Music that depicts my Life
***Music is the scenery of life. Do you believe so?***
In my end ,yes, those beautiful songs been created are always part of that someone, music was imbibed always with the realities of life. Feelings, emotions that can't be spoken freely were made into songs.
We do have our own preferences ,when it comes to music , right? For me, will it depends on my mood whaat to listen to, but nowadays, I am into KPOP music most specially I am in a second generation fandom called E.L.F.
Well, let' s not talk about my KPOP group fandom though.
There's this one song that I've heard year 2020 I think if Im not mistaken.
The rythmn of the catches first my attention, then upon listening to the lyrics I've been entangled with the emotions that the song brought me upon. This song was actually sang by MAXIMILLAN.
Literally it captured my heart, thinking that yeah this song suits me well. Then I tried to download the song, put it on my spotify playlist and listened to it everytime I felt tired reminiscing those not so nice memories , and this song reminded me that those are my beautiful scars from wounds that time were able to heal.
I wonder also if you also have that one song that summarizes entirely your life, well not exactly as how it may looks like, but at least there's this one song that you considered that somehow it depicts the kind of life you have.
You can share also the song of your life, just comment it in here, who knows we can also relate to the kind of song you've chosen.
I've included the lyrics of Beautiful Scars and alao the video from youtube, you can try to listen if you can find time.
Here's the lyrics of the song:
**Beautiful Scars"**
Broken all the pieces I've been shaping lately
Focused on the things that didn't make no sense
Guess that growing up was never meant to be easy
Yeah, I got used to doing everything sideways
Didn't really care about how anyone felt
Hiding my emotions down in different ashtrays
Oh, but what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
***Embrace your flaws***
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason I've been feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I went down a road that only got me nowhere
I've seen every corner, every inch of this place
Being all alone it really got me thinking, maybe overthinking
That what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
Embrace your flaws
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason I've been feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
Hide these beautiful scars
Hide these beautiful scars
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason I've been feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
Hide these
I ain't gonna hide these
Hide these
Hide these beautiful scars
No
Video courtesy: from youtube.com
https://youtu.be/FE-9LvOn4kY
Lead image not mine ctto
Thank you .
Lyrics from: https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/maximillian/beautifulscars.html
Love is Scary
***Love is scary***. Yet, it's very tempting to fall in love with and experience those kilig moments. How scary it maybe, truth can't be denied that it is also the best feeling in the world. Just that it will somehow lead you to a question that goes , "How to unlove you?" and this happens when things dont seems to be on what you are expecting that should happen.
As they say,Life is not always full of red roses. There's also gloomy days for all of us. Being in a relationship does not guarantee your happiness.
***Love is scary***, this does not pertains only between two individuals ,but this also concerns with our loved ones, our family, scary to the point that somehow at the point of your life, one of them will gonna leave you, or you will be the one to leave them, and what's scary the most is missing the days you spent with each other. Love is scary to the point that you'll always be in pain or your loved ones will be in pain reminiscing those moments spent together with families.
***Love is scary*** for it makes the world go crazy. Craziness to the extent of manipulating people with the disguise of love, soft-hearted as we are, we always ends up in disappointment. Power + manipulation = fake love disguises as genuine concerns.
***Love is scary*** knowing that there' s a set of expectations of criteria that you need to meet, and if you failed to do so, ,it will gonna ruin you big time.
***Love is scary***, like your having some debts that you needed to pay in return no matter what, for you always feels indebted to someone .
***Love is scary*** ,especially when it strucks you in an inapt situation, in your most vulnerable moment, for it will leaves a scar on your being that will torments and haunts you everytime you choose to close your eyes and no matter how tried you repeal , emotions will be inevitable, it will come out eventually and choked you to death figuratively. It's like a dagger been sheath from its scabbard and tried to prick you, and all you can do is to deal the intensity of pain it brings.
***Love*** ***is*** ***scary***, for it defies odds and blinded your rationality. You only saw things ,based on the preferences you wanted to see.
***Love*** ***is*** ***scary***, yet a walloping sea of people embarks the journey of love, and for me, that's one of life's mystery.
But with all of these scary things about love, at the end of the day we choose to love how scary may it seems, for that's life, God gives us life with a purpose, and that is to learn how to love unconditionally.
Love is scary as it may seems, but it is love that makes the world go round.
Love is scary , scared of losing something/someone.
***Are you scared of love?Or are you scared to love****?*
Just try to weigh the difference.
Love is scary, but the scariest and meanest of all, is your neglecting something so precious, precious in the sense that our CREATOR is the foundation of great love and it is through experiencing those scary things about love we can feel the fulfillment of a human being.
***Love*** **is** scary that is why love yourself and know your worth.
So ,what's your stand about love?No matter how scary love is, choose your stand and live with it,embrace the feeling without any regrets but only lessons to learn , like fertilizers for plants, it will also helps you to grow as a whole person.
Love is scary and so be with me in this beeline , and I won't be scared anymore. 💚💚💚
Photos/images not mine: CTTO
Thank You God
Thank You GOD
Hello there read cash, in this so called life what are you thankful for?Me, I have a lot of things that I am so thankful for, and so I created a simple acroustic of **THANK YOU GOD**, let's learn to appreciate things ,may it small or big, and know how blessed we are in each day that passes ,most especially in this so called pandemic.
T- o the Creator on the firmament, thank you for
H- ousing all the anxieties and angst in life that I have
A- nd thru the journey that I've been thru within this so called pandemic
N-ever for a moment that you left my side, you showed me your Greatness beyond this mess
K-nowing that you are always there ,comforting each moment ,giving me the Family that embodies your being, in which I find enough strength to go on living
Y- ou really are the Way Maker, I tend to survive each day with your Grace
O-n this day onward, Thank you so much for the abundance of Love, that overflowed within me, my family, friends and relatives, thank you for instilling the peace that the world can never offer
U-ntil the end of everything, my lips will gonna sing Praises with joyful songs, No flood will ever come that I cannot handle, for you are with me in every step of my way and with a Thankful HEART that would always be my endeavor .
G-ood times, bad times, I will not stop thanking you, truth can't be denied that YOU are the light as we stumble upon thy darkness
O-ur hearts, together with my family who experienced difficulties will forever be grateful to You
D-ear God, thank you for always hearing our prayers, answered prayers that comes perfectly, thank you for each passing day, beyond the chaos the world brought upon, there's a YOU who never abandons us, not even for a sec.
THANK YOU GOD, for all the blessings that You have showered upon our family, and thank you for those blessings that are still coming. Thank you for having a family who knows You and honours You, for they taught me to lay my Faith upon You whatever turmoil the world will bring. THANK YOU GOD for even if I fails You, still You never fails to amaze me with your Greatness, thank you that amidst this pandemic you provided us, my family with everything, job, good health physically and mentally, financial aspect , relatives, friends, to all the people that I encounter with a purpose and above all thank you for the love, joy and inner peace.
THANK YOU GOD, always and forever.
Let's not forget to give thanks always to our Almighty God, for the gift of Life that He gaves us and be an inspiration to others.
Fangirling Moment
Fangirling Moment
Hi there, it's my first time posting an article, well definitely because I'm a newbie here.
So who is a kdrama or cdrama or a kpop fans? Coz if you are one of those who have this so called fangirling moment, then you can relate the trend on Korean Entertainment Industry.
Sure thing, if you do then you also know the success of the netflix series Hometown Cha Cha Cha starred by Kim Seonho and Shi min Ah.
This is indeed a major hit, literally speaking a bop. It just ended last week, but before tthe staffs, casts and people behind this series can celebrate the success, Korean netizens as well as international fans was strucked by news , by a certain post of Miss A for a particular actor K that was so very controversial that been named by the media Kim Seonho.
Upon knowing this news, I felt bothered and uneasy, especially the knetz has this so called cancel culture, wherein if a certain actor, actress, or idol got involved with so much controversies they have this attitude that they will immediately dropped that person from any form of projects and the cancellation of brand sponsorship. With just a bat of an eye, things happened really, and it's my first time to really get involved my emotions with how things will be now for our beloved good boy Kim Seonho. Ofcourse all of us has this past we tried to hide in our closet, but the things that Miss A his ex posted was too personal in which they can settle it privately and besides they are both matured and knows what they are doing.
Everytime I visited social media posts, all Im interested was updates for Kim Seonho, I even participated in those petitions, I am also hurting especially when he was being cut off from his variety show, for the upcoming series and also for the brands that deleted his photos and videos.
But to my amazement, unlike those previous happenings with other actors/actress who experience the cancel cuLure of Korea, Kim Seonho's situation is a game changer.
Petitions are everywhere not to cancel Kim Seonho but to not give up on him.
Each day is a torment for a fangirl like me, waiitng for updates, I even sent a message to his personal IG account encouraging him to stay strong and that we will wait for his return. To this date, I see some light for this whole situation, fans like me strongly believe that our dearest Kim Seonho will come back to us ,much a better person and more stronger. Kim Seonho oppa, just take the space you need now, find the Gongjin where you can breathe, inhale positivity and exhale those hurtful things. Better things ahead are yet to unravel and I myself are excited to witness those things.
As a fan, your private matter belongs to you, and as a fan I admire you as a great actor, I witnessed how you bloom and be where you are now. There are so many people believing you in your craft, we will wait for your return, know that you are loved and keep fighting those emotions that are unnecessary.
You are the first Oppa that my eyes shed tears, I am hurt, and I know you are the most hurt with all the happenings. Don't be too hard on yourself, mistakes are lessons for us to learn something to become a better person. I am not pointing fingers between you and your ex , for at the end of the day, things can be better solved only between you two. As a fan who's been inspired how you portrayed your character in Hometowm Cha-Cha-Cha, I will always be an avid fan who knows boundaries between reality and fangirling. Keep the fight burning.
Saranghae Oppa.
Ps. Stay strong Oppa, we will wait for your comeback, we love and support you, let the wounds heal and learn to forgive yourself also. Find the reason for your fight beyond this chaos.
@shanesh