@MidnightSky 10 March 2022

Somebody that I miss *Those eye smile that so genuine and makes me just want to stare at those forever,* *Those chuckles of yours that feels like lullaby to my ears, I want to listen 24/7,* *I miss your sweet smile,* *I miss your innocent and pure, scarless heart,* *I miss how you lively go to everyone and talk about how your day was, like in every each day there's something amazing happen, and you never waste any moment to go and talk about it,* *Those days that you are so excited on things you are so curious and want to feed your curiosity so you want to try that thing,* *I miss how you act like a kiddo who throws tantrums when doesn't get what she wants, people think you look stuoid but for me it's such an adorable one haha,* *I miss the way you just let yourself go with the flow, you let yourself go freely,* *I miss you...* *I miss you so much...* ***I miss you so so damn much SELF...***

So this me just longing for my own self, I miss how I enjoy things so freely, because these past few days just make feel so down bad, I feel like exhausted, I feel like this is not me, I feel there's another person just posses my happy self,

I know I feel like this because of a lot of stress and overthinking every single night, it just hunt me in my sleep and I just miss myself that is so happy go lucky, so free and liverated, so courageous and just so fine and stress free, I just miss my kid version of me, I miss the old. E, I miss the younger me,

It just so sad that we need to go through this catastrophic journey of life, where we experience a lot of pains, agony, torments, heartaches and troubles in life, but all of this feeling and experienced makes us dominant in life, makes us tougher than before, makes us the new better version of ourselves, Yes we often missed the old version of us that's really give us unforgettable happiness of youth, and that's the one thing we need to treasured. I know this life wounded our soul, injured our self, bruised our beart, damage the innocent and pure embodiment yet we always need to remember that all of this happen for a reason, all of the sacrifices will be worth it,

Taylor swift was right, I'd like to be my old self again but I still can't findit and I'm trying everybsing day, I wish one day I will find it again and I know that day will come and I would be so proud. Just one day we will look back and reminince our old self and we would be grateful that, that version of you ones give you the best, simple and free life,

Life sometimes is so cold-blooded and cruel one, yet we just need to be tough not just for our present self but to our old self, because that old you is still there, and she is still waiting for you to be happy again, to be back again but in a more stronger version, she's so proud of you and always be. That's it my skies, I just wrote this one because for motivation purposes, I'm just so weary and tired, just want to have rest but yeah this is just me being lazy again so I need to work myself off so have some fun everyone, have a great night everyone, happy thursday, stay hydrated and sleepwell✨✨ Lead image source: https://hinditechacademy.com/best-miss-you-status-for-whatsapp/ Image source: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/223420831501529984/ https://quotesgram.com/funny-me-quotes-miss-you/ https://quotesgram.com/i-only-got-my-self-quotes/ https://weheartit.com/entry/125585912 http://www.picturequotes.com/old-self-quotes `To all my lovely readers, sponsors, friends, visitors and to all those people who supports me and continously supposting and motivating me here, a warm gratitude for everyone, thank you very much😎`