These thoughts they always stay and linger around
πPublished: July 14, 2022 Time: 12:01 AM Article #: 156
Howdy howdy!! How are you all doing today? Some claim that the reason why the cryptocurrency market is having another down week is due to the United States' rising percentage of inflation rate. Do you also notice the level of inflation in our country?Β Well, if you contribute to the home shopping budget, you may notice the price for some commodities is always increasing. In any case, let's continue to pray for the resolution of this crisis.*Sabi nga nila, unity lang daw talaga ang kelangan* lol.
Anyways, let's just move on to the new topic that came up on mind minutes ago. Actually, I don't like to write an article today but I can't sleep naman. I told myself pa naman na I will sleep early na so that I can also wake up early in the morning eh. Well, let's just be active na ang din for tonight.
Actually, I 've been contemplating to a lot of things that is happening to my life. Sometimes, I overthink things and para bagang bigla na lang ako malulungkot kahit wala naman akong pinapatugtog na senti song. Relate ba? Eh to be honest, I think maswerte pa nga ako kasi nakaka diskarte ako sa araw-araw and even on weekends eh but there are random moments talaga na parang feeling ko hindi ako satisfied sa mga nagagawa ko. Aigooo, ito na, medyo nagiging sensitive na ko kaya I'll just let my hands to type as much as they can na lang.
Actually, I am having a limited time exposing myself in social media because I don't want to absorb any negativities talaga and same with Tiktok. Every time that I'll got bored eh I'll just open my Spotify and will listen to some podcasts lang. But most of the time, I'm just here in the sites, wandering around. Aigoooo... but why do I feel demotivated and unappreciated much? Feeling ko this feelings and emotions are just on my mind. Parang hindi valid ganoon? Do you get me? I am trying to be okay to be honest. I also talk with @Ruffa and @imanagrcltrst always and I think that they see me as okay naman. Pero bakit pag ako na lang mag-isa, feeling ko I am really not okay? Parang sasaniban pa nga ko ng malungkot na espiritu eh. Biglang emo kid ganoyn. (γγΈοΏ£γ)
Sometimes, I also feel parang I am so late to do these things na. Baga, napag-iiwanan na ng panahon? BTW, I am 24 years old already, but still studying in college. Minsan iniisip ko na lang huminto and maghanap ng stable work sa labas but I just can't kasi parang magagawa ko naman sa bahay ung mga niche na pwede ko gawin sa work eh. And one more thing, I have this seperation anxiety sa anak ko. I just don't like to go outside palagi na parang bihira ko na lang siya makikita then aabutin ko gabi na at tulog na siya? Aisshhh. I kennat.
Medyo dami ko pala talagang issues na arising and it made me feel napag-iiwanan na talaga kasi it seems like I am so afraid to face some opportunities eh. What do you think? β‘(βοΉβ)β‘
Anyways, I know that this feelings caused by something na di ko pa din mawari. I tried to contact my recent Psychologist kaso hindi na siya nagrereply so maybe it's my turn now to look for a new one.
Anyone here who also fights their hidden anxieties? How can you handle it?
about you being 24 and still studying, just imagine my brother 33 and his graduation will be next week friday..heheehe that's more than a decade of studying, transferring from one course to another