If multiverse was real, I wish the other me was happy. I wish she was smiling and she was laughing like what she was supposed to do. If it was real, I wish she really meant the world "Happiness.", I wish that she feels the real happiness that I can't feel beyond this world, maybe she was crying sometimes but I guess she was stronger than I am. I guess she got some problem too but she's strong enough to fight about her feelings.

Because me, in this world, I can't even fight and voice out what I feel, I don't even know how to explain how hurt am I. All I can do is keep quiet and let all things to go on their way without fighting for my own.

If multiverse was real, I wish she's not stressed and depressed. Maybe I'm not sure if multiverse was real, but if it's real. I wish that the other me was really happy.

Because in this world, depression and stressed are eating me. I felt like I want to give up in any moment I want to be found dead and at the same time I want to stay alive.

If multiverse was real, I wish she got a great partner like what I have now, I wish she's not a brokenhearted and hard headed. That she didn't experiencing the pain and the struggles that I've gone through. If multiverse was real, I hope that she's genuinely active.

Because me, I have a supportive partner who loves me for what I am. Even if sometimes she's not on her mood or she's not feeling good but still she kept showing her love to mine.

If multiverse was real, I wish she can handle every situation easily, that she's not a cry baby like me. If they are real, I wish the other me was much stronger than me.

Bcause me, I am weak against anything. There are times where I don't want to be bothered because I know that I will cry and cry like a baby, there are times where I hate talking to anybody even if I know it's a must because I can't cooperate with others.

If multiverse was real, I wish she can quickly escape for those people who wants to bring her down. Because me in this world, I can't escape easily without asking myself if I'm okay or what.

And if the multiverse was real, I wish that everything on me was opposite..because in this world, I'm tired and I officially want to give up.

Final Thoughts

I'm in my work right now and it's my breaktime, and I am eating while typing. It's just only for 30 mins so I am happy that i finished this hehe.