Sometimes I feel I'm alone, I almost forgot that many friends are around me to support and comfort me when I feel sad, those people need to be cherish because they are very rare nowadays! I learned that in this world mostly are fake that we need to classify as possible!
Whenever you need someone to count on, I can be that one. I love to help in any ways as long as I can, I love to make someone feel comfortable but I can't apply on myself. Whenever I need someone to be with, mostly I feel I cant find anyone or I feel I'm alone and no one to be there. But its just what I feel because I know there is always someone beside me.
Everytime I thought Im more stronger than what I thought but I didn't. I'm still weak and helpless! I'm trying my best but still feel I'm not worthy at all, do I feel or encounter depression again? For what the reason to feel it? I don't know even the answer.
Every single day of my life, I'm always choosing to be friendly at all... Do I still have one now? I didn't know too, I need some friend that like me as me, not because just like me because they can benefit with me, I need someone to laugh with and to share my secrets with trust. But I'm not sure if I still have one to call as true friend.
Time is gold as what they say, yes it is! Time is gold but for what? Time is gold to build some memories I guess? Time is gold as always I heard everytime but I still cant find how it be gold? For me, time is gold when I am with my loveones and my true friends. Time is gold to spend in a right and good way.
It's me again feeling hopeless! Feeling alone and no one cares about me. Seeking love, care and attention, but why? With whom? I still dont know the answer . I guess this homesick, out of love and caring attack me again! Or just my feelings playing me again and again!
Everytime I feel lonely and missing my late parents drive me crazy, hello! I'm old enough to handle it but why I become OverActing? Im sorry about it, I dont know what I feel again.
People sometimes become judgemental, but can we first look at ourselves before judging others? This is the bad habit of many, hoping I'm not belong with them and you too! Be friendly with all of your heart, show the true color of you, people gonna like us mostly with the attitude we have, its true? Yes it is!
I prefer to choose friend base on their attitude not because they are famous, beautiful/handsome or rich as well. Yes I'm so friendly but not at all. Character is the first thing I want to see first, when time past, and the true color of that friend will shown, then the desicion is with me to stick on her/him or let them go! Honestly I hate fake one and I can feel it too.
Everyone deserve true friends and do I. Wishing to have good ones and I guess you too. So can you be my friend too? Or am I deserve to be your friend? Let me know what you dont like so we can fix it if we can. Be honest to each one, support as long as we can but never force to do something they can't!
Authors note:
This is my own thoughts and I dont address to anyone, if I have written here that you dont like, I'm so sorry I really dont mean it. Pardon me if you dont like something in here. This is just random words coming from my heart and I dont have any intention to hurt anyone's feeling. Im just feel lonely so I make it instant, missing my parents, hope it dont lead me in depression again!
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October 17, 2021 Sunday
Kuwait time: 2:03 pm
Article #37
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Sending of love,
Sweetiepie ❤
I also prefer to choose friends based om their attitude and what motivates them rather than their fame or possession.
I see that you're someone with a really nice personality. keep it up.