Not so well but need to move on!

Hello my Read Cash family, how are you all? I am so sorry for being inactive for about five days for the reason that I am not so well. Not in terms of health but in terms of emotion. I know some of you already know it. Thank you for your understanding and comfort my dear friends here.

I already shared here regarding the health of my mother-in-law that lead her to death last February 23, 2022. The most heartbreaking news we heard. To be honest, my husband and I were still in grief up until this moment. We are still keeping ourselves to be strong regardless of what had happened to his mother especially him. I need to comfort him all the time. To remind him that "that is life". We need to accept it.

Just yesterday, our mother-in-law was already buried at the cemetery. The burial started at 1 pm and after the mass was directly headed to the cemetery. Some people were just walking and most people were riding a motorcycle or a vehicle. Me and my husband together with our baby just riding our motorcycle. We just bought an umbrella to ease the heat of the sun. Good thing that the weather yesterday was good the reason that everything went so well.

At the cemetery, there were lots of people who sympathized with us since my mother-in-law was a good person too. She had lots of memories to be remembered by. Their presence helps us to just remain calm though we can't hide to shed a tear because who wouldn't miss someone that will never be seen forever? Who wouldn't miss someone who will not be together with us building memories? So, it's normal to cry. To weep. I comforted my husband. Caressing his back is a sign that I care for him and I'm always here together with our baby. He didn't weep harder but only his sisters. Maybe because men usually don't like to weep in front of many people. Or maybe they were shy. I just saw in his eyes that were already swollen when he was taken off his sunglasses. I felt pity then. He already had no parents now. His father was already passed away when he was just five years old. And now, his mother. So sad to hear but I know there is always a purpose for everything.

For now, I always reminded my husband and even his sisters to just stay strong and be brave enough to start a new beginning. I know it's not easy at all but that would be the best thing to do. I added that they should keep praying to God for a stronger faith and protection wherever they would go.

Today, they will start their day without their beloved " Nanay" and I know it's a strange feeling when we know that we usually live under the care of our mother. But, we have no choice but to create new memories. In other words, life must go on. Moving forward and smiling again starting today. Life is still beautiful to live after all. 😊

CLOSING THOUGHT:

It hurts to lose someone you know that has been a deep part of your life and that is your beloved parents. And the sad truth is that you will never see him/her forever. It's so painful to accept. It will take time to heal the wounds in your heart. Time will heal as they said. But at the end of the day, it is still God whom we need to give thanks for all the pain that we have right now.

There is often a reason for everything why it all happened. There is a purpose why this pain marks in our hearts. Well, this pain will be gone soonest. Yes not now, but very soon through God's help. 🙏

That would be all for today. Thank you so much all. I highly appreciated your comfort and your sympathy. God bless you. Shalom! 😇

Date Published: March 2, 2022
Blessed Writer: Thania05 
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