Call! Call! Call!
At some point have you ever wonder if the things that you were doing is really for you? Or did you have that kind of thinking wherein you doubt yourself in the choices that you chose? Coz I myself felt that several times and I'm feeling it again right now.
Just this morning, my co-trainees and I were informed that we will be having our nesting period starts today and I was like
***"Really? Omg! Am I ready? No, I'm not yet ready!".***
**NESTING** - the time wherein we will be starting calling customers with the assistance still of our mentors
After hearing such announcement, my two eyes got wide open, my ears turns read and my hands starts to shake. I was trembling. I really am. I have a lot of questions in my mind.
***"Why self you're still shocked when you know already that this day will really come?***
Honestly, others expectation and my expectation to my self seems to be different. They were thinking actually that I am ready for this battle. They compliments me a lot saying that my voice is so good and I can think and talk immediately. So, it will not be difficult for me. But actually, inside me I'm bursting. I can't think. I can't move because of the nervousness and pressure I have inside me. It's like the feeling that you wanted to shout but you can't. That's what I'm feeling at that very moment.
While I was in hot seat, my mentor starts to call our attention and informed us that in the next 10 minutes you will be starting to call. And that's were my panic attack started to show. The nervousness and pressured I felt awhile ago was doubled up.
***I can't breathe! I really can't breathe! This is the end self! (Heart continues to beat very fast)***
Time is up!
Our mentor starts calling our name in no particular order. They will be dividing the class in to two. The first half will be doing a call in the production floor and the remaining half will have the training room as their designated area. I was shaking because I am so damn happy.
***Yes self! You will not be calling in production. Yohooo!!!***
PRODUCTION FLOOR - the area wherein call center agents were making their calls. 📞
Yah! And there it goes. We really make a call. I had my first call today April 14, 2022 @ 9:18 am and I had **"Wilson" as my very first customer.**
It was so nerve-wracking experience to assist and solve my very first customer's concern and I must say it indeed difficult to solve their concern but along the way, I enjoyed the call, . Treating your work as a passion not as a job is so fulfilling.
Another day had passed. Tomorrow again.
Goodluck self. Hope you really aced it.
Thankyou stellars for your continued support. Hope you still support me and I'll make sure to upload more articles as much as I can.
Shein Haul!
**Shopping! Shopping! Shopping!**
I just want to share something about what this thing I got from SHEIN. This product has just arrived today.
**Photos of SHEIN Product**
I actually shared this to you guys because I can't help but flex this thing I got today. To tell you honestly, I didn't experience buying expensive product since then from the moment I was born up until I started going to college even after I graduate. Having stuff like this before was like reaching a moon for me.
***"Kuddos to you self because you persevere and work so hard to be where you are today."***
By the way, just to clear things up ***"stellers",*** this is how I will call you guys. I actually didn't consider this items us so called ***"LUHO",*** this is something I actually need and as a reward also for myself for doing great in work, for all of the sleepless nights, for getting soaked in the rain, for getting sweat from the heat of the sun and for being able to support my parents consistently especially.
***You really did well self. Because of that, you deserve a pat in the head."***
This achievement I got is just so fulfilling that I can't help myself but letting this be posted and read by you stellers. I was so damn amazed and proud of myself because before I was just like scrolling it in my phone since I can't afford it and the feeling is like overwhelming upon looking on the price and knowing how expensive it is but now here it is, I finally had mine.
Honestly, it's really pricy. All of this items worth almost P3,000.00 but to tell you guys the quality, Wow! It's really awesome. It's so comfy because of the type of textile they have. I really recommend this to all of you guys. I'll give 💯 percent for this products. I must say the price really tells it all.
Anyways, so much for that. I just want to flex this thing I got today. It's really made my day. Can't wait to put this on and have it used in my work.
Annyeong chingu!
Please do support me guys. Your feedback and warm support will really help me stay active and productive. You cheering me up will surely motivated me to keep on posting here.
Annyeonghaseyo chingu! Just an update. I will post another article later in a day. Hope you read it. Thankyou
Annyeonghaseyo chingu! Just an update. I will post another article later in a day. Hope you read it. Thankyou
How Depression Killed My Friend
We humans are bound to encounter problems everyday whether at the office, house, market, restaurant, school and etc. anytime and anywhere. Problems are indeed everywhere. We normally believed that we'll overcome it and it's just a constant thing we need to face everyday. We encounters problem and find solution to it immediately. It is easy for us to find a way to solve everything at one snap.
But at some point, have you ever tried wondering what happen next if you'll not be able to fix that problem you have?
Some will say yes, and some will say no. Others may say maybe as well. It's really normal to know several reactions like this knowing that we people at some point, we choose not to care to others problems. We play dumb to it knowing that It's not our concerns anyway.
But to tell you guys showing that you really care really matters especially to those who are so mentally stressed like my late friend.
I had a friend who had passed away just this month of February.
She is a 25 year old pretty lady. She is a well-off woman who loves to be on the shadow of everybody. She doesn't actually want to be noticed by anybody. She preferred being alone compared to engage herself to a large number of people. That's how she lived her life.
Because of being so introvert, it ended up ruining her life by causing a lot of misunderstanding and failures that makes her parents turned their back to her. To make it clear, her parents did everything for her it's just that they were so tired of guiding her and helping her to the things she liked. She doesn't want to study because she wanted to start working at early age making her family ended up abandoning her. Because of this, she learned to smoke, to drink and etc. Nothing good goes well to her.
There are times she will arrive at her apartment late at night causing so much trouble to tenants. She is totally lost this time. She has no great future ahead. Her parents didn't bother and it hurts her more. Things that made her feel that her life is miserable and dark that no one will be bothered even if she turns out to be dead or what.
This is simply means that she's depressed. She started to hallucinate, seeing things that doesn't even exist. Because of this, she attempted to kill herself several times but fail to do so. This is the reason why she keeps on moving to different apartments because she can't kill herself because everytime she attempt to kill herself, boarders happen to find out.
Actually, she tried to seek help but can't find any. There's no one willing to help her. If there is someone who can help her, she's willing to be treated. But no one dares to help her.
With everything that she encounters, she realized that she is not needed in this world. That her existence doesn't matter anyway.
For the last attempt, she manage to kill herself by hanging her body using the rope. She was found dead at 2:oo am. Her corpse happened to be seen at her room with lots of pills on the floor. Based on the autopsy, she took the pills first before she hung her body.
**Message to everyone**
It's time to take an action, make a noise and speak out about mental issue. So many people are dying because of lack of enough attention and support from the people who must provide help for them. It's not just about implementation and execution but it is also the acceptance that this illness really exist and not be taken as jokes or a quip. They really need help. They are silent not because they don't want to ask our help. They chose to be silent because they know at the end, they will be ignored anyways. In their minds, they are shouting and crying because of the pain they have. They are devastated. Countless people are dying everyday because of depression.
***How many lives do we need to lose before we make a move?***
I hope for the near future or maybe someday perhaps, this will be totally acknowledged. For those vulnerable people who are victim of anxiety and depression, I know you didn't chose to be afraid. You want us to hear you and it's time for you to stand and be brave to face the world. Ignored the feeling of being neglected instead, make this as your tool , your will to win against that stigma that you have against the people whom you think will gonna harm you. Please speak out and promise you'll be heard.
**What made me wrote this?**
I made this article as my way of showing my love and respect to my friend who died and become another victim of this undying sickness we have. I am sincerely here for you as your companion. You may now rest in paradise my friend.
My deepest condolence to the bereaved family
Another article for the day. Hope you guys continue to support me. Your support really matters. See you on my another article.
Annyeong! Chingu
Byeee!
All About Myself and Why I'm Here
Who am I?
Annyeonghaseyo! Je erueme Jonar imnida. Mannaseo Banggap seumnida.
I am Jonar Bertulfo, but most of my friends call me "Maxx". There is no hidden meaning with this nickname I have. It's just that hearing this name is so pleasing in the ears and it's way easy to utter. Just sayin'.😉😀
I was born on the 27th of August, 1998. I am the eldest among seven. I graduated at Leyte Normal University with the Degree of Bachelor of Science in Information Technology.
**A Photo of Myself**
Why I'm here?
Hobbies has a broad meaning to me. It could be something that is nature and it could also be something that is nurture. (Nature and Nurture guys in Psychology if you still remember) I know you all will definitely agree to me, right? Why do I say so?
For example, dancing. I must say I love dancing even though dancing doesn't have the same liking to me. I was influenced by the medium I am seeing in different platforms like Tiktok. I enrolled myself in different dancing clubs in school but got rejected during tryouts and auditions. It didn't go well to me so, I tried singing.
Because of the love I have for singing as well, it makes me even join theater club in school just to enhance what I have and be better most importantly. But again, it didn't go well. This time around I tried joining journalism in school because I know within me that this is something I'm passionate of. This time, I was so certain about my decision. I have thoughts in mind that this is really the right decisions I've made in my whole youth days. But for the third attempt, I didn't make it.
I was so down for how many weeks because of all the happenings in my life for the past few months. I also remember my friend telling me ***"what makes you fall in love to something you're not even good at Maxx?"***
All of this stuff makes me so destroyed and feel paralyzed. This things made me scared of trying another things. I was so tired of it and just want to give up. And yah, I did give up for good.😭😭😭
All of these experiences I had had put me on the edge of the cliff. I am really exhausted and stressed knowing that I failed in accomplishing the things I really love doing. So, I decided to just focus on what I know will surely makes me at least in the safest zone which is studying. I focused myself in studying and even got a scholarship to finance my needs. I bombarded myself with tons of tasks and paperwork for me to be busy and not to be swayed by other things that is surely not a help to me during that time. And yah, here I am. I manage to graduate and had that diploma that makes my parents the proudest. I must say that I was quite fulfilled to what I had achieved but I know there is always this moment that you will reminisce everything you have done in your life before and it will surely flashback to you anytime now in the present.
To be honest, until now I am still scared to take risks imagining what you have encountered before and how it ruined you. I really want that everything that I'm doing is the safest pick no matter what happen. However, this friend of mine happens to arrive at the right time. As in legit.
Me and My friend
This friend of mine was actually my colleague in the latest company I'm in. She really loves to talk even random things. I must say we surely have the same vibe. Yah! Upon talking things about life, love, career, goals and etc., she suddenly brought this thing about read.cash from nowhere. During our conversations, this information she shared has caught me lots of attentions that drawn to it. She was really the person who helped me be here and discovers how great this platforms is for those who really love writing despite the fact that I myself lacks the skills and potentials. However this time, I will grab this opportunity because this is something that doesn't work to everyone. I am very much lucky to have this discovered.
I remember I have this friend of mine who told me, ***"what makes you fall in love to something you're not even good at Maxx?"***
Before I was so hesitant to answer this question but now I am confident to say that, ***"I am doing this because this is something I am passionate of. Regardless if I'm not that good to it but I know in time, I will be a great author of my own books and be that role model as well to everyone who are dreaming but have the doubt to themselves."***
But you know upon hearing that question again, I thought it was so difficult to answer back then. I realized it so easy to answer it.
***"I am doing this because this is something that really makes me happy and It keeps me alive. I would rather take risks by trying than accepting the fact that I'll gonna fail by not trying."***
Anyways, so much with that thing. I am just so happy being here now and try this beautiful chapter in my life having myself enters this world. Looking forward to this and hope you guys support me with this thing I'm passionate of all throughout.
Chinguya gomawo.✍️💜💜
What are the Genres I have in Mind?
I put so much effort to fictions and mythology. But I'll make sure to also share random topics and articles to you guys to make sure that you will not be bored in reading the articles that I will be sharing here.
I will make sure to be active here guys as much as I can. In order to do that, I need your support guys in order to be motivated and keeps you updated. Thankyou so much! Mwuah 😘
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