My last two weeks was so tied-up, it was the reason why I haven't publish any articles. I know it is a poor reason to say if you commit yourself to something bigger but I guess the energy wasn't that enough to perform all the task that was needed to be done. I know I shouldn't have given up the writing task that week but my brain had died and would not function well due to so much physical activities. I had lot of draft but I couldn't finished any. So I promise I will make up this week.
My last 2 weeks was tied-up with 2 things:
Preparing all the pertinent documents for my Deped ranking, and
Assessment of my vocational CSS course
I started preparing my pertinent documents after my interview examination. Between those days I also had my Computer System Services vocational course classes. A mixture of online and a ones a week face-to-face classes while going back and forth to PRC office. It was very hectic schedule as I need to insert my tutorial classes in between those days. It became worse when assessment of my CSS course was plotted and we were not yet finished with our hands on lessons.
The busy week started on the 21st of June as I plan to meet all my students and finished tackling their modules because I need to attend class by the next day. June 22-23 I attended my face-to-face class and I needed to wake up early to travel. The distance of my school need an hour drive from my town. June 24, I went home early in the morning and attend my tutorial classes again. The next day June 25, I cleaned the back yard of my friend's house for me to have money for my class again the next two days. June 26-27, I attended my class, and went home early on June 28. That same day I attended my tutorial classes again and asked the parents of my tuitee if I could have my salary for me to have money to process my papers the next day. June 29, I went to PRC office with my friends. Since my account encountered few issues I didn't had an appointment. So, I need to go back the next day since there was no available schedule on the list for that day. I didn't went home that day because I need to travel 2-3 more hours to be there on the office. I decided to stay in my friends boarding house. June 30, I came back to the office and get the documents that I needed. I went home that same day worn out, physically, emotionally and financially (if that is applicable lol). The next day, July 1, I pass my documents for the ranking. And I travel to my school because the next day, July 2, will be our assessment. Assessment day, was full of pressure and pray sure, wondering if we could make it. But God is good because the day end with smile in our faces. We all passed the assessment pheew π₯΄. July 3, Saturday I went home but didn't stayed longer because I need to help my friend @Zhyne06 moving in to their new home. July 4, after the mass, we finished cleaning the old house and arranging things in their new house.
Today I just finished washing my clothes as I type this, I am laying feeling the exhausted body aching and longing for rest. But I don't want to because I want to make up the things that I wasn't able to do for the past two weeks, and that is writing. I know it was a poor reason to say that I am tied-up that's why I didn't write but to tell you honestly as much as I want to but my body and my mind would not cooperate. Whenever I layed on bed I easily dozed off. But not this time around, I promise.
Closing thought
Within that two weeks of hectic schedule I only learned one thing; God never leave by my side. He took care of all the things and place it in its places. He guide me and protect me within those moments. My body may worn out, financial aspects my out but my spirit wasn't because He is with me and He gave me strength. Whenever I prayed at night my tears would fell because of overwhelming joy and gratefulness. I am so blessed that's why even with so much struggles and restlessness I didn't gave up.
When we hold unto God and prayed everything, things would always go smoothly. When we are tired and about to give up. Let's not forget to pray to the Lord. Trust Him. He know what to do. He will place things in order for you. When things get out of your ways, don't be pressure instead pray sure. When I didn't get the things the way I plan it to be, I will not dwell so much with it. Not all things in life will go according to our plan and ways. Sometimes we need to accept that there are things that is out of control. Let go and let God.
Happy Monday everyone. God bless.
Everything happens for a reason. If you are busy with important things like helping a friend, then get busy with that.