I am telling you..... He was 18 when he was abandoned by his father. He was also 18 when he had been freed from the responsibility of taking his father's punches and kicks without complaining.
It was when he couldn't go to school not because he didn't have any money but because the gossips and whispers of his schoolmates while he was entertaining the premises of the campus always eats his very soul. It was when he couldn't play with his friends not because he was ill or he didn't have any energy to play but because he never felt the loved and care of his friends for he has none.
It was when he couldn't kiss or make love with his girlfriend not because his girlfriend was not there but because he just can't. He had none.
It was when he wanted to cry on someone else's shoulder for he couldn't handle the pain anymore but he had no one. It's only the apparition of fear and gloomy future that covered his sight that made the stars lose its ability to shine. For the stars were his dreams and they shine no more. They will shine no more for...
It was his 21st birthday when the stars stopped shining. It was when he wanted to sing "Happy Birthday" to himself but he couldn't. Yes, it's terrifying-a HORROR!
It was also when he took a rope and tied it on his neck and bid goodbye to the skies of his broken dreams. Choking, he felt the pain. The pain's presence started to become unnoticed. Winds blowing, leaves dancing.
Years passed. Summer came, winters passed by. Body turned to dust, the framework remained. He lived lonely. He died lonely. He was always lonely.
No one remembered him. No one seemed to care. Century passed. In a house of dust, he still remained. The rope was still there. On a floor covered with ashes, there he laid. He was never found. I was never found. Please, find me!
Do not be hasty in our decision. Because we have only one life here on earth.
Ha ha ha it was when I told him. To wait but he still left. It was when he said his serious but so serious.