October 14, 2021
A brand new day that God has given. A brand new day to start something and a brand new day to embrace the goodness of God despite the bitterness the world gives. Well, that is life.ย
Itโs sad to hear of someone getting sick, especially if the person is one of your family members. Unfortunately, I am the one who is sick. The "Light of the Home" is not well. I need some help. Please.๐
Since yesterday, I have not been feeling well because I have colds and tonsilitis. Just last night, after my husband gave me a whole body massage, I got a fever. My whole body was shaking because of the cold I felt. Feeling I was in the snow fighting to look for some heat. I even wore socks and a jacket to ease the cold and look for a blanket to cover up my whole body even though I don't like it.
My body was down last night. I didn't want to be disturbed but I have an 9month old baby. She needs me, she needs my milk. Arrggghhhh!! It is really a burden for me but I have to be a mother. I have to be strong for her. So, I have no choice but to give her my milk because I have been a breastfeeding mom since she was born. We tried to slowly adapt her to formula milk but she didn't like it. Maybe because of the taste it gives. There might be a difference from breastmilk to formula. That's why until now, I give her what I could give to her to satisfy her and it is okay with me since I am just staying in the house to give her my full time attention and to my husband as well.ย
Right now, I am still suffering from colds. I really hate this feeling of a stuffy, runny nose, and a light headache. These I really don't like. It really puts me in a bad mood to start the day. Also, I always sneeze, which causes me to stop doing the household chores because I need to pause for a while just to sneeze. (huhuhuhu)๐ฐ How I wish it should be gone as soon as possible because my daughter is being affected too. I don't like the feeling that my baby is sick also. It really weakens my soul seeing her not okay.๐ข seeing her dizzy and without condition to play.ย
What medicines did I take?
Decolgen
Before it turned cold, I started to take a decolgen but it had no effect and instead it worsened. Maybe I don't like it.ย
Neozep
I even tried this one but it turns out nothing has happened.ย
Warm Lime Juice
I tried a homemade remedy for me to have a chance but it didn't happen either. Maybe because I only did it once.ย
Those mentioned above I tried them if ever my colds will disappear but that is not what I am expecting. Nothing happened,my cold is still there. Such really a burden to me because I cannot focus on doing the household chores.ย
This time what I did was drink a lot of water. As they said, water therapy can only solve the colds. I follow their advice. I drink more water every now and then, who knows. Right?
However, even if I am sick now, my body is not in good condition. I still have to rise because I am a mother. I am a wife. They need me. They want my care. They need my attention. Huhuhuhuh๐ฅ
Mother should not get sick because whos gonna do everything in the house. Who is going to take care of my baby? Who is going to take my part?ย
A sad reality, there is no one who will take my part. No one will do the same for me. No one will do the household chores as I did.ย
I am still thankful despite the fact that I am sick because my husband helps me or takes over my responsibility. He understands me. He took care of me. He did everything just to make me feel fine again. A million thanks to Him. I am blessed enough that I found him. The most responsible husband and father at the same time.ย
As of this time, I only have mild colds but dizziness always hits me. I don't think so if this is also a side effect of the vaccine. Hoping it would not. ๐ข
That would be all for today. Thank you for reading. God bless.ย ๐
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