Lightning and Thunder over my Hunger
Just an hour ago, the rain is so heavy that I feel like the drop of the rain will seep through the roof of our house. And Then there is a thunder and lightning too that is making my Mom uncomfortable. I am laughing at her but at the same time I can understand her because there are people that is really afraid of that.
Some will even crawl and hide under their bed just so they won't witness how the lightning is penetrating the house. They are afraid, anxious and just need someone that will comfort them with the loud sound that is coming from the thunder. That even if they put a head phone and play pen and knives in full volume it is not enough to cover the sound of thunder that is making them tremble in fears.
It's hard facing what you fears in your life. Fears that won't disappear because it is what you're used to. And even if you are brave enough if you really fear it, you can't do anything but to hide and wait for it die. Where everything will go back again to normal. Even if we are brave to hold a knife to save someone's life. If you are facing what you are fearing and you are caught off guard.
You will still fall in fears and you can't do anything but to just hide. I too have fears I mean I think everyone does. I fear that I will die in brutal way and I can't help sometimes but to think about it. What if just like in the Movie Final Destination, I will die too with my head unattached with my body? That is, ewwwww and disgusting for sure.
Anyways, Same with Mommy D this morning because the lightning is really visible because it is also too dark in our place and we also had a blackout for 2 times. Mommy D tell Mom that we should close the store coz she is really afraid and she just want to hide inside. But we just said that she can hide inside and we will just go outside and look out the store.
Then it settled and while my Mommy F is busy outside I on the other hand is busy preparing for viand for our Lunch. Cooking rice and peeling and washing the Ingredients. And while I'm doing that the thunder and the lightning is continuously showing it's might. And because we have an open window, we can really see it even if I already put a cover in it. It is okay with me though I am really not afraid of that.
Did you know that we went to the market to buy the ingredients for today's lunch while the rain is pouring hard with thunder and lightning. Mommy D asked us if we didn't feel afraid of if. I just said, No. Because we are really not. Mommy F teach us not to be afraid with it. And till now I can still walk outside even if there is thunder and that lightning. I'm used to it already. How about you?
And my stomach is more important than anybody else. That is why even if the weather is bad, and the thunder is in my way, I will still go to the market and buy meat for our lunch. Nothing can stoo me really, lol. Mas mahalaga ang tiyan ko, lol. How about you? Do you believe that those shiny things can attract the lightning? Because that is what Mom told me before. I'm not sure what to believe but I just listen to them.
It's already 5:10 PM and just look at the Sun still up here. I mean, if you will compare the rain that we experience this morning with a thunder you will also wonder if it really rain this morning. I also said to myself that time that I think I won't be able to take a bath coz its cold but exactly at 3 in the afternoon, I took a bath because it is too hot already. Why our weather is really like a woman with it's period with how fast they change their mood. I mean seriously ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Lol.
July 20, 2022
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di ako takot sa ganyan pero di ako lumalabas na kumukulog at kidlat pa din...