My feelings are mixed. I am sad and happy. I shouldn't be too sad and I am. I should be happy and I'm not because I'm sad. A very difficult start of the year and at the same time beautiful.

I can't wait for this year to end. One sad thing changed the view of the whole world. On everything that happens. You will understand, so let's start from the beginning.

I lost my dad

I lost my dad earlier this year. He was not very old, he was 68 years old. He had a pancreatic attack that day. We put him in the hospital and the fight started. The doctors tried everything but in the end we don't know how he became infected with the Covid 19 virus and there was no chance. I lost him.

I bought an apartment

Right after that, the dice assembled on their own, I don't know how because I wasn't aware of it. A woman showed up that day and told us that she had agreed with my dad to buy our house. We sold it because we think he wanted it that way and we bought an apartment for my mother and an apartment for my family. I was not happy because I did not have the strength to rejoice. I should have been happy, I don't buy an apartment every day.

My daughter was born

Shortly after that, I was supposed to be the happiest dad in the world because a little, adorable little girl was born. I was happy, I won't lie, but the sadness was there. I don't know how to describe that feeling to you. I start laughing and rejoicing, so I start crying. Completely mixed feelings.

I got a permanent job

They say time heals heavy moments such as the loss of a parent, it's not like that for me. Another beautiful event happened this year. I have been waiting for a contract for an indefinite period of time at the school where I work. Every year, while waiting, I talked to my colleagues about how we will celebrate when I got that contract. I got the contract, I'm satisfied.

Closing thoughts

Finally, I would like to wish you a happy New Year. I wish you to be healthy and alive, creative and I also wish all of us great time on the read.cash platform, for a long time.

Thanks a lot for reading my article. All content is original.

Stay well and safe and enjoy the New Year's Eve.