Published: October 9, 2022
Time: 7:26 PM
Article #: 228
I eventually understood why my parents didn't love me as much as my other three siblings. My mother adores my siblings, the third and fourth, and they see me as theย one that always has a horrible attitude, asks for help when no one else is available, and then blames meย when something goes wrong with my sibs. My sister, who is the family's primary breadwinner, is also not my parents' favourite, yet my parents still adore her. After she loses her source of income, I'm not sure if she will still be loved. My parents are like that; they merely adore us now because we are very wealthy. Even I believe that I am only valued when I am able to provide for my family.
I've come to realize that my parents won't love me as much as they once did as time goes on. They merely regard me as the bad guy in the house and the family's outcast. I will therefore no longer request attention; I will instead accept it. The only unfortunate thing is that, despite your best efforts, people have already closed their minds and hearts to you.
Gradually, I became more and more aware of my strength. I'm ok by myself. I am capable of handling my issues on my own. And that gave me a lot of power. Between my siblings and I, I think I'm the strongest person in this family. Even when people ask me to solve their problems, I get frustrated but I will still help them.
I'm just relieved that my very strong withering process is happening. I'm not the kind of person who enjoys requesting assistance from others. Since I have learnt to stand on my own, I can now solve my own problems. That's what my other siblings lacking off, they always wanted to ask for help, not very independent. I often wonder whether they don't disturb me because they are aware of my ability to solve problems and my patience. I still struggle to sense my parents' affection, though. I also had a very difficult upbringing. All I want is for my parents to love me in my next life.
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