Chosing Practicality over Your Dreams.

Hindi sa lahat ng panahon saatin kumakampi ang panahon. Madalas kaylangan nating piliin ang kung ano ang nakakabuti saatin bago ang ating pangarap. Being a student athlete in one School Colleges or University is one of my dream. I never dream to be dependent into my parents regarding on my studies in college. But, sometimes we can't avoid to ask them for help. To ask them a support, humbly speaking I didn't expect to study in college because as far as I remember my mother told me when I was in highschool she will not let me go to college. I don't why she said those words but I can't forget those words coming from her mouth. The moment I heard those words I was so disappointed and unmotivated to continue to study. But, As I grow up I realized that I should make it a motivation. That's why, I really pursue my dream to enter in a University where the students are Scholar of the University.

By the help of my prayers, God answered it. Next academic year, I will be turning second year college in a University that I was dreamed before. I thought those words was a threat by my mother but Indeed she fulfill all of those words. As of now, my eldest brother is the one supporting me in my financial matters in School. He only pays a 500 pesos for my load every month. Yes, it is really hurts when you feel that you are neglected by your own family. Only seen by the people sorrounds us that we are good in life, but they didn't seen my own struggles when the moment I ask money for school projects to my eldest brother because sometimes I feel that he have doubt if I used the money in school.

I realized if I only could provide my own needs, especially in financial I will not ask money to him. That's why, I am so diligent writing articles because the next academic year will be face-to-face classes and I don't want to be a burden to my brother. I saved money for the boarding house rent. I really hope and pray that I can provide my own needs when the F2F classes will be implemented in our University. I know that it will be hard but I do believe in God's favor that He will provide my needs.

Last Saturday, I went to a varsity try out in one private colleges in Davao. They offered a Full Scholarship and monthly allowance in every varsity will be chosen. I tried my best but I didn't pick to be one. There are many private colleges in Davao who offers a full scholarship free in every varsity player. I want to try but my mother was the one who don't want to pursue my own dream because she wants me to stay in the University where I am right now. I understand the thinking of my mother that's why I followed her advices, it's my own good and practical choice.

Our University has a varsity but they don't have any benefits aside from the jersy Uniform. As I thinking, I can be a varsity player but in the University where I am right now. Sometimes in life we must choose the practical one and refused the dream that we want.

I know that our income here is the one we depends sometimes. But, on those people who are willing to donate for my upcoming studies my wallet is widely open for recieving donations. The money will be collected in here will be added to my savings for the upcoming face-to-face class this coming August. Any amount will be appreciated! 🙏

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