I don't want to write late at night but I always end up writing my articles during the time I hate the most. So why did I ended up this way? I hate to admit it but I sleep most of the time during the day. I have always told myself that I must write early in the morning but then again, I failed to do so. Right after I woke up, I had my walking exercise and eat breakfast when I am done. Minutes after I took my breakfast, my eyes would slowly close even though I am still sitting while letting the food I eat to be digested. I couldn't fight the drowsiness so I accepted the invitation and went back to bed. To my surprise, I already slept for 3 hours and the time was 10:30 AM.
Instead of getting up, I will still spend half an hour in bed scrolling for something on Facebook. Most of the time, I also look for something to screenshot and send it to my Chika Partner. As a result, I will spend another 30 minutes because my chika partner will respond to the screenshot I sent her. Lol. Well, we just talked about our batchmates who seemed to have an easy life and they're bragging about it on social media. I know that's not right but we still talked about it anyway. But nevermind.
After the super talkshow through messenger, I rose from bed and look for something to eat because it's lunch time already. I planned to prepare fast and eat quick too because I will be reading articles and write mine. However, the situation was against me. There's no firewood so meaning, I can't make fire to cook something and when I planned to wash my hands, there's no water inside the water storage. What kind of house is this? I have no other choice but to do something so I can make amends of what's missing.
I fetched water from the traditional water pump and gathered some firewood around. Sometimes, I would sneak some firewood from one of our neighbors here. It's not that I went inside their house. Well, their firewood was just outside because they let it dry by the sun's heat. Thus, I was able to get some maybe 3 pieces of firewood. Lol. I'm sorry neighbor. I will not do it again. Then after, I would be able to cook and have my lunch.
I thought I can finally write after lunch but I was wrong. I will still spend half an hour on Facebook and would promise myself to make an article when I am done with my 30-minute break. When I started writing, I felt sleepy again to the point that I only wrote one paragraph and the title. I slept again for hours and woke up at 4 PM. See I have wasted a lot of time already. Was it because of my laziness or drowsiness? I guess both of them should be blamed.
I know I should do what I am supposed to do for I got all the time but I guess having all the time will make me even lazier. It's because I would always think that I got all the time so why should I hurry? Little did I knew that I am consuming most of my time thinking I have still a lot of time.
Laziness in me has gone too far and I am not liking it. See I promised to myself many times that I should be asleep at 10 PM but here I am, still writing when in fact I can do this during day time. I hope I will be able to overcome this bad habit of delaying things. This has been disturbing my health and productivity.
I hope you're far from being me I mean far from the attitude I had. I wish you all productivity and a happy day.
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Naalala ko Yung article ko kagabi. Nakapagsulat na ako ng half nung tanghali tapos nakatulog ako nung gabi..buti nagising ako ng 11 at tinuloy ko kahit 3 minutes reading time lang haha