Two years ago, we loved one another.

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The man who you are calling the love of your heart now was once the king of my heart. It was not easy for me but I allowed him to go. We parted our separate ways two years ago and that was because I found out that he has been having a secret love affair with someone else.

I asked him about the relationship when I first noticed a change in attitude towards me. It was such a sharp turn away. He started avoiding me whenever he has a call. He denied me all the access that I have to his phone.

When we first met, he says to me that no one can ever take my place in his heart. Even, sometimes, he calls me the First Lady. That makes me feel as if I am on the moon.

I feel like I am Queen Elizabeth each time he speaks those flattering words to me. I always thought that those words were true. Each time he looks at me in the face, I lost myself in the thought of the two of us together.

Maybe lust has conquered my sense of judgement. I always forget that the story started in a day. Even after that, I ignored the fact that the love could also end one day.

The journey started when I was in high school, he came into my life when I needed help. He came when I was on the verge of dropping out of school. He stretched out a helping hand, motivated me and paid my price for me.

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We became friends and when my dad was ill, he also came around. I didn't wait for any person or go to any seer to confirm if he was the one that was good for me.

I didn't take time to consider another part of his life anymore. The financial support that I have been getting from him has made me think that he has no error in his life.

His money comes mostly at the right time. He just doesn't call me to ask if I need some funds before sending. That was while I was in school. Where is he today, he is the one that you are proposing to?

Maybe I didn't hear well. You are my sister and I can not hide the truth from you. His mind can switch in a twinkle of an eye.

I could never in my life imagine that he loved someone else while we are dating each other. If the mind could be opened like a book I would have known. But the truth is hidden from me, that he did not want us to be together forever.

I wondered how he was able to come out of the pool of love so quickly after swimming to the core of my heart. I believe that he didn't feel the same way that I felt.

I felt that he planned to steal my heart and go away with it. He left me broken down into pieces and I wanted to end my life. Although, I don't deserve to be punished in such a way.

After he had his way around my life, he began to give me some attitude that I did not desire. It started when he got his new job.

Sometimes he won't eat the breakfast that I prepare, at times he would tell me that he was not having an appetite and he won't be eating soon.

For how long will you continue to lose your appetite for my food? It pissed me off to prepare a delicious meal and end up keeping it in the microwave for days. Even at times, I have to clear the food. I count it as a waste of time and effort.

We once loved each other and did respect one another. But yet, he still left me because he found someone else who was better to him.

Beyond the love that I shared with him, I didn't love anyone else. I felt cheated and used.

Well, if you love him and you are sure that he loves you the same way. Accept his proposal to wed you. I only will advise you not to put in all of you. Do not be used by him as well.

Maybe he is ready to settle down at the junction of his life. Go for what you want dear sister. But choose wisely.

A letter that I wish to send to a sister of mine from another mother who found love in my ex-boyfriend as a lover. I was wondering if I should send it to her.