Cycle through the morning
*Helmets on,*
*Shoes on set,*
*Checking the brakes,*
*Towel on the back,*
*Water to hydrate,*
*And let's go cycling through this sunday morning*
****Blogging time!!!****
*Sunday morning grind through out this road nearby to our place, I woke up because of the temperature in my room it's too hot, maybe because I set my timer in the air conditioner just 4 hours because I mighr get cold if until morning it's on haha, but regret it because I woke up like a newly bathed chick haha because of my sweats haha so I go to bathroom and wash myself then just change my clothes and go get sleep again,*
*Gosh it's just 4 am in the morning and I can't put myself back to sleep again, so I just decided to make some coffee haha I woke up my cousin since I'm so bored scrolling through my phone, haha he was so pissed to me but I consoled him by making him a cup of coffee haha, he can't resist me haha*
*So by that we go get ready and decided to have a morning walk but I'm too lazy to walk so I just suggest that we should just use our bikes, he agreed and I go get ready myself haha*
*What a morning aesthetic prospect to witnessed, the sun is just exactly on my liking not to sickening to the skin haha,*
*Look at the road, haha it's already six am and there's a lot of people who jogs and have their morning exercises ahhhh this is the last day of my break again and tomorrow is monday and go back to classes again, so I will used this day wisely and not just slump off myself*
*Look at these humans enjoying themselves under the sun, we just sitted here for a while so that we can also rest and just enjoy the view haha, even though I'm so used to this view haha I still feel this amusement everytime I watched people and witnessed moments like this,*
*See those people playing badminton, some are just scating and some also having their breakfast, I didn't take too much photos since this moment is worth to witness by my own eyes, not just by the back cam of my phone,*
*Ugh I'm so hungry so we just go home and stuff myself haha, my cousin laugh at me because how come I said that I'm on diet when I ate like there's no tomorrow hahaha I just glared at him and continue on my stuff,*
*I will always be pleased by this view of sunrise haha we are so lazy to go to the near shore to our place so I just took a photo through windows haha,*
*So by the way that's it for now, I just want to share my sunday morning today haha, anyways good morning everyone, hope you spend this Sunday so well with a smile on your face, rest your souls to the beauty of nature or just lay in bed all day long or have bond with your family hahaa it's your choice since it's sunday, and it's rest day,*
All photos are mine except to lead image
Lead Image :
https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/travel/things-to-do/10-cycling-hotspots-in-delhi/amp_articleshow/49076625.cms
**Have a breakfast you all, good morning, stay hyrated and enjoy your day🤗**
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Glimpse of Scar
**Ever had that person you really loath so much that you wish you never meet them at first, but then there's still that realization that you once been part of their lives and also they are to you, but because of such a twist in life that both of you just need to break the bond and separate ways because of one thing done by another,**
**This is just a random writing of me, because I don't know hahha kidding,**
**Anyways, when I encountered someone and just so randomly and unexpectedly just create a good bond that we thought would really last for a long time, that's the best feeling,**
*Meeting a stranger then became your close one and just the world will so great that you feel loved and care by a stranger you met once then just suddenly changed your world, not literally change but just add more color and fun to your journey of adventure of this life, like you haven't have any idea how come this who knows who is this human creature ypu have beside and be this close and just became like a family to you,*
*But life has its own way to put more twist in your life, it's really full of surprises that those unexpected things became expected and just those stuffs comes rushing on your way like a bomb ready to explode,*
*This close person of yours done something that makes you loath and hate him/her, the once great bond dismantled, the closeness get eradicated, the love turns to hatred, the smiles turns into tears, the laughter turn into shoutings and firebacks of words you both didn't really meant.*
*I want to share my experience by this kind of feelings I had back then...*
*So I was in my junior years when I met this girl, I never thought I would be talking to this topic again haha, anyways this just my way of opening again the door that once been locked, because she literally just messaged me a while ago and I can't help but to think of it haha but okay let's go back to the topic...*
*Back then I wasn't really an outgoing and a social butterfly because I was so lazy to interact with people in that grade, I just observed and talk back when someone talks to me firat, so there's this girl that so loud and she became my seatmate and I can't help but to be irritated by her loudness, but then whe she became absent for days hahaha I admit I was a little bit worried and my day seems so boring without her nonstop talking,*
*So when she got back another day I asked the reason of her absence haha she just smiled to my question and release a small chuckle like what's funny with asking her, she just shake her head that time and I was about to snap out of her way when she held my arms and just tap my head like ogosh this girl, then by that she tells me because of her sickness then just and those I don't really quite remember hhaha.*
*So after that I be like lowering my walls to her, then just became friends with her, then became besties, but then somthing happen that really makes me angry, I will not mentioned what shed did because it's personal then by that I got angry and loathed her so much, I never talked to her agin after that confrontation we had...*
*Its been almost 8 years since I never talked to her but sometimes haha I know it's so corny but I'm just hoping that maybe sometimes in a busy crowded places, I'm hoping to catch a glimpse of her again, like hoping to catched up again even says our hi and hellos again one time, but that's life cutting off people like this is much better,*
*It is hard but we need to for the sake of your sanity haha but really guys it depends on you how you will handle things like this, as for me second chances is not in my vocabulary, but I think I should fixed it now this is a long almost forgotten overrated story between her but yeah*
*So a while ago I recieved a message from her haha because I really see her unexpectedly in a coffee shop nearby because I'm with my bestfriend because we decided to meet and hangout to grab some coffee because he still owed me an explanation for something, but then when I look at the door haha gosh I see that familiar face of her but I decided to look away when she noticed I'm looking haha my bestfriend snap me out of my thoughts because he notice I'm nlt listening to him haha so I just busied myself and focus on my bestfriend says,*
*But one thing in my mind haha she literally looked at our direction then just by that it's like her stares are so anguish to see so when we go out at the cafe and my bestfriend take me home, I decided to open my phone and recieved a message in my twitter account haha that's it I already knew who's that and there she is haha saying hi to me...*
*Will end this here guys hahaha I will be thinking if I would reply or not to her haha.*
Lead image source:
https://medium.com/@fireflyskitters/in-the-time-of-coronavirus-i-miss-coffee-shops-262b891b87df
That's it for now guys, been so much today, I've just had a deep conversation with my bestfriend, and he literally explain to me everything because I'm still sulking when he kept a secret from me, it's cliché and corny yet we promised back then that no secrets to each other, be mirror to one another, a transparent soul to soul, but then he kept a secret to me. How can he haha kidding but still I'm upset yet I understand why but still, but now we're both okay we had a coffee while he explains everything, it's just between us hehez not gonna tell here anything about it.
**Anyways how was you weekend guys? Happy Saturday everyone, hope you enjoy your weekend, stay hydrated and keep safe everyone.**
Interrogation of I and me
*The title screams foolishness of mine, just kidding so I was reading some article last time, and I found myself entertained by one of article from our one and only* @Micontingsabit *haha thanks sa idea sis wala talaga ko masulat haha di ko keri magisip ngayon ng topic*
*So her article is so entertaining to read here's the link:*
https://read.cash/@Micontingsabit/this-was-me-da1c7bfa
*Must read it guys haha she's so fun when making articles, like you will never get bored reading it.*
*So I answer those question base on my experience haha*
*Here it is, let's G!*
****1. WHO WAS YOUR BESTFRIEND WHEN YOU WERE IN COLLEGE AND WHY?****
-as for now wala pa talaga, since I'm in my college pa and yung way ng learning naten is online so wala talaga, haha my bestfriend is still my childhood friend haha, I don't really had a bestfriend in college haha, I think it's hard na to to be friended again haha saken lang ah since nag pandemic nahirapan na ko makisocialized hahaha.
****2. IF YOU COULD INSTANTLY CHANGE ONE ASPECT OF YOUR PERSONALITY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?****
-well yung pagiging tamad, pero haha hindi ko na siguro to mapapalitan hahaha parang inborn na sakin pagiging tamad jusko hahahaa
****3. WHAT'S YOUR STRANGEST TALENT?****
-wala namn akong strangest talent or baka yung ano hahaha kapag before ako matulog or bored ako naka baliktad ako sa kama hahaha yung yung paa ko nakataas nakasandal sa kama then yubg ano pabaliktad ka nakasandal sa dingding hahaha sabi ni mama para daw akong paniki na ewan hahaha I find it relaxing kasi yung ganung position hahaha nakapatiwarik whahaha.
****4. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP?****
-I want to grep up first hHa charizz dati gusto ko maging power ranger na yellow hahHa pero nung medyo nagkamuwang muwang na gusto ko na maging gynecologist talaga haha
****5. DESCRIBE YOUR MOST MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE IN COLLEGE.****
- online class pa lang kasi eh wala pa talagang memorable na nagaganap, jusko lesson nga lang di ko na maalala yan pa kaya hahaha, baka pag nag f to f na at makilala ko na mga klasmeyts ko in person maybe I could crrate memorable memories with them but for now wala pa.
****6. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE MOST?****
-anong magyayare after ng lahat ng to, afyer ng pag aaral what would I do for the rest of my life pero sa ngayon iniip ko lang namn ano uulamin mamayang gabi nanaman hahahha
****7. GIVE THREE PAST MOMENTS YOU CAN'T FORGET****
- umamin agad directly sa crush ko hahaa like wala ng paligoy ligoy amin agad. Yun na ata pinaka bravest na nagawa kong kahihiyan hahaha
I failed in my biology class hahahaha talagang eto unforgettable ko kasi I never failed my grades and it's my first time to failed that time but naayos namn kasi ayy ewan basta yun na yun
outing with friends, can't help but to reminisce it ahh when kaya ulit, ang bubusy namn kasi ng kanya kanyang buhay hirap maging college student.
****8. IF YOU ARE OUTSIDE, WHAT ARE YOU MOST LIKELY DOING?****
-walking and observing my surroundings and strangers, ofcoure eating is my first priority when I'm outside haha
****9. DO YOU PREFER TO BE BEHIND THE CAMERA OR IN FRONT OF IT?****
-Front, hahha tinatanong pa ba yan, ako lang to guys chill hahaa charot pero ano kasi ayoko lang na dinodown sarili ko kasi ako na nga lang tutulong at susupport sa self ko pababayaan ko pa, well let's all boost our own self esteem always.
****10. EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?****
-yes and until now when I'm bored I always go make kalkal to my drawer and get it, it was a written poem made by someone who's so dear to me but yeah life happens, we never talk again.
Lead image source:
https://www.dreamstime.com/photos-images/interview-mirror.html
Image source:
https://yourteenmag.com/technology/tweens-and-cell-phones-make-a-contract-for-their-phone-usage/amp
Again thank you @Micontingsabit hehez da best ka talaga🙌😊
That's it for now guys, thank you for reading it, have a great time, happy friday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy 🤗
ExhausThursday
Soothing scent of the fresh vanilla soap, and a mint scent invading through my nostrils, the warm water running through my skin ease and calm my nerves, after a long warm shower I feel relieved because of this exhausthing day,
You read it right, what an exhausting thursday I had today, felt like I will go for a long deep slumber after I post this here,
****THURSDAY BLOG!!!****
*I look like a melted butter at the couch while writing this one, I'm so tired like super duper mega extra tired hahaa I'm too exaggerated by saying that haha, gosh but still, I finally have a chance to rest my body and soul after this tiring day,*
**Story time!!!**
*Early this morning, my cousin wake me up since I'm a heavy sleeper when I really came from a tiring trip last night and my alarm today didn't wake my drowsy self,*
*He wake me up so I can go with him to his appointment for National ID, I just want to sleep and sleep but he never stopped annoying me so I nonchalantly stand and force myself to go directly to the bathroom and just go wash myself so that my sluggishness self wake up from vold water,*
*We had some coffee before we go and just decided to have a breakfast on our way there, ughh it's so early,*
*We early got here so yeah I just wait for him since I already have my National ID, I just roamed around to distracy myself so had a little walk but I didn't buy anything in this mall since shopping stalls are not yet open,*
*After he finish on he's stuff we decided to go home but since I'm lazy to walk to find some coffee shop nearby for our breakfast, we just go to the nearest convenience store and just bought some food there, this is not enough for me actually but since I'm on my diet, I will control my eating pattern hahaha kidding,*
*So after that we go home, and just stay for a while to have our launch because my mom cooks for us and just go again after launch to get our philhealth ID, gosh I feel the adulting by getting ID's hahhaa,*
*It's so effin hot this afternoon and I think I will be sick after this one because the heat from the sun just killing me, and my head is throbbed so hard because I'm also lack of sleep, and I really hate hot weather like this, it just dehydrate me somehow, and feel like I'm going to throw up haha,*
*So yeah look at the line haha my patience is testing me again but yeah need to forget my impatience self just for the sake of fetting what I need, so yeah after this we just go the mall to have some food and just decuded to go home after that,*
*When I'm finally got home I just go change some clothes and go to have some walk in treadmill, I walked for almost an hour and just do some stretching haha it's been a while, I just felt like I need to do this because I hadn't have a proper exercise since this past few weeks I've became a busy so much that I don't have time to have some exercise. I don't have any picture since I didn't bring my phone because it's deadbat.*
*So after that I'm sweating like hell, and just rest and go to freshen up, so now I'm writing this while drying up my hair and go to sleep,*
**So how was your day guys, hope you had an amazing one. Have a good night everyone, rest and sleepwell, stay dyrated and enjoy, just gonna end it here because my bed and pillow seems like calling me hahaha kidding, goodnight.**
Lead image source:
https://www.socialworker.com/api/amp/feature-articles/practice/your-client-is-more-tired-than-you-are/
Image source:
https://www.freepik.com/premium-photo/portrait-young-woman-standing-sleeping-isolated-gray-background_19880377.htm
https://www.womenshealthmag.com/fitness/a27408852/hiit-treadmill-workout/
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Sharing Tea Today
An engrossing yet a worthy day to spend with my beloved siblings from other family, even though we aren't complete it's still very amusing and entertaining for me. I'm pertaining to my friends when I say siblings from other family haha
**Wednesday blog!!!**
*I'm not active today haha because I just came home from somewhere kidding haha, so, early this morning, I get ready so early because I'm going to my shs school because I will get my diploma and also my credentials haha, actually it supposed to be already gotten last month but my schedule is so tight so this is just the day that I'm so free, so we decided to go, yes I'm with my friend because we are from the same school way back in our senior high school days.*
*We go to our old school and the nostalgia hits me haha. I mean we didn't have a proper goodbye to this loving alma matter of ours because pandemic happen, even we had a lot of hatred because we really hate going to school yet there's a lot of hapoy and memorable moments we made in this place,*
*Finally after what almost two years I haven't step on this second home of mine haha, yes it didn't change a lot haha still the same, look our school bus haha we used to be sharks haha kidding, yeab but I missed this, I miss seating on chairs on the lobby of our school, I miss just staring at the court haha but there's a lot change since pandemic happen, school is really boring when no students that roaming around haha,*
*So yeah while waiting for our turn to get our credentials and diploma. We just have this talk down to the memory lane haha my friends bring up the topic about those happy and embarrassing moment we had here, we also met some of our teachers and I missed them so mucj, so sad that our favorite adviser are not around,*
*Now I finally got my year book and diploma but my credentials are on my adviser, she's not there so I will just go back when she's here haha,*
*So after that we go to mall and just spend our afternoon there,*
*We ate a lot at Gilligan's restaurant and we talked a lot of silly things haha*
*The food is not on my liking haha but yeah still good, because I have no appetite today, I don't know why haha, so yeah I hust ate and after that, we go walk around to have a proper digestion haha we walk and walk then just decide to have a coffee,*
*We go here and bought some coffee then we just walk again to find another spot to inhale fresh air, we are now sitting at the stairs because unfortunately there's no vacant table available,*
*We really had a lot of fun, our talks became serious, then suddenly just one person will bring up some jokes haha we also talk about our friend relationship in the past hahaha*
*After that we go home, because it's already late, I hope we will be like this again because we barely really meet and bond like this, I'm pertaining to my senior highschool friends haha, also we really understands each other because we are all in college and have our own priorities and responsibilities in life*
*Yet it's still so great that even we barely meet or communicate to each otger than before, the bond is always there, and it doesn't change even time past by*
***I love this kind of friendship we have, even we didn't talk for a long while, even we rarely meet with each otger like before, we still have that great friendship bond the same as before, I live this constant relationship going in our circles and I will keep them for life.***
That's it for now everyone, I'm still tired haha but I will also have somewhere to go tomorrow with my cousin, haha gala na talaga ko nu. Anyways how was your Wednesday everyone, hope you all having a good time, stay safe, stay hydrated and enjoy, have a great night to all of you my skies.
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lead Image source:
https://www.fbstatusquotes.com/school-memories-quotes/
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https://www.montclair.edu/university-health-center/2018/08/16/develop-friendships/
Good night everyone 🤗
Terrible Rendezvous to Deep Affinity
Being sensible to my thoughts so randomly at time like this, like being preoccupy while looking at someone. A question will just divert into your focus, like…
****Did you ever look at someone and ask yourself, how come you befriended or be with someone like him/her, like how does it all start? how come you are now these close to these significant earthlings to you.****
****Like is it possible to like someone even though your encounters are not so good.****
I find this funny because, even me and my best friend had a conversation about these, about us, about how we ended up like an inseparable twins with different blood, different parents.
How we really ended up like this, then we tried to look back in our past before we even meet each other, uhm I was pertaining to my homie best friend, my childhood best friend hehe, actually we are now best friend for 15 years , like I met her when I’m just four or maybe five years old haha like that, yeah she really play a huge part of my life, almost all of the personality, disposition and flaws had already been witnessed by each other.
Now we sometimes just had a light conversation about how we are back then then we just laugh because we really now in good terms in our first encounter, we are just like in a wild rendezvous, and really want to get to each other throats haha,
we really hate each other to the point that we always fight on anything, our parents are also friends with each other so they made us also want to be friended with each other, I can’t help it because I’m not a welcoming child before, it’s not in my vocabulary to be friendly towards other children, I hate communicating to other kids that getting on my nerves even just by their existence haha,
So yeah we use to had cat fight just by a random thing, like toys or even the attention given by people surround us haha, we really doesn’t even remember how we just became best friend, like we only remember that we really loathe each other’s existence haha, then just one day we doesn’t even realized that we are now this close like we had really each other’s back, people say that we are in the love hate relationship because I can’t with her,
We go to same school, we became much more closer than before and those catfight that we always became just minor until we can really sleep and stay next to each other for a longer, then we just hit and just one day we became inseparable,
her house is also my house, her family is also my family haha, we really are that close, ***I really believed that soulmate is not just for lovers or partners but I found my soulmate to the form of my best friend’s silly face*** haha just kidding she’s beautiful but I will not tell her because she will just go for it and be boastful for it for another weeks or maybe months haha.
so how about you guys? Did you also know someone who you don’t expect to be this close and important to you, even you both didn’t start in good terms? Hehez feel free to share your thoughts here…
**Have a great day everyone, I’m so bored today but I felt like I need to write this one, I still had activities on my plates but yeah it’s rest day since classes are suspended because of the event in our school, so I will spent this day as my rest day, I just busying myself on reading stories on Wattpad and some AU in twitter haha, I also just listen to some music and also will have my night hangout with my cousin. So that’s it for now, hope you spend your day well, enjoy and stay hydrated as always, goodnight everyone.**
Image sources:
https://www.someecards.com/usercards/viewcard/MjAxMi05ZjU5Yjk1YzZjNDkyZmM2/?tagSlug=friendship
https://za.pinterest.com/luandreyer7/girl-friendship-quotes/
https://quotesgram.com/best-friends-no-matter-what-quotes/
https://quotebold.com/best-friend-quotes/
lead image source:
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/528469337506076078/
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Who is it?
Mankind is such a matter that so hard to comprehend and understand, acknowledging it might be chaotic, disheveled, messy, and difficult, sometimes its so confusing to be one. Recognizing oneself is a slice of it, one persona is much more delicate to understand. Lucky to those people who early understand themselves early as they can.
Having thought of this one, being a human is a conflict itself, If you will ask me why I said all of this, then my answer would be nothing haha, I just said for a good intro but it’s not really on my focus of this article haha, I’m no psychological person come on guys haha, I’m just here to write random writings again haha, the intro is so serious woah, okay I’m not the person I am a while ago haha that’s my other half serious self haha kidding,
So, let’s go dive into my randomness again,
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**So again, TAKE 2 HAHA, let go with my purpose here,**
So I was just wondering a while ago, yeah as in wondering and just looking at the nothingness haha as in staring to I don’t know where at, because early this morning I’m doing one of the assigned activity that will be due for tomorrow so but I found myself staring at nothing hahaha, I don’t know how will I do that activity for me sake hahaha, so I decided to just rest and go scroll to my phone and I found in my Instagram account, a story of one of my friends there, so I read it and she was answering a question of :
**“IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND CHOOSE ONE PERSON TO CORRECT YOUR LOVE AND TREATMENT FOR HIM/HER THAN YOU DID IN THIS PRESENT TIME, WHO WOULD IT BE?”**
I was intrigued by this one, I read her answer and surely, it’s all about her exes hahaha I know her haha, but as for me I would love to answer that question, but instead of answering it there, I just decided to write it here in my article,
*As for me, if I had a chance to go back in time and treat one person better, then my answer would be myself, I want to take good care of myself better than I had right now, I want to correct my self-treatment I had with myself in the past, and I would probably choose to love myself differently this time.*
*Going back to my past, I see a naïve child that is so harsh to herself, she has very so shy and having no trust and confident to herself. I feel pity for that little naïve girl who always choose others than to herself, she down casted her own happiness, she doesn’t even know her worth, she just knows that it’s important to prioritize others and make others happy not realizing that she never really knows herself anymore, she became a stranger on her own self.*
*That girl that I'm pertaining to is no other than me, yes I knew that it may hard to believed it but I am that little naïve girl back then, and I really regret it not giving myself what I deserve back then, not giving too much attention and love is one of the most regretful thing I’ve done to myself, but now that I’m growing up I realized that self must always comes first, yes, it will be sounded like selfish one but it’s the truth, being yourself, loving yourself the way you deserve is not a selfish act,*
*So if you will ask me who will be the person I should love more dearly and treat better in the past is no other than myself, I wish I learned it much more earlier, I try to help myself, wipe my own tears and heal my own wounds and bruise, I gave myself what she deserve, piece by piece, little by little I tried to make up to the past things I wish I did to my old self, I tried to put back again the broken pieces of my shattered self and give it a second chance agaiof course*
So, as I was just saying prioritized your self no matter what happens, when people leaves you, even your friends and family, then you, yourself is the only one you will have it, ofcourse there still God because he will never let you go alone, yet you still need to value yourself like how you value others maybe even more than that. But of course not in a narcissistic way haha.
Lead Image source:
https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/secrets-of-self-esteem-how-to-work-on-loving-yourself-0410185/amp/
Image source:
https://aleteia.org/cp1/2020/05/04/are-all-bad-thoughts-sinful/
https://www.countryliving.com/life/g29661464/self-love-quotes/
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/640144534515326592/
https://www.dreamstime.com/alone-little-girl-backpack-sitting-bench-park-summer-alone-little-girl-backpack-sitting-image125907965
So that’s it for now, have a great Monday everyone, hope you all enjoy your day, ahkk I hate weekdays, even today is just the start of this weekdays ahead, I found myself looking forward again for another weekend haha, so again enjoy and stay hydrated everyone.
Sunday Morning Yum
**Arms raising up while looking up at the ceiling, yawning like forever, start to stretch myself out of the bed and go to the kitchen to brew some coffee. That's my Sunday morning started...**
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*What a pleasant morning I had today, because who's not be feel delighted when you wake up with a morning foods haha, actually I woke up early just to woke up my little sister to cook for me haha, we bought Samgyeopsal for this morning hahaha we don't knew what comes into our mind and just go with hahaha even it's so early for this kind of food.*
*This weekend is just so relaxing Hahahaha (parang may mali) I don't know why I choose fun again for this weekend over academic stress hahaa activities can wait is my motto for this month.*
*I'm just so happy because my favorite cousin is with us, he just came this week and I'm treated as a baby again haha, he treat me like a little kiddo as always, he was my brother haha since I don't have any sibling brother haha so he acts like a big brother to me even our age is just a year ahead, he said he will study here so I'm so excited haha he will never leave again,*
*Back to the topic so this morning we ate a lot haha I didn't want to cook because they don't want me hahaha they said they might get cancer if I'm the one who's gonna cook the meat hahaha, so I just settle myself and just eat and eat haha, my little sister is annoyed with me because I get bored waiting for her cooks, hahaha and just took some video of her why I act like an interviewer hahaha I told her this will make a hit if she just go with the flow hahaha then she almost want to hit me with the tongs hahaha,*
*Woah I think this is too much for us hahaa because it's early in the morning and some of us are still sleepy hahaha I just woke them up just to make them go bond with us haha,*
*I think I need an hour of running in treadmill again haha I stuffed myself a lot and I think I can stop eating haha this is me eating like a horse again haha I started to pigging myself again after few minutes of rest haha,*
*Then later on I just sleep and they woke me up because they want me to cook kimchi fried rice haha well that's my forte haha I'm very good at that so I go and cook*
*Look at this delectable kimchi fried rice haha inhis picture it looks like it's not edible hahahha but swear it's delicious but one thing I've done wrong is they nag me because of too much spicy paste I put haha, they said it feels like hell burning in their tongue haahaha, but yeah despite of their naggings and rants about my specialty they still ate this haha no one can resist my cook hahahaa kidding they had no choice lang talaga hahaha*
*Also look at this shabu shabu soup haha they ordered the ingredients and just cooked it in our home, ahhkk I can't resist pasta so I full myself again,*
*Gosh I think this Sunday, all I does is eat haha, but yeah we help our grandmother to her general cleaning in her house haha, we are so diligent grandsons and daughters of her haha*
*I'm so tired and feel sleepy after all haha so I need to shower and freshen up so I can have a rest for now...*
*Anyways look at this photo I took this afternoon woah orange sky hehez so beautiful isn't it? Sign that I will cram for tomorrow activities haha. Anyways the important is I enjoyed this weekend. Hope you all too enjoy.*
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https://www.theglobeandmail.com/life/health-and-fitness/health-advisor/why-it-pays-to-stretch-before-you-get-out-of-bed/article35874848/
**How about you guys, how was your sunday? Did you enjoy it and have a rest? Hehez hope you all enjoy your weekend Happy Sunday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy, Goodnight💕**
The Album in my life
Since ***YOU NEVER KNOW*** me I wanted to have a little introduction about my life, but I think if I did this I would not be able to shut up anymore on how I am so head over heals over myself haha It's not being a narcissistic, a self-centered or too much vain in myself, but who else gonna love yourself this much, no one except yourself, of course there's someone who will love you but at the end of the day, when things get so overwhelming, and so messed up then you have only yourself, of course God is there and never been away. I'm just talking about people ha,
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Back to the topic, so there's this girl who's was so simple yet the amount of attractive things she does give her a radiant aura that get people's interest, ***BET YOU WANNA*** know this girl haha kidding, this is me just a simple citizen living her life the way she wants but still finding her purpose, I know I'm to boastful when it comes to myself, I'm so loud when it comes to writing haha, irpnic isn't it, I'm loud but using my written thoughts, I can't help it but to write my thoights instead shout it to the void, but in person if you knew me, you will be so bored on my deafening silent treatment on people.
I hate to bw in the middle of the crowded place, I hate being in a lot of people, I hate small spaces, I'm just like an ***ICE CREAM*** that will melt in any minutes because of the eyes that seems like watching me, being in the crowd makes me feel suffocated,
I love to keep my circle small, I don't want to stay with people who's just bring toxicity in my life. Sometimes I could be a ***PRETTY SAVAGE*** to people who I don't want to, when i don't want them then I will just say it as simple as that, why need to be entertaining people you doesn't want, I mean I love to be straight to the point, heartless what they said but I'm just being true to myself and to others, I will not force myself to like people, I don't want to pleased and to be pleased. I hate being in the center of attraction, I hate when they giving a lot of attention to me.
I don't need to be one of those ***LOVESICK GIRLS***, I just want to love freely and simple, being in a relationship is so hard for me, I'm not ready for any relationship commitments, I just want to focus first on myself, and to my goals and being in a relationship is not even on my list haha, I think would be just a rich asian tita chariiz haha I said it to my other past article haha.
Of course I once been inlove, I don't know if it's love or just infatuation but it's just, I'm just inlove to the concept of being in love so maybe it's not love because I'm just like beeing ***CRAZY OVER YOU*** to someone that's why when it comes to commitments haha it's a big no for me, it's not my forte, I be like being considerate to people qho used to court me but yeah I just turn down straightforward I don't want to give dim of hopes yet sometimes they misinterpret my friendliness and kidness haha they thought of it that I have feelings for them but to be honest there's nothing just a clear friendly bond as always.
People used to ***LOVE TO HATE ME*** because of being like that, I don't care about it, I hate it when they were act so glory and so kind to me despite of stabbing me behind, like girl I know what you did there and what you say to me, so acting like a saint in front of me just put fuel on my hatred towards that person haha.
So ***HOW YOU LIKE THAT*** everyone 😹
**So that's it this is just so random writing since I don't any thing in mind to write, hahaha notice those words that is higlighted in bold format, they are the track songs from blackpink's the album haha I just missed them... Comeback when chozz anyways have a great weekend everyone.**
**Aww I miss OT4 so much💜**
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxgO5qlmxW4
**I feel like it's still weekdays, I cant help but to just think about those pending activities but haven't have enough will to start to do one haha, hows your day so far everyone, hope you enjoy well, stay hydrated and keep safe everyone.**
**Happy weekend to all**
Pondering Mind
I haven't think on any topic to write so I just waste my time scrolling on my tiktok app, with the thought that maybe I could get some topic to write by scrolling through it so here it is...
These are some 6 uncomfy truths we all need to accept in 2022. This is actually a legit one, my thoughts about this is also base on what I see in reality, my daily basis on this everyday life.
**1.Being physically attractive is a great way to get attention. Being mentally attractive is the only way to keep it.**
*This is such an interesting truth. I mean yes even if some says that "she's just beautiful, he's just handsome or whatever" like that we really can't hide the fact that being physically attractive can really get a great attention from anyone, I mean just look at me, hahahahhha kidding, anyway as for me, being physically attractive is nice but being mentally attractive is such a different level, I'm too fond of beauty in every physical features, I mean we are all beautiful in our own way, yet there are some people who's really have a great impact when it comes to attractiveness, like their existence is enough for you to be so stunned haha, but for me I'm attracted to those people who's mentally attractive, I can't help but to amazed and adore how their mindset works.*
**2. One quality friends gives you more than 100 acquaintances. Life is about quality not quantity.**
*I agree to this one, I mean having just one true friend is enough for me, a true friend who's willing to be with you theough thick and thin, I'm also like this I keep my circle small, but there's really one bestfriend that really is my soulmate, you know becauae I believe soulmate is not just for lovers it can be also form into bestfriends, and if my bestfriend would read this, she'd probably never stop talking about this for a week maybe, haha she was so clingy if she sees me with others haha she will asked me who's your bestfriend and if I don't answer her then she will act like a dying innocent one haha. Hayss I wanna keep her forever.*
**3.Don't listen to the fake fairytales of how your life ia aupposed to be going. Everyone is different, your path to happiness will be too.**
*This is what I want to everyone to know don't compare youself to thos fairytales and movies instead create your own one, be the leading princess, or prince of your own fairy tale, also don't follow the society standards, you bave your own so be it. You are great in your own way.*
**4. Fun doesn't have to mean partying or socializing. Your Fun belongs to you make sure you find it.**
*Fun starts with your own, its not just about alcoholic bevearages, partying, dancing, listening to a loud music, fun ia not just define by that kind of those things, your fun starts with you, anything you can be fun with, it depends on you, find your fun and happiness everywhere you go.*
**5. Your self love must always be stronger than your desire to be love by others.**
*This is a must, make yourself your first priority , loving oneself should always comes first, your love for yourself is much greater than the wanting be love by everyone, love starts within you and it's followed by everyone who admires you, if you learn to love your flaws, your true self, not hiding behind masks then everyone will do to and if they don't then fine, the important is you know your worth, you love yourself.*
**6. If you learn to read books, you can be smart, if you learn to read yourself, you can be anything.**
*This one is my favorite above all, books provide knowledges about anything, if you learn to love reading and understanding books, you have a potential to be smart and Knowledgeable. Yet if you learn to read yourself, you can be anything, you can do what you want because you know yoursf, as for me I'm still learning to read myaelf, I think I'm still in the part of epilogue since I'm still young and continue to read every pages ahead my life.*
That's it for now, thank you for reading to my randomness, Happy Friday everyone, hope you are all enjoying and doing well today, weekend are coming yet I'm no longer excited because the amount of activities in my plates right now, still do well everyone, have a nice day.
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https://becomingbetter.org/you-are-not-your-thoughts/
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https://quotefancy.com/quote/841198/John-C-Maxwell-To-grow-yourself-you-must-know-yourself
https://weheartit.com/articles/335325324-10-self-love-tips
https://www.idlehearts.com/1550291/theres-no-need-to-dress-like-everyone-else-its-much-more-fun-to-create-your-own-look
http://bellasbeautifullife.com/product/make-our-fairy-tales-quote-print-digital-download
http://greatestquotes.net/1050/one-true-friend-is-better-than-100-mediocre-friends.html
https://themindsjournal.com/people-spend-so-much-time-trying-to-be/
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Somebody that I miss
*Those eye smile that so genuine and makes me just want to stare at those forever,*
*Those chuckles of yours that feels like lullaby to my ears, I want to listen 24/7,*
*I miss your sweet smile,*
*I miss your innocent and pure, scarless heart,*
*I miss how you lively go to everyone and talk about how your day was, like in every each day there's something amazing happen, and you never waste any moment to go and talk about it,*
*Those days that you are so excited on things you are so curious and want to feed your curiosity so you want to try that thing,*
*I miss how you act like a kiddo who throws tantrums when doesn't get what she wants, people think you look stuoid but for me it's such an adorable one haha,*
*I miss the way you just let yourself go with the flow, you let yourself go freely,*
*I miss you...*
*I miss you so much...*
***I miss you so so damn much SELF...***
So this me just longing for my own self, I miss how I enjoy things so freely, because these past few days just make feel so down bad, I feel like exhausted, I feel like this is not me, I feel there's another person just posses my happy self,
I know I feel like this because of a lot of stress and overthinking every single night, it just hunt me in my sleep and I just miss myself that is so happy go lucky, so free and liverated, so courageous and just so fine and stress free,
I just miss my kid version of me, I miss the old. E, I miss the younger me,
It just so sad that we need to go through this catastrophic journey of life, where we experience a lot of pains, agony, torments, heartaches and troubles in life, but all of this feeling and experienced makes us dominant in life, makes us tougher than before, makes us the new better version of ourselves,
Yes we often missed the old version of us that's really give us unforgettable happiness of youth, and that's the one thing we need to treasured.
I know this life wounded our soul, injured our self, bruised our beart, damage the innocent and pure embodiment yet we always need to remember that all of this happen for a reason, all of the sacrifices will be worth it,
Taylor swift was right, I'd like to be my old self again but I still can't findit and I'm trying everybsing day, I wish one day I will find it again and I know that day will come and I would be so proud.
Just one day we will look back and reminince our old self and we would be grateful that, that version of you ones give you the best, simple and free life,
Life sometimes is so cold-blooded and cruel one, yet we just need to be tough not just for our present self but to our old self, because that old you is still there, and she is still waiting for you to be happy again, to be back again but in a more stronger version, she's so proud of you and always be.
That's it my skies, I just wrote this one because for motivation purposes, I'm just so weary and tired, just want to have rest but yeah this is just me being lazy again so I need to work myself off so have some fun everyone, have a great night everyone, happy thursday, stay hydrated and sleepwell✨✨
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https://hinditechacademy.com/best-miss-you-status-for-whatsapp/
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/223420831501529984/
https://quotesgram.com/funny-me-quotes-miss-you/
https://quotesgram.com/i-only-got-my-self-quotes/
https://weheartit.com/entry/125585912
http://www.picturequotes.com/old-self-quotes
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Making myself used to
Paint in your mind that people come and go, and we will never get used to it.
Never in my life I expect people to help me with this and that or whatever, I used to do things on my own, if they will then go, and if they don't then it's fine, asking for a helping hand is not my forte, even my parents would nag because they don't know my whereabouts I'm doing in my life, yes I will spoke to my mom or my sibling my happenings in life yet, I don't really tend to asked for a help even in my homeworks, or money haha I'm not fond of asking my parents money just for my own sake, of course they pay my tuitions and school expenses because they need too and I'm thankful for that but I never asked for them to make me go in school with high maintenence in my senior high school when it comes to tuition. But yeah they want me to go there so I go and I don't mind any school that I'm going the important is I will finish my study there.
So back to the topic,
Asking for help is great of course, from the famous line ***"No man is an Island"*** that's why God create another human being so that another one will have accompany,
My own reason why I used to stand on my own, like treating myself as the center and trying so hard not to asked for one's help because **I want to make myself used by that.**
You know people come and go, even the closest one, even family, of course they still our family, they still our friends, they will still remain who they are in our life but they will go because life has its own limits and that's the painful truth that we will never get used to.
This is just for me ha, it's not that I wrote this because I want to everyone to do it like michael, chozz (the effect of tiktok videos are eating me alive haha) of course this is just my own thoughts about this topic and I won't mind if some will disagree with this, I don't want you to misinterpret me and I won't advice you to do this also,
***The reason why I used to be like this, like I don't asked for a help is because I don't want to be a burden, I don't want to rely on the help of others...***
***When I'm in the middle of my difficulties in life, I tried my best to keep it with myself, and try to survived on my own, I don't seek for anything or anyone, it's hard but it's the best way to trained myself and make myself used to on my own,***
In the future when I'm having a hard time and the person that I get used to be with is never there then I will just cave in, stumble and fall because I'm used by the presence of them, my family and friends will not be always in my side, they will also have their own destinations and own issue, that's why I will make used to be independent one, to keep it on myself, it's not healthy yet it's my own comfort, because in the end of the day, You and yourself is the one with you in literal way, ofcourse God is always there.
So instead of asking for someone then I would just think for another way to make it work without seeking a help of course we all need help and I won't mind giving anyone a helping hand, also to recieved one but asking is a very hard for me to do, I will just slump that off and go.
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/481533385159331591/
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https://www.pinterest.com/ievgriez/being-a-woman-quotes/
https://www.pinterest.com/bar807/quoates/
https://thriveglobal.com/stories/tips-on-how-to-be-a-stronger-and-more-independent-person/amp/
Hehez that the cup of tea for tonight everyone, I'm just so lazy to start making a progress in my pending activities, I get so tired so easily these fast few days, and I know I loose some weight also haha but it's myself to blame haha I just choosed to slack off around haha so yeah I will try to be productive again because gosh the amount of pending in just one subject is enormous hahah I wish this semester would be done so fast haha, anyways have a great night everyone, I'm hoping for good tomorrow morning ahahah
**But before I end this one, A very very good night to you** @Amy05 **thank you so much for the renewal, such a kind person, may all the good things go on your way, again thank you so much, and goodnight to all. 😊✨**
Manifesting the word ‘’SOON” turn to “FINALLY”
In this long run of this expedition in life, we establish ourselves in conceiving our target goals in life, we tend to visualize the subsequent of our future, looking forward on what kind of life that awaits us.
Keeping one’s nose to the grindstone is such a challenging thing to do in everyday basis of life, if we don’t work, then nothing will happen unless you are born with a golden spoon in your mouth.
But I really adore people who’s still trying their best and working hard for their future even they are born with a golden spoon, they want to work and experienced the hardship of life even they could have everything, if you met one of them, I’m sure you will be amazed by them.
Back to the topic, so what are the things you wanted to achieve in life that you always tattooed in your mind, body and soul, that you wanted this, you need this, you are craving for this kind of life, I mean we all have things that we want, we all have different life that we want to live with, we had even the visualization on ourselves on what would happen in the future, even there’s no one who knows what future holds, still we love to go on and believe on things that we want to achieved,
Like looking at something or someone, for example, watching a medical video or movie and seeing a doctor saving lives, there’s this though in your mind that saying,
*“Soon I will become that one”*
*and such things like:*
*“Soon I will have that thing”*
*“Soon I can go this place”*
*“Soon I will be living that kind of life”*
You see I love this kind of mindset humans have, I don’t see a negative side of this, I know that disappointments are always there but it just there to slower your phase so if you make your despondency as your fuel to go along and reach that dreams you always want then to go for it.
Again, **WHAT ARE YOUR SOON’S in life?**
**Mine is:**
****To migrate in New Zealand****
*I really want to live the rest of my life there, that’s the most awaited goal that I’m always manifesting, I’m willing to go even in the hole of a needle just to achieve this dream of mine, I want a peaceful life there.*
**To get the Job that I want**
*I’m not looking for a high paying job, what I’m looking is a job that I will enjoy, I don’t want a job that I hate, I hate doing things that I’m not passionate about, but yeah not to be boastful haha I want to be an gynecologist and it’s not a joke, it’s a high paying job but my focus is not on money that I will gain but to the job haha my dream job since I was just a naïve one.*
**Spoil my parents**
*This is also what I want in life to spoil my parents with love, care and to their needs and leisure, I want the best for them, everything I want to spoil them like what they did to me in these present times, I want them to enjoy their life and no work just a peaceful and leisurable life I always wanted for them.*
**Travel in different countries**
*I really love travelling a lot and I’m manifesting the day that I will just woke up with no worries and just travel or booked a plane to go for some country visits hahaha this is me being so boastful with my wanting in life hahaha my sister would just nag me at the same time amazed and laugh at my ideas in life haha. Waking up and craving for some Italian cuisine breakfast okay let’s go ride the private plane hahha kidding.*
Always remember this quotes, life will always test us, it has a lot of various routes and sometimes we will be lost yet if we never give up and continue exploring, striving, then we will see and reached our own destination. Lifw will thrown us a fist yet we just need to be tough and survive this.
**ONE DAY, OUR SOON'S WILL BE REPLACED BY THE WORD "FINALLY " AND WE WILL THANK EVERYONE WHO GUIDES US AND ALSO GOD FOR THAT LONG EXPEDITION BUT WORTH IT ONE.**
Anyway, that’s it just for today, I have a lot of soon and this is just some of them maybe I could put more but nah I’m to lazy to write again, anyway how was your day guys? Still having some fun? Take a rest, stay hydrated everyone, enjoy your day.
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https://graciousquotes.com/hard-work-quotes/
https://dogtrainingobedienceschool.com/all-the-hard-work-paid-off-quotes/7115087_one-day-all-of-my-quotes-writings-by-hardik-soni-yourquote.html
https://wttc.org/News-Article/Consumer-Survey-Finds-70-Percent-of-Travelers-Plan-to-Holiday-in-2021
https://www.trendir.com/new-zealand-house-creative-arch/
https://alisupsidedownworld.com/helping-your-ageing-parents-live-their-best-life/
https://www.alphr.com/features/354853/how-to-get-a-job-google-apple-microsoft/
https://www.sleepfoundation.org/dreams/precognitive-dreams
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https://pixelsquote.net/hard-work-quotes/
Happy Wednesday everyone✨🙌
My Sweetest Melancholy (Goodbye)
"you know..." she started
"you will forever be my city lights" she said while staring at the city lights below
"huh" I'm confused to what she's pertaining haha do I look like a a city light haha now I'm crazy to think it literally
" I mean... You see before I'm just a plain boring and my world is dark before, I made myself my own sun that's in a negative way doesn't shine as the sun we have, I'm selfishly just keeping all for myself even the burdens, but now that you came, the sun that I used to have,
"I mean... Since that you came I never feel so alone, you are the light in my darkest days, when the moon and stars doesn't show up and the sun goes down. You still there trying to light me up, you are the one I'm forever be grateful, that God let me meet someone like you" she said and look at me and I see a tear in her eyes
"why are you tearing up shhh..." I said and started to wipe those tears using my thumb
"I'm just worried about what will happen... I know that we are so sure of where this will be going through and I can't promise you a life that you deserve, I can't promuse the future with you, I can't promise a foreve-" she said but I cut her off
"don't... You don't need to promise me forever because there's no such thing like that, and what future holds we never know, I'm always happy by this, by being with you right now and that's what all matters I know what's the risk I'm taking and for you I'm all in... I know this lifetime for us is limited because we don't know that if there is a tomorrow waiting that you are still with me..."
my eyes starting to tear up by that thought I know she's suffering from lung cancer and that's the reason why we go back and forth, because of his never ending dialysis, until today to this white building , the hospital that witness all the love and happiest moment of us and sadly also the painful one, because the day we first speak to each other is the day of my first heart break from her, I never knew that she's suffering from a cancer and that's gives me more reasonto be with her, I never want her to suffer alone, if she suffer then I am too, I'm willing to suffer with her..
"now maybe if tomorrow will never come that I would never had the chance to hear your voice or feel the presence of you, I know it will pains me a lot but that will never stop me from loving you, I'm willing to stay with you for as long as you want, that disease of yours is never been a hindrance for me to love you and stop telling me and worrying about me, I love you and I want to be with you" I said to her while caressing her face.
She stand up and embraced me from behind
We stayed like that for few hours.
"I love you" she said
"I loved you always been and always will be"
10 years after
"hey it's been a long time my dear hehez I'm a doctor now see this white coat haha I knew you were so obsessed wearing it just like my hoodies haha hayyss... I've missed you so much, how are you? Just wait for me there ha don't be so impatience again, please hehez you know I love you and I'm forever be thankful to you, you are still my city lighs and forever will be, I never had the chance to talk to you after that day and I'm still angry by your impulsiveness but I still can't help to blame myself because why did you do that for me, but still I read that note you left to me, I love you so much I can't wait to see you again in another lifetime my love, why don't you just be selfish that day how come you donated your own heart to me, I always blame myself because you the reason why I still fighting for my life before and now you are still the reason why I'm living my life, I promise to protect your heart at all cost and wait me there my love thank you you my sweetest melancholy that forever be in my heart"
***I smile to my forever stalkers grave while tears starting to flow on my face***
The end, did you enjoy it guys sorry it's a long read haha, I don't want to cut it anymore, it took me too long to post this one haha please just dont mind the error and typos I'm still lazy to proofread haha enjoy guys. Have a nice day this is the end of my sweetest melancholy if you want to read the first part and second part then here is the link:
Part1:https://read.cash/@MidnightSky/my-sweetest-melancholy-35c0e706
Part2:https://read.cash/@MidnightSky/my-sweetest-melancholy-part-2-f1af1f31
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https://www.itl.cat/wallview/ihwJimb_lonely-girl-at-night/
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https://www.robertbarclay.com.au/2021/07/01/where-are-all-the-great-multicultural-romances/
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/207587864047370486/
https://knowledgenuts.com/types-of-tears/
https://www.teahub.io/viewwp/iioxRow_ilustrasi-suami-istri-2017-jeong-hyocheon-couple/
Enjoy guys😊
That's the tea
Roaming around, over-scrutinizing on stuffs that I ought to do, yet I found myself holding a TV remote control, exploring my netflix account finding some wholesome show or series to watch...
Even I have a lot on my plates, there's a lot of pending activities to do in school and just by the thought of doing it makes me nauseous and tired hahaha, school is really a tiresome isn't it?
After I watch some kdrama in netflix, I open my meta accounts specifically my twitter account and I was so amazed, how come one of the tweet I read seems like pertaining to me hahaha
See this hahaha but this was really a legitimate scenario hahaha, why does netflix is more enjoyable when there's a lot of school activities and paper works waiting for me to finish them haha,
I don't know why I always enjoy doing stufs and spending my leisure time and have fun entertaining myself before doing important tasks hahaha
There's a lot of self excuses when I have a lot of pendings in school:
Watching Movies
*I often does this when I knew that I have something on my due in school stuff haha I tend to watch netflix even in the most busiest days haha I'm tend to preoccupied myself watching than doing the specific task give by our professors haha but yeah I don't do cramming often, I just prioritized having fun before undergo to a hell stuff haha yes hell stuff that's what I label on school papers haha I really hate school. I don't hate teachers or classmates but I hate being busy on school works haha it feels like a life time punishment hahaa kidding*
Arranging my closet
*Hahaha when I plan to study or do some school stuff, I will first arrange my clothes even they are not messy haha because I'm not a messy person wgen ut comes to my own stuff, I'm an organize one, I love to see my stuffs on their respective places where I put them, but yeah when it comes to being lazy on doing school stuff I will just get busy arranging and arranging my clothes haha I organized them even they are not messy haha while organizing I often try some of my clothes that maybe forgotten hahaha because I never applied the rule FIFO hahah first in first out, whatever what's on top of my drawer I took it and wear it so I look like I didn't have any clothes because of my repeated outfit hahaha.*
Weekend reason
*I know I'm not the only one who does this haha I used weekend as my own excuse to not study, and does activities related to school haha weekend is for rest and fun haha no school should impedance my plan on weekends haha fun today school works on monday hahha that's the bond haha*
General cleaning
*Haha this is one of the most popular thing I always reasoned out haha instead of paying attention to do my homeworks and stuffs I foxused my self on little dirt on sealings, on windows on floors haha so I clean and clean until I work myself out and just take a bath and sleep and let my homework do their own hahaha kidding but this is really the best thing haha my mom would just be amazed how can I became a industrious one when I'm supposed to do my homework hahahaha.*
This is just some reason actually I had a lot haha I'm full of reason haha I'm good at making excuses specially when I really hate the tasks haha I know it's not a good act but yeah haha
**Anyways it's just amazed me how come schooling is so ironic, doing this to help our future self yet at the same time to just stress ourselves hahaaha kidding but we shoukd really take it easy, do tour best and that's enough. Prioritize your self and having some time far away from stress is a great thing then we need to go back and get on track again just like what I will do tthis week haha**
I had a lot of fun activities these past weekends so I never had the chance to do some of my pending activities and that's okay haha atleast I had fun haha I'll never regret it haha it just lessen my stress in school haha
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https://www.today.com/today/amp/tdna105550
https://me.me/i/me-during-the-week-vs-me-on-the-weekend-i-11205656
https://nolisoli.ph/87680/5-step-japanese-cleaning-method-organize-your-wfh-space-ymagcamit-20201010/
So that's it for today haha have some fun guys, happy Tuesday everyone, good morning and let's go seized the day stay hydrated and enjoy🤗
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My Bittersweet Addiction
*This affection and warmth feeling, I entirely obtain when I'm with you, your presence is my own euphoria, I wanted you all for myself, selfish when they called it but I can't help that I see people who's trying to have you like what I want too.*
*How come you make me feel so misery and bliss at the same time, I still want you, I want all of you, your scent, your taste, those alluring and delicate appearance, you know me so well that I can't resist those aroma that still lingers through my nose deep down and struck through my soul,*
*You're my narcotic drugs that makes me so captivated and bewilded, my remedy to this brutish and barbarous world*
*My escape when things are getting enormously overwhelming, please stay there and makes me forget the stressful matter of this existence.*
*My tranquility that can makes me serene and quiet, your are my sweetest serenity, you sedate me and I can no longer get over you.*
*You're my bitter sweet experience that I'm willing to undergo all over again,*
***Thanks for letting me have you yesterday my dear cup of cold coffee*** *haha now I can finally ease my day by the taste of your existence.*
Woah this day seems so tiring even than yesterday, maybe because it's Monday again haha and weekdays is for online classes, or I just hate the subject we will have today in our online class haha kidding,
By the way have some cup of coffee with me, what do you want, cold or warm, black or white? Haha expresso? Come on have some coffee today, but always remember to manage your caffeine taken everyday haha too much caffeine on your system might cause you a health problem. So drink your coffee moderately
So last night I had a coffee date with my sister and cousin,
look at this a coffee shop nearby our place haha it's just a new one, they just opened last friday. And I'm glad that I don't need to go too far just to have some coffee,
I enjoy spending quality time with my sister and cousins, we talked a lot of stuffs and be like a marites on our own haha
This day will be overwhelming and I'm sure of that haha because I had a lot of stuff to do, by the stuff means school works haha gonna cram for this day because I have a lot of fun and doesnt think of schoolwork on my weekends, so I need to work myself out today haha gonna be busy to have time in this sh*tloads I'm trying to perpetrate before this day end haha.
This just some daily writing about how I'm so worn out for today just by thr thoughts of doing those pending activities, haha I deserve one week break haha kidding I'm not good for that because I have a lot on my plates and this is really exhausting ever, I'm just trying to do things just for today haha I really hate school, can we just skip to the good part? Hahaha kidding I believe on saying there's no elevator of success hahaa so I need to work may ass off and do better today because if not me then who? Who will give me the triumph if I don't start today so bye for now gonna be back maybe later.
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So have a great day guys. Happy Monday, please enjoy and keep safe, stay hydrated as always
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My Sweetest Melancholy (Part 2)
I see her before as a star but alone in the darkness of the night, I see her as a light that shines so bright and deeply through my sight, she's too beautiful to stare and the only thing I can do is to admire her from a far, so close to see but too hard to reach,
But I can't believe that this day will happen, the star I used to look from a far is now beside me laying her head in my shoulder, I can smell her vanilla scent shampoo this is so close, I can't believe this proximity between us, before I look at her from a far but now I look at her on my side, while we sat to each other at the edge of the rooftop of this white building. We enjoy gazing at the beautiful sky and the dimlight illuminating from the stars and the moon also to my favorite view, the city lights.
I remember the first time we spoke, this is the same place where it all start...
**Let's go back 3 months ago the encounter that will change my life...**
***"Will you please..."*** *She said*
*I stop on my track and turn around to look at this beautiful damsel in distress, how come even in the situation like this that she looks so fragile, those tears in her eyes, how come she still looks so fabulously beautiful... I stop to my thoughts when she speak again*
***"will you please forget me and pretend not to see what you just witnessed"*** *she stated firmly but the tone was still pleading*
***"uhmm... Actually..."*** *I don't know what to say gosh, I can't believe she talked to me*
***"nevermind"*** *she said in monotone and walk passed through me...*
*But before she go far from me I held her gently in her arms...*
***"a-are... you... o-okay?"*** *I asked and what's wrong with my stutter, it's so embarassing gosh, and I started to scratch the back of my neck while looking everywhere but her*
***"No"*** *she straightly said to me*
*One of the things I like to her is that, the way she was so straightforward to her words,*
***"uhm... if you want we can talk about it... I'm just a stranger and they say that it's better to rant or share your problems to strangers, they don't judge..."*** *I said to her while creating a small smile in my face to lighten up the mood*
*I look at her and it's awkward because I forgot that I still holding her in her arms...*
***" s-sorry... "*** *I said and remove my hold from her arms, I'm so embarrassed to my situation right now*
***"o-okay"*** *she said o gosh did she just stuttered, it was a new thing to hear her stuttered*
*We both sat and she keeps on saying her problems and the reason why I've seen her in that situation a while ago, I can't absorb what I've just knew, and this is the most breaking part I see her like that, she was too fragile, I see her flaws, but I don't mind, I love to see all of it, I don't mind seeing all side of her, this moment, these emotions these flaws and breakdowns that not everyone can witnessed.*
*That day she thanked me, and that's also the day that we started to became friends, I always go with her to this white building, and she even talked to me in school, she show all of her side to me that everyone doesn't knew about, she started to change, I mean not physically because God knows that she's too perfectly imperfect by her beauty, but now that we are together I can see that her aura change, before I always find her intimidating and cold by her behavior but today this woman was so lively and radiating, despite of her problems I'm happy to see her like this, how come there is a star shining so bright in this library haha because she's in front of me I can't help but to look at her when we are studying together.*
*My 3 months went like that we used to go back and forth to the white building, I always go with her, we became close and we became bestfriend, actually I can't admit my feelings for her because this is not even an admiration anymore but this is love I think.*
*I never had the courage to say it to her but yeahtime is running so fast that I realized I don't want to waste time anymore, I will take the risk even I knew what will be the end, even if ahhkk erase that thoughts, the important is she will know my love for her.*
So present time
Yes I admit everything, I confess to her my feelings and I'm so glad that she feels the same way so now is the day mark my calendar this girl beside me is now my officially lover. I was shocked that she teased me because she already knew me even before I talk her the first time about stranger thingy haha this is so embarrassing so she's aware of my stares at her everytime, I disclosed the topic but yeah she's to hype bump that so I let her but after that love moments of fun, we felt silence...
She laydown her head on my shoulder I stiffened at that gesture but soon felt relax and she started to speak
**"you know..."** she started
the end
Hahahaha that's it a nonsense hahhaahahaha kidding anways will upload the next part tomorrow I'm just so lazy to finish this one haha have a great sunday everyone, just got home after having some coffee with my sister and cousins haha now stay hydrated and enjoy gonna have some rest😊
This is just a second part of my written story My sweetest melancholy if you doesn't read the first part then heres the link :
https://read.cash/@MidnightSky/my-sweetest-melancholy-35c0e706
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https://www.hennessy.com/en-int/find-what-matter https://www.hennessy.com/en-int/find-what-matters
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https://www.mysweethomelife.com/library-date-night/
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https://www.loveoddly.com/date-night-ideas/2018/1/6/the-stargazing-date
Feel free to share your thoughts about this hehez thank you for reading😊
Hangover Sucks (Frinight Blog)
Being diverge to the blinding lights coming from the party lights, the alcohol's scent started to linger in the air, the music was chill but my head is started to towering like a high addicted person, kidding but the effects of liqour started to hit like lightning straight to my throat, and my sight started to became blurry everywhere I look, I close my eyes and lay my head on the table, I just hear stories and laughter and music in the background.
Oh ha that's was not so bad intro, I guess hahah please bare with me, this is the aftermath of drinking,
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**Blogging time!!!**
Last night was a lit, I had so much fun being with my homies, haha we had a lot of drinks actually, and now this morning hangover is effin killing me, please just break this freaking head of mine,
So yesterday I wasn't so active here because my friday schedule was so tiring because of our online class subject, I hate to admit but I really hate solving, I don't know, maybe because when I was in my highschool days I really love solving, and computation, numbers make me so excited and challenge at the same time but yeah college happens and this new set up makes me just want to just chill haha
Okay so let's go back to the topic, after our online classes done, I get ready and go out to go with my homies. We don't actually have the actual plan on what we should do but yeah we watch volleyball match and after that we just decided to have drinks haha, the first suggestion was go to some bar in BGC but yeah as a lazy and conservative humans that is some of us decided to just bought some drink and set the room of my bestfriend like a night club haha,
We bought a lot of liquor and I actually have plan today because I'm having the truancy at home again because my close friends wanted me to go with them just a saturday sleep over to their house but yeah I'm nowbhere while writing this one haha,
Wait don't think of me as a alcoholic free bratty with nothing to do with her life, I just haha I just needed this some fun because of a stressful week I had this week, and it really drained the hell out of me, of course there's another hell week coming and it's our midterm week this coming week I think, yeah but enough of that haha
I still have a lot of my pending activities, actually when I woke up this morning our leader in some subject just message us to check our email, and yeah another activity again, I hate it haha but yeah I will do it all in once maybe tomorrow haha...
So again we drink a lot, and for your information I'm just a light drinker, so when I drink, my tolerance was so low and I tend to just throw up or just sleep, so again I woke up this morning to my bestie room haha and hangover started to hit me and it was so painful and right there and then haha I woke up and open my meta accounts and there's a lot of missed calls and messages hahaha I pretend I don't see some and left them unread I just seen in my notif their messages haha I'm to lazy to reply and I'm not in the mood because of this aftermath of drinking haha.
So yeah that's it for today, I will just take a rest for now but maybe I can't hahahaha maybe I should just go have fun again, I'm so really not in the mood hahhaha, you guys how did you spend your friday? Hope you have fun too, stay hydrated everyone enjoy, goodnight hahaha will just sleep or maybe not because of my circles haha that's it for now hehez..
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/556616835179194992/
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My Sweetest Melancholy
This feeling will always be unfailingly tattooed to my heart and soul, I can’t help but to beam my eyes that’s already glued to your elegant and graceful presence, I’m drawling to your overflowing enchantress beauty, I’m so stunned and astonish by how you can be so naturally appealing even doing nothing. It makes me aroused not just by your physical feature but and getting more turned on by seeing your benevolence character towards everything.
Yes, I saw things you don’t know that makes you more alluring, the warm kindness that enveloping your cold stares towards people, your unwelcoming looks when someone tries to invade your own personal space, yet you lowkey wanting to be more social but I guess people will never understand that you are trying, despite of what people say that you are like a human ice that hard to melt and to break, but I know to myself, observing and trying to get to know you just by examining every details you do,
Label me as your stalker or what, I will never regret the fact to get to know you without talking to you, I’m observer and I want to know people base on what I observed,
I see you smile one time, that lovingly and tenderly turning your lips into a wide smile, the mesmerizing and captivating crescent shape of your eye-smile. I think seeing you that day, I feel like I bewitched by you. And it warms my heart even more when I know the reason of that smile, and that’s the stray cat, how come it makes you smile, I know you bought a food for that cat that day, and it makes you smile by trying to act cute to you, and I will forever be grateful for that stray cat, that I got to see the glimpse of that beautiful smile of yours,
I see you everyday going back and forth to the white familiar building, and one time I go to the rooftop of that building just to breath some fresh air, but I was shocked to see you there, you seem so absorbed by your thoughts, I was already near the door to go out so that you can have your privacy there not until I heard you speak…
***“w-why me...”*** your voice was stuttering while looking at nothingness,
My feet seem like its own life and stop there… I can’t help but to listen to what you are saying…
“What did I do wrong to deserve this…”
***“What the heck was wrong with me to be in this situation…”*** you started shouting to the void…
It seems like you are trying to control your heavy breath… I just stop there on my tracks to listen but I’m afraid to turn my back and see you…
***“Can you please…”*** you said like you were pertaining to someone, and I look to my side, there’s no one there just me and you…
The end hahhaaha, kidding guys whahah will upload the part 2 please bear with my craziness and laziness to continue this one, AHHHH I’m so head over heels to the author I talk to last night hahaha he’s a writer of an au in twitter but yeah sad to say, I’m just a fan on his/her writings, yes I don’t know if the author is a he or she but can’t help to talk to her about his/her writing haha. Gosshh I’m fond of stranger I met on 2020 kidding haha it’s confidential hehez anyways how’s your day so far guys? Have fun and stay hydrated, enjoy everyone, I will upload the part 2 of this soon hahaha this is just me imagining scenarios again so yeah enjoy everyone.
I wrote this yesterday but I failed to post it this morning cause of my busy schedule there's a lot on my plate to day, I'm so exhausted.
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https://weheartit.com/entry/318087756
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Concealed Childishness
Adulting is a complex, enigmatic, and difficult stage of life, it somehow shows a dreadful experience, a daunting one that we will undergo. It will bring the best and the worst of you.
Adulting is a phase that every human being will live through endure and gain more experience and start to embrace the life as a full grown, sophisticated and matured person.
Throwing ourself into this adulting stage is like infiltrating ourself from the reality, you see steping put into this stage of life can really canopied the naiveness of youth, it feels like the the unseasoned fruit of being youth became ripened, the youngster turn into a full grown up now.
I believed this is the challenging part of life, embracing the reality, sometimes while we are so engage and pre occupied to this challenging stage, we are so absorbed on things that much more salient and essential now, we tend to forget to enjoy life,
It's just me or is anyone else still feel and act like this.
While scrutinizing the life as I aged and started to set my foot in adulting stage, I still does things I love in my childhood, the childness and foolishness still beneath my external self, it just there and will never go,
It is weird that no matter what I'm aged right now, I still enjoy and feel kid inside.
Like there's still this excitement I feel when watching cartoons, and waiting for the newest childrens movie, you know Frozen? That's my favorite one, folllowed by sing, trolls, smurfs and a lot of Disney cartoons, I will never get tired of watching them, I can't wait to see myself as a senior citizen who's still laughing at my favorite cartoons.
I stil have that habbit of wanting for ice cream or any sweets when I feel so down and sad, haha they say I'm just finicky or in tagalog maarte, but I don't find it insulting, and mostly I dont find myself maarte or finicky, it's just so natural to me, like duh why would I care to those people who will label me as that, well I don't ask money from you then you have no rights to labeled me as that, so when I'm having a bad day and feel so alone and music can't help me anymore then I would just walk and go to some ice cream shop of coffee shop that sells delectable and mouthwatering sweets. I will just soend my time eating and stuffing my tummy haha. Actually after that my problems are still there yet atleast even I'm a problematic and sad human the important is I'm full haha craving satisfied haha kidding.
I still find my self playing like an idiotic child who looks like a mental runaway patient when my irrational and audacious self started to buckling again.
I barely get serious when it comes to heated arguments but yeah I still find it funny especially when I'm the promotor or the root of the war that starting to build up haha I find it so fun when I'm the one causing trouble to my sister even though I'm labeled as the blacksheep in the family I can't help but to take it as a joke hahaha, I never really want things to be more complicated than it is.
***Life is a one time temporary subscription so before it expired might as well enjoyed it, don't be so serious being an adult don't forget your childishly behavior that you once love***
It's great that we are seriously working for our future self and I'm glad to know that we are solemnly absorbed by this adulting phase but always remember it's good to go back and release your childish side sometimes, enjoy your life but never forget to have fun, and never ever avert the happiness of your youth.
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https://motivirus.com/40-funny-inspirational-quotes-on-adulting/
https://bukrate.com/topic/adulting-quotes
https://wordsporn.com/82881/best-words-quote-1012/amp/
https://www.centralofsuccess.com/38-funny-inspirational-quotes-on-life-that-will-inspire-you/
https://quotesgram.com/funny-quotes-about-childish-adults/
https://www.yourquote.in/ekansh-bhatia-qriq/quotes/being-childish-good-times-it-luxury-expressing-happiness-jy8im
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https://quotesgram.com/funny-quotes-about-childish-adults/
Okay it's enough for this day, I'm so exhausted by the never ending activities and workload everyday, I just want to lay my head down and just ignore reality for a while ahkk my back is aching from sitting and improper posture the whole afternoon, maybe I should have rest myself for now, have a great Wednesday everyone, spend your day well, stay hydrated and enjoy!
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Which One Do You Prefer
Preferences on things are sometimes so strenuous and tough to elect and culled, it feels like you are torn between a huge Dilemma of life, a predicament rather, you just want what's the preeminent and foremost when choosing for yourself, you can sometimes feel the hell-bent on choosing between two lovely things that you just want to get both, but in life choices are always there, it can be tough or easy but still we need to choose because we can't have anything, we can't have both...
Kidding hahha this is just a simple random writing of mine, I just make the intro more interesting because I feel like I'm lacking of good topics lately so I just scroll to my tiktok app and see this questions...
So let's proceed... Since I have nothing to write then I will just answer this questions... Game!
****What's your pick?****
****ALONE TIME OR FAMILY TIME?****
*Of course family time, after all when all leaves family is my foremost and forever be constant and valuable people in life, even though sometimes we have misunderstandings, haha it's normal come one, just try to make up with them and go bond again, and actually family time is more fan than having alone time, yeah there's benefits of being alone yet I don't want to waste time being alone when I have my family to have fun and make good memories with, I will spend the rest of my time to my family and I will never take it for granted.*
****HUGS OR KISSES?****
*Can I choose both? Hahaha just kidding well I want hugs sorry I'm so conservative and well hygienic when it comes to myself haha dis you know that kissing can be the reason to transfer bacterias to you haha or maybe I'm just delirious but no haha I'm so convinced that kissing can transmit a lot of bacterias and viruses haha just from a saliva has a lot of bacteria so no haha I prefer hugs haha also I'm so clingy when it comes to hugs I always want hugs even my friend are so used to my hugs haha.*
****SUNRISE OR SUNSET?****
*Sunset, I just love the view of the sun setting down, I love watching the darkness starts to envelopes the light of the day, haha but yo be honest I just don't wake up early haha and when I wake up sun is alreasy set so high hahaha and I can't appreciate it anymore becahse it's too hot and it burns my skin haha. So I choose sunset haha also I have some golden memories in sunset that my story to keep hehez.*
****EARLY MORNING OR LATE NIGHTS?****
*Again I'm not a morning person so I preferred late nights, I'm fond of darkness and the only thing that glows is the light from the moons and stars, my favorite part of the day is late night and the six pm haha yet late night is my preference. I don't know but late nights makes me so productive and also I'm fond of late night activities like walking, having late night talks with someone, late night coffee dates and etc... It's just that I feel so overwhelmed when it comes to late night and it just so good and have the romantic and relaxing vibe for me.*
****3 AM ROAD TRIPS OR EARLY FLIGHTS?****
*Well 3 am roadtrips is the best hehez base on my experience when we go to have vacation on province just the cold breezed hitting through my face and continuously enveloping my skin when the car windows are open and I'm with the best people. It just so great and overwhelming experience a memory to keep. And wanted to happen all over again.*
****SPEAKER OR HEADPHONES?****
*Speaker haha I want my surroundings loud I want to hear my playlist in the for corners of my room, earphones just irritates me sometimes haha so I prefer speaker, I want to also share my set of songs to people surrounds me when I'm having time playing the songs through speaker haha, it just so great and makes me want to dance with joy and sing on top of my lungs.*
****COFFEE OR MILKTEA?****
*Coffee is life, coffee forever and always haha I'm never fond of drinking milk tea's, itjust never suit to my tastes I hate sweet drinks but I love sweets yet milk tea just doesn't meet my likeness and also I had a bad memory or a person whom I called reducted by my friends haha I don't want to remember him when it comes to milk tea he's the one always comes in my mind hahaha.*
So again guys that's it for today gonna have my afternoon class I just finish my morning class Few hours ago and to be honest I'm so drained and burn out haha I hate this subject really not because it's too hard but it's just there's a lot or activities and requirements I always need to do hahaha even this is just a minor I need to take it seriously because it is still part of my gpa hahaaha so again have a great Tuesday my dear ones, stay hydrated and enjoy!
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https://www.g2msolutions.com.au/blog/the-ultimate-guide-to-choosing-an-inbound-marketing-agency?hs_amp=true
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https://www.politico.eu/article/hug-buddy-is-the-flemish-word-of-the-year/amp/
https://www.flexjobs.com/blog/post/how-flexible-work-can-lead-to-more-time-with-family/
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For You I will
*This is me asserting my feeling to you, I know it's hard to admit this but my mind is already set, I will finally let out this uncertainties, and unexplainable feeling I keep on hiding for so long,*
*I knew I grasp too much and too tight because I'm hoping for a little glimpse of hope that maybe if I hold on for so long, maybe if I clasp myself to you, just maybe someday you will just realized that you love me too,*
*But I was wrong, I was wrong for hoping that you will feel the same way if I did that, yet I will never regret those moments, those minutes, those seconds, that I spend with you, I will never forget the melancholy and bliss that I got to feel when I'm with you, it's ironic isn't it? Even I knew to myself that being with you can maim my heart and soul...*
*Yet loving you is like a holding a rose, you are the flower that I want to keep for myself forever, yet your torns pricked me and slowly agonized myself, keeping you in my arms is like tormenting myself, but who am I to complain, your a re a beautiful unique rose that attracts everyone in a mysterious way that i can't explain...*
*I learned a lot on the short span of time being with you, I learned how to feel alive, to find a purpose, to live this life with a smile, to love people and to love you in a billion ways I can't imagine...*
*When I met you, it feels like my monotonous black and white life turns into a magical, colorful, interesting and worth living one, meeting you was the best thing that I will always treasure, when I met you, I feel like I want to be the better me, I want to be someone whos better, I wanna be someone whos better and deserved for you, yet in order to do that I must let you go, I will never force you to love me the way I love you, I'm enough and contended to be part of your journey, to be the character in your story, not the main lead yet it is enought to be with you,*
*This is really the pains of being the victim of falling inlove to the someone who can't love me back, yet I will never regret it, I just love you, I just love... But that's when I realized that love that I was pertaining became toxic that I do things that I shouldn't do.*
*Now I love you, and I always will, yet I'm letting you go, I already know from the start that I can't be him, I can't be the person that will makes your life sunshine and rainbows, I can't fulfill those pages of your book, and you can reciprocate my love for you, I'm finally letting you go because in the first place I have no right to because you never been mine, and I'm sorry I still try, I'm sorry if I fall for you, I'm sorry...*
*For you I will step back and let you go, funny that even now I still love and care for you and that will never change, good bye my wonderful sin, loving you is a sin but I'm willing to commit, if loving you is forbidden then I'm willing to risk. I'm willing to endure grasp this pain, I'm willing to be a sinful if that's okay but I know even after all I'm still not your lifetime, I'm just a sinner for loving you. Why loving the same gender is consider as sinful thing, love doesn't have genders, the definition of love is for everyone to feel, we do not choose who we fell for and that's the reality, I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU.*
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/524880531548547081/
Image source:
https://www.centralofsuccess.com/100-inspirational-quotes-about-moving-on-and-letting-go-quotes/4/
https://www.centralofsuccess.com/100-inspirational-quotes-about-moving-on-and-letting-go-quotes/4/
https://www.istockphoto.com/photo/man-squeezing-rose-thorns-and-bleeding-low-key-gm108176466-4507400
https://hackspirit.com/how-to-let-go-of-someone-you-love/
https://m.facebook.com/LettingGoQuotes/photos/a.389484874497516/389486191164051/?type=3&source=44
A random stuff to write because this is the last day of February, and I was just scrolling to my twitter acvount and saw a post of a colleague of mine they broke up actually they are both boys yet I'm shock because of that naku dadaldalin ko talaga sila this weekend anways time flies so fast, and I really don't know how I spend my whole February like that it's just so overwhelming and stressful haha anyways have a great night everyone, Happy Monday enjoy and stay hydrated🤗
Fangirling over you is Therapeutic
***Some people may utter, I’m too demented, insane, and fanatical when it comes to you, but what can I do when you are my dopamine when I’m down casted and dejected, you are the ecstasy that I’m always and forever be addicted, my euphoria and bliss that I see each day even you were too far away, these hundred or million miles can’t impediment my love, support and care for you. There’s no one or nothing can obstruct me from fawning over an ethereal goddess like you.***
***Just by your existence makes me motivated and seized the day with a smile plastered on this endearing face of mine, you are one of those who can boost my self-confidence, you can make my day much better, watching your performances make me cope up with this harsh reality of life.***
***You are my distraction, my drugs, that I can never cut off through my system, you are the one that I can call my safe haven to this void that I’m feeling, it’s dunny how it seems like writing this one makes me look like and obsess addict by a narcotic, I’m being stoned by your celestial, dainty , and graceful existence and I can’t help myself to be accustomed and hooked by you.***
So enough by my obsession description to this person hehe, I’m just writing this one because I can’t help but to get overwhelmed and fascinated by my idols, haha especially Korean pop idols, anyway it’s not about Jennie Ruby Jane Kim, okay?
Haha I have someone to get obsessed again haha, it’s Yu Ji-min are also know by her stage name Karina, I don’t know but this woman can make me go craze, in love, and soft when I’m watching her performances and video clips, she’s too perfectly imperfect for my eyes haha, I can’t help but to get absorbed by her exquisite beauty and her bewildering, and astounding talent in singing and dancing, she’s also stunning when It comes to entertaining and expressing herself through people.
Do you know the feeling of this? Being so head over heels to one person even you have the almost zero possibility to get notice by him/her? Like being venerate and idolizing them from a far is enough, watching videos and performances through screen or through concerts is enough for you? But yeah, I can say that this is too hard sometimes because there’s this feeling of wanting them more like you want them to know your existence, and presence, but yeah, I know my limits and I won’t let this fangirling of mine became toxic, I’m doing this just to distract myself from challenges and stressor that life gives,
You see people there’s nothing wrong with a tiny distraction in life, sometimes we need it, yet we can make this fangirling as a motivation and stimulus to move forward, not just an escape for this intricated, tangled, and chaotic world.
I don’t care when people can see my comical, absurd, and humorous side of me when I’m switching myself on being fanatic to someone, it just helps me to heal and be myself, fangirling for me is so therapeutic, it’s like a solace and a medicine to my sicked lifeless existence. Being a fan girl in the one thing I will never regret in my life.
Image source:
https://kpop.fandom.com/wiki/Karina_%28aespa%29
https://quotesgram.com/fangirl-quotes/
https://weheartit.com/entry/178227369
https://favim.com/image/2360417/
https://quotesgram.com/funny-fangirl-band-quotes/
Lead image source:
https://www.yourquote.in/tags/fangirl/quotes
So that’s it everyone, how was your day? haha I feel like throwing up when I woken up by my alarm this morning haha, It’s Monday again ahhhh I don’t want to go in my online classes again, I may be busy because of never ending activities yet I will still try to be active and interact here, hehez have a nice day everyone, happy Monday , enjoy and stay hydrated.
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"How do you see us five years from now?"
This query of hers makes you contemplate your thoughts as you tries to imagine and forsee what would be your situation five years from now...
There's this sudden nostalgia you feel hearing the same question you both use to ask each other, it feels like bringing back the past that already been left out but never forgotten,
***"Hey"*** she break the silence between the two of you
***"sorry haha"*** you said nonchalant and laugh a little
***"so what it is? Answer me please"*** she said while looking at you and pleading for your answer to her question
***"uhmmm is that even important?"*** you teased her while showing that smuggle face with a smirk that makes her annoyed
***"of course it is... Please"*** she holds your arm and try to convince you
***"haha it is still the same answer as before..."***
Silence...
There's no one dare to talk for a moment and this the deafening silence that continuously enveloping the both you not until you break it by saying...
***"it's still the same, it will still be and always be the same... You know when you first asked me that question when we are just starting our relationship, it is still the same answer... I still see the both of ua having the best of lives, I remmeber answering you that we will be both married and build our own families, and go against all odds, I still look to you as the best miracle thing in my life, and to answer the same question of yours, I still see that five years from now all the promises and plans that we build and create is already achieved... It's funny isn't it that this same answer is already like a broken record but look at where we at right now... "*** you continuously speaking to her because she's too silent and just listening to you
***" well what I said to you that day is already happening isn't it? We're here, look at the surroundings, look at those people who once witness to our love, look at where we are now, sitting in the front of this beach while you wearing this white dress at this wedding day, look at me still here with you and happy for you, still cheering and smiling towards you and only you, I know what I forsee in my past answer somehow has miscalculation, I never expect that it will happen but not all guts are correct haha... Now you are getting married but not with me, but it's okay atleast my answer to you back then still happen but there some error and yeah I'm that one fallacy, a misconception... Our love is unexplainable and really the one that I will always treasure but I know that this world is harsh that they look our love as a transgression, a sin to this world, I just love, we just love, I never choose to love the same gender but I hate that I can't bring myself hate you but yeah still I'm your so called bestfriend even I still feel that you once love me... "***
***" so... to make it short, 5 years from now I still see you as a beautiful person that make my 5 years extra beautiful and amazing, so dont be so stubborn today because you will just ruined that make up of yous... "*** you laugh to change the mood
***" s-sorry... "*** she just say why tears starting to building up in her eyes
***" shhhh... Don't okay? "*** you smile caressing her hand
***" I love you and I want what's the best of you even I'm not that one who can give you that life so might as well live your life happily and that is enough for me... I want to see you five years from now smiling back at me"*** you said with finality
She hug you tightly and you reciprocated it
***"thank you"*** she says
***" hehe just go now or else itatakas talaga kita haha chariiiz"*** (nagtagalog na po sya)
Now you see your greatest love walking away to be with in others arm, you are finally letting her go...
The end.
lead image source:
https://id.pinterest.com/pin/35465915805700756/
Image source:
https://www.brides.com/story/brides-plotted-ruin-weddings-personal-announcements
https://www.thumbtack.com/ga/atlanta/wedding-planners/
Hahahaha this is was just so random and anmoying thought in my mind today haha my mind is like a broken record but yeah I'm still finding a will to make this day more productive haha I'm too lazy haha, by the way have a great sunday guys hope you are all doing well, stay hydrated and enjoy. Dont mind this nonsense story haha tinamad lang talaga ko ayusin haha.
My fondness towards villains in stories.
Ever had that moment when you found yourself being adherent over a villain than the hero in a movie, story, or books that you seen? Like you just question yourself, why you are adoring the villain more than the hero.
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I don't know if it was just me or does anyone of you who are so likely to love most of the villains haha of course not in a real life ha, but yeah mostly in movies I tend to focus on villain stories than the hero itself,
I love those movie where they show the side story behind those villains, it really warms my heart before knowing their story like I've got to understand why ***they became who they are because of their past,*** and they choose to just be the villain, a bad person, a grim and unfavorable one, they do things that is so wrong to the eyes of many yet I understand them because this is their way on trying to masked up their painful and tragic past, they don't want to be look up for or anything, they just don't want to people look at them pity full.
**In a movie Megamind**
I'm so fond of this animated movie, it focus on the stories of the villain, if you never watch this movie before then skip this bevause I will spoil some good parts of it, hehez,
The movie is about the two infants who became mortal enemies, one is metro man and one is megamind, metro man has always been the great one, the good one, the substantial and prominent one than megamind who is consider as a losser, poor and always been the villain in the story, no until their story flip, the villain Megamind win over the Hero metroman. Megamind rule the city without the presence of metro man, but turns out Megamind got so bored without metroman to fought to, so he create another hero just to be on track again but turn out it became the villain and Megamind became the hero, its funny how story would just flip like that... Anywyas no more spoilers let's go to the morals
Villains are also once have a kind heart, they are also people who can feel different emotions, they might be consider as the bad guys, they may act so worst because of their bad intentions but they are also people too. They are once the person with hope but it all shuttered because of something, and the only way for them to masked this is to became the villain, to seek revenge, but not all villains are always been this bad, theres still who choose this because they it's the only way to escape the sad reality of their life.
***Remember that good trumps evil***, even in the most depth of darkness there's still light of kindness that still their, and need some force to find this one,
Let's try to put our shoes into the lives of the villain, of couse we humans just easily judge those villains because of their bad intentions but we never look at the other perspective, the reason why they do it.
So if you will ask me why I'm more fond of villains than heroes, I would simply answer, ***I'm fond of them because they are unique, yes their intention is bad yet I love how they confidently show their edges, I like how they are more complex and real than the main hero who always just show the good side,*** but yeah not all villains are worth cheering for haha it depends on their reasons of course I will not just cheer for them because they are villain but I wanted to know the story behind them.
**But always remember not all villains is worth cheering for. I don't know ha its just all based on. My opinions on movies and stories I read and watch but in reality hahaha villains and hero sucks just wanna be a normal and neutral citizen haha kidding.**
lead image source:
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/488288784572315206/
Image source:
https://www.peakpx.com/en/search?q=megamind
https://www.curriculumnacional.cl/link/http:/hotcore.info/babki/hamlet-villain-quotes.html
https://www.idlehearts.com/2583211/the-villain-of-any-story-is-often-the-most-compelling-character
That's it for today everyone, I wrote this one after having a battle to the villain in my life haha and it's sleep, I'm so sleepy but I need to fought this one because I had a lot of stuffs to do haha but yeah as what a lazy person do I will let this villain wins over me since its weekend hahaha I'm so sleepy guys haha so yeah have goodnight sleep everyone, it's still early yet I just wanna lay down and go to my deep slumber haha, stay hydrated and enjoy☺️
Laughing inside to my answers
So I was so bored even I have a lot of things to do specially about acad works and some personal responsibility, yet I was just taking time scrolling, reading, and leave comments in articles, then an article got my interest and it was like... Okay stop na sa pang english sky haha
So ayun na nga eto na po ang mga sagot sa iyong katanungan sister @Micontingsabit haha well siya po talaga laging entertaining yung mga sinusulat haha aliw na aliw ako sa mga topics mo sis as in talagang nakukuha mo attention ko haha,
So let's go na nga to answer her questions, anyways read niyo po yung kanya https://read.cash/@Micontingsabit/tagalog-thursdays-ito-o-eto-154851aa haha entertaining yan mag answer si sister micon haha
So let's G na to make sagot to this tanongs haha ang konyo charizz
**GANDA OR TALINO?**
Well is this even a question pa ba haha syempre ganda haha walang wala na utak ko jusko pero ang mahalaga maganda haha kidding aside talino talaga pero di kasi ako matalino, sana gets nyo haha pero I'm confident to say that I'm beautiful inside and out, haha kahit laman loib ko maganda hahha oh ayan I'm being narcissistic again hahaahh basta di ako matalino haha
Pero in a serious manner I choose matalino talaga, even my dumbest self still have that bit of katalinuhan haha kahit papano, because living in this world requires brain with knowledge not just puro ganda but we also need brain but not emptied brain hahaha chariz wala namn bobo sa mundo yun lang masasabi ko haha.
**TAHIMIK OR MAINGAY?**
It depends on my mood, sometimes I really just want to have a peaceful life or even just a day, but minsan ang hirap din na puro katahimikan lang parang I'm so irritated to a deafening silence so minsan gusto ko din na maingay haha wag lang madasyado mabili ako mairita haha.
**ASO OR PUSA?**
I'm not fond of pets really, wala sa choices haha bawal ako pareho neto mag alaga, because of health issues also hate talaga ni mama mag alaga kami ng pets like these even they are so cute haha but I once had a pet fish haha, also a turtle.
**SIPAG OR TIYAGA?**
Sipag lang di ako matyaga eh haha pag tinamad na ko wala na as in matagal ulit bumalik kasipagan di kasi ako matiyaga hahah I easily lost interest on things haha that's my downside but yeah wala na ko magagawa dun
**MALIIT OR MALAKI?**
HAHAHAHAHA ano ba tinutukoy dito madam hahahaha natatawa nanaman ako pero ano bet ko kasi yung malaki hahahha malaki yung puso chourr ayoko mag heart talks dito pero maliit mas maganda kasi mas challenging if it came from small thing and we turn it into a big one.
****BONUS TANONG****
**ANONG MAS MAHIRAP MAGPATABA OR MAGPAPAYAT**
- magpapayat chariz ampayat ko na nga haha
**WALANG TULOG OR WALANG KAIN**
- walang tulog haha keribels ko pa ang walang tulog kesa sa walang kain haha nakakagutom mabuhay kaya haha
**MAWALANG NG INTERNET OR MAWALAN NG PHONE**
- mawalang ng internet, haha ayoko mawalan ng phone di ko keri ang buhay kapag nakatulala lang haha kahit walang net basta may games sa phone and may mga babasahin haha
**MAULAN O MAARAW?**
- maulan haha I love wet rainy days, nakakapag pakalma lang talaga ang cold weather sarap magcuddle pero sa unan haha
**DI KA MAHAL OR DI MO MAHAL?**
- di ako mahal syempre, mas masaya magmahal kapag nasasaktan haha chariz masokista ko and I know my limits and boundaries when it comes to this pero gusto ko talaga yung di ako mahal haha para challenging.
**MAYAMAN PERO MALUNGKOT AND BUHAY O MAHIRAP PERO MASAYA KA SA BUHAY**
- mayaman kahit di masaya haha duhh okay lang mag mukmuk at mag drama pamunas dollar bills haha chariizz pero okay lang mayaman kahit malungkot haha
****English questions pero tagalong ang sagot, Game!****
**BIG WEDDING OR SMALL ONE?**
- no plans for marrying haha, just want to be a rich tita near future haha
**TO LIVE IN THE CITY OR PROVINCE?**
- province, I just want a peaceful life far away from civilization haha
**HAVE WORLD PEACE OR STOP WORLD HUNGER**
- world peace
**ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE OR ALIEN INVASION**
- zombie pa din haha hahanapin ko si crush kakagatin ko charr hahah
**WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACT LENSES?**
- glasses haha I'm wearing it already
**GO OUT TO BREAKFAST OR DINNER?**
- dinner hehez bihira ko mag breakfast haha late na minsna gising eh
**WITCHES OR DWARFS?**
- witches hahha may crush ako na witch from the movie di ko na maalala kung anong title basta ampretty nya haha
****Bonus questions again!****
**GOLD OR SILVER?**
- silver
**KNOW MARTIAL ART OR HOLD A GUN?**
- martial arts
**TO EAT FRUITS OR VEGETABLES?**
- nor to this two
**ROLLER COASTER OR FERRIS WHEEL?**
- roller coaster
**VAMPIRES OR WAREWOLVES?**
- vampires
**GO SKY DIVING OR BUNGEE JUMPING**
- afraid of heights so none of these two
**K-SERIES OR ANIME**
- K-series forever hahaha
Lead image source:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ0_3rtRjjvlQmGZVaG44Ng
grabe aliw ako magsagot dito sis salamat @Micontingsabit nag enjoy ako haha anyways goodmorning everyone have a great Saturday to all, stay hydrated and enjoy your day☺️
Tragedy into Comedy
**Enduring a never ending complication, difficulty, and issue in life is one of a great valorous and valiant act human being can do.**
I know that each one of us are trying hard or endeavoring oneself just to be alive and survive for a day, yet we barely see that they struggling and scuffling in their every day life, you know the reason why?
Because they don't want to put more squabbles and conflict through their minds, so even they are struggling and being problamtic inside, or maybe they feel sorrow and mourning yet they tend to masked it up and turn their tragedy into a comedy or an entertainment that can somehow ease their feeling toward the reality of life and what they are experiencing right now.
***Are you one of us? Those people who's good turning their tragedy into a comedy,*** they love it because they see themselves better to be that way, they does it to lessen the worries and pain cause by something or someone, they just try to amusing and entertaining themselves , they did it just to get away themselves to the possibilities of the ugly truth and the pain of reality they are undergoing.
I does this thing often specially when I feel so stress toward something like a difficult academic examination in school, even though I study and work myself out just to understand and get a good marks on that exam, still it makes me so disappointed when I got a low score after knowing what I have been through just to passed that exam,
After I get that not so good marks, I tend to make it into comedy, like I roamed around with my bestfriend, and just be proud of our scores like we really did great yet sometimes when I get failed or a legit zero hahaha I experience this getting one and that's makes me so feel like a moron, and an idiot after that I just make that zero score written by my professor into a drawing 😹
I scribble and scribble until it looks like a dragon egg, a sunflower, a face of my seat mate etc... Hahaha then I laugh out loud on my ridiculous stuff haha that's somehow relieve and ease my disappointments towards myself, and just forget it and go for another day and make sure I get a better one haha...
Even failing into interviews hahaha actually my cousin failed his interview on getting his job, he just goes to our house and just slumped himself beside me who's busy watching movie then he just heave a deep sigh just for me to look at him with a confusion then he just rant and so down about failing his interview then I just make weird faces to him question him what questions asked by the interviewers, then after that I mimicked the question and make weird faces that makes him laugh hahaha I know I look so stupid yet I'm relieved to see him somehow smile and laugh after that incident.
You see if we could just ***turn it into a comedy even a tragic scenario makes us somehow relieved yet we should also be aware and be understanding not everyone gets this way of consoling oneself sometimes some pains and incidents cannot be surpress by any comedic or other way to make oneself get away from that,***
We have different ways how to cope up with pains and bad incidents, yet sometimes it okay to perceived and suffer through pain, it's okay to sometimes numbed ourselves in pain we feel, that's somehow helps us to cope up and be used to the pain like we are so fed up and just don't want to do anything just to feel it and wait for ourself to feel well again, and feeling the pain makes us humane.
That's it for today my dears hehez have a great Friday my dear ones, happy Friday haha I'm so thirsty when I woke up this morning haha I don't know why but yeah I just drink to my tumbler and amazingly I consumed all of it in one drink hahaha I'm so amazed because I'm not fond of drinking water hahaha I'm no healthy person yet I want you to all to saty hydrated as always, and enjoy your day everyone and have a long happy weekend since its holiday today🤗
Image source:
https://quotefancy.com/quote/797942/Eckhart-Tolle-Tragedy-turns-into-comedy-when-you-watch-your-own-drama-and-realizing-it-as
https://quotesgram.com/inspirational-quotes-no-drama/
lead image source:
https://www.insideworldfootball.com/2016/11/17/matt-scott-infantino-turns-greek-tragedy-global-governance-comedy/
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A while last forever
The cold waves of water dumped your bare feet as you stand near the seaside, where you found yourself starting to be hooked and absorbed by the scent of the ocean that continuously lingering through your nostrils,
You embraced yourself as the chilly cold breeze hits your pale skin, you wear the hoodie that is so sentimental to you, you smell the scent of it the wonderful and so ecstatic familiar smell that you will never get tired of inhaling.
Wearing this with a smile creep on your face as you remember the owner of this piece of clothes who envelopes your body, you remember his smile, his face that looks so angelic yet so annoying, you laugh at yourself because of the sudden crossed of his idiotic make face in your mind,
You found yourself reminiscing the wave of memories of your first great legendary love story to this one person who’s you gave your all and everything, and you never regrated the fact that you love that person, your sunshine to the darkest days, your umbrella to a rainy day, your jacket in a coldest day, your blue sky to who makes you relieved after a long tiring day,
You started to go back to the first meet ups, the awkward and silly moments with him, and the sweetest and romantic part you enjoyed being with him, it feels that everything that happen within those days makes you feel so nostalgic like all of those happen like yesterday…
You smile as you started to remember the moment of him kneeling in front of you asking you to be with him for this lifetime, and you smile because this place where you are now near the sea is the same place where you make him stand and answer his question not with a “yes” but you sealed it with a passionate kiss, like the waves are starting to go with the rhythm of your lips together without putting any spcaes between, closing the gap between you and him, you smiled as you remember that day you decided to be with him, you are engaged and this ocean and sand under the dim light of moon in the witness of the love between you and him,
And now, you are here waiting for a person that made you whole again, you still wearing the gown under the hoodie you are wearing because your wedding is done a while a go and you just go to the sea to breath a fresh air, because you always love the ocean, you always both love it,
You suddenly heard a voice calling you ***“hon”***
You smile and look at the direction where that voice came from ***“just a little bit more hon, just breathing a fresh air, go talk to the guests in the reception.”*** you smilingly said to him and he understand obeyed you.
You now sit and a tear started to run down to your face while you smile…
*“Hey munchkin, I’m already married hehe… I know I never visited this place since for a long time since that day happen, I never had the courage or the will to go here, hey I missed you so much, God knows how I just want to go with you that day, I want to also follow you, but I know you will never be that happy if I did that… it so hard without your presence in this harsh world, if only you just here… remember this place munchkin? Hehe… I know you do, even I, I don’t want to even forget this lovely special place for us, this is our safe heaven you said… you really love the ocean… so I started to love it… we both love it…* ***I love the ocean not until it took you away from me****, If I’m here that time, if I know that… that day you will leaved me for good, your death of drowning to this sea makes me go craze, I don’t know what to do… but that’s it munchkin, I know this lifetime is so harsh for us yet I want to meet you for the other lifetime and continue our story… I missed you… I loved you… I’m fine now don’t worry about me, the man I married is great and loved me, yet there’s no love I couldn’t compare to the love that we have…* ***see you at the next lifetime…****”* your tears shed continuously as you stand and started to walk and go to the reception where your husband is waiting …
You smiled to the thought that finally letting go your greatest love and hoping to wait for another lifetime to meet him again
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https://www.betterbeachrentals.com/post/10-reasons-the-beach-is-the-perfect-place-for-a-romantic-getaway/
https://unsplash.com/s/photos/romantic-night
https://www.teahub.io/viewwp/ibiwbRo_woman-girl-water-person-sea-ocean-sunset-beach/
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https://coolwallpapers.me/5245702-hands-sun-heart-sunset-light-sunrise-silhouette-romance-couple-hearthands-together-orange-dark-night.html
**Hey skies hahhaa so happy ending haha, at least she can now breath and let go to the person haha kidding I’m too heartless at that part, did you enjoy reading? Hahha hope you enjoy hehez anyways happy Thursday everyone good morning**.
Before I end this I want to start a wonderful morning with a big cresent smile on my face, I would like to share a toast for my dear friend @Bloghound for the renewal, Thank you so much po😊
Don't Forget the yellow light
***In this world that seems so going on so fast, we are told by the society to be fast and fast, like we always need to be in a green light or a go signal, it has always been like that but for what? Is there a time frame on success?***
*You want a great job? Go get that*
*You want a successful life? Go grab it*
*You want a peaceful and relaxing life? Then go chased it*
*At you age you need to have a husband, a good job, a great life, and a financial stability...*
You see, Society set us the standard that we should be successful by this age and like that and this etc... Whatever,
But we need to always put in mind that **there's no time frame for success**, just take it slow find a yellow light that will signal you to take it slow, to don't push yourself too much that you will realized it's not yourself anymore, prevent yourself from being the person who's not you because of the society standards, **it's your body, your life and no one can decide what you will do or what will be the future ahead that's waiting for you,**
***Take your time to enjoy and experience things, step by steps, take a little steps, a baby steps will do.***
Don't be so tense on what's happening ln your surroundings, we have our own different time line, maybe for others they have it early but for you it takes a lot for you to have it, just go at ease for a little bit, **don't rush things up, it takes time, work and determination for us to be in triumph,**
**Take things slowly but surely**, take time to live this life a happy one not on force one, slow down mate, don't rush things, growth can't be done in just a little time, now enjoy your life with your quiet down time doing stuffs you love, relax.
**Rushing things might screw things up, just take it slowly**, I myself admit that i tend to rush things because I want to be productive as I can, I want to finish number of things in a short span of time, but sometimes and it stress myself out. Now I realized to just lessen my stress and do things slowly, give time to ease myself, I'm now contemplate what should I do and don't from my pending list of stuffs to do, try to manage time and don't rush things up.
Images sources:
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/91690542399084202/
http://www.picturequotes.com/dont-try-to-rush-things-that-need-time-to-grow-quote-39469
https://weheartit.com/entry/346259184
https://quotesgram.com/quotes-about-taking-life-slow/
Lead image source:
https://www.motivateamazebegreat.com/2018/02/famous-quotes-about-success-and-hard-work.html
Good morning to all my dears, Happy Wednesday, I just wrote this before class hehez gonna go to my online class after this one, I'll be back but maybe I will be busy today seems like I feel that there's a lot of activities coming again haha I pray that it easy to deal with. Anyways have a great day everyone, stay hydrated☺️
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Well being check!
Still weary, and exhauted from all the occurrence and circumstances on this long voyage and expedition of life? Having another set of difficulty and trouble even you still not finish survivng the past troubles and problens then there's another again to come?
Life is so tiring isn't? There's a lot of things we should always focus for, we must workhard for every single day that we are existing and breathing on this earth, feel so weak after a long tiring day yet there's another again for tomorrow.
I'm so tired of thinking for tomorrow's maybe I just focus on present I don't wanna stress myself out,
Okay let's go the topic that's just a random life rant because of this exhausting day, yes it's just Tuesday but the activities and responsibilities are too much, I hate school and online classes so much haha that I will never scared of saying because that's the truth ahhk but for the sake of my future well here I am still trying to survive again for another day of being in a hell hahaha kidding but yeah we call it sometimes hell week when there's a lot of requirements and academic papers to be passed by that week.
So let's go, as you can see the title is well being check
***I'm your Doc Sky for tonight haha kidding woah it's so cute Doc sky haha this is me being so narcissistic again haha***
**Well being check!!**
*How's everyone doing?*
Gonna put this image so you can check yourself haha `self service muna tayo today busy pa si doc haha`
Okay let's do this one at a time let me be your health council for the day haha kidding I'm not good at that...
Again... *Let's use an icons or emoji to describe how are you feeling this week,*
🙂- not so good not so bad, just existing
😭- really just having a hard time
😵- exhausted
😍- love love love
🤐- just want to shut off everyone
😎- I'm cool I guess
😲- brain emptied
🤗- great and excited
😒- bored af
🐛- fine and healthy
Hahaha this just so random of me guys just ignore this if you want, I'm so bored yet I still have a lot of pending activities but still I'm bored and doesnt have a will to start those activities, this 2nd semester is really getting the hell out of me haha, I'm to absorbed to my reading well it's not about academic but wattpad haha I feel like a zombie because of my eyebags haha, anyways enjoy everyone this is just so random.
Stay hydrated and enjoy your night haha!
Ps. I used caterpillar emoji as fine and healthy because it's so cute and look so fine and because she's green so she looks healthy haha my idiotic personality is enveloping my normal self again haha...
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https://loveandlifetoolbox.com/3-key-questions-for-your-well-being-check-up/
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https://idontmind.com/journal/just-checking-in-ten-minutes-ten-questions
Have a good night to all🤗
@MidnightSky
