Living in a split personality

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2 years ago
Date: 27th May, 2022. Friday

The day I had heard that I have split personality, my life changed. I was freaking inside but remained calm untill I reach my home. I was not at home and was taken to a specialist where I was checked, cross checked. I had no idea about it. This was something beyond my expectations. I never imagined that I would be facing this. All the time I was looking down. My 30 years looked worthless to me. Who am I actually?

I reached home and I could understood that my mom was weeping. She knew that from that day my life would change forever. She hold my hand and took me to my room. I sat on the bed and looked at her. I didn’t speak after that news. My mom was expecting some questions from me but I didn’t speak. She hugged me and cried. One of my cousin rushed and asked about my situation. My mom was dumb. I spoke for the first time and assured that I'm all ok. Well, my conversation made the entire situation ok for that time but I still felt that my mom was not ok. I knew that she would never be ok.

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My cousin went away and I asked my mom for some juice, either apple or orange. I went to the balcony and looked outside. Some questions really needed to be answered. But whom to ask? Me? Myself? The one who is with me? My another personality? I started feeling angry. I hold the railing and shouted in rage. My mom came to me running and grabbed me. She was crying loud and making me control myself. I immediately laid down on the ground. I didn’t know why but somehow it helped me controlling my anger.

After a moment, my mom helped me to sit on the chair in the room. She asked me if I was feeling ok. I assured her. She gave me the glass of juice. I was astonished. I prefer coffee over any other drinks. When did I just ask for it? Now I started feeling bad. My mom was not giving up. She was mumbling that she would not giving up on me. The whole thing was giving me serious headache. Maybe I was not in my own soul at that time. I preferred to have a nap.

At midnight, I heard someone was whispering in my ears. The sound was not allowing me to sleep. I understood that now my inner soul would talk. That happened exactly. I could feel that I raised up and started walking. I wanted to be out but my second personality was not allowing it. I could feel it’s rage. But whom he was talking with? Was he talking to a ghost? Which means I am talking with a spirit! For the first time, I felt mixed reaction deep inside my heart. Smile & rage. I looked at the mirror and for the first time I could see my dual face at a same time! This was madness. This was the start of fire.

I could feel the darkness. I could feel the red eyes with fire burning out the rage. The voice was not heard anymore. Was that my voice which was telling me to rise? But that wasn’t bothering me anymore. I was feeling like I could destroy anything around me. Was my split personality a dark side?


This is a fictional story. So don't get panicked.

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Thanks for being with me.

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why didn't you specify that it was fictional at the beginning? I was very sad and scared while reading it. While reading the article, I wished you well. but when i finally read his fictional sentence i got a short shock

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2 years ago

Next time write first that it is a fictional story and then start writing because you scared me. 😀 But you know what. You actually have two personalities, one is Lucifer who has gained great popularity and reputation here, and the other is a real life teacher and I don’t know his name. 😊

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2 years ago

You care about me & that's more than enough.

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2 years ago

I thought it really happened! Anyway, I have watched a documentary about split personality, and it's kinda creepy but interesting.

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2 years ago

Hahaha and I thought it was true! you almost got me

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2 years ago

As I read on, my breath caught, I couldn't believe that this was happening to you. Good thing it's not you, I can breathe again.

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2 years ago

Indeed, a great piece form you dear luci.

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2 years ago

It was looking real about someone, I love the content dear.

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2 years ago

It is an engaging story. The mystery piqued my interest

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2 years ago

Oh dear Lucifer, this story was so weird and mysterious. I think we are going to read about the emergence of our beloved devil, Lucifer Morningstar.

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2 years ago

Really? Thanks.

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2 years ago

Oh, my OCD scratches my back. Been living with many personalities inside of me but I'm still living silently fighting. Nice story Luci

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2 years ago

That was well written, Luci!

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2 years ago

Honoured dear.

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2 years ago

Oh my, Lucy. I was worried for a second there thinking it was a real life story. But, it was fictional after all. Haha Anyway, it was beautifully written. :)

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2 years ago

It's fictional but I have experienced this in reality. This problem was happened with my mother sometime and it is very painful experience for our family and my mother

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2 years ago

Oohh I thought it was real

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2 years ago

I have MPD dear cousin :D

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2 years ago

I smiled bcz somehow your reply stopped me for a while.

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2 years ago

Glad I made you smile :P

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2 years ago

Legit? How do you manage it?

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2 years ago

I am just kidding, my dear :D

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2 years ago

It's not a condition to joke around tho hehe

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2 years ago

Though sometimes I think I might have it :P

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2 years ago

Whew, you got me there.

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2 years ago

I hold your back. It's ok.

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2 years ago

Okay! Then it's a good and a very thrilling fiction story. I really thought something bad happen and so I started to get confused and worried, luckily it's just a fiction story. What a relief 😂.

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2 years ago

Scared?

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2 years ago

Oh my, at first I thought everything is in real until i reach the last part 😂😂😂

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