I Sound Ugly

I knew it! I knew I will really regret it. But I will still stand on my ground and wait for the right time!

I am saying this but I am having a second thought now. I am doubting my decision and I am overthinking that it might hit $170 and will continue to go up more.

I am contemplating if I will make an entry right now even at this price and be FOMOed or have a short trade to earn even a little from it or should I just stay still and do nothing?

It's hard to decide especially it involves money and one wrong move I may loss everything and that's I don't want. You all know that I only rely on my hullalism and my instinct and that's it.

If I make a wrong decision now it might affect me and I don't really want that to happen. Should I go with it or nah? Should I take the risk? It's either I win or I loss. The possibility of both are high and it's hard making a decision.

Tch!!!

As of typing this 4:45PM BCH hit $145.7 already. Hayzzzzt.

But this is not my topic today, I will just forget the market for now and focus on this. It's hard to focus though because the balance in my read.cash wallet is drastically changing. Aigoooo.

But anyways, let me share this one thing I notice to me now. I can't believe that I can have a call from my virtual friends here without sweating, lol. Coz just a while ago I am just talking to @Lhes , @Ayane-chan and @Eunoia on Discord love radio channel im Hiveph.

I just leave the Voice Chat because I have to write here and share this incredible thing that happened to me, lol. I mean isn't it incredible if this one thing that you are afraid of doing before finally become a normal thing to you? You can do it now without thinking about this or that and be negative all the times. I am loving this change right now to be honest. ⟵(๑¯◡¯๑)

I don't usually do this because I am not confident with my voice. Yep, I know voices is like nothing to everyone but to me I feel like my life is at stake here that I am giving a lot of thought before I use it. I am even cheering myself that there's nothing wrong with your voice so go with it but my mind is saying otherwise lol. I blame my head for overthinking the not so important things. Aigooo.

But now that I finally use it with them i just realize that it's not that bad to go out in your own comfort zone because no one will gonna judge naman even if I sound like a frog, hahaha. And even if they do I won't be offended with it because I know it's true, lol. I know that my voice sound masculine or what coz I can hear it on my phone call recordings.

And you know while listening to those recordings I can't help but to laugh at myself because I sound like a mad man who's looking for a fight always, lol. Specially when I'm talking with J&T delivery man, lol. And I sound like laging pasigaw, lol. Did I sound galit kanina when we talk @lhes and @Ayane-chan ? Coz I feel like I did sound galit, lol.

And to be honest I don't talk even to my friend before because I am too shy to even talk with them. Even to my former classmate when they tried to call me but I will just let it die on it's own until the caller give up on calling me, lol. I don't really know what happened that I am having that thought with me but I can't help it huehue.

And you know before this I also talked with others like @Jane @Yen I think @DennMarc is also in there. I forgot the others but the call was initiated by madams @Jane. At first I don't want to talk but then when I saw that no one will bite naman if I talk using my frog voice I finally give in to my desire to talk with them and finally. After that "Wew, see no one's judge me there." That's my only thought after that.

There's nothing wrong with it I shouldn't be afraid just because I think my voice is ugly. I hope you also think of this too san reo @ExpertWritter . Donbeshy na and talk with us too. She's just like me who's too shy to talk at first. That pretty girl is shy even though we know that she has a cute voice. How about my voice naman right? My gawddd cassie.

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July 28, 2022

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