to cooking we washed our rice in the deep well but we put water from the faucet. My husband and his siblings fetch water they ride into their trycyle so we can have clean water to drink.

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I know now your thinking if we lived without this two things what about are food, essential and our daily needs. The answers are just simple, I've learn to accept what's infront of me because it could be plenty or nothing. You may think we're poor to the poorest but we still manage to thank God for he didn't forget to bless and remember us always.

My husband, is catching fish that time my father in law and brother in law are riding people in trycyle. My husband told me that they were better now compared to before, he said that the worst thing they experienced Is to eat once a day, and they fetch fish before they go to school and after school they'll all eat in a hurry.

Her only sister is also on the abroad now and she managed to change their life and Good thing that as the years goes by they improve a lot. They have electricity and water in their own, and we push also to stand on our own feet. At first we need help from their family I also asked a little from my relatives my mom and my aunt. And as the grace of our almighty savior we have in our own.

It's really nice to have our own house, but before that we have lot of trials before we had our own. Different place that we stayed before. But it's all worth the wait.

Closing Thoughts

All this was a lesson to learn and this why i won't give up even if it's hurt, my thumbnail hurts because I'm off to long in noise.cash and here in read then my work as a full time is not easy. But when I remember all this I want to push more of myself I want to see how far can I go. Before i didn't feel such pain in my thumbnail, but I felt i was useless but now i feel so useful. And writing makes me happy for a while its like a stopped my world for a while and I wrote a beautiful story. And my husband promise me and my kids that he dosent want our children to experienced all the hardships they been through. And with our lasting loved to our family it made us not to give up.

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