Not a good night

Hello read-friends! How's your day? I hope you are all doing fine and well and a little step closer to what you are striving for.

I'm about to sleep but I can't sleep because my new roomie is still eating and she chews like a goat. At first, I thought she chews like that because she eats vegetable but it turns out that just eats that way no matter what kind of food she eats. I don't like the sound. I don't like the sound she makes while she is eating and I don't like it when she eats and she makes the utensils sound. She is always in a hurry and so she pushes her spoon so hard on the plate like a backhoe digging a hole. I don't know if I'm over reacting but I really don't want to hear those sounds.

I try to understand her many times but there are also times that I get annoyed with what she do. For example, every morning she would wake up as early as 6 am to videocall everyone. It could be her mom, brother or just a random friend. I'm not against the idea of connecting and updating with the people you love but she does this almost every day. Her voice is so loud that she became my alarm clock. I don't want to wake up early at six. I wanted to sleep as much as I can because my eyes hurt plus I sleep late. I sleep at 11 pm which means I only get 6-7 hours of sleep. I don't like it because my head and eyes hurt and I look like a zombie when I'm having classes.

At night, after work, she watches videos on Facebook while everyone is trying to sleep. Sometimes she plays kalimbang or ukelele too. I don't know what on earth did I do to deserve this. (Oh, I sound harsh) Our kood changes when we don't get the amount of sleep that we want.

Every morning she complains about how tired she is and how demotivated she is to work. It's always like this everyday. I triee to talk to her and advice her to sleep early and not watch videos at night but she won't listen. She would sleep early on the day that I advice her what to do but she goes back to the same routine on the other day.

I would want to understand people and compromise but there are times when I needed to vent out what I feel or else I would explode and maybe I could say hurtful words to her.

So, thank you to this platform, for being a friend and a diary.

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I bet you wouldn't have a goodnight after reading this but, goodnight still.

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August 18, 2021

10:57 p.m. | wednesday

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