The Other Side Of life......
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Hello lovelies, hope you all had great night, I'm supposed to write this post yesterday but in the process of creating the post, I slept off , I know it will happen because i did not have enough sleep for some days now, the highest duration of sleep I have is for 3 hours, but yesterday the sleep dealt with me bumper to bumper...lol, I can't cheat nature in have no choice but to sleep then continue from where I stopped today . Yesterday was someone tight for me in school, but notwithstanding, I still have to engage with the little time I have, Yeah, I did the little I can. immediately I came back from school some minute past 3 pm, I have to prepare what I will eat because the daughter of a man is feeling hungry... hehehehe 😆, I can't withstand the hunger anymore 😁😁, then after that, I have to solve the assignment given to us that yesterday because we'll be submitting it today. After that I dozed off , awake again this morning , but looking at the lectures I'm haveing today, I feel like crying, it will start from 8am to 6pm stretch, though some lectures might be absent.
Enough of the paparazzi, now to the main reason for this post.
The unpredictable life...
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life is just like a two-sided coin, the view is showing to me is different from the view you'll be looking from. life has a different way of dealing with individual, if you have lived for years, you'll get to understand the ups and downs of life, your story will be different from others, it might be a loss of a loved one, job loss or you trying to adjust to the tough time life brings, sometimes life isn't what you want it to be, but you just have to adapt to what it brings.
what prompted me to write about this?
It was about the article written by @Olasquare titled, what's life about? , I wanted to give my response to the article yesterday but I decided to give write it as an article. https://read.cash/@Olasquare/whats-life-about-712edd0b
`he talked about a hard time that has made him not to live the life of a footballer which he talked about going back to the past to restructure everything but can't be possible, many people Could have loved to, but life is irreversible. you can go to his post In the link above to get the whole story.`
Now, my side of the story.....
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hard time in life can mean different things to different people just like I've said initially, my own tough time might mean nothing to you, it's normal, but this time is a moment I will never forget. I wasn't born with a silver spoon, but we are just living like an average Nigerian. not until life dealt with us by showing us its bad side. then I was in secondary school, I was about to write my waec( examination for senior school certificate). As a 15 years old girl, I was very happy that I will be going to the university. I know before then I will be 16, but everything did not work out as I planned.
one day, ( that was 5 years back) as we are having a nice time together, my mum received an alert on her mobile phone , she could not believe what she saw, a million-plus was withdrawn from the account without her consent," how come ?" she exclaimed. She rushed to the bank to make an enquiry about the money, they tried to trace the account that was used for the fraud, but the details were untraceable, they assure her that they will try their best, but the case was later forgotten after a short period, we were brought form something to nothing...
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My problem started from where I wanted to write my waec, but no money to pay since it was a private school, all efforts to get the money was fruitless, then I was left with no choice but to wait for another time. I stayed at home for 2 years, I have to work for people to meet up with something, after two years of staying at home, I've gotten enough money to pay for the examination fee. that was around #38,000($64, to God, be the glory, I passed the examination.
I thought about going to the higher institution, I have to work again to get the money for my Jamb (entrance examination to into university) but in the process, God turn our sorrow into joy, we were brought back from grass to grace through the help of my mum friend who lives abroad, God helped us through her. but I will never pray to experience such again in my lifetime.
**Hard time will build you to bring out the best in you, an adage says ...what doesn't break you will make you stronger and it will give you the strength for the next time you experience a tough time in life.**
**There are some certain things we can't control in life which might affect our State of being in life but you can only control your reaction to the situation of things you come across.** we have to make each moment count and remember that there's always something to be thankful for. Though I could not write my examination that year, I still thank God for everything, most especially for the gift of life, you can't change the past , but you'll only have to deal with the present..
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Eweeee!! I would have love to express how I feel right now in pidgin English, it would have demonstrate my feelings more... silly Mary 😋
The love being showered one is just like a rain and I will love it to rain for ever. Oops I'm feeling butterfly in my stomach 🤣🤣, the love is just over flowing., While checking my notifications yesterday I saw the Christmas gift sent to me by ma'am @Jane. Ma'am I wanna tell you, I cherish it ❤️💚. And this evening when I came back from school I saw another surprise again , sir @Olasquare thanks for renewing your sponsorship, when I saw it , you can't imagine tye grin on my face. Thanks a lot and may the joy of Christmas remain always with you all. ❤️💚💟
What a glitch!!!
When I opened into my trust wallet this evening, the figure I saw there was so alarming , but within me, I know it was a glitch, after some minutes , it went back to it normally value.
I just wish what I saw in my wallet this evening is real, I would have just turn to a young billionaire overnight.. 🤣🤣🤣🤣. Don't mind me
Back to school
**Hello my lovely readers, today is another day again and I believe it's a great day for everyone. Do anything that makes you happy and enjoy each moment with a positive vibe.**
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Yeah, today is the second day of school resumption and it all started with a tight schedule, we are not given a single chance, not at all, though it looks good to me all the way because it will make the semester end on time. According to this semester calendar, all lectures are going to end 11th of March 2022, then from the 14th of February to the 18th of March 2022, revision is going to start, and finally, from 21st of March to 8th of April, the semester examination commences for all student. That's pretty cool, I just pray they should not change anything become they are capable of changing anything changeable ... hehehehe.
`I'm back to school with the normal daily school routine, I woke up early so that I will not be late to the lecture room, within a short period, I'm done with everything I should do then off I went.`
I decided to take some picture on my way the to school, which was around 7:34. The lecture is going to start by 8:00 am and will end by 10:00 am.
since the lecturer has not arrived, though remaining some few minutes to the lecture time, I and a friend took a picture, however, I was not having the intention to take pictures then but since she called my attention to it, I have to join her, though the phone camera is not clear...#winks😉, then in the process, the lecture enters. After spending 2hrs with us, the lecture ends.
The next lecture will be from 3:00 pm to 5 pm, but before then, I will have to go back to my hotel to prepare what I will eat. Two of my coursemates followed me, and on our way going, we bought a watermelon that we'll eat before preparing the meal. oops! I forget to take a picture of it, all good and fine...😆
**A few minutes later, I decided to prepare spaghetti with a fried egg.**
Hawuuuu!! food is ready, even though there's nothing to use in stepping it down, lol, we have to eat it like that. It was indeed a happy moment sharing my meal with them. After eating we all had fun, saying all sorts of funny things just to pastime..heheheh.
I spent close to an hour with them, then I decided to excuse myself from them, that's when I start to write this article. Their rants continue ...**" Mary we know you can't stay for a few minutes without operating your phone, still surprised that you're able to spend close to an hour with us without your phone"** we all laugh over it. I was expecting that utterance from them anyway.
I was still writing about how I spent my day, tik - tok, tik - tok, its almost 3 pm, by 2:40 pm we are all ready to go back to school for the next lecture, so I will have to stop here now and when I'm back I will continue from where I stopped... oops! where is my bag?.....
yayyyyy, I'm back from school, "where Is my pen?" . this is around 5:57 pm , because I went to a friend to collect something. This time around I'm the only one at home, I'm going to start from where I stop at noon, though I'm not doing anything again, hence there's nothing to write about, I'm going to spend the rest of my day on read.cash and hive, then I will also branch to dreemport to finish up with somethings. oops! my pen has stopped, I have to stop here too.
**How did you spend your day too? , I will love to know..**
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It's all my fault
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Don't touch me, I said don't touch me if you don't want me to regret what I will do for you. you're nothing but a monster in human form, I've tolerated you enough hoping you'll change one day but you become worse every day by day. You battered me every day, is it a crime that I chose you? is a crime, please answer me. (she sobbed) , as he was trying to talk, she shut him up .....
"oh ! will shut that gutter of yours that you call mouth, I know you don't have anything good to say"
please forgive me, I'm going to change, he pleads.
"what a mumbo jumbo statement with an uncooperative attitude from a nitwit animal of no commercial value like you!!! just listen to yourself talking, you will change?
I've waited so long for you to change, look at scars all over my face and body, you almost kill me, fuck you! . **Just Because of the love I have for you, I always come back but this time around the love and feelings I have for you has been rubbed in the mud and my strength has finally washed away.**
He was trying to move closer to touch her but she shouted " don't lay your stinky hand on me because if you try it, bet me, I'm going to hit you hard and nothing will come out of it, I've been dragged to the wall that I could longer bear it no more, I'm leaving you with your arrogance's, I'm tired of ever wanting to please you, I'm tired of ever wanting to love you, I'm tired of the constant beating, maybe this time around you will beat up your cushions or probably you look for something and hit your television, I don't care ! since you love beating. I'm going never to see you again.... https://read.cash/@Maryjacy/ive-been-dragged-to-the-wall-88273c35
she left with tears on her eye.
**GAME OVER**
He looks at her moving out from his life with tears twirling down his face **" I've been so arrogant, see what I've done to myself, she loved do much but I did not love her the way she does, I never treated her like the queen she was and now she has left, I've lost her forever, it's all my fault "**
light fades out.
**Stop the abuse**
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**what did you gain in battering a woman?** it makes you stronger or feel like a Superman? you're nothing but a weaken!
Why are you are enduring the pain when you can go, you don't have to suffer in the hand of a man who doesn't love you.
love here and there, but it has been abused by many, love is sweet when you meet the right person but bitter than neem when you meet the wrong person that will make you never want to love again.
**ARE YOU NOT SEEING THE SIGN??**
**"love is not a do or die transaction, love is not a noun to be defined but a verb to be acted upon.** don't even try to beg when you're supposed to walk away **"if love is a crime then I wouldn't want to be a criminal, because I don't want to be tortured with the pain of love"**
wise up
you're beaten the first time, you took it as a mistake, you're beaten the second time, you still forgive him because you love him, and again you're beaten up the third time and you are still enduring the pain, you chose to stay all in the name of love. you better wise up hence, hell is waiting for you.
You're to be loved @King_Gozie talk about this in his article, The handwriting is written boldly on the wall and you could not see it. when a man beat up a woman, it shows he does not love the woman because love they say it doesn't hurt, choosing to stay will cause more harm than good. https://read.cash/@King_Gozie/to-be-loved-20e9736f
Just because she chooses to love and you feel like she can't do or live without you, you abuse the love she has for you till you finally dragged her to the wall, you forget that she will get tired of all your bad acts one day and when women turn their back at you, the love they have for you turns to hatred they will not want to see you again, you'll get to realize that they can still live without you.
**Curb women abuse, I feel so bad when I see some ladies suffer in the hands of the person they love, but they are blinded by love that they could not see the danger ahead. I will say again, it is better to stay away rather than wait to endure the pain**
Thanks for your time.
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Don't conclude yet
**hello my lovely readers, I'm sure you all having a nice day. I've not been able to come online because of my health, I've been feeling sick that I had no strength to come online even though my mind is always here, wish I never miss a day Without staying here, but I still thank God for the gift of life. Yeah , I'm fine now, but I'm still on medication .** @Debbyanffy96 **thanks for asking after me, really means a lot to me.**
Errrr, today activity has started , and I've set my goals for today, I believe I'm going to achieve everything before the day run down. Everything is going to be online anyways, but gonna be a tight schedule.
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**it's all about life........**
Life is not a bed of roses, some days are good , some days are bad, the good days will make you to enjoy the fun part about life , while the bad days will make you gain experience. As you all know that Life is just like a puzzle, if you don't play well, you'll loose the game.
Life comes with is own adventure, where we will have to face many occournce , be it trials, challenges and everything become turgid and rigid , and you're trying to deviate? Don't conclude yet ! Challenges will come and go , but you will only remain if you are able to stand with challenges, there should be any reason for your fail, you have to build yourself to be stronger.
Due to what is happening around you, you conclude within yourself that what you're doing can Never be successful, who told you that, impossibility can only be found in the dictionary of a fool, because they act unwisely, haven't you heard about plants growing in a rocky land?, So no matter how rocky your situation may be you can still sprout out of the rocky ground and stand out for all to see the glory that surrounds you.
The rocky ground is your challenges, tribulations, trials of life, difficult time, but I will tell, you do not deviate, do not allow the rocky ground to strangle you, don't be a victim of circumstances by concluding with your present situation with mentality that you can't make it, you can still rise to the top
**Try again**
Anytime we do something we will always anticipate for success, but if we did not get the required result we will become sad and depressed and we fail to try again which is very wrong. We should have to at the back of our mind that we might not succeed in everything we do once, we should be eager to know the reason of our failure if we fail.
Any failure you encountered today will be a stepping stone to your success if we try again and each failure teaches us something positive. We should not stop trying again if we fail for the second time, even if people give me up on us, we should not give up on yourself, even though if we fail for the second time, we should not quit because constant effort will always bring great achievement at last.
We should never give up hope, whenever we meet with failure we should not be disappointed, we will learn from the experience that will make us fortunate in the future.
All this great men and women like artists, inventor, writer, scientists and explorer did not succeed in their first attempt. Most times we always look at the success of all those great people, we never think about the failure they might have pass through, they are not discourage with failure. Even most times, people so fail in examination, but they continue to make attempts, they never give up on their efforts. Failure will make you to be equip for better knowledge.
Our forefathers never made attempt to give up and that is why the world is what it is today, but if we fail to contribute our own efforts today the upcoming generation will suffer for it, so we must keep on trying again until we succeed.
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Stop and make a u-turn
**How long have you been moving in a circle?**
**How long have you been making the same mistake over and over again?**
**How long will this stop?**
**You just have to sit up and give your self some food for your thoughts.**
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You complained about a particular thing is bad and you keep on doing it, you never thought of what to do to improve. You can never keep on doing the same thing at all times and be expecting a different result, that can never be possible, you have to make a U-TURN, you have to check where you're getting it wrong, a different thing will certainly yield a different result, you have to take the pain to achieve your goals.
When a driver is driving on the road and he realized that he's going in the wrong direction, what will he do? He will do nothing but making U-TURN and face the right direction to get to its destination.
A great man said and I quote **" Don’t ever rule out the option of U-turn in your life because one day you will need it! The moment you realize that you are going to the wrong direction, turn to the right direction instantly, with a beautiful U-turn"**
~ Mehmet Murat ildan
Quote source https://quotefancy.com/quote/2338573/Mehmet-Murat-ildan-Don-t-ever-rule-out-the-option-of-U-turn-in-your-life-because-one-day
The U-Turn you makes today can make a great change in your life, as far as you're going through the wrong direction you will never get to your destination, but if you pass through the right direction Even though you're are not fast, you will surely get to where you are heading to in the journey of life, though you will be faced with obstacles, you must be ready to overcome it.
Did wishes come true?
We always wish to be a great person in life, we always want to see ourselves in high places, we always wish of living in our Mansion and drive our dream car, all this are Wish, you have to work towards your wish because is not all wishes that come to reality. You must be ready to do what the great men do to achieve their dreams, you must be ready to work on rocky ground, you must be ready to sacrifice your time for what you want.
You can't expect a huge achievement when you are doing what ordinary people are doing, when others are going miles, you should be able to go the extra mile to get an outstanding result. Some people are not ready to make a U-TURN, they prefer moving in circles which will make them achieve the same result they want, if you truly want a change, be ready to make a U-TURN, always try to learn new things
A great man said and I quote **" You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else"**
~ Albert Einstein
Quote source https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/118785-you-have-to-learn-the-rules-of-the-game-and
Albert Einstein has said it all, know the rules of the game in the sense of finding out what will make you achieve your goals, learn from other who achieve their goals, and you should be able to double your efforts to do more than what you learned, you don't have to settle with less, you have to bring out the best in you, believe in yourself, believe you can do it, I will refer to what this great said.
I quote **" Believe in yourself. You are braver than you think, more talented than you know, and capable of more than you imagine"**
~Robert T. Bennet
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So don't downgrade yourself, there's is still a chance for you to make a U-TURN when things are not working as you expect, and I write in one of my posts titled: Don't conclude yet, it will also be good if you can read it, click here to read it.,
You don't have to conclude in your present situation, when things are not working well, don't hesitate to make a U-TURN.
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My dream - $1000 BCH!
**hello my amazing readers, it's another new month again, many goals I've been set, but it's another thing to set a goal and it's another thing to work towards, so goals without action are nothing. set your goals, take the first step, and within a blink of an eye, you'll get it done.**
****Dream****
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There are different type of dream, the dream about your future, who you want to become in life, and the dream you had while sleeping. They can be entertaining, fun, romantic, disturbing, frightening, and sometimes bizarre, it's an occurrence that does occur beyond human understanding, We are being taken to an unknown land and not knowing if we return or not. There are so many misconceptions about dream which will make, some said it's. a story that our mind creates with images while we are asleep, it's a mystery that doctors and psychology find it difficult to explain, but they still explain in their understanding but not certain.
Dreaming bring about old memories, you might dream about a friend you have not seen for years and also about those whom you've lost for a very long time. you'll see those people who you think you'll never see again in your dream, you even see yourself having another nice moment with them.
Sometimes we also dream according to our imagination, what we had in mind before sleeping, it might be a wired thought or thought filled with fantasy, that's why it's always advisable to always have positive thoughts before going to sleep so as to move on with the positive vibe while sleeping...lol
Sometimes when we dream, we wish we never wake up, you'll dream of living in that house you'll want to build, driving that car you thought of having, spending a nice time with that beautiful girl you'll think of having to yourself, and you wish it will be for internal, then somebody began to toss you up and down till you wake up. " ho why will you wake me up from this sleep?" that's all our rants when we wake up and see it's not real, but just a dream.
**what prompt me to write about dream this morning?**
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Yeah, I had a dream this last night, and when I woke up, **" what a fuck, I wish it's real",** I don't dream always, but whenever I dream, it might be a weird dream or a fantasy dream, and I will love to share it here...
I was making writing an article to publish on read.cash , I've typed everything made adjustments where necessary, just like I use to do before posting, so I mistakenly, click on delete, it was so painful, I don't even have a duplicate...will I start writing another one? I thought to myself. I find it difficult to start again, I thought of not writing It again, oops I give up ...
Then a voice said to me, **" why not write another one, you never can tell what will happen"** I picked up my phone again, I opened my notebook apk and then I began to write again, it was even more better than the first one I write, after crosschecking it, I posted it successfully. After a short period checked the platform, ho my goodness!! , behold what I saw, I saw **$1000+ BCH** in my account, I was very happy that I was able to re-write the post.
I began to feel a touch in my body, someone is tossing me up and down, Mary wake up, it's time for morning devotion" that was the voice that woke me up from my sleep.
**"why waking me up?"** I wish I could go back to sleep to continue with the sleep, but not possible....lol, I began to think, what if it is real? it's going to be an overwhelming joy, I'm gonna dance as I've never done before, likewise, so many people are going to partake in my blessing as well.... hehehehe 😆, but it just a dream, hoping it's will happen one day...
**The lesson I learned from my dream.**
giving up should not be the next alternative, it's true that you have failed several times and you think of giving up, and you give up at the tip of your blessing, you give up when everything is about to turn around for you, don't give up, stand on your feet and give the tournament the last shoot. you'll be surprised with the achievement you made, everything is made possible just because you did not give up.
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I don't care, who cares?
**I believe that majority of us have seen or heard about those less privileged and I will ask.... Did you ever have thought of stretching a helping hand? or did you ever have sympathy for them or did you just move on because it doesn't affect you?**
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The majority dies of hunger just because no one cares about them, **I don't care, you don't care, then who cares?**
we have everything at our disposal to make the world heaven on earth, it does not matter if you're wealthy, but the little help you we render goes a long way, but all these deals with self-sacrifice, Sacrifice- the greatest of all, it's an article written by @Princessbusayo you can go check it as well. https://read.cash/@Princessbusayo/sacrifice-the-greatest-of-all-1b2ebd96
No matter your closeness to God and you don't care about those people around you your closeness to him is nothing, it does not count without thinking about others. The bible says, whatsoever you give to the least of my brethren that you do unto me.
Did you feed the hungry? Did you give water to those in thirst?Did you give a home to the homeless? Did you comfort the afflicted and those in despair? Did you give hope to the hopeless?These are the question we should ask ourselves, Even when others don't care, we should take it as a responsibility, i.e The things we should do.
You eat three square meals a day and some people around you don't even have the hope of eating a square meal, it will take you nothing but a blessing to sacrifice just a square meal.
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**You might be thinking, I'm I also doing the same?**
I'm not exaggerating, As a student, I still offer the little help I can render to people around me, I don't mind sacrificing my meal because I know that I can't die if I deprive myself of it, God that provides will always provide for me. There are so many times I give out my last card because I know that person needs it more than I do, then I will be like **" oh God! I'm stranded now, what will I do?",** miraculously, I will be surprised in a big way by getting more than what I give out, that's just the truth about giving to others who you think they need it, don't wait till they come rolling on the floor to beg, this might look like a difficult thing to do. However there are some cases where you'll wish to help, and you feel hurt because you don't have it, it's okay, God knows and sees your deepest heart.
show care to others when you can, curb the I don't care attitude, don't move on just because you think it's none of your business, of course, it is. the help you render today will surely speak for you tomorrow. You may also benefit by doing something for someone else..
A great caring person can change the world, don't be too busy to think about the welfare of others, caring give life its deepest significance, the capacity to care makes the world a better place, you can be the world to one person with your capacity to care, hence, the world will be a better place for all to live.
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For the past two days, I've been running an online program which Makes me not be active online. And I wish I could be here,but i don't find it possible... But today ,I'm done with everything I'm doing. Much Love 😍
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Bloody Samaritan
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I could not stop running that night, everywhere was very dark that I could not see where I was heading to, maybe there's a pit at my front, I never can tell, all I know is that I'm running to save myself from an unknown who was trying to take the advantage of me. My legs become weaker to lift my body and my strength is washing away, I got to the point where I could not listen to any footstep again, I can't help but stop at that junction. I sat down on the floor all alone in that dreadful night.
After sitting for an hour, my mind flashed back to how it all started. Had it been I knew, I could have moved on time to where I wanted to go because I've not been to the place before. I told my aunt that I will be coming to her place to spend my holiday with her and she was so delighted that I'll be coming, I began to count on days, I even wish I could have the superpower to turn the hands of the clock, but some things can never be possible. The law of all things are possible does not work with this.
Phew! Tomorrow is the day I will be going, so I called my aunt to ask her for the description, she gave me a well-detailed description of the place that it will be very easy for a novice to understand but with all the explanation, I don't know the exact place she was staying **" well, I'll give her a call when I get there, so she will come and pick me up"** I said to myself, but everything turns around to a terrific experience for me.
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The next day, I did not move on time, it was around 2 pm Knowing fully well that I will be late to my destination. I stayed on the bus for hours and finally, we got to the bus stop by 11:30 pm, it's a 9 hours journey. that's to show it's a very long distance. I took down my luggage from the bus, I was still thinking why my sister did not call me despite I was late . **" at least she should have called me to know if I'm safe, that's unfair"** I ranted. I dipped my hand inside my bag to take my phone to call her to come and pick me up, but the unexpected happened, I could not find my phone, I try to check the other bag, but was not there, even though there's cold outside there, heat was flowing in my body as if I just ran a 500m race, I was so confused that I don't even know what to do **" Ha! my phone has been stolen and probably she will have tried my number"**
I asked from the few people I saw on the road, for like an hour, I was still on read moving like a vehicle without destination. **" ho! this thief has done the worse to me"** I lamented. Hey girl, why are you staying here alone by this time of the day? I told him my predicaments, the young man said: **"it's late already and it will be very dangerous going to that place this night, I can accommodate you in my house, then tomorrow you will find your way easily to your destination".** At first, I disagreed because I don't know him, human beings can be so desperate, I thought within myself, but come to think of it, it will be more dangerous staying outside here too. I followed him with fear writing all over my face.
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He stayed in a room apartment, his house was furnished with beautiful furniture, in short, the room was well kept. He slept on a cushion while he offered me his bed to sleep on, I find it difficult to close my eyes but I was later carried away with sleep. Suddenly, I began to feel something on my body, when I opened my eyes, behold it was him trying to take advantage of me, even though i scream, no one will hear me, as he was forcing himself on me, I thought of what to do, I kicked him with the last strength in me that he could not withstand the pain at that moment. Thank God the door is not locked, I opened it and ran away but he stood up Immediately from the floor and started chasing me that night.....
That's all I was thinking about where I was sitting, I just pray nothing will happen to me that night, ****" I thought he's a good Samaritan who wants to help me but reverse is the case, what a bloody Samaritan"**** I whispered.
when I opened my eyes, it's daybreak already, and I could not believe I slept off, I stood up from where I was laying feeling hungry, but nowhere to get food by that time, that doesn't bother me, I started to ask from passerby if they know where I was going to with the description my aunt gave me, after several attempts, fortunately, I saw someone who led me to my destination.
I rang the doorbell, the door was opened **" oh my goodness!!! where have you been, what happened? "** she exclaimed. she noticed that I was very tired, she gave me something to eat, then after eating, I narrated the whole story to her, **" I am sorry for everything that happened to you, thank God you're safe, it's indeed a terrible experience"** she said with Pity.
The end.
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Thanks for your time.
The lyrics - sitting without ambition
hello lovelies, I know you're always good as usual. Thank God it's Friday (TGIF), weekend has knocked at the door already and tomorrow is Saturday, I know the majority will be going to party (owambe things on point)😂😂, don't mind if you can make your handbag while going. like I feel like eating party rice, just like @Princessbusayo talked in one of her posts about different types of jollof rice, I can't stop laughing, but I will prefer wedding rice 😂😂, the taste is always exceptional. https://read.cash/@Princessbusayo/different-types-of-jollof-rice-18a41254
**that's aside...**
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I was dealt with today? you might be wondering what happened, nothing much, don't panic, it was writer block that dealt with me mercilessly. at noon after spending some time on hive blockchain, then I turned to read.cash to do something as well, but unfortunately, my brain is not cooperating with my hand. I look for a book to read maybe I will gather some knowledge from there, but now, seems my brain has gotten to its limit, the book could not even assimilate 😞. What will I do again, I said to myself, I decided to open my read.cash again to check on my saved articles, I read like that will be the last day on read.cash. but after everything, my brain is still blank. made so many attempts but all to no avail..... oh my head ache! in the process I develop a migraine, meaning I've strained my brain too much. why today. I cannot help but sleep in other to relax my brain.
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I woke up again around this evening, with the mind of writing nothing, I just turned on my music and put on my ear pud to listen to music, the first music on my list is "like you" but Tatiana Manaois. I always love listening to her song frequently because it's always emotional and solemn. Though the song is not a new song, I know majority of you if not all know the song, as I was listening to it, the lyrics caught my attention, now let's forget about the baby see was referring to, Now I'm referring mine to individual.
The lyrics is referring to everyone one us.
**how do we see ourselves? do you act on what people say you are?**
You're the architect of your life, you build your life the way you want it to be not the way others want it. Life will hit you had to the extent that you'll think everything is going to end, and you feel like your efforts are wasted because you did not achieve any results. it's okay to feel that way, it's okay to shed that tears away. but remember that life is a game, you'll only win it if you play it well. Everyone has a different puzzle to solve, you just have to strive hard to win.
Be less concerned about what people will say about you, even don't be surprise when your families turned against you, you'll be told all sorts of things. "oh boy, go and sit down, did you know how many people who have tried it and fail" oops! I bet you if you listen to them, you'll sit down on your dream, **ROAD CLOSED,** **no moving forward, no moving backward. you'll just sit there without any ambition, that's so bad!**
**They are still whispering to your ears, right?**
you don't have to listen to them, they are dream killers, just become they are not there, they don't want others to be there's, and that's what is Killing is in Nigeria. They will tell you uncontactable reasons why it's not possible, but they will never tell you a single solution for your to move on, isn't that crazy?
Have a deep thought about the last paragraph in the lyrics I uploaded, build yourself To be that great person you'll love to be, and the most important thing, you'll have to motivate yourself even when you can't find one around you. and before you know it, you'll be celebrated for success and those who look down on you will believe in you.
**just a little thing to add....** **even if the whole world believes in you, and you did not believe in yourself, you'll end up achieving nothing.**
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Patience, a virtue to possess
*Hi my lovely readers, sure you having a great day! Yeah finally I'm done with my exam , I finished my exam on Tuesday , and on Wednesday I treat myself right..lol. I decided to rest yesterday to relieve me from the stress I've been passing through for days, including the night candles that I burned... hehehehe 😆. though I still try to engage a little bit here yesterday. But today is gonna be a different case... I appreciate you all for your supports through the time I'm writing my exam, thanks for the love, I cannot appreciate you enough , and it's time to make it up . Yeah, Immediately I woke up from sleep, I say my morning prayer and I started writing This.......*
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***Did you know what it means to be patient...***
*Patience is a virtue that everyone should possess, success is being achieved through patient, an adage says that* ***" A patient Dog eats the fattest bone".*** *Those who waited for long achieve the best results become it's not possible to achieve success in a day, it's a gradual process in life. Patience will make you to know how effort and hard work can be crucial to attaining success..*
*We apply patient to our day-to-day activities, though it might not be easy. People who have a high level of patience always concentrate on achieving their goals. in life, patience is very essential in our doing, it will help us to interact with one another without anger, some lose the opportunity they are supposed to get because they lack the patience to hold their anger. Anger brings about nothing but a negative impact. It will make you do things that will make you to be filled with regret after, that's why we need to be patient.*
*By the virtue of your patience, it will help you to make an accurate decision in life without making mistakes, because you would have study how everything works. It will help you to stay focus on achieving your objectives in life. It will make you listen to corrections and be ready to learn new things that will be of great benefit to you in life.*
***What about discipline and manners?*** *Patience will help you build yourself in doing the right thing always even when you're not being told. It takes patience to carry out your work diligently without being in a haste. Work carried out with patience will always be different from the one you did in a rush. The way and manners in which you associate with people are important too. Because your manners speak a lot about who you are. A bad manner will take you nowhere unless you change it, and it takes patience to do that.*
*The majority has made a hasty decision because they lack patience. Even when everything goes tough and it's seems nothing is forthcoming, we should not forget this virtue called patience, this will help you to think further about the next step you need to take. Everyone deals with tough times in one way or the other, they are being faced with challenges that will prompt them to stop along the way. Some people could not achieve their goals in life because they have the least level of patience and they tend to give up on their dreams.* *Not even in my dream* *will I lose patience.* https://read.cash/@Maryjacy/not-even-in-my-dream-ab536421
*Are you tired of waiting?*
*You have to wait for the best is yet to come, many people end up with unhealthy choices because they lack patience, because they don't have a plan before starting. Planning Alone cannot lead one to success, it involves giving enough time for every action you take, and it must be equal, to avoid failing the project. You need patience to acquire success.*
*Patient will make you think less about the stress you are passing through in accomplishing a task. You'll be filled with enthusiasm and be optimistic to see the positive side of everything that surrounds you, even when you are being faced with the toughest phase of life, you'll always derive happiness through your patience.*
*Patience increases your level of tolerance to accept individual handily. It helps one in focusing and achieving long-term intent. It helps one in building a dominant reputation in terms of business, and it takes patients for you to have the ability to hodl your token. It takes patients to comprehend every that surrounds you.*
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Jealousy
Good day my lovely readers , it's been hours I've not been here or should I call it a day , I mean 24hr.... I've been so busy with reading, a lots of articles yet to be visited. Wish I had the time to do so but my exam 😉🙈...
**I cannot but appreciate you for your supports all this while, I feel Loved 🤗😍, guess what? Yayyyyy tomorrow is my last day for exam, I can't wait for tomorrow to come, so for that reason, I still have a book to read tonight, but before that, I will try my best to engage with some posts here before going, always love you to the moon and back to read.cash😍💙.**
Oh before I forget, help me to welcome a friend to this great platform, just last two or three days ago, i introduce to her about the platform and after much discussion, she decided to take the first step, first of all, introduction. She made her introduction post today and it will be cool if you'll help me to welcome @Rubymercy , Errrrrrrrrr, she's still a learner and new to blogging as well, I believe she will get to do better as time goes on..... https://read.cash/@Rubymercy/first-of-all-introduction-268c17d2
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The act jealousy
Jealousy is like an affliction that you will feel like taking everything over whenever it being felt, it will only take you captive and that doesn't make any sense at all, though no matter what, we will always feel jealousy at times, but some people take it so far to the extent of making it an innate feeling and there's nothing such a person can do to help that.
Some people think that jealousy is a healthy thing, they might think they care, but some people are getting it wrong, when there's too much jealousy in any relationship, the relationship might end because your partner is associating with other people, this doesn't make any sense, being in relatoinship shouldn't make you to be in captive from talking to any one else, all in the name of jealousy.
If you look around you, you will still see some people who don't feel jealousy, those kind people don't have superficial sentiments because they have an inbuilt understanding that takes away negative feelings of jealousy. They failed to become a prisoner to the grasp of jealousy. Jealousy is not only involved in relationship, but also with our fellow friends or people around us just because they have what we don't have, which can never lead no where , but we are just causing more harm than good to ourselves.
We should not be jealous of other people achievement, we ain't running at the same track, why don't we focus on our achievement, instead of being jealous of them.life is not a competition but a journey.
**When will you stop comparing yourself to other?**
**When will the unhealthy competition stop?**
Never compare yourself with other people, remember your version is different from theirs, you just have to be happy for whom you are.
Most times, we do say our mates are rich , our mate are doing great. DId you also forget that some of your mates are obituary too, some are insane, some do breath through oxygen, but your case is never like that, and we always complain, why not give thanks to the and be happy.
We should shun unhealthy competition, we should be satisfied what what we have. unhealthy competition leads to envy. Don't do a particular thing just because others are doing, you should have a purpose for whatever you want to achieve. You want to get a particular thing at all cost, even though is not going to be useful , why not stop unhealthy competition and focus on things that will bring out the uniqueness in you.
Your life is yours, don't try to live somebody life. Everyone has its own personality so there is no need to compare yourself with others , that's nothing but jealousy. Jealousy is not a good thing, a jealous person burns themselves inside. Jealousy is very toxic to the body because we will rather lose than gaining, it will make you look as if you are imprisoned you will never be free from the stink of hatred.
Did you know that.....
Keeping hatred in your heart is so toxic, you will never be convenient whenever you see this person, it will always arouse your anger. When you keep hatred within your self, whenever your are happy, no matter the state of your happiness, your mood will definitely change whenever you see that person, and will just feel bad for no reason
**........Hmmm, 🤔 imagine the stink of hatred.**
Come to think of it.....
The people you have hatred for, do they even know? They might not know you even exist, yeah that true, You are just harming yourself internally, that what stinks of hatred brings about, all in the name of being jealous. When you hate, you are just like a coward retaliation being intimidated.
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Not even in my dream
***Have you ever seen a man in an utter state of confusion?? Someone between the devil and the deep blue sea?? With no one to run to and nowhere to turn to, alone all by yourself! CROSSROADS***
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*Looking at the future being covered by fog, a blurry perspective, one you could not visualize, minds mixed up with different thoughts, confusion becomes the norm, the more you try to see, the more it diminishes,* ***"not even in my dream"***
*Each and every day comes with its own new idealism that ought to change our dreams. When I was a child, I dreamed of becoming great, I felt the enthusiasm for what I wanted to become and I thought of conquering the world.*
*Time raced on and seasons passed by and now that dream has become hazed and unclear. Hit with so many obstacles, I am finding it so difficult to stand upright and hearken to the words "not even in my dream". Don't give up on your dream, when being faced with failure.*
*You stopped believing in yourself because you could no longer see the reality in that promised future, you become uncertain of what life would bring you, gradually you forget about your dream. You stopped believing and you stopped dreaming.*
***Yes you will be faced with challenges***
***Be prepared for failure, be prepared to face inconveniences, the worse will come, oh yes! It will, but will your feet stand strong enough to withstand the muddy water?*** *Where you will find it difficult to move, where you will have the fear of falling, will you enable and empower yourself to scale through those challenges?? "not even in my dream"*
*How many times have you been hit with words such as... "You're a failure...", You are only wasting your time..." How many times have people laughed at your dreams thinking its the most ridiculous thing they have ever heard, hey make you a subject of mockery, how many times have you had to face this? Perhaps, one too many times. But harken to this word , "not even in my dream"*
*We MUST never kill off our dream powerless and settle for the mediocre life, oh! No, don't give up on your dreams, remember that the future belongs to those who dream about it and are willing to stand by it no matter the challenges.*
*Have you forgotten the great men of today, they faced far worse situations than yours but they kept going on till the end, they kept moving in the right direction till they got to their destination, they never gave up, their feet stood strong enough in the muddy water and they scaled through successfully*
`when the whole scenario becomes blurry and you find it difficult to see and you become uncertain about the future, just keep on moving till the fog will be cleared and you will definitely achieve success at the end, that's the spirit of a dreamer.`
*****Even if I'll give up on anything, not even in my dreams.***** *I was really inspired with the word as it makes me want to do more and it motivates me never to quit, and it inspires me to realize that all dream can be achieved, if we believe we can win even when it all looks so blurry*
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Cup of coffee
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***How you manage to make a cup of coffee makes it unique, the love you put in the cup of coffee makes it Sweet, but put a bit of hate it becomes sour.***
*The coffee cup defines your attitude, the way you make your coffee might be different from mine, but the milk, the coffee beans will be the same as yours, but the probability of making the same coffee is I do is a zero, because every cup and every technique makes a difference.*
*But at times, we don't realize that cup of coffee is the same cup of coffee, whether you remove or add something, it will always remain a cup of coffee.*
*You don't know how arduous to make a cup of coffee, and nonetheless, you grumble about being awful, because you never seem to understand people's hard work not until you feel it, even if it is a cup of coffee, you have to enjoy it with care and passionate love.*
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***WISH YOU ENJOY YOUR CUP OF COFFEE***
*Because a diligent hard worker made the same cup of coffee, formulating his affection and love for his work.*
*A diligent hardworking farmer has produced the same coffee beans and the exact milk was being brought to you by a hardworking milkman.*
*You never halt to comprehend how hard it is to make a cup of coffee with a smile on it, all just because you don't try it, even though if it's your deficiency, you'll still grumble about it.*
*Even when you should have held the cup firmness, you have to understand everything once, you just have to acknowledge the hard work, the love, the care, and affection that the cup of coffee will bring you and throw away the egoism, and there you will get to realize that a cup of coffee is worth more jut a cup of coffee.*
*Everything is unique, it now depends on the way we take them, the attitude we use in handling them, just like a cup of coffee might be nothing to you, but some, it's worth more than a coffee.*
*we should always appreciate the little effort someone uses in achieving something because you never can tell the stress the person has passed through to achieve that thing, even though the thing has a low grade, the appreciation you show will put a smile on their faces and will want to do more.*
***why the criticism?***
***why show hatred instead of love?***
*we all have different techniques of doing things, you're not perfect, likewise others too and when you're good at making things while others are getting it wrong, don't be filled with ego because you think that you're the best, you despise what other did and when you thought of making corrections, the attitude you used in correcting them is so discouraging, you talk with arrogance and with hate while you can do it with the love.*
`"oh, you did a great work, but you can always do it like or like that to make it look more unique"`
*Just a simple way you can correct with love and appreciate others little efforts, but doing it the other way round might yield a negative outcome. The cup of coffee is just like a world and it depends on how you see it.*
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Good morning/afternoon my lovely readers.
Pardon if I you not been seeing my engagement on your posts, I've been filled up with tight schedules and exam Makes it worse that I could not even come to say hello, pardon.
Still have exam to write this morning, and I'm still reading, just thought about dropping something on read.cash here , then continue with my reading....lol
But you know what?? Today I will finish my exam in the morning, and I will have the rest of the day to myself , including Saturday till Sunday noon... hehehehe 😆
Well , I can't wait for this exam to finish, it's taking time than usual, will be having my last 2 papers next week Monday and Tuesday....yiiip
Thank you all for your supports. Much love I got for you all 😍💙
Good morning/afternoon my lovely readers.
Pardon if I you not been seeing my engagement on your posts, I've been filled up with tight schedules and exam Makes it worse that I could not even come to say hello, pardon.
Still have exam to write this morning, and I'm still reading, just thought about dropping something on read.cash here , then continue with my reading....lol
But you know what?? Today I will finish my exam in the morning, and I will have the rest of the day to myself , including Saturday till Sunday noon... hehehehe 😆
Well , I can't wait for this exam to finish, it's taking time than usual, will be having my last 2 papers next week Monday and Tuesday....yiiip
Thank you all for your supports. Much love I got for you all 😍💙
Stand out
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*Roselyn is a beautiful and luxurious lady, she's someone that every man will love to have as a soul mate, and above all, she's so filled with wisdom, she applied knowledge into everything she performs, she learned everything from her aged mother who is in her 70s , her father died the 4TH day she was given birth to, and she was the only child her mother had then , her mother natured her till she becomes who she is today, Roselyn received a motherly love that every mother should give to their child and the both live together in Harmon.*
*Roselyn was a banker, who work in the most popular bank in Africa , central bank of Nigeria (CBN) , that is where money is being mint , before distributing it to other Banks.*
*She's always working hard at the bank to make sure everything is perfected, even the manager of the bank always give her kudos for her efforts in the bank, that her colleague will always jealous of her because the manager always praise her.*
*One certain day, as Roselyn was at the bank, she received a call that her mother situation is becoming worse, her mother has been on the sick bed for three weeks, and she always check on her at the hospital after work. When she heard that the situation is becoming worse, he rushed to the manager to take execuse, then off she ran to the hospital.*
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*When she get there her mother was , already weak, she looked at her with pity and as she was struggling to talk to her* ***" Roselyn, there's time for everything, time for winter and summer, time happiness and sorrow, time for laughing and crying, time for life and time for death, everything has it's own time, but the most important thing is to make use of your time here on Earth judiciously,*** *****do not follow the multitude to the evil, you must always stand out among the crowd so that you will be different from them,***** ***Roselyn be good as you use to be and favor will definitely Loca.... breathing heavily, locate you "*** *as she was saying this , she started gasping, and she rush to call on the doctors, the nurse and doctor attended to her mother and said " she has give up"*
*Roselyn was started crying loudly and saying at the same time " mother no, Don't leave me , I can't survive without you, mother please come back to me, mother please come and enjoy the fruits of your labor" she cried till day break.*
*The next day she was unable to go to work because of the lost , he missed his Mom so much, the bank manager called her and she explained everything that happened, the manager sympathize with her, and encourage her to move on with life.*
*After 3 months after her mother burial, she is now fully resumed at work, she make sure she get in touch with everything she supposed to do when she was away.*
*As she was going in the files in the office, she noticed that there's something going on , she saw a place where money was embezzled by changing the figures of a certain documents , she called on his colleges working in the same department with her, and she explained to them what she saw, they were all surprised that she noticed and they started looking at each other face, with so much discussion they later agreed they did it and they are trying to convince Roselyn to join them, and the Money involved is a huge amount of money.*
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*When Roselyn get home, it seems she was in the middle of the blue Sea, she's totally confused of what to do about the money, because the money is very huge, she was lost in thought, but then she remember her mother last word to her* ***" do not join the multitude to do evil, you must always stand out"*** *the word keep on ringing in her heart.*
*The next day,she went straight to the manager and explained everything that is going on in the bank, after so much findings they were late exposed in front of all the staffs at the bank, during the meeting section they were having, the 4 of them that are involved in the embezzlement was fired and also locked up for embezzlement of banks funds.*
*Roselyn was rewarded for his honesty, and was promoted as the assistance Manager at the bank, she was so filled with happiness because of the promotion, till now Roselyn always keep the last word of her mother close to her heart.*
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Coming back for you
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**Her heart is heavy and too much for her to bear the grief, she moaned till tears could no longer spurt out from her eyes, she strives to close her eyes in the twilight but finds it impossible, she cried out why! "Why will he leave me?", I could behold the loss of a loved one.**
Stella and her lover have been in love with each other for some years, they started having affairs with each other since their university days and they were together till they both graduated the same day. The affection they have for each other is just like that of Romeo and Juliet which can never be disentangled.
They have always been doing things in common they are addicted to each other. The kind of love they share is what everybody would pray for. Whenever Stella was alone she will always say in her heart **" I will always love you, my man, can't wait till the day you'll finally become the father of my children"** she thinks with a smile all over her face.
So one certain day, her love came to her and said " Stella I just got the good news that I've been given a work in the petroleum industry in another state" as she was saying this Stella's mood has changed, then he paused and ask her what's wrong.
`She was silent for some seconds and then she said " hmmm, so you'll be leaving me very soon, how will I cope without seeing, well I'm happy that you secured a job but I will miss you, but always remember me" she said.`
He said to Stella **" I'm coming for you, no matter where I went to, you'll always be in my mind" he moved close to her and kissed her on her forehead. After three days, he's set already to move to his place he was assigned to for work, he makes sure he set his eyes on Stella before going, then he said to her again** ****"I'm coming back for you"**** he bid her goodbye.
That day he left, a piece of news came to her at noon that a car had an accident, she feels a cold impulse in her vein, her mind quickly went to her love that traveled that morning, her mind was not at rest, because she haven't heard from him, and she tried to call him, but no response.
She left everything she was doing and went to his parent's house to ask if they heard from him, but when he got there, her eyes could not believe what she saw **" why is everyone crying ?, I hope that is not what I'm thinking, never "** She said to herself.
She moved closer to them and he got to realize that he's dead, she could not believe her ears, **"if it's a dream, I need to wake up from sleep, he can't just go like that, you promise me that you'll be coming back, how can be without you, no no no, this can't happen"** she sobbed.
**THE DREAM**
She managed to go back home that day, she was lost in thought then she was carried away by sleep while sleeping she had a dream. In that dream, she was with her lover who died in a car accident. She Said *"you said you'll be coming back, but where I've you been to? I've been searching for you, let's go back home," she said*
He replied **" I'm coming back for you, and I'm here with you now"** he was about to kiss him then suddenly she woke up from sleep.
She sobbed uncontrollably, **"so it was a dream, I wish you will come back to life, I wish I could be with you till eternity but life as it is, it can never be predicted, your departure Pierce a sword in my heart, always will you remain in my heart, never to be forgotten,"** she said with a heavy heart.
**light fades out**
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Hi my lovely families, I hope you enjoyed that lovely story ? yeah I'm coming back for you all, like I'm back , mine is different from Stella's love story...lol
I've miss you all, seems I've be away for two days, did I just say seems???? I've been away for two days , and I've miss you all, did you miss me ☹️☹️?
Errrrrrrr, all good and fine, I just need to take some brake , my health is my priority, I don't need to wait till i brake....
Even when I was away, my mind is always here, but my mind Keep telling me, **Mary you must not touch that phone , you need to rest...so I listen.... hehehehe 😆.**
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Hello my lovely read.cash readers, I believe you're all doing great.
Yesterday I was unable to engage on the platform because I was very busy, I could not even thought about my phone through out yesterday so as to show how busy I am
When I came back at night, i was feeling dizzy already , my eyes could no longer carry me, I was even trying to do one or two things here, but sleep keep drawing me back..
It's probably because I did not have a sound sleep on Saturday, I only slept for an hour and yesterday , the sleep won and took over me...lol
It's another new week again, let's work on goals.... It's forth week of exam , and I cannot wait for it to finish, probably next week, just wanna drop this one here, I want to go back to reading, will be back when I'm done with today exam .
Byeeeeee
Ho! I have a lot on my desk tonight 😥, I just wish I could cry out so that my voice will be heard, but no no, I'm not going to do like that because I'm going to wake the people that are sleeping.
What exactly I'm I doing, well I want to draft out a report of one year, and I'm going to render it to the church tomorrow morning, I must not fail to present the report....
So that's means I will be calling it a day in read.cash for today.
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If you think you are a player, damn you, I'm your coach.
**I never want to Fall in Love but he made me to, and break my heart into pieces.**
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I was the kind of girl who doesn't believe there's true Love, I could never fall for any guy who approaches me, rather I will always blatter them with words they will never forget in their lifetime, **though I'm not a rude fellow, I hate to hear some speech like " I Love you".**
I started living my life without a boy lover, not until one faithful day, as I was in a shopping mall looking for the cloth I will put on to the party of a friend, I'm looking for cloth that is black in color with some white dot on it, that's my favorite color anyway. In the process, I was suddenly jammed by a guy and my wallet fell, but he immediately picked it up with an apology, saying " oh! I'm sorry" I said, " it's okay, no problem". And I went straight to pay my money, but unfortunately, when I got there, they told me "my bill has been paid by that man" pointing a finger to show me the guy, I was devastated, it was the same guy that jammed me. I left the mall with the thought of who this guy might be.
On the fourth day as I was taking a walk along my street, I sighted the guy, I called him" hey you guy " I stopped him, and he quickly recognize me, and I appreciate him for what he did. So we started talking along the way, which I get to know that his name was Tony, we both exchange our phone Digit.
We started calling each other, ***and I think I Fall in Love with Tony***, a day could not pass without calling each other. Just to cut the whole Story short, Tony proposed to me, but not married yet.
As days go on I started noticing certain things about him, he would never allow me to know the password to his phone, after all, he said he love and can do anything for me, but his phone password is an exceptional, which makes me think what might be the reason for that?, though I never questioned him for that. Not until one certain day I saw a message that pimped in his phone, I decided to check, because he was not there with his phone, he stored it with "my baby" that prompt me to check it " when are you coming, because...." , That was what saw on the phone screen, I was unable to read the full content, all because the phone it was locked, I was so furious to know the person, and immediately he came back I asked him **" who is my baby you stored on your phone"** and he said, **" oh! Is that why you're are shouting at me, well she's just my baby sister"** he picked up his phone and left.
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`I was still not convinced with the answer he gave to me, I just thought of what to do, then an idea stuck into my head Because I was too wise to be cheated.`
One day told him I will be traveling to meet my parents, and I will be spending a week with them, with the look on his face, he was very happy with it, he was never aware of my plan. Early in the morning the next day, I got prepared for the trip and he followed me to the park where i will board a bus, and after that, we kissed and bid each other goodbye.
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Immediately he left I came down from the bus and went straight to my friend's house, she was devastated when she saw me, and I explained my plans to him.
On the third day when of staying with my friend, I decided to go back to Tony house, so lucky when I got there, the door was not looked, I just went straight inside, **behold 😱, I was very shocked with what I saw, I saw him with another girl, they were romancing each other, they were not aware I was there not until I clapped my hands, and they both jumped up with fear, and I said " oh you think I'm a fool?, I never traveled , because I knew something like this will happen ,** ****if you think you are a player, damn you, I'm your coach,**** **you made me fall in Love and you turn my heart into pieces"** he was trying to say a word, immediately I gave him the slap he deserve just to shut him up from saying nothing, I left the place with an heavy eyes.
**Tony has been calling me to ask for forgiveness , but I never listened to him , if you are the one will you ever go back to him?**
will love to love to see your reply in the comment section.
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Tell me the doctor??
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hello, my lovely people, sure you're all fine, I planned to stay here throughout today because of my inability to be here for some days, but who knows what will come up at any time.
I received an impromptu call that will require me to travel for hours and I cannot but go, staying back will not speak good of me, so I cannot help to stay back, after everything today, I was stressed out again!
I don't take pills, I'm always afraid to take them..lol, but anytime I feel fatigued, I take my bath, and have some rest. YEAH, my mind goes to read.cash after sleeping for three hours or less, errrrrrrrrr, I need the sleep at that moments... hehehehe 😆.
`Am I awake now?, yes I'm awake and that's why you can see me writing this....`
At first I don't know what to write, but I just wish to write something today even though it going to be too long, the stress I passed through has blocked my brain... don't mind the silly me, I don't know why I'm just happy this night, Happy for no reason...lol😉
`finally, I thought about stress, can you please.....`
.....Tell me the doctor???
*How can I drill?, how can I heal?, Don't know which pill will cure? And I think no pill is dear, tell me the doctor who can do the measure?*
*Tell me who is the artist, and tell me who can paint the color? Stress is crying to me and giving me some puzzles unsolved, trying to break me but failed several times.*
*stress is the spider, stress is the danger, you'll get confused when the wave is clumsy.*
*Stress makes you tremble in pain and instability because its bites are like a poisonous insect when I hear the name of stress I become so nervous, I don't want to listen to it because it sounds nasty.*
Oops! Friends let's say no to stress, purify your mind and awaken yourself to the wave of peace that will bring in a positive vibration, make the thorns of stress be broken, let's the strong mind remain in meditation, and with that, no stress will touch you again.
To heal stress, I think no pill is discovered, you can only heal it with your inner power, watching the beautiful nature and green plants, they grow taller just like the sacred fig tree, you'll drink wisdom when it plunges the drop If joy, you'll be green and soft like the tender leaves.
Talking about stress, it has turned into a pestilence that keeps eating us up till you'll get frustrated, some Times the best thing to do is to talk to people around you by sharing your feelings, this will also help you to come out of stress. Stress if not managed properly can lead to depression. We seriously need to relax our nerves.
however, we need to overcome stress with the courage we built, if we see positive in everything we are doing, stress will just be like a passing cloud to us...
life is just like a cycle, in the cycle, stress is can best be described as a blocking event, in the process of moving, you'll get stumbled, but you'll have to fight in other to overcome the challenges. but if you need to rest , don't hesitate to.
Thanks for your time
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Your pain
**Dear Mary**
*I understand how you are feeling right now, I know your skin has been stretched out with weariness and exhaustion, it's been a long year and you've survived so much.*
*I know you are so tired right now and you want to huddle in bed now instead of taking the stress to write this.You have changed, I could feel your struggle through out the whole year, you started this year with skeptical talons with an uncertain direction yearning to achieve a purpose.*
*You've been bruised with scars in the process, you open your heart to all and was left with a broken, grieve, and betrayed spirit, but you let go. You let go of friends who didn't stay because they lose you, you don't lose them. You have to stop fighting for irrelevant things by letting it go.*
*You've chosen not to be a failure who couldn't do things up, instead, you choose victory by not holding God responsible for not fixing your problem because you see possibility in everything around you by clearing the doubt and being smarter.*
*You have gained so much and you've lost so much, you've learned how to be patient with life, you've learned how to listen, you've learned how to ask questions which helps you to solve the puzzle along the way, you've also learned to be credible, and I'm proud you learned all this yourself. You've learned that all your passion, your fears, and your dream are all yours and they are not symptoms of illness. Be strong dear, you're beyond your illness.*
*You've learned not to blame yourself for any bad occurrence, you've learned to forget the irrational feeling, the tears that's twirling down your eyes, the tiring sweating day, the hollow moment, the uncertain moments, the panic tackling you from nowhere, you have learned that all those downhills and rants won't define you.*
*People who left you and whom you left for good won't define you, their deficiency won't define you either, you have to look forward to things that define you, which is hope, love, and you. You define you.*
*Your struggle has refined you to be a better you, you've given yourself hope to stand again on your talons to oversee your wound. You are a strong lady growing stronger each day to overcome all your battles, you're a survivor and not a victim, you're a warrior in your own time because a warrior doesn't give up.*
*The distress and pain you are passing through are not your faults, you don't have to blame yourself. Feel it's okay and you'll gain the strength to move on. It's okay to be in pain, it's alright to say you're in pain. But you should have it in mind that you are not your pain, you are not your scars, the scar nor the pain is nothing because you are more*
*Remember that when you fight enough, you don't have to find your way alone out from the darkest part, you don't have to hide in shame, you can always call people to help you out so that you'll not sink. It's very important because you've been squabbling.*
*Look at you! you're just so strong to overcome the hard year, you keep on hopping in the dark place for you to survive, even when you felt broken, you still believe in your worth. That's more to say to yourself.*
*How did you get to know all this? It's because you're still here, you're still pushing, you're so brave to see yourself beyond your pain and you never stop to inquire for knowledge. Girl, you are amazing!*
**This is letter to my humble self, while writting this , I feel so strong within my self, I did not plan to make any post because I'm not feeling to good, I've been suffering from migraine for the past three days, it it becomes worse anytime I tried to read or I want to operate my phone, I've been managing to engage with other writers , just few people.**
i was about to lay down my head then I decided to write this before going to bed, presently I'm still having a slight headache, but I believe I will get over it....I believe I will get over it, I just feel like writing this to make me stronger. if I've not been visiting your post as I ought to, you just have to bear with me, not to easy for me to read while having migraine and at the same time still be active here, I cannot but read because of my exam. I tried to rest for the whole of today, I still wake you having the same feelings, but you know what?...
**I'm greater than my weakness...you are always in my mind, love you all to the moon and back to read.cash**
**byeeeeee, I have to sleep now.**
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Hello friends, hope are all having a great day over there, I'm sorry for not engaging as I ought to, the exam is still going on, I'm just back from the exam Hall and I decided to check in here to do somethings and I will make sure to get to some posts as well, if not all.
Gradually the exam is ending, remaining two weeks to finish up with everything, and I will be fully back again..
Always......
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#maryjacycares💙
Hello friends, hope are all having a great day over there, I'm sorry for not engaging as I ought to, the exam is still going on, I'm just back from the exam Hall and I decided to check in here to do somethings and I will make sure to get to some posts as well, if not all.
Gradually the exam is ending, remaining two weeks to finish up with everything, and I will be fully back again..
Always......
👇
#maryjacycares💙
Carve out yourself a golden spoon
**When you think and believe you can't make is the finest mistake you can ever make.**
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**The truth remains.....**
What you have not attempted to do, is the only thing you cannot do, you can do it if you dare it. If somebody else can accomplish it, we too can do it even better, that is the conviction we should have in our mind.
People who are making it happen are not created special, they are just like human beings like us, they don't have 7 ears, 6 eyes nor 9 brains, they are just created like you. If all these great people could do it, you too can do better.
If Usain bolt can make it happen, believe me, you too can do it. If Ben Carson can do it, believe me, you can do it better. You can discover your potential to be like all great men by changing your intellect about failure.
**Never make any attempt to look down on yourself.**
**Even if you are not born with a silver spoon, you just have to understand that the tools to carve out for yourself a golden spoon all lie in your hand.** We shouldn't limit ourselves with our disbelief and inferiority complex. We should believe we can and give it our all!
At times it might seem the journey is far, you might not get what you want instantly, and things might not work in an expected shape for you, you just have to keep going, don't ever think of giving up. When it looks like God is coming too late, let me assure you, he's preparing to come in a big way for you, he will come to roll away the stone.
Don't settle for anything less, you have to decide for yourself what is good. Settling for less is likened to mediocrity, It is accepting to be at a level that you ought to be greater than, or constantly accepting Average. Settling for less is not always a conscious choice as many people do not realize that they have indeed settled. life is full of endless possibilities and if we settle for less we literally miss out on much.
Have the belief that you can live your dream, it can not be done with your hand folded, but you have to work towards your goals. Always think like a champion and whatever you are doing, don't give up. A hard and smart worker always wins, Never settle for less, No never! Go for the higher life.. You are greater than you think!! You are more!!!
When you make an improvement in your mental picture, then there will definitely be an improvement in your life.
**Yeah! If you cannot be the sun, you can definitely be a star.**
Just have the pursuit of becoming something good then better. If you can crawl, crawl, If you can walk, walk, If you can run, run, But just make sure you get to your destination.
Even if no one has done it, you can be the first to do It in history, there's no crime in trying, just have to be determined and believe me, you will do and definitely, you will get to create history for yourself.**We shouldn't limit ourselves with our disbelief and inferiority complex. We should believe we can and give it our all!**
Believe you can.
Believe you can make it happen.
Believe you can be great.
Believe you can succeed.
Believe you can break the record that no has break .you can be the first to do it.
*shout out to my sponsors, they have always been a light on my path... more wins. I appreciate @George_Dee for renewing his sponsorship and for the increase as well. Gracias 🙏*
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Don't tell me to keep quiet, i just feel like shouting to it get this amazing person... When I look around read.cash , I see see nothing but the heaven rainfall of love being showered upon me.....it was a big wawuuu!!
Thanks @George_Dee for renewing your sponsorship with a big surprise, yeah it was indeed a huge increase on my sight.... Thanks for the love your poured on me..... And I promise to make you proud.
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