Do I have a long patience or I just control it?

Good evening dreamers!! How are you today? Tired? Stress? or maybe you are some exhausted. No matter what feeling you have right now, I do hope that you became kind to yourself. Don't too blame yourself for the mistakes you've done. Don't be too hard on yourself by pushing off you limits. You are only a human being and you tend to be tired. You've done a good job today so get some enough rest later.

Are you a kind of person who have a long patience or are you those who easily get bored in an instant? Are you belong to those people who can wait for hours to wait someone who you just already mocking them for being late?

I don't know if its real or maybe I just choose to adopt a long patience most of the time. My family and friends admire me because according to them, I have a long patience . That I am not easily get irritated when someone is bothering me or there's a long queue. They even doubt me why I am not easily got angry to them. Yeah, actually I'm okay if I wait hours to a long queue. I don't mind if I stand there for so long as long as I have my phone in me. I remember during our enrollment before, the queue is so long then my friends decided to go home and try again tomorrow, hoping that the queue is not that long. Actually, I waited for 6 hours before I got enrolled but it's okay to me. I didn't mind waiting for that long but for real, my legs is already numb that time but I just think that it is time consuming if I will come back tomorrow. I just control my patience because I don't want to come the next day ahhaha. In connection when there's a meet up or something,I always come early and I don't mind if I wait someone for hours. That is one of the scenario why they say that I have a long patience.

Another scene is when my nephews is so hypher and naughty. I guess it is normal for kids especially if it is boys to became a naughty like that. No one can handle to take care of them because of that naughtiness. Sometimes even their Moms don't know what to do to make them stop their tantrums. And they were so surprise when they see me how to manage their kids. I just do the things that I think is right to make them behave. And boom, they listen. Honestly,I just get along to them, play with them and make them to understand that having tantrums is not a good attitude. Also, I always remind them that not all the things they want will can get for an instant. They should work for it or they should wait for the right time to have it.

"How you manage to have that kind of patience?" Actually I really don't know how to answer that because for me, I don't have a long patience but rather I just control it. I manage to control my patience because I know that something worst might happened if I will not bear my patience. Honestly, its not on my blood to easily got angry. As long as I can understand the person and the situation, I will understand it. And for real, sometimes I just choose to be silence because I know that if I got angry there's a possibility that my mouth will uttered bad words that can hurt someone. According to my Auntie, I'm already 3 years here in Manila but she didn't hear me to complain about the things I do and she only see me angry once. Maybe, I only do ranting when I'm stress in academics haha. Why would I complain if I know that I can help them doing such thing. Also for me, complaining and blabbering too much is a waste of time. Actually you should use your time wisely by doing the things that need to be done. If you just only complain always, nothing's will be done and you just giving headache to yourself. So I believe that I really don't have a long patience but I just know how to control it. Or maybe I really have a long patience but I just don't want to admit it hahah.

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