My Kind of Way on Stopping my Negative Thoughts

Never in my life that I imagine that I can "really" as in seriously get this much of money on my wallet. I mean, a hundred of millions? No fvcking way! possible if I will try the lottery but OMG! AND it's actually happening folks. I am in an instant and a freakin' millionaire rn! I don't know how it happens but who cares how it happens! I have it in my wallet now and rn, I am on my way to my sibling in Batangas, Lipa to be exact as that's the place that they choose to look for a job.

Actually, it's my late sister who got there first and them my brother and then our eldest. And I'm also on my way there rn to do what I planned to do when I am just a penniless biatch. But now I'm rich and I can finally do whatever I want. And it start now, right now yep! My siblings doesn't know. They don't hage any idea that I am coming. I just asked Mama to ask my eldest brother (who's a sister now) about her schedule.

If it's her day off today or nah. Luckily it's her day off and just plan to stay on their apartment. And so here I cummm!! When I finally arrive to the Batangas Pier I don't know where to go yet. Coz haller, it's been 3 years I think, thr last time that I visit Korea, just kidding I mean Lipa. But when I saw that lot's of people are going to that one particular direction, I just follow them and yayy.

I Still don't know if where I am now. I just contacted my sister and give her a sweet message her like this: BAKLA! GET ME HERE ON BATANGAS PIER! AS RN!!! And not even a minute past she Video Call me, ehe. And then she just guide me to wait there and there and finally! After 10th century she arrived and because I'm famished already I asked her to bring me to the expensive restaurant she know.

Just kidding, I ask her to just go to Jolibee as I am craving for fried chemkin and spaghetti. She wants to go home after we ate but I said NO! Let's go to the mall first, I just said. And with her annoyance she just indulge me and make our way to Hollywood, lol. She's tired I know coz she's on a night shift but I don't want to wait or what this excitement of mine. That very moment, I want to do the things I want to do with her when if ever I get rich.

And that is to window shop and treat her with anything she wants. She don't have any idea yet of my plan off course. She's busy on her old phone playing ML and ohooo, she's still using the phone that our late sister gave to her. With a powerbank. Nyayy, it really needs a replacement I see, hmmm. I am dragging her and she's not really paying attention to me that's why when we stop to Samsung shop she just look at me and.

"Are you buying a new phone? Is that why you travel here? How about your newly bought smartphone? I think you just bought it last year?" She don't have any idea that it's for her, hohoho. But anyways, I just answered her back with "Choose anything you want btch?" And she was like "🤨". Hahaha. Maybe she's just testing me or what and point that new Samsung Galaxy S22 Ultra 5G. Hah! She's really testing me.

I just asked the lady in front of us that we want too check it. And my sister eyes went like this "😱🥺😍🥳🥴". She's really, hahaha. So I just let her look for her new phone and call my brother and also asked him the phone that he really wants. He just said "Asus ROG Phone 5!" Maybe he wants to tell me something else but I didn't let him talk. I just cancel the call and look for that particular phone. My sister ia helping me to look for my brothers phone and when we got it.

We just go to Jolibee again and order some takeout. And after that we finally go to their Apartment. And when I hand the phone to my brother he was like "🤨😱🤣🤣🤣". They are just sooo, lol. We just talk a little and they are back again on checking their phone. While doing it I asked their phone and open their GCash account and send them both 1,000,000 PHP, coz why not right. I am rich.

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And after that, I finish washing the dishes and come again to the reality while rubbing my wet hands to my shirt to dry it. Ahhh, back to reality again, tch.

HAHAHA, so guysyyy I am starting to overthink again about something this morning and I really hate to do that. That's why I think of a way to remove it on my system and the best solution thst I can think of was to imagine again about thr things that I really want to happen. This is just one of the scenario that I often use when daydreaming. You know how often I imagine. Or daydream rather. It can be anytime. If not then If I just really need to release my stress.

It's very effective coz aside from I enjoy it too, I also remove the negativities that is starting to enter on my body. Good thing it's effective ehe. I won't let any fvcking negative thoughts run on my head again as I can get crazy and can be impulsive and do anything without thinking that much. And once I already did it that's where I can just realized the craziness that I did again. Agh! And I will regret it sooooo munch. So it's better to cure it early than regret later.

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April 27, 2022

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