Please, rescue me!
Date: January 12,2022
Author: Sequoia
Fading...
Perishing...
Watching it gradually turn into ashes.
I shiver as the cold breeze of this dark four walled room engulfed my wholeness.
Vanishing into thin air.
Totally lost everything that I couldn't bear.
Yelling, resisting, asking for rescue, can't you hear?
This petite body walloped by multiple unforeseen hurdles from here and there.
Floating train of thoughts.
Can't recognize if it was a train, plane or boats.
Riding this unfathomable idea into the endless route.
Hoping for the light to appear and find my way out.
I've lost everything.
The fire, the passion that once live in my heart.
Every single word doesn't make any sense.
Am not even sure if I am doing it right.
I want it back.
Give me back that creative and imaginative mind.
It was strucked and beaten to death.
Have gone through a lot and almost wanted to shut.
Hear me out.
Help me out.
I wanted to show you more,
But first, pay attention to my begging shout.
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Lately, I've noticed somethimg strange about myself. I mean, I am no longer the same person that I am used to be. Of course, changing is necessary, but this is different. I can no longer create a fine and simple sentences. A pleasant essay is so hard for me to create.
The once so creative mind, became dull and home of unorganized thoughts and ideas. I wanted to write more, express myself in every way that I possibly can. But I always fail to do it.
I have to re-read an article over and over again, just to understand it clearly. Because most of the time, my brain won't just absorb it right away.
I can't even pronounce words properly. Should I be worried? Can you somehow help me fix this problem of mine?
There's so many ideas in my head that I can't express properly because I am having a hard time constructing sentences that would best fit what I am thinking.
What should I do?
Writing is my only way to express what I truly feel inside and if I'll lose it, then I will surely burst.
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Author's Viewpoint
I am currently experiencing writer's block every now and then. First, I would like to ask for an apology about my poor and senseless write-ups these past few days. I know, I've made so many errors and glitches and I am well aware of it. I just really don't know how to solve it. Thinking a topic is so hard for me. When an idea pop into my mind, I can't continue it because my mind won't just cooperate. And I will end up sharing how my day went because it is much easier. What should I do? Any idea fam? I needed to share this one because it's really bugging me. Thank you for your understanding. Shalom!
You need to rest. That's the important thing to clear our mind. Also, eat enough :)