We start making promise to ourselves when everything is become harder and harder each seconds, hurs or even days and years. We can't take back the words that our mouth was spitting yet we can change the future by the way of how we deal with things.

The promise of becoming better, the promise of becoming okay. The promise to feel great, and the promise that we will feel less worry.

We keep praying, hoping that the better days are coming, that the worries we have will have an ending. That the problems that we were going through have a limitation, going through with something is never been easy. Maybe sometimes we feel ease but ot of times worries is eating us and also our conciousness.

Does things make it clearer? Or make it more blurrier? Welp, out of this topic let's start answering now.

What are some things that make you feel nervous?

• My family, they are the only things that making me feel nervous right now due of the circumstances where I know they can control me again because of what they want. I am afraid that the things can be tougher than I am imagining because of it.

I felt like I'm hiding from other people's judgement but it was a family of mine. It was bullshit to think that I supposed to feel comfortable with them but ended but being uncomfortable and all I feel is danger. I don't know what the reason is, but yeah maybe there's a reason behind.

What is something you would love to learn?

• The reality, beyond reality. Get it or not? I just love learning then and Idk the reason. Nothing, learning about reality is something that we should know hehehe.

Why I love this because it was connected from the future. When everything was become messy this one is the one that will connect you from everything. So for this moment, you can understand them afterwards.

What is going right in your life?

• What's going on in my life right now was kinda messy but the most chill one. Di naman magulo diba? What I mean is, my life right now is kinda confusing but at the same moment it was not.

I live in Baguio now at where my partner lives, I still didn't say thank you to her but honestly this decision was good so far. I have this peace of mind where I can sleep peacefully and think of things peacefully. When things are not into its places, what I do is go outside and start to look upward where I can see the skies and stars. It's not brighter as it was, but it was the most chilliest self time that I have.

What actions, if taken, would make you proud of yourself, regardless of the outcome?

• Cutting communication to my parents, my peace of mind was too much whenever that I'm not talking to them. I feel kike I'm contented and I feel like I'm okay when I'm not talking to them, not until I start talking to them and make the things more complicated.

We can't avoid to have things complication, especially to the people who means to us. But what we can do is to try out best avoiding the most hardly way and make it nore easier regardless of the result.

What helps you slow down and feel more present?

• My partner's presence, whenever that ny mind is messy, all I can do is to hug her and not letting my emotions see by her. At the end, everything is slowing down and I even breathing back and forth just to make myself more cleared.

I still remember when she's away from me, when I'm still in iloilo. Everytime that I'm not okay, everything is so messy and I can't take it slow down. There's a huge difference now and before and I am thankful for that.

Final Thoughts.

• Omg, I have this problem with my monthly period. It feels heavy and I can't take it.

Parnag nangangatog buong katawan ko kada tumatayo ako, ang ngalwy pa sa katawan. Nakakaiyak.

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