One Stormy Night

One Stormy Night.

One stormy night, just one is enough to shatter all of your hope. A hope that you build out of your misery. With the help of one tiny dim light, you raise your arms and show your courage. To yourself, to your shadow. The only witness that you try your hardest just to build it all. But only one stormy night is enough to break it all. It takes weeks, months or even a year just so you can finally build it. But only one stormy night is the equivalent of all of your hard work, and it shattered.

When you thought you are finally making one small progress, just a little bit as long as there is progress. But everything is just an illusion as you noticed it. You haven't making any progress yet, even a tiny one. You are still a thousand steps far away from your destination. You never move at all. You are just in there, unmoved, still looking at the star praying that you are finally there. Still hoping that it's finally your time. And it is just one stormy night, when everything ended. It Ends. Again.

Ang Liwanag sa Dilim.

Isang pagkakamali na maaaring magpa bago ng lahat. Hindi lang maliit na pag babago kundi malaki. At yong katiting na pag asa na pinag hahawakan mo ay tuluyang nawasak, nawala at hindi na sigurado kung may darating pabang panibagong pag asa. Na maaaring muling kapitan ng mahigpit. Kahit na ano, kahit pa sa patalim, kahit kailangang lumakad sa madilim. Madilim na bahagi ng mundo na kinakatakutan ng lahat. Ngunit kahit madalim at sa dulo'y may matatanaw kang kunting liwanag.

Liwanag na magdadala sayo sa lugar kung saan may katiting na pag asa kang makukuha. Na maaaring pang hawakan upang muling makapag simula. Madilim, matinik, may hahagupit sa likod mo na masakit. Ngunit para sa kakaunting pag asa - susulong ka. Para sa panibagong lakas na nakuha mo sa dilim kahit na may matinik na kakapit sayo. Ngunit para sa buhay na inaasam mo. Patuloy kang kakapit dahil sa iyon nalang ang pag asa na meron ka sa ngayon. Saka nalang ulit lilingon kapag nakamit mo na.

Yo' (☞^o^) ☞ Happy Sunday Y'all. Hihi. I'm on serious mode right now. I just thought of this coz you know, maybe if I do this, maybe if I get serious and do this he will also get serious to my feelings. Just maybe (●´⌓`●) charowtt, lol. Kidding aside, I just feel like writing it haha. I'm not sure if you can relate to it but if you do, please hang in there and fightuuuu.

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This is actually not my topic today, I want to share about something else but maybe I will do that tomorrow or the next next day nalang. Career-rin ko na muna pag serious mode ko, rawrrrrrr.

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Cry, cry all you want. Release all those tears that you are still hodling in for a long time now. The tears that you are blocking from going down. Those tears of your pain from a heartbreak, and a tears that was created by your own sadness. So what if it can give you a swollen eyes. It is just a result of your own braveness and from putting up a fight until Today. A fight that is still unsure if it will bring victory to us.

So cry, cry your heart out. We can hear you, I mean we will listen to you. So cry. And let us hear it. You are not alone in your battle. Remember, you still have US, you still HIM.

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We all have our own battle to face, alone. I know, I understand. But you don't have to face it alone if you think it is too heavy for you. A little hand and little help is not that bad to ask to someone. Don't think twice if you think you need a help. Dont be shy and unravel it all to one person. But if you have no one like that. Ask for Him. Only HIM.

July 10, 2022

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