@MidnightSky

@MidnightSky 21 February 2022

Outburst of reminisce Scrolling through my phone all day except when I go through my online class this afternoon after that I'm just too lazy to be productive but here I am writing this one, I've nothing in my mind to write so I just scroll down through my social media apps, from my meta account, to, Instagram, then to my favorite application twitter, So I was just scrolling and this post caught my attention Reading this tweet makes me go back to the days and moments where I don't want to ever experience again... Did you ever experienced the feeling of **pretending onto something that maybe someone said to you or made you feel the pain through their words or through their action that made makes you offended and hurt for the same time.** It's really **hard to masked up our pain** specially when you just want to leave the scenario, and the person who cause it. ***Pretending to be okay when you're not is a strong act that not everyone can do, but still if we look at the other angle, we can see that pretending is also the act of weakness,*** **Pretending to be okay is not a good thing,** specially when you really want to just burst out and let those pain and anger unleashed. I had a lot of experience like this, *****Story time!***** *When I was in my shs days I used to be an average student, not good nor bad, just neutral, I don't take school seriously but I also don't let my grades to fall, because I'm afraid of disappointing my parents so yeah...* *So when we have our thesis, I'm so fed up on things that we shoul do so that we can avoid cramming, because that's the most thing I hate, procrastination and cramming, I mean we have given an ample time to do our researh so we need to used it wisely.* *But my groupmates doesn't cooperate even I'm not the leader I think I'm acting one because our leader just want to chill and want to ruah things when the due comes, and I hate it.* *I talk to them and distribute equally all the tasks so that we can just revise after, but day jjst passes some did not do their part and some are just I don't know if they really give effort or just copy paste it from internet, the first time I gave them another extension so that they can fixed it and do it then I finish my part and when I see their works again it still the same and they have a lot of reasons, then I just make it on my own and actually I finished it the day before our defense,* *That night before our defense, I didn't take any sleep or even a nap, then I said what they need to do during our defense, and said to them to underatand our papers and don't just read it. They said okay, and I'm contented to it.* *Not until during our defense, They just read those what are written in our presentation, but the panelist want everyone of us to answer and defend our topic. So yeah we considered as redefense and that's when I burst out and confront them, that's what I'm afraid of to let out my frustration and anger to someone,* *That's the first time I get angry to them, It so hustle to repeat our thesis all over again but yeah after that I apologized and just walk away.* *The next experience I had is when my friend teased me, and I tried to calm down but sometimes it just so over and he already exceed to his limits, and that's in when I say all things I wanted to say to him and I spit words that's inappropriate and judgements about him. And that I admit, I can't control myself when my feelings are already heavy, and counting from one to ten does not effect anymore so I burst out, and feel guilty about it after.* What I want to say is we should be aware to our action, we shouldn't treat everybody as a person who can easily just take your jokes and behavior, not everyone is same with you. Remember your limits and considered everyone. We all have feelings and it has also has its limits. We should know who we're dealing with, we shoul considered feelings of everyone around us because sometimes even they are smiling at you, you don't know how that person feels, maybe for you it's just a joke, maybe for you it's just a normal thing and no big deal, but for someone it is real, and it's a big deal, so we dont just act recklessly. Lead image source : https://weheartit.com/entry/316458412 Thats it. Have a blast on this Monday night everyone, happy to sleep this early because we have online classes again tomorrow ahhh I don't want to study anymore I'm so tired and lazy for it, can we just skip to the good part hahaha kidding, anyways have a great night everyone, goodnight!

@MidnightSky 19 February 2022

A soft hearted one with anger issue on the side *"beep beep beep..."* the alarm disrupt my deep slumber, my hands automatically roamed the table beside me just to try to get my phone and stop that annoying sound, hearing that means another day to go again to my never ending of flipping pages in this never ending book of life... `Let me first flexed to all of you these kind humans who helps and guide me through my journey here in this platform and also to all my readers, sponsors, visitors, friends and commentators, a deep gratitude too all of you` So let's go deep down to the topic here... Ever meet an **individuals that always shows up agitated, techy, impatient, and always get easily irritated even on simple things, like they always road to an indignant act** on things that even in the first place is not a big deal... Because if you never run into that one, then feel free to utter a hello to me, I'm a soft hearted person with an anger issue... *I'm not that kind of person who's always act patience and if I already exceeded that quite short limit of being patient, then I advice that you should be stay away for a mean while because I can't handle my self when that happens, something always triggers my anger towards things and people, even just the buzzing of alarm every morning makes me just want to smack my phone haha, that's why I restrain myself from buying digital alarm clocks because I might just destroy them because of my behavior haha.* *Everything that makes me annoyed in a short time I always forbearance myself from showing my anger issues specially to those people who surrounds me,* *Even my family when I'm in a simple misunderstanding I have this attitude to raised the tone of my voice and I just can't listen and don't want to accept any explanation on them, it just getting settled when I already tried to compose myself and to feel at ease then I'm ready to listen and accept my mistakes and deal with so that misunderstanding will get fixed.* *Even with I'm in our circle, even my closest one makes me annoyed if they already did something that could precipitate my anger and just burst out and say words that I shouldn't say in the first place,* *Even in the times like that, my soft hearted part is never been gone there are just times that it will just concealed by my anger, and to be admitted I can't restrain myself from you saying painful things to people, sometimes I'm trying to count numbers in my mind to calm myself but it's not really effective sometimes and the* ***feeling just needed to be released like thunders.*** ***You see everyone, every humans have different limits on every situation that we are dealing off, some of us could really just explode in a matter of a short period of time, and some can handle it for how longer they can, but we all have thag certain limits that if it exceeded then all feelings and actions are needed to be released to something or someone, ever heard of the stories in wattpads that when the lead man is so angry they smack or punch the wall?, that's really one of their ways to restrain themselves from hurting the people they love even those people caused so much pain to them.*** Images sources: https://www.thehealthy.com/mental-health/anger-management/ https://healthysenseofself.com/anger-issues-block-hysos/amp/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/426153183496275165/ lean image source: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/658229301784295281/ That's it for now guys, have a nice day to all, enjoy and stay hydrated, this Sunday should be a rest day for everyone, rest and have time for yourself and also to bond with your family and friends, Happy sunday to all enjoy!

@MidnightSky 19 February 2022

Badly wanted it but Mom say "NO" Are you still leaving in the same roof with your parents? Most of the time even at the age of 20s you still living with your parents, and there's a lot of taboo or forbidden stuffs we should follow, like we still treated by them like a child haha Asian will always be Asian haha I don't know but it's okay because even we are still old or even we are in our 30s or 40s, even we are married or not, have our own children or not, whatever your age, wherever you are, your parents will still be your parents, in their eyes you are still their baby and no one can change that, `Before I continue this let me just flexed my amazing and lovely sponsors, kindly check their masterpiece, they are great and very entertaining🙌😊` There's a lot of things I want but my mom said no and if I ask my father he would say to ask permission to my mom and that's it I still get a no hahaha **As in there's a lot and I will just give few hahaha like** **Having a tattoo** *Even just a simple small little tattoo, my mom would strictly says no to it, she hates making our skin looks dirty like she just said that your skin is great why would you want to have it vandalized haha I laugh at her statement, she would just always nags me every time I kept on insisting to have a tattoo and asking for her permission, and when she's so done with my annoying rituals of maker her say yes, she would just swept me off and said that I should ask my father, then when I go to my father she would just say that ask mom, like what should I do to the both of you haha so that's it no tattoos for me haha.* Having a motorcycle *This is so the one thing I want now because I'm so done with the traffics and the hussle of commuting every single time that I have somewhere to go, but for my mom's eyes motorcycles means accidents, I agree but I still want that, even my dad is agree with me but still need for mom's final word so yeah I end up just biking and sometimes skating haha.* Staying Overnight *This is one of my challenging moments when I'm asking for permission for staying for a night in my friends house, of course they have nothing to do just to nag me when I didn't asked for their permission and just stay at my friends house for a night haha, I just go home in the morning and there's Arma lite waiting haha my parents mouth hahaha, I'm always used to their nagging haha, it's always been my highlight of the day, sometimes I just scape without them knowing and just call them at night time for sure they will let me because they don't want me to commute at that late time.* Go on a staycation with friends *I badly want this a staycation hehez actually we are planning but we are finding a schedule that all of us in our circle are free, but even thoigh it's a big no for my mom and dad to this idea yet I will still try to convince them no matter what haha, my friend asked us to go to their province and have a staycation there but yeah the big villain in this story is parents hahaha safety as always haha "tyaka ka na mag gagala kapag kaya mo na sarili mo" hahaha lines and bars I always hear hahaha.* That's it guys hahhaa Asian will always be Asian hahha so I will do all of this if I have my own place to stay, haha I'm free on all of this that's the only decision my parents wants me to do, if I can be independent on my own then feel free to do all of this just don't do bad things tbat I will regret later on, haha I'm still thankful and grateful for my parents even they are strict sometimes, still I can see myself growing as a better person because of the way they shaped me as a person hehez. Lead image source: https://youaremom.com/parenting/dont-be-afraid-to-say-no-to-your-child/?amp=1 Image sources: https://imgflip.com/i/3iflh4 https://youaremom.com/parenting/dont-be-afraid-to-say-no-to-your-child/?amp=1 https://www.wikihow.com/Get-Your-Mom-to-Let-You-Hang-Out-with-a-Friend-She-Doesn%27t-Approve-of?amp=1 https://www.oprahdaily.com/beauty/skin-makeup/a28789073/should-i-get-a-tattoo/ Anyways Happy weekend to all! How's your weekend so far, February is almost done ahh time flies so fast oh my ahhhh so excited for summer. Anyways enjoy everyone have a nice Saturday to all, stay hydrated and enjoy😎

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@MidnightSky 18 February 2022

Meet the Sky Do you love skies? Are you mesmerized by its wonderful and breath-taking view? Did you also feel relaxed while looking at it and feel at ease somehow after a long stressful day at work or at school? If you do then same hahahaha just kidding… Never mind my introduction so I was just reading some articles of people here and I so overwhelm reading one the article of @Ling01 , if you also want to read it then heres the link, it’s fun to answer some question that talks about yourself isn’t it hahaha so I just get this question from her haha and I want to try answering this because to be admit I don’t really have a topic to write so I just try this one… ***So, let’s go meet the sky… hehez*** Tell me about yourself *I’m just a nobody hahaha kidding to be honest I’m just a simple citizen who loves to just chill about life but life is so harsh that there’s uncertainties that really testing my patient, I’m just a 2nd year engineering student who hate school but still forcing herself to pursue this degree, I’m a person who’s so done at School and just want to lay down and watch movies all day, I’m also the type of person who’s an open book, I can be an open book to anyone but depends on our level of closeness, I can be introvert human sometimes depends on who am I with. I’m loud and crazy person when I’m with people I’m comfortable with, but so quite like you will not notice my presence when I’m with people who I don’t want, and I have no interest to talk with them.* What do you want to be when you were a kid? *When I was such a young naïve kid, I want to be a neuro surgeon or maybe a gynecologist its either of the two, I’m just a sick kid always when I was young, we used to go to hospitals and confined me there because of my asthma attacks and nonstop fever, in short (sakitin talaga ko) haha I often see a doctor so I dream to be one of them someday, but life happens so here I am pursuing what I don’t really want but still trying to excel in this course, but if you ask me this question that is not literally about dreams, then little midnight sky would answer you that she want to be a villain on movies and cartoon, I don’t but I really love villain people back then until now, there’s something to them that I didn’t see in those main heroes, and that’s get my interest (maybe I should wrote another article for that hehez )* What always calms you down when you’re really stressed out and upset? *Just a cup of coffee yet sometimes if it’s not working, I will vent out all this stress to one person and that’s my best friend hahha she can really calm me down after all, of course sometimes my parents can but I’m not comfortable on sharing all my stress and problems to my parents. So, I just go to have a coffee and rant to my bestie since she’s one call away hehez love her so much.* Are you a spender or a saver? *Of course, it depends on hahaha, if I have money then I’m a spender of things that actually I don’t need, I just bought it for my own satisfaction and happiness hahha and be saver if I have something important to buy so I save my allowance for it.* Do you like calling or texting? *Calling hahaha, I preferred it than texting, I’m too lazy to check my messages and emails sometimes and texting bores me so I prefer calling because less hassle and I can explain or express my thoughts easily just by saying it.* Now that’s it hahaha thank you so much for those who read this, and thank you for that idea sis @Ling01 hehez atleast I had enjoy answering this question of yours… `Let me just flexed this amazing sponsor of mine, always be thankful to them, kindly check them, they are great😊` Lead image source: https://www.reverbnation.com/underneaththemidnightsky Anyways have a great day everyone, hope you are all doing great, happy Friday and please spend your day great and with a smile on your faces, stay hydrated and enjoy!

@MidnightSky 17 February 2022

She keeps me feel alive *In my eyes, everything you does is beautiful, even just by simply smiling or walking with your earphones on in the corridor of our school,* *The first time I set my eyes on you, I’m so curios that I think for you the whole day and try to look for you the other day,* *To be honest I was upset and disappointed that I don’t see you that day, yet it’s all gone when I was surprised to see you in my next class, woah you are a transferee here,* *What a coincidence that my chair beside me is vacant, you just sit and put your earphones on, until our professor came, you just sleeping that time and I have no choice but to tap your shoulder because you are wearing your earphones and not aware on surroundings, you were shocked at my gesture but still smile,* *Our professor just leaves us an activity and I’m waiting for you introduce yourself in class, but you don’t and that I have the urge to ask about your name, I asked for it but it seems like you doesn’t hear me, you just look at me and just lay down again, now I can’t see your face anymore because you are laying your head down not facing my side,* *I wait for you after class, but I see you going at the library and I follow you there, and I found myself watching you again sleeping at the library, how come you sleep and sleep what a sleepy woman you are,* *Now I’m still here watching you from a far you don’t fond on making friends don’t you, you just love to be accompanied by yourself,* *I always follow you wherever you go, I don’t know why but I just have something in me that makes me want to see you always,* *I don’t know this misery that I feel but it is strong and I’m still finding myself a reason why,* *Now I see your afterschool and your go to the flower shop, woah a yellow tulip, it’s my favorite, how come you bought this and for whom, but little by little while following you I found myself in a cemetery, this gives me creep because sun is almost going down, and yet you are here, and I was shocked to see who’s the person you visit here…* *I hear you speaks…* ***"Hey there, my love, it’s been what? Almost 3 years since I last saw you, you left me hanging, you said you will wait for me, you said you will fight, you just don’t give me a chance to even just say good bye to you personally, how come you are such still full of surprises even in my own birthday you surprised me with your death, that’s make me stop celebrating my birthday since that day my love… its my birthday today my love, and this is the day that I have the strength to visit you, I force myself but this is still really pains me to not see you being with me… I know some promises is left unfulfilled but yet the promise to study on the same school you are in is already fulfilled but the thing is you don’t go there anymore, I go with the same class you take love, and I don’t want to just listen to your professors haha you know me… now I missed you so much, sometimes I feel like you are seating beside me, I just sleep always because in my dreams I still see you and feel like you still with me, I kept on making my dreams a reality because of one reason and its you, I missed you and I love you, maybe for now I’m still yearning for you just give me more time my love and I will let you go, just a little more time…”*** *Why do I feel like this hearing her just makes me cry , how come I just know this, how come I didn’t remember her, I’m just a ghost, a lost soul and that’s the reason why I’m still here, now that I know this, is that the reason why I always find myself following you , I’m so sorry my love, I’m sorry that I left so early and not fulfill the promises that we made, please be happy now I don’t want to see you being like this, I’m happy that I once love by a person like you, but please let go my love I don’t want to be burden by you, let go and be happy,* *I still hug her even do I know she won’t feel it, I love you so much and I’m sorry, I want you to be happy please be happy for me my love…* *The end* And they live happily ever after but in another parallel word hahaha just kidding, hello everyone, how was you day? I hope you are all enjoying it, even in our busy days lets put some smile ha, enjoy everyone, have a nice day and stay hydrated as always. 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@MidnightSky 16 February 2022

It's Okay To I noticed these days everyone seems like exhausted than they really are, feels like they trying their best just to survived for a day, even we know that we are so worn out like we don't feel like we are living but just existing and just seizing the day. This not just some motivational or inspiring post but I just want to tell you all that it's okay it's okay to not be okay, sometimes there are days that we feel like nothing is going on right on our way and it's okay... ****It's okay to...**** ****Take a break**** *It's okay to rest or to halt for a mean time, our body and mind is our asset and giving breaks even for just a while is what we really need, we just know that we are so burn out for all the happenings and everyrhing around us, sometimes it's okay to have a little halt and to rest ourselves. Don't put too much pressure on yourself if you are worn lut and tired remember that we are just humans, and humans have limitation we get tired so we need a rest and a break from our world, maybe enjoy a peaceful sleep, or a nap, or just take a sip of coffee or what ever that will relieve yourself do it.* ****Cry**** *This is what I tell always in some of my articles, just cry if you want to and you are feeling to, don't hold back your tears because it might just fed you into a deep sorrow that in anytime you just might burst out, so if you feel like crying then go let it all out, release those sadness, sorrow, and weights you are feeling, just cry until you feel okay again, don't be embarrassed and don't hide those tears, swear that crying is the one of the best way to release those burden feeling we have in ourselves.* ****Not feel okay**** *Not everytime we are on the highs of our life sometimes there are days that we will experience on our lowest and we don't have a choice but to deal with it until we begun to rise up again, it's okay to not be okay sometimes, we just need to feel that we are also human, we are fragile, yet we are strong, it's ironic isn't it? Those people who looks so strong in the outside is the one who are so fragile in the inside, and it's normal, sometime we just need to ridealong the waves of our journey and feeling not okay is part of it, maybewe should just find ways to go with the flow.* ****Cut toxic connections**** *Unfriend, block or unfollow what ever you fewl like when you know that this peraon wouldn't helo you to grow or doesn't have anything to do with your life just full of toxicity then cut it as early as you can, people will say but it's non of their business unless you are no longer connected to toxic environment or tocic people, yet sometimes you feel like we ourselves are the own toxic one then we need to xut those toxicity that we did and let go from all of it, those people and things that we let go are no longer part of our present, they are juat memories from the past and never ever regret on letting them go, it's okay to cut toxicity on our system and surroundings.* ****Say "No"**** *This is what I tell you a number of times, that saying no is okay and don't blame yourself and guilt trip yourself for not giving them a favor, sometimes saying no is the start of something that will help you, it's okay to be a helping hand but don't be always act one because people might take you for granted, show kindness to those who deserves it.* I know I said some of this in my recent article but seems like me myself barely need this right now, I feel like this reality exhaust me and it really makes me feel empty sometimes, this not just a common rants but yeah I feel like I need to vent out some of my frustration in this present happenings, nah or maybe I just wrote in on my diary instead hehez Images sources: https://thriveglobal.com/stories/how-to-say-no-in-a-world-that-demands-your-yes/ https://www.reddit.com/r/heartbreak/comments/cf3mfc/its_okay_to_cry/ https://lifefalcon.com/how-to-cut-toxic-people-out-of-your-life-for-good/ https://lifefalcon.com/how-to-cut-toxic-people-out-of-your-life-for-good/ https://barrister-suites.com/2016/07/are-you-taking-the-breaks-you-need-at-work/ Lead Image source: https://www.redbubble.com/i/art-print/Its-Okay-not-to-be-Okay-by-AllyShop/53666171.1G4ZT **That's it by the way have a great mornibg everyone, let's begin our day with smile on our faces happy Wednesday everyone and stay hydrated. Enjoy!**

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@MidnightSky 15 February 2022

Good MOURNing What a stressful morning I had today, waking up late and remember that I have online morning class yet I'm still sleepy but our prof is strict and he gave a lot of activities so I don't have a choice to just do it and force myself to go on for this day Just like this qoutes, this is what I really feel right now, like I just don't want to move but I need to haha very emotional of me indeed or I'm just too lazy hehez, Hahah or maybe this is the reason why I kept tiring myself on thinking what to do's and anything because really there's a lot in my plate not just about my academic stuffs but also in my personal life, I still lot of things to do, but as a normal person would do, let me just rant first haha 😹 This picture literally looks like my situation earlier this morning haha I feel lazy to the point that I just want to lay down all day and do nothing just stare at the ceiling and wait for my deep slumber, You know the feeling when you just woke up from the wrong side of bed? Hey not literally ha hahaha but you just woke up and doesn't have a will to even start your day, like going up from the bed is so tiring and can make you feel nauseous hahaha don't over react its just you just need to rest for a while, Maybe this my one of the days where I just want to sleep and sleep because I feel that I drained so much of my energy, like really there is nothing left but just the energy to rant haha kidding But anyways Valentines happens yesterday yet still show some love for yourself, fixed it and prioritize it, woah coming from me who's really looks like an exhausted zombie haha kidding I'm planning to have a date with myself this weekend if I finish all my pending activities but it seems like a never ending one, second semester is really making us exhausted, arghh I don't want to study anymore, i just want to just sleep and sleep all day and wait for miracle haha just kidding. Now this just a random rant for my day I don't really have any idea or topics to write, I'm gonna be busy for a while but I still try to write and be active here haha, So again what's up with you guys? Seems valentines doesn't leave you for a while ha I see a lot of lovers still celebrating, now that's the proof that everyday can be valentines day, *Spread love every single day my dears no matter what, love is not just for couples but it is for everyone, for friends, acquaintances, family, and also to God, so even valentines is done, let's show love always.* Have a great day to all stay hydrated and enjoy everyone. Take a rest and spend your day nicely. Images sources: https://www.therandomvibez.com/mentally-tired-quotes/ https://www.coolfunnyquotes.com/author/anonymous/tired-from-thinking/ https://www.sleepomaha.com/blog/why-do-i-wake-up-tired/ https://www.huffpost.com/entry/depression-tired_l_5c6c3fcae4b012225acd8663/amp https://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/dont-take-fatigue-lying-2017041411485 https://www.buzzfeed.com/amphtml/emilyschildt/how-to-go-to-restaurants-alone Lead Image source: https://m.economictimes.com/magazines/panache/do-you-wake-up-looking-tired-or-with-dull-skin-heres-what-your-morning-face-says-about-your-health/amp_articleshow/60274060.cms `To all my readers, subscribers, visitors, friends and to all my sponsors thabk you so much for helping and motivitating me throughout this journey in this platform, I wil forever be grateful thank you so much.`

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@MidnightSky 14 February 2022

Valentines day special: Asymptotes *To my dearest one,* *To be honest, I just wanted to say that my life was so dull until you came and make it more interesting, more colorful, more lively and bright, you always makes me laugh even at times where I can't find a reason to smile and you just find one and just by your existence is enough for me.* *I don't know how do you do that, I dont know how you can make me feel things even without doing any effort, you made me smile without evwn trying so hard, it just all natural that it seems like it is really destined to be, you are destined to me.* *To tell you the truth, I'm not ready to tell you how I feel about you, how I'm such a fool to be inlove with you, I don't where it start but it seems so fast that I just woke up one day craving for your existence, I just woke up and just by that I like you and I want to be with you,* *I don't know why, like what people say when you're in love you don't know the reason why you feel that way towards the person you fall for, but I believe it's not that I don't have any reason why I fall for you, It's just I can't tell because words are not enough to tell how I fall in love to the most precious person I cherished the most always will and always will be,* *I never expect this day would come that I finnaly gonna see you wearing that white gown, with the touch of yellow on the hemlines and those flower surrounded by the entrance as you walk gracefully in the aisle,* *I see how happy you are and that's the most beautiful moment in my life, now I never regret that day I finally had the courage to say my feelings about you but end up in a car accident and the reason why I fail to say what I feel about you, if this is the result, if this is the reason why that happen and the destiny let that, then I'm still glad,* *I know that you are in a good arms, I'm sorry your bestfriend never fight for his life and just give up, I know I'm too late to apologize and I know you will never hear me, yet I still want you to feel that I'm always with you even you can't see me and I always be your bestfriend no matter what.* *We are so close, and getting closer and closer, to be end up with nothing but still the same label,* *We are just like an Asymptotes, two lines that will always getting closer and closer but will never be together.* *Now I'm happy watching you from a far, I'm always used to this so it's not a big deal anymore, now congratulation my dearest one, I'm always still and always be inlove with you no matter what even I'm not here on earth, I'm inlove with you that I'm finally letting you go.* ***I love you and goodbye. Happy valentines my love.*** That's it haha a short story to seize the day haha kidding. `let me flex my lovely amzing sponsors, kindly check them out😊` Image sources: https://www.istockphoto.com/photos/wedding-no-face https://www.istockphoto.com/photos/wedding-no-faces https://www.dreamstime.com/photos-images/bride-no.html Lead image source: https://weddingsbyzest.co.uk/category/featured/ What a lovely morning to all my dear ones, Happy Valentine's Day to all, may you spend this lovely day to all your love ones, friends, family, partners enjoy and stay hydrated, gonna celebrate this day with my pending activities and online classes hahaha.

@MidnightSky 13 February 2022

Hello to my Sundate What a great day to spend it with your significant other, of course I still don't have that one person haha, so I just want to want to tell you this is just a blog for this day, I went outside and just hangout to my best buddy hehez, Story time! This morning I woke up early because my friend inform me that we are going out for a ride, the first thing come on our mind is Tagaytay but to sad because we can't stay for too long and we're too lazy to travel using just his motorcycle, now we just decided to go to MOA and just eat and talk there, I fixed myself and just a wear a simple outfit because it's sunday and actually I got invited on a debut celebration this night but I decided to just don't go because I want to rest after the trip with my friend. Outfit check haha I think I loose weight after all haha yet still I need cardio for my health purposes, I want to stay physically healthy because I'm prone on diseases especially when my asthma attacks. So yeah haha let's go back to the topic, look at that outfit it so simple haha but nevermind, Then he fetched me at almost 9 am this morning haha actually we don't have a picture that two of us are included, why? Because he doesn't want haha he said that he's skin is not in good color because of the sunburn because he just came yesterday from outing and he just make his skin tan so yeah (arte ng buddy ko nu hahhaa) Here, I'm gonna flex to you all he's back haha this shy human being, anyways we just talk talk and talk about school, and some random stuffs, actualy he's the first person I met since my college life started, he was so annoying sometimes yet we really get the vibe and a good connection, The first meet up with him is the unforgettable one, it was a lovely cold night of December 25, 2019 haha see its christmas and he really go to my place and just here and there talk and that night is the startbof our friendship, I hope that we will maintain the friendship even though we barely talk because we are too lazy to talk in social media haha, if he we have free time he will just meet and talk random stuffs, haha so thats it just a short information about our friendship hehez. Back to the blog so yeah the weather was so hot, I regret wearing off shoulder top, yet we still walk in the sea side and when it's really effin hot we just decided to go to inside the mall, and make ourselves freshen up there. Look at the view of the MOA, too sad we can't look at this at night where all lights are on, because we go home early to rest because tomorrow is another hell of online class hahaha kidding. So yeah we go home after this but he stay for a few minutes before he goes home haha. We are planning for the next trip but maybe not for thia month because we're too busy for this semester and there's a lot of responsibility much important than to go on trips, So that's it for now guys, I will rest early today hehez, I hope you all spend your Sunday nice and relaxing, tomorrow is valentines day and I will go on a date with my laptop and activities hahahha, happy Sunday to all! Stay hydrated everyone. lead image source: https://www.therandomvibez.com/sunday-captions-instagram/ And the rest of the images are all mine and taken. `To all my readers, visitors, commentators, friends, and also especially to my amazing sponsors thank you for continue supporting and motivating me on this platform, I'm forever be grateful to all of you, thank you and have a blessed Sunday to you all☺️`

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@MidnightSky 12 February 2022

Slaps of Reality Ignorance is part of human nature, people are trying hard to see things on just one angle that they want, and try to ignore the other views. People tend to be denial on things that they themselves knew that it is really the reality and it just slaps them on their face yet still they are trying to avoid the hard slap of reality and just stay still on what they believed. Life is harsh sometimes, there's a lot of wrong holes, wrong timings, a dark areas, a storm surge, a turbulent waves that humans faces everyday, yet people will always be people, even it hurts, even it's pain them, and make them suffer, people will still deal with this, a lot survived a d just continue to fight yet others don't because they easily give up. **Now I just want to share on this article the reality slaps that I just noticed in how many years of my existence in this earth:** ****Loving the things you hate in your Childhood**** *This really slaps my present self, you know when we were just a child we tend to hate some things our parents told us to do, like sleeping in the afternoon, back then I used to escape from my mom because I hate sleeping in afternoon, but now that I'm already a grown up, I crave for sleeping especially in afternoon haha. Next is staying outside, back then I feel uneasy staying indoors because I want to spend my whole day playing outside, but now I just want to just stay indoors rather than to go out. See I started to enjoy things that I hate in my childhood.* ****Love alone is futile in relationships.**** *We all know that love is an important element people should possess but love alone is not effective when it comes to entering a relationship, there's a lot needed to make a relationship work, like commitments, trust, understanding, patience and money. Of course love alone cannot put food on a table. We should be practical especially today.* ****Mistakes are just mistakes if you don't learn from it**** *We always says that mistakes are part of life and it's really is, and it's normal for us to make one, or more but mistakes is just a mistake if we don't gain lesson from it, if we just did it again and again, and we are just running in circles of our mistakes and it's a waste of time. Mistakes should be a lesson not just an error, it shoukd not stay as it is rather it should be a moral to us humans. We must learn from our own mistakes.* ****Blaming others feels good than looking at the mirror**** *I really admit this, I know it's inappropriate to blame other for things that I knew I was the one who caused it, for my own shortcomings in life, yet it really feels good to blame others for your own mistakes that to just reflect on the mirror and see who's to blame. I know it's bad and really a red flag but yeah. But this is back then because I realized that it's my doing and it's my responsibility so I shouldn't blame others for this instead I just fixed it ln my own and be a better person who is responsible for her own doings.* ****You will loose a lot of things and people**** *It's normal and natural to lose some because things and people just come and goes, some may leave some may not, but in this journey there's a lot to lose in order to reach your journey, you may outgrew someone or they outgrew you and itvs okay, life will alway be like that. Sometimes letting go is the only solution to move on and prioritize yourself than others.* **Closing thoughts** We shouldn't let ignorance enveloped ourselves. Humans are far stronger than anything and we should be starting to chabge and grew from within then spread it to all. Positivity is great yet we should accelt those reality even it is a hard slap on us. Be the best version of yourself no matter what, problems just come and goes we need to deal with it because it is part of living. Even how many slaps we get from reality we shouldn't stop, instead we learned from all of it and make it a motivation and inspiration for your own growth. `Let me flex to you my amazing and kind hearted sponsors. Forever be grateful to them and too all those people who supported me here.` Image sources: https://imgflip.com/i/3areun https://proudhappymama.com/childhood-quotes/ https://www.yourquote.in/busisiwe-luwaca-dor1/quotes/sometimes-love-alone-not-enough-it-takes-more-than-love-stay-kl8km https://in.pinterest.com/pin/369787819374249168/?amp_client_id=CLIENT_ID%28_%29&mweb_unauth_id=%7B%7Bdefault.session%7D%7D&simplified=true https://gr.pinterest.com/pin/44121271338523093/ https://nojoto.com/post/8c2ed9a1a2e158c0469e17d1ad1d71c1/be-prepared-for-lose-some-people-on-your-journey-i_am_already_pr Lead Image source: https://twitter.com/kenyanslap That's it for today hehez have a great weekend eveyone, happy Saturday to all of you my dear skies. I'm so glad that I could finally rest after a loong week of stress and exhaustion but there's still a lot of pending activities I should be doing but my body and mind just decided not to hahaa. Kidding maybe I should do it if I have the will. 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@MidnightSky 11 February 2022

My Northern Stars They say that Northern star is the the remarks or the one who helps the sailors and guide them on the right path or direction. But did you know that it is not just a star or a celestial body but it also symbolized life paths. It helps people to follow and stick through their destination and mission in life. I'm sure all of us have find our own northern star. Yet if you don't have one, you need to find it and stick through it, you'll know that when you find one, but what's the purpose of finding one if it is already beside you, they just go in numbers or increased as we grow and explore this journey, **I just want to tell you my own Northern Stars:** **My Family** *Of coure they are my first Norther stars in my life, before I even see this world they already are my constant Northern stars, what ever happen they are still there waiting for me, they are still there guiding me home, they are my home, my source of strength and happiness.* *They are bright Northern Star who helps me to choose the right paths, to believed that wherever I go they just there for me to guide me, to served as inspiration and hope that I will succeed in this life, and will always go home to them.* **My Bestfriend** *She is the one who's willing to be with me on this journey, she maybe crazy sometimes, and if we were together we can act like a mentally ill humans yet she's there to be my Northern star, she acts like my parent, and sometimes my older sister, but this is the one thing I can say She's also consider as my family.* *My Northern star who always smile the brightest when I needed light on my darkest days, she always there to help me moving on the right path, she guides me and willing to stay with me until the end of this never ending journey.* **Myself** *Yes I consider myself also as my own Northern Star not because I help myself to chose and guide to the right path, yet myself one of the persons I could depend on, our own self is the one who need to be the brightest star that will shine for itself and also for others. Brightness should start among ourself.* **Teachers** *Although I'm not fond of studying, I really consider my teachers as my Northern Star even though they just come and go, not the constant one in our life yet they still help us and guide us to the paths and destination that we will going through, even though I hate school, I will not forget those teachers who brought positive impacts and lesson to my life, they are also one of my reason why I still forcing myself to finish my degree, because I want to also have a profession not the same as them but so to also inspires people about my journey.* Closing Thoughts Let's all find our Northern Stars, let's find those people who will help us grow and achieved or mission and goals in life, who will guide us to the right path. If you don't find one, then don't worry you wouldn't just realized that just one day in a blink of an eye you already have one, we may met a lot of people in this journey yet I'm sure one of them you wouldn't expected to be your Northern Star. Never take for granted those people who pushes you to your growth and to be a better version of yourself, instead embraced them and look for them as your own brightest Northern Star. Images Sources: https://www.wisefamousquotes.com/quotes-about-the-northern-star/ https://www.quotemaster.org/North+Star https://www.pinterest.ca/pin/772789617291947465/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/514817801127549277/ Lead Image Source: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/150800287498240601/ `Let me flex to you my amazing sponsors who guided me and motivates me through my journey here in this platform, also for the readers, visitors, commentators, friends, and to those who supported me. Thank you so much to all of you☺️` That's it for today my dear ones. Happy Friday hehez now gonna have a little bit of rest because of this exhausting day. February is really for second semester haha I can feel the misery hahha kidding I'm just drained and still absorbed to all the happenings this whole week. Have a great night everyone. Stay hydrated.

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@MidnightSky 10 February 2022

How to send Good vibes? *First of all before we get dive in with this topic, put a smile on your face... Are you now smiling? Don't read this if you doesnt smile, okay now look at the camera on your phone or gadget, then look back on the screen, close your eyes then open okay done...* *Wala lang trip ko lang haha so nevermind the intro let's dig in to the topic,* ****How do you send good vibes to people? Maybe by trying to be funny, or just making them vibe to your favorite song...**** ****Yet for me I send good vibes to people by...**** **Simply smiling** *Even in stranger it is really effective, even sometimes I get ignored but still I smile to them, not until pandemic happens because of restrictions so face mask is a must so I rarely smile if my face mask is on, yet sometimes I can't help but to eye smile haha, you know that term when your eyes turn into a cresent one land you can see that even in just eyes you still smile to people.* *You know people love a smiling faces not until a smile like a creep that shows up in your dreams haha kidding, so again people really love seeing smiling faces, because they tend to remember it much longer, the first impression that will last I think.* *I don't say that you need to smile always, it will be scary if you did that, I just mean that if you smile to people let it be a genuine one. Smile because you are happy. Smile because you want to make that someone smile.* **Be friendly** *Of course start with yourself, make yourself your best friend, you need to start with yourself before to anyone else, be decent and wise on choosing friends, yet be friendly to everyone, but be aware who you are being friended to, some can stab you in the back just be nice if you want to, and if you don't want it's your choice, it's your body your choice haha.* **Be a listener** *You need to also master the art of listening, if anyone is telling something you should listen carefully, it just you give them the vibes that you are showing interest on what they say, and I know that feeling when someone really listens to you and sometimes you just can't help but to smile if that someone remembers even the small detail you said to them about you.* *Giving attention is not that hard, loosen your walls sometimes and just listen to them, feel free to talk if necessary to show the great bond that your are making with them.* **Giving genuine compliment** *Who else doesn't turn soft and shy when someone's give you a compliment, but to be honest I admit when I recieved compliments I just said thank you and smile but deep inside I'm going to burst of shyness haha, but still giving genuine compliments can boost a positive vibes to people.* *A simple geniune compliment can make a person smile, and have a good vibes around you. It's effective though I always compliment my bestfriend when she's not feeling good on wearing make up when we go to our prom back then, actually we just compliment each other then just laugh at each other situation.* **Be yourself** *No more explanation to this, just be yourself that's the most important thing, being yourself and not faking it.* That's it guys. Actually I don't have in mind to write I just wrote words then delete it then wrote again until I came up to this topic, ypu see the intro isn't it? It's so nonsense and random haha whatever, hahaha *YOU KNOW WE CAN'T FEEL OUR TONGUE WHEN WE SMILE....* *Now you're smiling hahaha admit it hehez* **Flash that lovely smile on your face stop being so grumpy now smile or else hehez kidding happy thursday even it's really not a happy one, I'm still exhausted because of my online classes, I'm so sick of this situation but I need to deal with it haha for the future! Have a great day everyone, I'm excited for the weekends as always, I need to have a goodnight sleep tonight I just want to cuddle with my pillow.** Images sources: https://amp.knowyourmeme.com/memes/eduardo-sterblitch-laugh https://www.kissclipart.com/smile-and-be-positive-clipart-smiley-happiness-quo-i9ujzy/ https://www.kevmrc.com/best-smile-quotes https://www.lifehack.org/621816/25-smile-quotes https://www.pinterest.com/pin/511299363920468727/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/353321533248507229/ https://honestyexperiment.wordpress.com/2013/04/11/honesty-tip-give-someone-a-genuine-compliment/amp/ https://www.candacesmithetiquette.com/giving-a-compliment.html https://co.pinterest.com/pin/541839398917846477/?amp_client_id=CLIENT_ID%28_%29&mweb_unauth_id=%7B%7Bdefault.session%7D%7D&simplified=true lead Image source: https://www.kissclipart.com/smile-and-be-positive-clipart-smiley-happiness-quo-i9ujzy/ `Thank you for reading this my lovely readers, visitors, friends, and of course to my amazing sponsors who supported me through my journey here, I'm so grateful to all of you guys☺️`

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@MidnightSky 10 February 2022

Writing makes me feel ***Ever feel to be an open book with someone?*** Like you always share to what you feel, tell stories, and random things, Well, I do, but not in someone but on something, my journal, or my so-called diary, I’m like an open book when it comes to writing stuffs, rants, special happenings, and some embarrassing and bad I experienced on specific days. Writing on my journal or just typing inputs on my phone, laptop, etc… makes me feel things, ***makes me feel alive and free, like there’s no fear of judgement that would go on my way when I wrote***. Of course, having someone to talk to about stuff and everything on your life is good but not all the time you can tell them, ***sometime some things are better to left unsaid, but it really helps when you can express it through writing***s, Because when I’m sharing or telling people about my problems, there’s this guilt existing in me because it was like I’m dumping my problems to those people, and I see myself as an emotional burden so having a journal makes me lessen those thoughts and be free to over share myself and express it through writings. I remember the first time I wrote a poem because I was inspired by a song I listened, that’s it when I decided to try making stories, or to write about stuffs like writing in my diary, I tried to make AU’S hahaha for people who knew what’s au is for those people who have twitter account hehez, so again I try that and yeah it’s so good to share to people what’s on my mind, even it’s hard on how I will continue the story that I started, I felt bad not finishing my stories because I already closed and deleted my account there, I loss my will because I barely update it. But the feelings when I am writing something like thoughts in my head, will go through my mind, and then through my fingers, and transfer It into paper, or in digital gadgets. I felt being liberated when it comes to writing, when the times that I feel absorbed through the problems life gave us, I started to write just to release my frustration and stress and just focus on writing. "I can shake off everything as I write, my sorrows disappear, my courage is reborn." --Anne Frank Just like what anna frank says, through writings we can releases our sorrows, problems, and inspires us to be motivated and to keep strong in this long unsure journey of life. Putting my thoughts onto writing is really the best way for me to see different perspective but sometimes I hold back on writing because I don’t feel the will to write and just keep it to myself and forget it. "You can make anything by writing." --C.S. Lewis This is one of my favorites saying by Lewis, writing makes me feel like living and creating my own world, writing brought me to different dimension and stories that I’m the one who’s in control of everything. The lead or the main character of a story indeed. "The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself." --Albert Camus In conclusion, writing makes me feel better, sharing my thoughts through writing is my escape to this reality of life, it helped me to my down days and hard time when I don’t want to talk to anyone. For me it serves as my reflection to myself and how my mind works, writing is my companion when no one wants to. I feel free and in ecstatic when I’m too focused on writing. Lead Image source: https://unsplash.com/s/photos/writer Images sources: https://theithacan.org/blogs/why-i-write-on-writing/ https://www.pinterest.com/VeroWellbeing/heal-by-writing/ https://fountainpenlove.com/handwriting/how-to-use-your-fountain-pens-more-often-write-quotes-lyrics/ https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/58337/15-delightfully-inspirational-quotes-great-writers https://weheartit.com/entry/298825938 https://www.yourquote.in/writer-s-den-iqix/quotes/write-down-your-thoughts-your-feelings-they-note-you-you-cst8t Quotes cited sources: https://www.inc.com/glenn-leibowitz/50-quotes-from-famous-authors-that-will-inspire-yo.html `Let me flex to you my amzing sponsors, I'm very grateful to them and also to those people who supported me here in this platform, Thank you so much😊` That's it hello everyone good afternoon, I wrote this short article because I'm bored listening to my online class so here you go haha, hapoy Thursday to you all!

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@MidnightSky 9 February 2022

My Greatest blessing but not an answered prayer ***"I want us to stay like this"*** *she said while sitting beside you...* *You look at her then a smile creep on your face, you admiring the surroundings, you're right it's a good idea to have a night out here in the rooftop of your condo building,* *A fairy lights you designed to a small tent, a two champagne glass, even though you knew you are just the only one who will drink this, a cold breeze in the night that makes you two both shivered from the cold but you still enjoy this, you still enjoy watching the city light from above, you still enjoy this moment and it really makes perfect because of this woman beside you who's now enjoying herself in the view* ***"this is so beautiful"*** *she said while admiring the city lights* *You look at her, and admire this person in front of you, how come she still looks so beautiful and perfect even at this night, her beauty radiates in this darkest night,* ***"it's really beautiful"*** *you said while looking at her,* *You are not pertaining to the city lights and the view but you are just pertaining to this woman, to this person you really love the most,* *She smile sheepishly and look at your direction* *You look away, afraid to see the look on your face,* *She holds your hand and smile* *You don't know what you would do, because just by seeing her holding your hand makes you feel like you are going to explode, now you look ate her,* ***"thank you so much love"*** *she said eyes teary* *You tighten the hold on your hands, but soon just release the hold softly because your afraid it might hurt her,* *You look at her hand, you traces the lines in her skinny hand, you look at her lips, it's so pale and her eyes are so heavy, you see pain and love at the same time,* *How could life makes this harsh for you both, you are just two human being who just want to live each other, but now your love of your life is fighting for her life, she has* *You kissed her forehead then look ate her with a loving look,* ***"let's do this every now and then"*** *you said to her* *she smiled and a tear in her eyes slowly dripping down, you are fast to wipe those tears using your thumb* ***"I want to grow old with you, and make you happy always, I want to have a family with you, a good future with yo-..."*** *you are cut off by her words and a touch on your face* ***"shh"*** *she tries to calm you and even in this moment you can just help yourself but to admire how she can make you calm just by a simple touch,* ***"promise me to make it all come true even it's not with me, I want you tl be happy"*** *she said calming you even a tears and pain can be seen in her eyes,* ***"why would you said that, I want to be with you and it's not important what will future holds, I just want to be with you, on your side"*** *you said fighting the urge to cry* ***"I know that, shh I always know that, I just said that because I don't want you to be alone if I suddenly just taken by him"*** *she pointed the sky above while saying those lines* ***"my disease is already burden and I'm not sure if I can fight this anymore, I'm still here because I know there's still a reason to be here, and you are the one of it... listen if ever I leave you just promised me to be happy and never hold on to me for too long okay"*** *she smile and tears continuously running to her face* *You just nod and she just lay down her head to your shoulder,* *You will never forget this moment with her, every moment became extra special when she's with you,* *She slowly close her eyes while enjoying this moment with you...* ***"are you feeling sleepy love?"*** *you asked her with a concern on your voice* *She just nod and says...* ***" let me just take a nap love, wait for me okay? "*** *she said while her eyes closed* *"****okay, I love you"*** *you said* **Now you wake up to the sun hitting on your face, it's been 4 years but she still never wake up,** ***"I will always wait for you love it's your 4th year death anniversary and I miss you, Myeloma really consumed you, I know you fought so much, you rest for now my love, I will look for you for the next life time, you are always be my greatest blessing but not my answered prayer, still I'm always be grateful to meet you in this lifetime, see you at the next one my love"*** you smile while talking to her picture in your room. `Myeloma is a cancer in a plasma cell, it can't be cured but there is a treatments for multiple myeloma that could improve quality of life but for just mean time`. ***Woah that's it for now valentines are already coming I can feel it hahaha kidding I can feel the tyranny of second sem hahaha anyways have a great day everyone, spend your day with a blast, stay hydrated always and enjoy!*** Images sources: https://www.wedmegood.com/photos/p-white-canopy-tent-seating-with-fairy-lights--3xxdPAH https://www.istockphoto.com/photo/couple-looking-at-city-lights-gm1198320905-342437068 https://www.shutterstock.com/video/clip-9792812-young-pensive-woman-looking-cityscape-evening-lights https://videohive.net/item/romantic-man-and-woman-sit-on-a-bench-on-the-background-of-a-stars-and-city-lights-night-time/22230154 https://www.heineken.com/dz/fr/campagnes/socialise-responsibly Lead image source: https://www.shutterstock.com/nb/video/clip-1027882829-successful-young-man-looking-city-sky-scrapers Anyways shout out to my dearest sponsor @Marinov thank you so much for the renewal, have a wonderful day always! and for all my sponsors thank you as well for supporting and guiding me here, have a great Wednesday everyone😊🙌

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@MidnightSky 8 February 2022

Single no more! Morning will never be so dull, afternoon will never be boring, and night will never be so cold since this day that finally, I have someone who’s brave enough to asked me… *So, there’s this man who always makes me special every single time that we met,* *Like he’s so all out when it’s me who’s with her,* *He’s my childhood friend actually and my family is close to he’s family,* *Then there’s this one time that I remember spending my birthday with him, my especial day just became more extra especial because of his presence,* *He goes to our house and ask my parents a permission to take me out to a dinner, my parent know him actually they are willing to give me to him haha, because they know that with him, they are sure that I’m safe and sound, so that night in my birthday we go to a restaurant, a not so expensive one hehez, because he knows me very well I’m a picky eater, also I don’t want to eat in an expensive restaurant, and yeah it’s my birthday and we have a lot of foods at home.* *That day we talk about stuffs, also I asked him if he’s already in a relationship, turn out he just laugh at me and shake his head,* Me: ***why would such a person with this handsome looks would be single? Haha*** *Then I hold his face and look at it like I’m finding something, I just really want to annoy him,* Him: ***why would such a person with these chubby cheeks would be single hahaha…*** *He just mocked me the same way… then he pinches my cheeks like a marshmallow,* *Now I’m annoyed then I slap his hand out of my cheeks, he just laughs again and continue heating with his food,* *After we eat, we just have a late-night walk so that our food could be digested properly, then out of the blue he stops and says…* ***“I’m still waiting for someone’’*** *he just randomly says and that makes me halt and looked at him with a curiosity in my expression,* ***“Huh”*** *I said with a questioning look* ***“you’ve asked me earlier why I’m still single, so I answered it now, I’m still waiting for someone”*** *he seriously said,* *After that I’m still dumbfounded and just enjoy the night talking to him until we get home.* ****But today is the day finally single no more!**** After my online classes, he visits me and asked me to go with him, I agree and now I found myself on the nearest café while he’s saying something that really makes me shocked, and I don’t really know what I could say… ***“Listen… ‘’*** he started ***“ I’m not here to just talk to you about random things but this me getting thing to be taken seriously, I’m patiently waiting for this day to come, I can’t take it anymore, we’re not child anymore, you are already a grown up woman and I’m also too, remember what I said when you attended my basketball game in our school, you’ve promised me to celebrate more achievements with me, and support me every time I need, that day you said it feels like a flash that I don’t know but I only knew that day where we are in the middle of the crowds, my eyes can only see you, I started to have feelings with you, but I thought it just a sudden reaction so I ignored it, yet as years goes by it just grew and now I’m deeply fallen for you and I don’t know why, it just happened, I know that this is not a perfect moment and a perfect day but for me, it is, and I want it to be more special because I wanted to asked you to be my girl, not a mere girl best friend , or a childhood girl play mate, but to be my girlfriend. So will you be?”*** I’m too stunned to speak but later I just said ***“yes”*** And in just a second, I’m already enveloped with a warm familiar hug but its not from him, but to my little cousin who wakes me up because I already fallen asleep watching Grey’s anatomy series, what a good dream indeed hahaha, `Kindly please check out my amzing sponsors 😊` Images sources: https://pixels.com/featured/late-night-walk-al-mack.html https://unsplash.com/photos/Ww4kTV6Y78k https://heartofthecity.co.nz/date-night https://www.practicalhappiness.com/i-dont-do-coffee-dates/ Lead Image source: https://weheartit.com/entry/253592795 That’s it for today guys hahah this is all product of my mind, a fiction indeed hahaha, how could I possibly in a relationship if I’m scared of commitments hahaha, anyways have a great day everyone, valentines are almost here, I think it’s getting colder again outside, the wind was so cold that I don’t really want to go out. Stay hydrated everyone!

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@MidnightSky 7 February 2022

Lola's care is the best (Grandparents love) Grandparents love us like their own child, they fed our childhood days with stories, love, and care. They love to spoil us with everything, and I believed the common enemy for us grandchildren and grandparents is the parent, our grandparent really is amazing when it comes to their grandchildren, sometimes they have the stronger bond than to the parents. ***Ever experienced growing up with your grandparents?*** especially to your grandmother, does it feel like it always be the best care ever. Like they spoiled us and treat us like their own daughter, even our mom scold us, they always there to protect us but also teach us lesson that we will never forget. I remember my mom said to my grandmother that she was jealous because it seems like our grandma loves us more than her who is her own legitimate daughter haha, but I really understand my mom haha it seems unfair for her yet I love how my grandma explained it to us... She said to my mom that "***it's not unfair, yes of course I'm your mother but that's it, I'm your mother so I get to set and make rules for you when you are such a young kid, but I don't have the place to make rules for my grand children because it your place to make because you are their mother. "*** ***Growing up with our grandparent seems like another amazing story to tell***, I grew up with my grandmother on my side, her house is near ours so I just go there whenever I want, and seeking for my grandmother's love and care haha, I'm a Lola's girl so I used to go and visit my grandma if I have a free time to do so, I spent my whole afternoon listening to her talks, her laughs, and also her chika haha, we are always like that, then after that she will rants about what our neighbors doing, about people she hate, about everything actually, but to be honest, ***I really enjoy that simple moment with my grandmother,*** She will served my favorite food which is oatmeal haha, then after that she started to asked me how was my day, how was school, why I just visit her even when I have a lots to do, and other stuff she will just randomly ask, She also love to talk about what my future will be, she said I should bring her to places she wanted to go and restaurants to eat if I already had stable job, that I promised her that I will do it just wait for a mean time hahaha I'm almost there, ***You see I love the time and bonding moments with my grandma, it just helps me to relieved my stress in school and in everything, I just wish that she will always stay like that, happy and still strong enough, but sometimes I'm afraid to think the worst case scenario that life would bring us,*** ***So I always pray for her long life, health and strength, I wanted to see her when I already achieved my dreams and goals, I wanted her to be there what ever happens.*** So I just want to tell you all that we should enjoy every moment we spend to our grandparents, not everyone had a chance to meet their grandparents, we must take care of them, love them, and give time to talk and bond with them. Some grandparents feel that when their own child grew up and became a parent they will less likely to depend on them, then our grandparents would feel that they are not much needed, but when the birth of their grandchildren gives them another chance to became lively again to have a role to take care of their grandchildren and to spoil them with so much love like their own child. That's it for today, now I need to actually rest for a bit haha I'm still exhausted from this afternoon class and decided to write this one, suddenly I miss my grandmother hahaha so I just need to free my schedule this weekend so that I could go and bond with her. Anyway have a great day everyone, happy Monday! Lead image source: https://www.semidelicatebalance.com/best-grandparents-quotes-that-will-make-you-smile/ Images sources: https://proudhappymama.com/grandma-quotes-about-grandmothers-and-their-love/ https://goodtimesquotes.pages.dev/posts/i-love-my-grandma-quotes https://proudhappymama.com/grandma-quotes-about-grandmothers-and-their-love/ https://proudhappymama.com/grandma-quotes-about-grandmothers-and-their-love/ https://p.facebook.com/GrandmaLove/photos/a.541588455947879/2184404748332900/?type=3&source=48 https://proudhappymama.com/grandma-quotes-about-grandmothers-and-their-love/ `To all my lovely sponsors, readers, friends, commentators, visitors, and to those who supported me through my journey here, thank you so much for support and motivation you brought to me, I really appreciate this, now have a good day and more great things to comes in your way.` Also I'm so touch after checking my notification earlier, a new kind sponsor came in, thank you so much @kingofreview for the sponsorship, may paayuda pala si idol hehe, you really make me glad hehez, more blessings to come in your way!

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@MidnightSky 7 February 2022

A lovely morning to everyone especially to this kind and beautiful human being @Talecharm thank you so much for the renewal, I really appreciate this, have a great year ahead my dearest friend😊

@MidnightSky 6 February 2022

Let's try again ***“I was meaning to ask this for a long time now”*** you heard a voice from your back Suddenly a warm hand holds your shoulder and make you turn around, You see him, standing and awkwardly looking away at your gaze, ***“What were you saying?”*** you asked him with a smile on your face Now he looks at you with a glistering eye smile, her hands started to get something on his pocket, You were so excited because you can’t really imagine experiencing this one-of-a-kind thing, that most woman are always craving for to their partners, He looks at you again, and he’s getting serious, He started to hold your hand… ***"I know it seems so corny but... "*** He stuttered and just keep on looking away You smile at his adorable gesture, you find it cute when his like this, when he’s acting so shy in front of you, Now he finally got a courage to say what he needs to ***“For so long, I would never imagine this moment with you, I would never imagine to fell this hard into the point that I want to just keep you mine, take you away from others and just take you all for myself, but now that I’m ready, I just want to make this official…*** ***I know you since we were such a young naive kids who used to play around, I’m also shy around other people but when you came unsaid, I changed, I begun to enjoy things, I begun to enjoy living, I change because there’s someone who’s willing to go with me through ups, and downs of this long journey, I changed because of you… you are my strength ,my weaknesses at the same time, I would probably risk everything just to be with you…*** ***I know I’m not counted to your ideal man in life but still you tell me that it’s not important if I’m your ideal or not, the important is I’m with you and love you right now and that’s it more ideal, I remember you saying that before and actually that make me fall for you even more, If I can just marry you that time at that moment even without a ring or anything, I would, but you know me, I want the best for you, I want you to feel this moment as very special and memorable one,*** ***So here I am, your childhood best friend, your partner in crime, your annoying man…”*** You are getting teary because of this person in front of you, now he kneeled in front of you, and open a red box, he showed you the ring, and held your hand… ***“I want to wake up every morning with you, and go home to your embraced, I want to spend my whole lifetime with you if you will let me to… so will you be*** ***“so, I’m asking you this… WILL YOU BE MY HOME TOO?”*** Silence… After you both laugh to each other, Of course, you are always like this when it is getting serious, you both just had the audacity to ruined it, your laughter filled up this room of yours, That’s right your best friend is practicing his proposal to her girlfriend, but she’s no one to practice so he disturbs you, you both giggle to each other… ***“You are so corny bestie hahah, I’ve never imagine seeing you like this, being cheesy and corny for the woman you love”*** you said after the series of laughter ***“Me too”*** he said while trying to calm himself in laughter, ***‘’to be honest, I’m sure your girl would be so lucky that he met an amazing and kind person like you… if ever someone can see what we did a few minutes ago, they might think it’s true hahaha”*** you said, ***"Let's try again please, you just laugh at me eh"*** he said while pleading you ***"Enough haha, I'm sure your girl won't say no to you, just be yourself okay? "*** you comforted him ***“Right anyways see you tom, just going to get ready for this midnight proposal hehez going to update you what will happen tonight, bye best luvyou eww hahaha”*** *he bid his goodbye.* ***“bye”*** you said Now that he left your room, suddenly you feel alone, and there’s something hurting you inside, a pang on your chest, that’s right, you are so in love with your best friend but he’s in love with someone else and it’s not you, because just like what earlier happen, you are hoping that it’s not just a mere practice, you are hoping that you are the girl who catches your best friend’s heart, you are hoping that he loves you just like he loves that girl, but you know to yourself that he only sees you as her best friend. `Check out my lovely sponsors😊` Images source: https://www.123rf.com/stock-photo/marriage_proposal.html https://punch-us.com/jcss.aspx?iid=236898255&cid=61 https://www.timesofisrael.com/holding-hands-can-help-reduce-a-loved-ones-pain-study-shows/amp/ https://blogs.brighton.ac.uk/bbsblog/2019/01/21/how-to-tackle-loneliness-at-university/ Lead Image source: https://www.shutterstock.com/video/clip-8095201-marriage-proposal---man-gives-ring-woman That’s it for today, valentines are almost near, I hope we could enjoy this month of love, I hope everyone is doing well, thank you so much for reading this fiction story of mine, have a great day everyone and stay hydrated! Anyways I just wanted to shout out to my newest sponsor @Eylz20212 thank you so much for supporting me here, I will always be thankful to your kind soul, may all the good things and blessing come in your way🙌😊

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@MidnightSky 6 February 2022

Harsh reality of living How great is the feeling living your life on the way you wanted, like everything is on what exactly they belong, everything is going well, you have a great family, a happy relationship with your love one, a circles of lovable and kind friends, a stable job, or even a good standing on school. Isn't it so good to think and imagine having all of it, you have nothing more to ask for. But what will happen if all the things we are living in, all of this beautiful and good things we have just ruined because life started to evade us, it started to baffled us, and our walls started to crumbling down, and we started to loosed our hope , we slowly moving down. That's we call the harsh reality of life, in this article I wanted to share some harsh reality I noticed about living... Living is a competition *I noticed that people nowaday take this world as a big tournment, as a big competition, that eveey we must passed on every level to be on top, to not be left by others, that I considered one of harsh reality. Life must be easy if people will don't take it as a competition, living a life like a competiton will never be a happy one, yes ofcourse in someday you will feel the bliss because today you are on top, but we never so unsure what will happen tomorrow, because it might be your last day being on top because some of the players will do everything to surpass you.* Judgements are always there *Judgement exist always wherever we go, whoever we are with, whatever we do, people will always be people. People will always have a say even they don't know you, they can easily judge you. This part of harsh reality of living, and it's okay atleast you know who you are and being judge as a person you are not can hurt us, but it's part of living. We just need to deal with it.* Losing is gaining *In this life, in this journey, we always the opportunity to meet new faces, to create bond with them, and also to loss them. Lossing is part of living, it will not be easy and we will never get used to it but, losing is gaining. We lose people or things because God will give us much better, we will meet people who will make us realized that losing is just opening up for new opportunities on living this life.* **Money can buy happiness** *Enough with the common old phrase of money can't buy happiness, we all know that if we look at in a pratical way. Money does buy happiness, if you have money you will be satisfied, money can provide people needs and luxuries. Of coure some people will that money can't buy happiness because of the thinking that, love and happiness is important. As I was saying I didn't mean to say that if we don't have money we're not happy of course happiness will always comes first but so money too. I'm not mukang pera here but just being practical hahaha, kidding but it's true that this is the reality we are living in.* Some things will not work out *Sometimes it's okay if things will not go on the same way you wanted to. It's part of reality, life is a long ride where we don't know where we are detined to, the road isn't straight, so we must deal with life, enjoy it while it last, uncertainties will come but it will just makes us stronger and braver to face this life.* You see life is just like that. Today you are living a good one but tomorrow will not, today you are on high, but tomorrow your down, today you are on the top but tomorrow you will fee in the bottom, but that's okay life is not about living perfectly because it's not living if there's nothing that challenge us. How we face challenges is our choice, if we will take it as a reason to became stronger or to just let it enveloped us and keep us away from living. That's it for today guys, hope you have a great Sunday weekend, have fun and enjoy, stay hydrated, take care my dear ones! `Today is the first Sunday of february and I just wanted to shout out to all my amazing sponsors, friends, visitors, commentators and to those who uovoted and support me here in this platform, my deep and warm gratitude for you all. Thank you so much and enjoy you day! May all the blessing will comes on our way☺️` Images Source: https://quotestats.com/topic/life-is-not-competition-quotes/ https://www.quotemaster.org/happiness+money https://www.facebook.com/PromessMe/posts/sometimes-things-dont-work-out-not-because-you-dont-deserve-it-but-because-you-d/1038185546613458/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/378372806166186194/ https://www.blissquote.com/2020/06/judgemental-quotes.html Lead image source: https://www.searchenginejournal.com/seo-struggles/338753/ **And before I end this, I just want give my deep gratitude to these two amazing people,** @Amy05 **for renewing my sponsorship, and for my new sponsor** @Thania05 **. Thank you so much, I'm really glad for your kind souls, may the blessings comes in your way🙏**

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@MidnightSky 5 February 2022

Just a friendly reminder *Hey how are you?* *It's been a rough week for some of us isn't it?* *Now this is just a friendly reminder to* ***take a rest,*** ***take a halt for a while,*** ***breathe for this moment,*** ***think of those happy and amazing moments you did for the past few days,*** ***let's stay like this for a little bit,*** ***let's forget those bad things, and get rid some negativity for a while,*** This is just a friendly reminder to please find your solace for this moment, I know life is so tiring, everything is so tiring, but that what life is it, yet here you are reading this one, and still keep on pushing forward after all, Now this is the time to ***make your walls lower down for a while, to slowly loss the grasp of holding to much, to let go for today, I got you*****,** I'm just a mere stranger who have the audacity to tell you that it's okay to ***let out those tears for a while, cry for this time, crying is not a weakness always remember that.*** ***God did not intend you to face this storms alone, there's always someone you can count on.*** Enough with beating yourself up, ***let's just rest for today and for tomorrow will be a new day,*** let's just stay like this today, let's just keep this peaceful mind and ***let just go to the flow than fighting the current.*** If you don't want to talk about your problems then I won't force you, instead think of me sitting beside in this comforting silent because I know this words cannot ease your pain but I just want to remind you that ***there's still someone who's willing to care for you,*** I could be your virtual support system if you want, I don't want to give advices but just a reminder to rest and live again, I know this post may not give you what you need but still, this is just a reminder to check yourself even for a while, and ***give yourself a time to value your own***. Haha just wrote this for self check anywaya this Saturday is so tiring but worth it, I just got home from visiting my cousin we go their place and just bond with them. The travel was fast, there's no traffic yet after taking this picture I sleep haha because I'm not feeling well maybe because of lack of sleep, my body clock is ruined again and I hate it. I can't sleep early again because of stuffs and I don't know, I think my hobby of overthinking things again exist again. Anyways look at their subdivision hahaha it's just nice to captured it so I did. Although it's fun to bond and just hang out with them, I think right now while I'm writing this one I already feel the tiredness hehez maybe I could sleep early and have a rest since it's saturday night. I hope we are all doing well, have a nice weekend everyone, this seems like a tiring week for us but yet here we are for another weekend and let's rest for a while then work again. Have a great day everyone, stay hydrated and have a blast saturday! lead image source: https://everydayservant.com/top-15-bible-verses-rest-for-body-and-soul/ `Today is Saturday, and I want to give thanks to all my sponsors, friends, readers, visitors, commentators, and to all who upvotes and support my journey here in this platform, a warm thank you to all. More blessings and opportunities to come on our ways`

@MidnightSky 5 February 2022

Last Fridate End this weekdays with a coffee date is a very good thing, helps me recover to this very exhausting week of online classes. Valentines is almost coming ahh I can feel the heart month vibes seeing couples, everywhere hahaha kidding. **Story time!** *So after my online class ended yesterday afternoon, I prepared myself and ready to go out, because I plan to have a night coffee for myself but it turn outs I have my date hehez.* *See that hahaha he's not my boyfriend nor my best friend hahaha it's my cousin, actually we are so many when we go to coffee shop and we just decided to have a dinner there so yeah...* We walked for about 10 mins because this *cafe near by our place is just a walking distance so yeah see that it's dark and beautiful isnt it? So some of my pictures are blurred because I don't have any potential of taking photos my hand is just so shaky.* *So finally we arrived at the place, aww there's no place of comfort that is better than staying at a coffee shop late at this night hahaha kidding much better if I had my bed so I could sleep on this place haha.* *So yeah we actually we ordered a lot but for me this is just my food hahaha I do want rice so I just ordered pasta and a Ice chocolate Frappuccino.* *I'm very full after that meal. Maybe I would just burn this in gym if laziness don't visit me hehez, so again I want to show you who's my date. Of course I'm with my cousins and aunt but my date is with me,* *So here she is awww my jennie ruby jane kim hahhahaa my baby is so cute. Am I crazy? Yes baby for you I will always be hahaha.* *Now I'm happy eating with the picture of this cutie hahaha. Please just understand my mentally unstable situation hahhaa I miss blackpink, I miss jennie huhu when is the comeback haha.* *So after we full ourselves, we go out for a walk and took some pictures because the view.* *The vibes tonight is so calming and relaxing, the warm breezed blow to my skin. Aww I wish I could do this for every once in a while just to relieved my stress in school, in life, and in everything.* all Images are mine `Kindly check my awesome sponsors 😊` So that's it for you guys, How did you spent your friday night hehez, feel free to share. Good morning everyone happy weekend! Rest, enjoy and stay hydrated! Hope you are all doing well.

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@MidnightSky 4 February 2022

Observed and fall *When you first meet the person, when the first time you saw his/her face, then the fast beating of your heart even you doesn't have any single idea about him/her. You know the famous line "love at first sight"? Then that's not happen to me, because it always feels the first time when I'm with you,* *When the first time I see you walking at the corridor of our school, my first impression was weird, you are different, and I'm this curious one who started to observed you everyday,* *I spent my time sitting in the hallway, were you always walked through, then to the library where you always spend your time reading, studying, and sometimes I catch you sleeping while holding a book, I found you adorable at that time, I spent hours waiting for you to go out of the class and follow you without you knowing, I found myself following you through a coffee shop nearby after the school ended, you are sometimes cold, and sometimes indifferent but it didn't stop me to get to know you better,* *I'm always like this, love watching, a watcher indeed, I'm more on observing than talking, I'm too shy to get close to you and talk but this unexpected encounter on a sunny hot afternoon on the summer day, I was buying an ice coffee for myself when I see the familiar person who sitting on the bench park outside the cafe,* *It's you, suddenly I got a confidence and courage to talk to you, I bought one ice coffee for me and tea, I know you don't drink coffee or maybe I just don't see you having one instead you always ordered tea,* *I walk towards to you and block the sunlight that hitting on your face I smile when you look up and see me standing, you look at me weirdly and removed your earphones, you asked me what am I doing and that's the first time I hear your voice closely, I just tell you if you could share the sit, you look at the other benches and I could probably slap my self in my thoughts right now because it was all vacant, but I just smile awkwardly and you nod, you were about to put your earphones again when I gave you the tea I bought,* *You were shocked but still thanked me, it's not akward sitting with you, I thought you will ignored me but you removed the earphones on your left ears and just start humming while enjoing the tea I gave you, I don't know but I feel so comfortable, at peace, while sitting here with you, I admit that you seems more like attractive that you are when I'm watching you at school,* *Maybe it's the hot weather but I feel my face burning red, when you smile and close your eyes humming the song playing on your earphones, you suddenly looked at me and I immediately looked away, I just keep my eyes on my Ice coffee, you just share to me the right earphones so I could relate to you, honestly I'm too shy to take it but yeah it is now or never, I take it and we listen to same music haha I don't know that you are the fan of my favorite band, we got to talk a lot of random stuffs not until you asked me why do I always looking at you,* *Now I'm a stuttering messed in front of you, not until you laughed at me because you are always aware of my existence since the first day that you laid your eyes on me, I was shocked to know that coming from you and was embarrassed, I never thought that you noticed me, you were always the same as you were everytime I observed you, but now that I'm this close to you, I get to know you better,* *Now that I'm looking at you even you show different expression, I feel warm and comfortable, like home, we wait for the sun to set and we walk in circles in the park, when we already need to separate our ways, you just stop and give me your bracelet as you said a payment for the tea I bought and bid your goodbye* *so now this the best summer I had, I wish I could see you again, after this summer end, but no because you already leave the country, I hear from the teachers that you already migrated and that day is the last day you spent here, sometimes I wish we could met in the unexpected places, because even now I can stil vividly remember your face and your smile. I fall to even eveything feels the first time because it is also the last. I'm still stuck to that one sunny summer afternoon.* Lead image source: https://www.pinterest.com/Shhh__07/ehehe-music-together~earphonessharing/ Images source: https://www.pikrepo.com/fbgww/battery-pt-view-silhouette-of-couple-sitting-on-bench-watching-sunset https://www.shutterstock.com/video/clip-5070776-romantic-walk-couple-lovers-silhouettes-on-park https://motionarray.com/stock-video/hand-blocking-sunlight-593220/ https://www.theodysseyonline.com/amp/walking-down-high-school-hallway-2478686797 https://www.popsugar.com/family/Can-My-Teen-Watch-You-Netflix-45675444/amp https://medium.com/soul-sea/a-coffee-shop-story-908a5f00eb5e https://conversationalcopywriting.com/respectful-copywriting/ ****Just a random writing guys hahaha probably my mind is a messed so bare with me, haha I have nothing in mind so I just wrote whatever it is this is just some thoughts but some of this is base on experience haha kidding maybe half of it I just changed some scenarios, so anyways enjoy your Friday guys stay hydrated. I happen to write this one, have great night everyone!****

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@MidnightSky 3 February 2022

How my Goals suddenly change Why people always makes this life like we are in a racing game, a racing marathon, I don't understand why Society already painted us the ideal life that we should have, the ideal of successful life, *Like we should have this when we are in this age, we need to get a job,* *When we are in this age, we need to have wife/ husband,* *When we are at this age we need, to have our own family,* *When we are at this age we need to get that house,* *When we are at this age we must get that and get those, and a never ending saga,* And if we don't achieved all of this then society will degrade us, will look us just a useless human being and will judge us, *So what it is to live a successful life,* everyone has a different definition of being successful, but for me I can't really define what is really my own dictionary of being successful, I used to write my goals back then but growing up now, I thought my goals are just written and forgotten by the time because now that I'm living in reality and facing adulting I can see the importance of priorities so my goals just change just like that **Change of Goals** Being ~~excellent~~ ***HAPPY*** in everything, *Instead of excelling just to satisfy others just to show off, I choose to be happy, my goal is to be happy because what's the used of being great but not happy at all, I mean I just want to say that being happy is my goal but it doesnt mean that I restrain my self to being great to excelled. I just want to prioritized my happiness than to being great, being happy is very common goal but it is hard when life has try to bring you down, so you of course need to be great, but it is for you to decide, it's your choice, or maybe you could do it both, but nahh haha living a simple life is my happiness so I'm okay with it, it's my choice after all.* Make my parents proud because of my ~~success~~ ***HAPPINESS*** *My parents always told me to work hard, but take a rest, prioritize my health, proiritze myself, not everything can be learn in school, and just by hearing them saying those words makes me change my goal to making them happy in my success but to make them happy because of my happiness, because of how they can see their daughter how they raised properly and became this person. I want to show them that I'm so happy being raised by them, my mom said to me success is nothing without happiness. I always look up on them because they doesn't put too much pressure on me, the importance is I'm living my life happy but of course as my part of being their daughter I should be responsible even they didn't expect a lot for me, I should not just let them down.* Find a ~~good looking partner~~ ***A PERSON WHO WILL STAYS WITH ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN*** *Back then I always want to have a partner that is very good looking, attractive, and so on, but of course that is just on my imagination, I need to be practical today, I should not be thinking on that but if ever there's someone who will makes me feel things then I will try, but nah for now I'm okay to have my bestfriend, my partner in crime and on everything and that's enough, having someone is not always need to be your lover, sometimes we found it to our friends.* Work on job ~~that pays high~~ ***THAT I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT.*** *Of course I admit that I want to work at jobs that will pay me high, but I realized what's the point of a job if I'm not happy and passionate about it, I want a work where I am so passionate about, I never want to imagine myself doing things that I don't like.* To live a ~~successful~~ ***FULFILLING*** life *I want to live without regrets, I want to live my life fulfilled everything I need to, success is not just the only thing I want, I still want to live and have a life where I can enjoy and fulfill my happiness, and if that happens I could finally say that I live an amazing one, I want to leave with good memories.* **Authors note:** Now this is me being a visionary again haha kidding but I wanted you all to remember that how you live your life is depend on your choice, don't let society put too much expectations on you, we humans, have different goals and dreams, but we should always crave for the life that is fulfilling and satisfying, live your life the way you wanted to, and don't forget to prioritize your happiness, because it always matter and it always what everyone deserves. `I just want to flex my amazing sponsors, it must be nice if you kindly check them😊` Lead image source: https://medium.com/@daniel_riley/the-art-of-adapting-to-big-changes-in-your-life-1f3e79495efa Happy Thursday everyone, have a blast and enjoy, stay hydrated and happy.

@MidnightSky 2 February 2022

Let's make it happy this time *Candle lights...* Checked *Rose Petals on the floor...* Checked *Red wine...* Checked You go through the speaker to check if it's working, then you play her favorite song *"no song without you"* by Honne is now the song playing on this small place with just a table and a simple romantic presentation you prepare for the most wonderful woman you ever met. Now after a few minutes of waiting you hear the footsteps little by little are going through the front door, Now you are warmly greeted by the face of your favorite person, The way she beam a smile on her face while her eyes looks on yours, You started to reminisce her features, *Her warm gazed that she gives you everytime you are with her,* *Her nose and lips that are symmetrical to each other and makes her more good aura,* *Her pretty dough eyes that you will never get tired of looking at, you sometimes wish you can switch positions and give her a chance to see herself as beautiful as this,* *Sometimes you wish that she can see herself the way you see her like a simple but enough and perfect for your eyes,* Suddenly your thoughts interrupted by hearing a little laugh from her, *Yes, her laugh, that you will never get tired of hearing, You fall because of this, you are falling inlove in simple natural ways she doesn't have any single idea, she does and you are falling so deeply,* She walks slowly and give you a warm and comfy hug and you smell her fragrance the aroma of sweet vanilla flavor, that make you addicted, Now you hear the nonstop playing of the song, ***Ooh, I'd be nothing without you*** ***Ooh, there'd be no song without you, without you...*** Just like the song, you think of her, that you are nothing without her, she makes you feel things that no one could make you feel, ***When I'm down and out*** ***And feel like there is nothing left for me*** ***You save me...*** You wanted to thank Honne for this beautiful song that really fits to you, that just like the lyrics in the song she save you from everything, she saved you from the drowning thoughts, from this tiring world she's your rest and your home, You broke the hug because of the voice from the back, ***"Hey baby"*** you heard her boyfriend She smile and go to him, and you were left with still a pang on your chest seeing your favorite girl in the arms of another man, Yes,you help her boyfriend prepared to this simple romantic dinner for her because he was planning to propose to her tonight, jut by the thought of it makes you just hate yourself, ***how come you help him to get your girl, how come you help him knowing that you will only just hurting yourself,*** Your questions been answered just looking at how happy she is with this man, you are okay with it, now you are finally letting her go, her happiness is all that matters, because you are her bestfriend, and her happiness is your happiness, You hear the last lyrics of the song... ***There would be no song without you (ooh)*** ***There would be no song without you (ooh)*** ***There would be no song without you (ooh)*** ***Without you, without you, without you...*** Just like the lyrics, there would be no song if she's without you, ***Because she is your song, but her song is not you.*** **So let's make it happy this time hahaha the title is not good it's so random, haha I don't know why I think of it but yeah it has nothing to do with the story, we're just in the 2nd day of February and going outside feel like there's a partner required hahaha need ba dapat by partner guys charizz, anyways hope you enjoy this Fiction story, thank you for reading. Enjoy and stay hydrated everyone!** Images source: https://www.yahoo.com/amphtml/lifestyle/does-really-mean-man-cooks-121132685.html https://www.lovepanky.com/flirting-flings/get-flirty/romantic-dinner-date-ideas-for-two https://in.pinterest.com/pin/372813675402391596/ https://www.meetmindful.com/sultry-music-for-a-date-night-at-home/amp/ http://www.goodmorningimagesdownload.com/breakup-quotes-images/ Lead image source: https://brobible.com/culture/article/propose-marriage-before-or-after-dinner/ If you want to listeb to the song here is the link: https://youtu.be/WXOlNBDVt0o https://youtu.be/WXOlNBDVt0o `To all my dearest sponsors, readers, visitors, friends, and to all those who supports my articles, I wanted to giba a deep gratitude to all of you. Tha k you so much for inspiring and motivating me all through out this journey on this platform, may all the blessings will come on our way, let's claim it!`

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@MidnightSky 2 February 2022

You are Allowed to... Restraining ourself to things that we thought that if we does, will makes us small, belittle, and pity from those eyes of many is not a good thing. Remember that you are the owner of your own self and not them, you don't need their validation and of course whatever we do people will always have a say and it's okay but don't restrain yourself to do things you feel like you need to, you are allowed to do things that will do good to you, you are allowed to everything the importance is you doesn't aggrieved anyone. **So you are Allowed to:** **Start again** *Not everything is worth continuing, sometimes you need to resfresh, restart and begin again. If you think it's very chaotic for you to carry on then you are allowed to stop and start again so that you'll understand where you have done wrong or skip some steps. It's okay because starting again is not that bad for us humans, it just means tbat we are able to correct and go back again and have chance to make things right again. Have a fresh start again but change something and prevent on doing the same mistakes again. We should learn from our mistakes so tbat it would be worth it, because mistakes are just mistakes if we don't get any lesson from it.* **Feel vulnerable** *Being vulnerable doesn't mean you're weak, sometimes showing vulnerability is a sign that you are strong enough to show them that even in your vulnerable state you still find yourself walking and continuing this journey of life.* **Cry** *You are allowed to cry when you feel you want to. If you really needed to cry and let all that tears run down to your face then go and don't hold it back. Tears are just a common way to release our emotions, our eyes are just like clouds when the rain is coming, when it gets heavy it pours, just like us, when everything gets heavy then we just let our tears pour out. Cry until you feel okay again. Let those emotions and pain flow with your tears. Let out. They say crying is good for the soul.* **Smile** *This is the most precious act that you should always have, even when in the rough and darkest times putting a small or big smile on your face can make you feel better. Turning your eyes like a cresent moon while your lips started to move widely and your eyes twinkle because of overwhelming happiness. Smile not just you need to, but smile if you want to.* ****Get lost**** *Sometimes life its okay to feel nothing and just get lost with our thoughts, get lost in reality, if things are so tiring, if this world is tiring you, it's okay to vet lost for a while, to find ypur solace, to find comfort, and to fixed your thoughts and create a new mindset then be back again to face the reality of life. Getting lost for a whole is better if we really needed space then get lost and find yourself, sometimes getting lost is the only way to find your self again. There's nothing to be ashamed getting lost because it's natural for if we really find it comforting then we should do it every once in a while.* Images sources: https://www.therandomvibez.com/starting-over-quotes/ https://www.azquotes.com/quote/860701 https://www.keepinspiring.me/quotes-about-smiling/ http://www.picturequotes.com/sometimes-a-good-cry-is-just-what-you-need-to-release-all-the-hurt-you-have-built-up-inside-quote-54399 https://thehealthsessions.com/vulnerability-quotes/ Lead image source: https://www.hercampus.com/school/monmouth/science-behind-aesthetics/ Once again know you worth and value yourself, that's it my dear friends, have a good day to everyone, I'm still tired even I just sit in my online class but still hahaha, anyways have a great and amazing Wednesday my dears. Hope you spent your day so well. Stay hydrated and enjoy! `I just want to flex my dearest sponsors, please kindly check them 😊`

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@MidnightSky 1 February 2022

After all it's Worth It (II) Started with a scratch and with a motivation and a determination to mount to the top and to see and achieved the triumph. That's the story of a young boy who once despise by life challenges but have the heart and courage to overcome it and until now leave us a very inspiring story of success. You ever know the story of a young Chinese boy who goes to the Philippines without knowing how to speak tagalog or english? Again this is the second video that my professor asked us to watch and get important ideas to answer our academic papers in his subject but before that if you wanted to check the first one here is the link :https://read.cash/@MidnightSky/after-all-its-worth-it-39c98e17 so I'm just gonna tell you a highlight of life on an inspirational legendary entrepreneur man named Henry Sy, the founder of SM malls. *Henry is a young boy who go to the Philippines to see his father but going there he was so feel pity on his father miserable situation, his father is a vendor. After he knew the situation of his father the space in their store is so small and it also where his father live, so henry started to work himself and promise to himself that he would do everything to help his father and get out of this difficult and painful situatio. He promise to himself to became the best business man* *He does everything and work hard to alleviate life, he didn't experienced playing with friends at his young age, but instead he was focused and open on business. The store started to go so well but life happens when world war 2 starts and there 22 stores are being robbed and destroyed but still he do everything he sells cigarettes just to provide for his family, he then finished his study and start to sell shoes imported from americans then his business partner is lao kang, then he met Felicidad Tan and became his wife, he teaches her child to be open in business world, they are all families of business men and women.* *He changed the name Shoe Mart into SM mall and department store and started innovate it, he put a lot on effort on ideas he gets from travelling and exploring many shops he started not just sell shoes but a lot of goods that people need and he put attraction that would make people go to it and spend time to the mall, he put cinemas etc...* *Henry Sy became the most popular entrepreneur and a biggest banker and richest in the Philippines he surpassed Ayalas and Lucio Tan* **So again that's it guys hahaha still I don't have any will to start answering and doing my activities haha it's a holiday so I just enjoy watching and scrolling through my phone, I just write this for me to remember the important Ideas and also to inspire others like what henry sy inspjred me after knowing the summary and hardship he did just to achieve his success and still continue striving until now, ahh someday I want to be like henry Sy but first I'm gonna sleep hahaha kidding anyways have a great night everyone ahh I have class again tomorrow. Stay hydrated and have a good tuesday night to all!** `Starting this 2nd month of 2022 with a wonderful and deep gratitude to all of these amzing sponsors, readers, visitors, friends, and to all who supported me throughout my journey her in this platform, thank you so much and have great night and may your month of February will be full of love and blessings.` Images sources: https://twitter.com/philippinestar/status/1086528992784470016 https://www.bworldonline.com/sm-to-open-its-first-mall-in-camarines-norte/ https://dogtrainingobedienceschool.com/business-quotes-henry-sy/4855151_you-have-to-have-a-dream-whether-big-or-small-then-plan.html Lead image source: https://www.inc.com/wanda-thibodeaux/5-of-the-most-inspirational-poems-to-restore-your-mental-grit-and-courage.html If you want to know more about his success story then here's the link: https://youtu.be/h-jfs8KkeuI

@MidnightSky 31 January 2022

Woahh good morning talaga thank you so much @Micontingsabit for renewing my sponsorship hehez more blessings to come on your way madam salamat sa paayuda hehez🤗Kung Hei Fat Choy😊

@MidnightSky 31 January 2022

After all it's Worth It How does it really amazed me how an entrepreneurs mindset work? Like really it's very amusing and a lot of inspiration and learning we could get when we got to know about their journey on how they became such a great entrepreneur and how did they strive for their success. So I was watching a video given by our professor on our entrepreneurial subject and was about to aswer activity but I'm too lazy to start so I just watched it and think about of writing about them for inspirational purposes. The first video I've watched is about the story of ***Maria Socorro Ramos***, she was the ***founder of what we called National Bookstore,*** and her story behind her success is a no joke, Her journey of success is so difficult and very inspiring to know, I will not tell the whole story just the important one if you want to watched it I'll give you the link later, *Socorro was the youngest daughter in their family, even she was young but she was early to be open minded when it comes to business, her parents is a vendor of clothes and slippers, her grandmother was a vegetable vendor, but then life happens they need to close their business and goes to Manila to gamble and work for their everyday needs, socorro try everything she used to recycle the foil of cigarette to make one and sell it, after all her hardship she finished her studies and a lot of opportunities open to her.* *Socorro was young when she was offered by his brother to work to the same place his working in the goodwills books store, She accept it and work there, but she didn't expect that she will meet there her love of her life Ramos the son of the owner,* *To make it short their relationship has been tested by life but they still married to each other, they change the name goodwills bookstore into National bookstore,* *They work hard for it but life happens again, the spanish colonized the Philippines, the world war 2, and the storm disaster comes but they still survived it, and continue to strive and work hard,* *And now as we can see the national bookstore is everywhere it has a number of branches nationwide and the good things she said about this is they sell school supplies and stuff in affordable price that weather rich and poor can afford.* You see guys I learned a lot just by watching the first video, after all what life bring to people, if they are really determined and work hard for the success, any hardship will be payed off *****“If you have the love and passion for what you do, hard work will not be a sacrifice, but a joy!”***** *****-Socorro Ramos***** Just like what Socorro Ramos said all this hardship will be payed off if we really work hard, ***Sacrifices will be worth once we reached the triumph that we are craving for.*** **Woah it's getting longer my hand are already numb so I just continue this one I'll tell you some other time the next two video that I'm going to watch hehez I hope that I already had a will to answer my activities hahaha I'm too lazy when it comes to school hehez have a good night everyone, happy Monday hehez! Stay hydrated.** `A wonderful evening to everyone please check my amazing sponsors` Quotes source: https://www.manilatimes.net/2019/09/23/supplements/overcoming-all-odds-to-come-out-on-top/620229 Image source: https://www.facebook.com/110363787092541/photos/ms-socorro-c-ramos-started-working-as-a-salesgirl-when-she-was-18-yrs-old-in-goo/110650493730537/ https://vulcanpost.com/622869/socorro-ramos-the-national-bookstore-philippines/amp/ https://dir.davaostart.com/albums/goodwill-bookstore/album-504362/photo-comments/MPL7p0aE64qMYgnsfkY1j41FB/ https://www.facebook.com/JuanaWaisSaPera/videos/invest-in-your-mind-read-more-know-more-earn-moreyan-ang-isa-sa-mga-quotable-quo/2692100481063200/ Lead image source: https://www.insbright.com/famous-entrepreneur-quotes-images/ If you want to watch the documentary video of Socorro Ramos then here's the link: https://youtu.be/Mf-hjQYaxAQ

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@MidnightSky 31 January 2022

Giver should know their limits Are you the one in a many who always gives people what you have? ***Saying "NO" seems so hard for you?*** ***You always say "YES"*** You always give yourself to people even you are not okay with it. It's okay to help people, to give a handful on them, to share, but ***sometimes know your limits,*** You must left some for yourself, ***you don't always need to be a giver, saying no sometimes is okay, if it makes you feel good then it's okay,*** Sometimes giving your whole is not always right, it will left you with nothing and it's not a better feeling, remember that we must prioritize our self, we should limit ourself on saying yes to people. I'm also a giver, I always go and go with people wants, whem they need help then I'll help whatever I could. But sometimes people are too much, and I felt guilty for myself for giving too much. People tend to just take you for grandted and abuse your kindness towards them. I'm the person who's always been recieved a lectured by my bestfriend, to not be so kind and be an open hand to people, she said that I must left for myself. She always advice me to say ***"No"*** if I really don't want it. But after all the long lecture I still did it. I don't know because of my overthinking and what ifs in my mind, Like for example is someone is asking me for a favor then I don't have the will to do it, and I think that if I said No to them I will offend them and they would think bad of me, hahaha this is me sharing my past trauma with an ex friend, yes we aren't friends anymore because of the same reason. I always obeyed her favor, help her when in needs, even in a simple things I always say Yes to her but when there's is this one time that I don't have the guts to say yes because I just felt like it, and I have some important thing to do, I apologize and tell her I couldn't maybe next time, that's it, she was stab me in my back and telling people lies about me, how can she arghh I just don't want to talk about it again. It's all in the past so yeah after that one I think I'm still having the guilt even I know that i dont have to. This is me being a giver haha my bestfriend says ***"kakabugin mo ata si Mother Theresa"*** hahaha and I laughed at her but she after that she said to me seriously that I should not be an person whos open to people if they need me then I go. Atleast think of myself first, ***if it's good then go, and if it's not okay for you then say No.*** I put them in mind but still habbits never die and here I am but not the old person who always say yes, I just help people when in need and when I feel like to. And I learn to say No if I dont want to. *****Keep in mind guys that givers should know there limits. Not everyone deserve our kindness.***** `A wonderful day to these wonderful persons in this block, and to all my subscribers, visitors, readers, commentators and to all those who supported me, a deep gratitude for you all. Wish you all the best in life, thank so much for supporting me through my journey in this platform, may all the blessings will come on your way!` Image sources: https://www.quotespedia.org/authors/u/unknown/givers-have-to-learn-to-set-limits-because-takers-dont-have-any-unknown/amp/ https://www.dailyinspirationalquotes.in/2016/08/know-limits-know-give-know-demand-know-say-no-know-enough-enough/amp/ https://me.me/i/%E3%81%B5-%E3%81%88-0-givers-need-to-set-limits-because-takers-5117672 https://www.blissquote.com/2019/08/helping-others-quotes.html https://www.pinterest.com/pin/327636941628413823/ Lead image source: https://theinvisiblevisionproject.com/2017/10/02/accept-and-know-your-limits/amp/ That's all for today, have a great morning everyone I'll go to my online class this coming afternoon so I'm just gonna post this hahaha it's still early I'm too lazy to make some coffee for myself but I need to get up so spend your day well. Let's all be productive!

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@MidnightSky 30 January 2022

To see you in the aisle *Everything is on their respective place,* *The colorful tulips that are arranged like an arc were designed in the aisle to where your special one will walk later on,* *The red carpet that she always wanted for her wedding to be more look elegant,* *The song started, and you see familiar people, friends, your family, her family, and some are you don’t know about,* *The motif that you and her always fought back then, you wanted it to be yellow, but she insisted navy blue, now looking at the motif in this place is filled with yellow theme, a smile drew in your face noticing she chose your favorite color,* *You smile looking overwhelm how this is going so well,* *Now the last and the highlight of this event,* *The woman you knew so much since you were both a kid, the woman who’s make your life more extra challenging and fun, the woman who become your special one, the woman that you loved,* *The sophisticated wedding gown that she’s wearing enhanced the beauty of this woman walking towards you,* *You looked at her and you were shocked that your eyes met with each other, you both smile with a teary eye,* *The song changes and you are so familiar with it, you smile through listening while watching her walking closely toward to where you at right now,* *Slowly your tears started to build in your eyes and about to fall,* *How come this day will came, that your favorite person will be this happy on this wedding you both dream when you were still young and naïve,* *You reminisce the memories of you two, a two naïve kid who talks about there dreams together about getting married and their dream wedding and promised each other to be present on the wedding of who’s will be the first to be married. How funny that you silently promise to yourself that you were going to marry this girl in front of you, without knowing the future holds,* *How come this is what future holds, you see your special person in front of you ready to share her life to the man she loves solely,* *And here you are standing between them to listen to their vows, you started the ceremony and still there is a pang in your heart , when you see the love of your life share her I do’s to the man she loved, yes you are just choose to be a priest because of your family and being in love with your childhood best friend is wrong, so you continue to hide your feelings and congratulate the newly wed couple,* ***Just seeing her on the most special day of her life is all you wanted to do, she hugs you and thanked you before you left the venue, you’ve seen her smile and happy but this day is different, she was so happy and that’s okay with you, at least you still fulfilled your promise to her, but failed to to fulfilled your promise to yourself to marry and share your lifetime with the girl you always love.*** ****That’s it for now guys ahahha, I don’t really have anything in mind to write about so just a random strange story hahaha, I don’t know please bear with me hahaha I have lots in my mind right now but I don’t have any single idea how to write it so I just create stories like this, hehez thank you for reading have a nice day everyone, hope everyone is having a good day, stay hydrated!**** Image sources: https://www.brides.com/story/nonreligious-wedding-ceremony-reading-ideas https://www.weddingjournalonline.com/33-non-religious-ceremony-readings-that-will-leave-you-speechless https://www.weddingjournalonline.com/33-non-religious-ceremony-readings-that-will-leave-you-speechless/ https://www.wedmegood.com/profile/Crest-Events-18637/project/48619 https://www.instyle.com/weddings/original-songs-walk-down-aisle-to https://www.everydayhealth.com/vision-center/the-healthy-eye/watery-eyes.aspx https://www.pinterest.com/pin/564146290793970419/ Lead image source: https://www.weddingforward.com/wedding-ceremony/ `To all my amazing sponsors, friends, visitors, commentators, and to those who supported me as of this day, I would like to give you a deep gratitude, I really appreciate all oof it, thank you so much for inspiring and supporting me. You both all have my deepest thanks, more power and blessings to come to all, once again thank you so much enjoy your day!`

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