@Lhes

@Lhes 24 September 2022

I was travelling home last night and since my place is in an island, of course I need a ferry ride. The waved were big though there is no rain, I could feel like I was in ferries wheel.Up and down😂, tilt to the left , tilt to the right. Some passengers couldn't contain their nervouseness , they are even shouting.. Me? I was secretly laughing,, A I missed this feeling😅😅

@Lhes 23 September 2022

" The Advantage of Staying at HOME". As what I had write in my previous article " **There is no place like Home**". The Dora in our self might be activated makes us wander is some places, still time will come and we would badly wanted to come HOME. https://read.cash/@Lhes/there-is-no-place-like-home-1d61ca73 As I have mentioned before I left my home as early as teenage years because I wanted to explore and the same time find my luck. I was an AMBITOUS type and won't settle for less. Yet of course in order to achieve what I wanted I needed to one. I mean be an independent type of WOMAN too. Since that day, I would stay only for a days or weeks. For the past years, this is the longest vacation I had. Almost one month. Maybe because I no longer had a sibling whom I am sending to school, where 80% of my salary before is spent. Now? well enjoying the vacation now and suffer the consequences after ( no salary for one month too), lol. Though it's fine, I just have a normal lifestyle and I don't need much in order to survive. As for now I am enjoying the days. Just like the other day, my Mother wake me up just to ask if I wanted to buy some mushrooms. A neighbor came into our house and offer the mushrooms they had collected . *I am not familiar with the varieties of mushrooms but one thing I am sure of is that this is not cultured. This grows usually on seasonal only, BER months especially when it rains with thunderstorms the other night.* Yes, I know that as I used to wander around and collect some mushrooms too way back then. This is best to cook either with eggs or veggies. By the way, since I missed eating, I bought it from the neighbor for $1. I am already smiling though my mother interrupted my sleep but it didn't last. Who wouldn't as the neighbor suddenly asked me; " ***Lhes, you still don't have a baby? You're not getting any younger, you need to bear at least one!***" Heck, we are not even closed! So I told her " ***I think it would be inappropriate if I get pregnant knowing my husband is not here. I am not a cheater just like others***" Told her while looking at her with my tiger eyes, LOL. Duh, I know she is a cheater and even left her husband. Now she is living with her paramour. After that, she bid goodbye to my Mother. Good thing I didn't offer her even a coffee. I don't like to entertain people like her. So back with the mushroom, mother cooked it with veggies, **LASWA****.** Got a satisfied tummy after. If there is one thing I love about staying at home, I usually wake up or I am just waiting for food on the table. LITERALLY, as you guys know I am not fond of cooking. I know I shared before that I subscribe in a fasting app but sadly didn't follow the eating routine since I arrived home. I think I gained some kgs. https://www.google.com/search?q=laswa+recipe&oq=laswa&aqs=chrome.3.0i131i355i433i512j46i131i433i512j0i67j0i433i512j0i67j0i512l2j0i67j0i512l2.3803j1j9&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 The other day, Father cooked some Pancit and I paired it with some bread and coffee! This is the life I want! The advantage of staying at HOME. Then I felt guilty because of eating so I decided not to eat dinner one time. SO I just stayed in bed and spent time reading on some blogging platforms I am on. Thus, Mother went inside the room and gave me this. Yes, a piece of chocolate which I can't say NO to! This is one of my favorites too! I was nagging Mother for tempting me but still I ate it. ***AMBOT na lamang.*** Hey Read cash fam, how's you' re day? It's already friday here in my country which means tomorrow is weekend! **Before I ended this blog I wanted to say thank you to @****Hafiza04** **for the sponsorship. It's been a while a new one added in my sponsor's block.** https://read.cash/@Hafiza04 Also, I already created an account at noise app: Here is the link if you wanted to connect with me. https://noise.app/Lhes ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 01:41 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 22 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Image source: Unsplash https://unsplash.com/photos/eWqOgJ-lfiI

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@Lhes 22 September 2022

Been years since the last time I visisted Bacolod..If my memory is right, it's five years. I am currently in vacation yet my Boss asked me if I could conduct a spot visit. Then i happened to pass by at "Bongbongs" and surprised to see coffee flavored Piyaya! Want some?

@Lhes 21 September 2022

My officemates before are kinda amazed to me as I could trekk just like I am walking in a normal road. If you grow up passing by this one " see attached photo" perhaps you will understand. Haha, took this photo while I am on my way going to the city. Made me think wearing white shoes is was not a good choice.

@Lhes 20 September 2022

Hello noise fam, It's been weeks since the last time I posted here but I alreadt signed up in noise app..did you? Here's the link below, see you there, https://noise.app/invite/l8nwu2ru

@Lhes 20 September 2022

Hello noise cash Family It's been a while since the last time I posted here. I just got busy with life outside this platform. By the way, here is the my new published article in read cash. Indeed being impatient was never been good. See what happened to me, https://read.cash/@Lhes/the-price-i-had-to-pay-because-of-being-impatient-6f4b717c

@Lhes 20 September 2022

" The Price I had to pay because of being Impatient". I am the type of person who is so impatient, easily irritated. I may be a Filipino but I don't practice "***Filipino Time***". If you would say we're gonna meet up at nine in the morning I would arrive earlier than that. I highly value not only my time but also others. The trait I got from my Father. If you will make me wait, I am telling you, 90% chances are you would no longer see me . I will leave the place instantly; I did that many times already. I hate waiting anyway. Not unless you are so ***dear*** ***to me or it was something important like job related or matters life and death.*** There was even a time once, I was waiting for my sister and she kept on telling me she was already near, yet an hour had passed and she didn't arrive. We are supposed to go home to Guimaras as she was studying in Iloilo while I was working too. It was my rest day at the same time weekend so she doesn't have a class. I was so mad, I lost my patience. What I did, texted her that I am going to the port and if she had money for fare then she could still go home. If not, better for her to go back to her boarding house as I no longer wanted to wait. Guess what? My sister wasn't able to go home and spent the weekend alone. My mother reprimanded me but I was firm with my stand. It's not my fault she moves like a turtle! Even with my previous relationship I was like that, not only once I got mad to ex- ex-boyfriend (the husband) because he made me wait ( *not more than ten minutes*), LOL. Then it will result in some petty fights and knowing me, I won't concede. That is why I am so thankful to the husband as he was so patient with me. He always understands my whims or maybe not all the time. It is just he always knew the correct word to say, to push the right button to tame me. That is also one of the reasons why , though I am staying in a dorm together with my officemates, most of the time I went to the office alone. Even during breaktime. I don't like the idea of waiting until they are ready to leave nor their availability at work. Much better to be alone , I actually prefer it. Though somehow I noticed my patience improved. Why? Imagine I had managed to wait for hubby to go home since he decided to work abroad. I didn't get tired and CHEAT. In this case, I could say cheating is always a CHOICE. If you don't want to get tempted, don't entertain. Simple as that. Only I thought, lol. Opss, not in cheating but being impatient. If you had read my previous blog, I mentioned that I already downloaded Binance and made a few transactions with the help of @Ruffa . Until I decided to set my buy limit last September 09. Order limit was set to $115 as I sold some of my BCH at $135. Thus instead of going dipper BCH soars high for a couple of days. It was last week when BCH dipped again but stopped only at $118. I was regretful as I only had a few more dollars for my order limit to be hit. Then it was the other day, when I checked the current price BCH value goes down at $118 again. I, being impatient as always, decided to cancel my buy limit which is $115 and adjusted it to $118. Of course my order was hit! I was so happy because, as I know, somehow I made a small profit. Not until I woke and saw that it even goes dipper! Even reached $109! **Image source** https://discord.gg/Wv5kMKGU This is the literal example of "Iyak dugo" common expression at discord channel. What can I do? That's my price for being so "***IMPATIENT***". As of the writing, BCH value is $112 if only I waited for more days. I earned more, though I was trying to console myself that still I had a small profit, still I am just a human. Aiming for more. How about you guys? How's trading? Got a lot of profit? BY the way here is my new account in **noise app.** https://noise.app/Lhes ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 02:32 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 20 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** Lead image edited using Canva: Image source: *unsplash* https://unsplash.com/photos/cH94SCU7N24 Other screenshots from my account in Binance. **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

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@Lhes 16 September 2022

" There is no place like Home". ***Photo was taken while I was riding on a Ferry boat going home.*** Though this vacation of mine was not in plan and broke my wallet I could not help but to feel the excitement the moment the plane took off. Just seeing the green scenery as the plane passed over the provinces and the crystal blue sea water, hay; I could feel that I was almost home. What more when I am already in the middle of our sea travel? As I watched the waves caused by the ferry while listening to my toddler nephew screaming as he couldn't contain his excitement seeing the ships in actual. The journey was not that long as there is no traffic as well as the road is now wide that could even accommodate two vehicles in one lane at the same time. I felt happy seeing my hometown's progress. *And these mahogany's that are standing too proud? Just a hundred meters away from our house.* I was thinking perhaps I could sell some of this if I run out of budget, what do you think? Mahogany is a good lumber for furniture. We arrived home at lunch time so I opted to buy some "*lechon manok*" to save time and for us to eat . Thus at dinner, the Father and my brother in law cook the "Tinola with native chickens". Sorry, I forgot to take some photos as I was so excited to eat. Though I had a feeling they just decided to cook some as my older sister is with me. They even kept on asking her what she wanted. She was the family's "***apple of the eye***", everyone's favorite. Am I jealous? Before I was to be honest, who wouldn't? She is always the BEST! The prettiest, most intelligent, all the positive adjectives. Me? The opposite . I am even one time my Father slapped me just because I was cutting the milkfish in the wrong way. I was only twelve years old back then. Yet when my sister got pregnant during her college days, Father only reprimanded her. Not that I wanted her to be slapped too. It is just, ahhh nevermind! There was a moment in my teenage life that I came to think I am just an adopted , lol. That was impossible though as I look exactly like my Mother. Now? Naa, I had overcome that feeling. Not that I don't care, it is just that life is so unpredictable. After all she has been through in her life, I am glad that she could feel the special treatment from the family. Besides, my sister was always good to me ever since. She had a close to saint attitude. Oh, sorry for the negativities. Just some nostalgia happened. There are some instances, things, situations that bring back those memories of the past.  Just like the other day, I was still sleeping when I heard my mother ranting and nagging. To whom? Yours truly, lol. She is reprimanding me that I wasn't able to wash dishes in the right way. She found some dried soap in one spoon. I was like? Was she serious? I told her that she is so loud, I am still sleeping. YET she answered that I should wake up as I was sleeping too long. When I checked my phone it's only six in the morning. AIGOO! Mother will always be a mother. No matter how old you are, you may be working or having good high position at work, STILL to you MOM you are still her offspring. You will still washed dishes at home. Been doing that anyway. Oh, I am not ranting, just giving you guys some realizations.  OH DIBA? There is no place like home. Life is so different eh. ***Disclaimer:*** I am not mad, I find it funny actually. Like I am used of giving instructions at work, yet at home " *Utusan pa din ako ng Nanay ko*" (it was Mom giving me instructions). Mother is very organized person and always had that "**PROPER WAY**" of doing things that is why I still got some "sermons" when she is not satisfied with my work. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 06:56 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 16 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva

@Lhes 11 September 2022

" What is possible to Win for the Second Time?" As I mentioned in my previous article my sister is going home and she requires me to go home with her. It was such a rush and I didn't even have any luggage. I left at home the one I had the last time I took a vacation for a reason that I felt lazy to bring it back, lol. Don't blame me please. My house is too far from the coastal road as it was hard to carry luggage unless my Father accompanied me. Since I don't want to bother him or anyone in the family I just decided to leave it. *This is what I am talking about. See? There was no choice unless you carry it on your back.* Yet I badly need to have one now as one back pack is enough to carry my things. However, my flight would be next week, so I decided to visit the nearest mall in my workplace. Just a few walks away. That's the advantage of working in the city. Usually my friend Ms. Mhel was with me. Good thing there were luggage's on sale yet up to 50%. Yet it was still expensive, Aigoo! I saw a local brand which only cost $21 but the material was not that good. Looks like it will be damaged at the airport. Hay doesn't have a choice but to look for another one that is more durable. After I am done purchasing we are supposed to return back at work but we happened to pass by in a lottery outlet. If we are friends then you know that sometimes I am a gambler, lol. Opppsss! Don't react first, it seldom happens and I don't spend more than $5. Ms. Mhel and I decided to buy scratch lotto (go Banana card). It only costs $.35 and you can win up to $3520. We just bought two cards. We use the P1 coin to see if we win ( that was Ms. Mhel). Not that we are expecting a big amount of money as chances were only 1%. I already bought a lot of cards but the highest amount I won is I think $9. That was okay as it was also a charity (Philippine Charity Sweepstakes Office - **PCSO**)**.**  Thus if we're gonna win, it is much better! See that card? We won P40 or $.70. How? You just need to have three numbers with the same amount. Then, check the number at the left side to see how much it will be multiplied. Sadly, the number is only 1 so it's P40*1 = P40. Yet, Ms. Mhel and I decided to buy cards again. Who knows? We might win again and with a bigger amount this time, lol. We converted what we won into cards. DID WE? We were excitedly scratching the cards but no luck this time. No amount of money in figures was the same. Not even P20. Indeed they say, once you win in gambling chances to win again are less. So we just left the lotto outlet and visited the food court area. Better treat ourselves. If there is one thing that I love about being with her, she never lets me starve. She is also a certified foodie. No need to ask her twice if she wanted a company to buy food. She always says YES. Not only that but she always considers me, my allergies. She is also the one who ordered food and all I need to do is to find a table for us . We settled to have some "Turks" and soft drinks (coke) as we also had our pack lunch left at the office. It might get spoiled , this is our version of light food. She was supposed to order some ***Takoyaki***  but since I am allergic to it she opted not to as I might get tempted. I am hard headed sometimes when it comes to food. FOOD is LIFE! While eating, I saw a lady on the table in front retouching her make up. I think she is an employee in the mall based on her clothes. That is why I never like that kind of work. I could manage standing for long hours but applying makeup ? That was so tiring! Aside from the fact that I don't know how. I am good with eyebrows and lipstick. Can't even comb my hair sometimes, lol. =========================================================== This happened last weekdays, I just don't have time to write blogs as I was kinda busy preparing. I am now in my province as my vacation starts. How's your weekend so far? ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 01:02 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 11 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Image source https://unsplash.com/photos/WNVGLwGMCAg

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@Lhes 8 September 2022

" Small things but it Matters". I remember my teacher when I was in high school used to tell us this. I mean what I wrote in the title " ***Small things, but it matters***". At first, we are confused about why it is. I mean, we sometimes even don't give time to this. So he gave an example since we were in the last year at that time; he told us; " ***Imagine you took a college exam. Then the passing score is 85%, but you only got 84%. The difference is only 1%, just a small thing but rules are rules. Still you didn't pass.***" It is also like having a P1 coin and not minding it as it no longer had value to you. Yet, if we think about it, we couldn't have P100 with P1. Since then, I have always been particular with things, even small details. Maybe one of the reasons was I lived with my relatives back then to continue in college. You know how it feels; they are feeding you, paying some of your educational funds, so you have to work. It may not be verbally stated, but you can still read it between the lines. When I was already working, I stayed in a dorm provided by the company and my workmates. So frequently, I always make sure not to cause inconvenience to my housemates. However, I don't know what happened these past few days as I always messed up. At work, I forgot some things or failed to accomplish them before the deadline and even in my stuff. I even woke up early last Monday as I was preparing my food at work, only to realize when I entered the kitchen that I didn't even have rice! Not only that, but I don't have anything for viand except a can of the beef loaf! See? It might be small things, but because of that, I opted to buy food that is more expensive aside from not-so-healthy. Thus it didn't end up there! Last September 1, I joined the HPUD on another platform. From what I remember that day, I was busy in the office, so I did the power up after arriving home. It was my second time joining, and I already knew how so I managed to complete the process on time. I wrote something about it and posted it in the community. After that, I did the usual routine, read some blogs, and congratulated those who joined. The total comments recorded was 37, and I got three reblogs and 10+ views. I was confident I did not miss anything. While browsing, I saw **Traciyork****,** the one hosting the event, uploaded an update with the official list of qualified users who will be included in the raffle. At first, I was wondering why I didn't receive a notification; I wasn't mentioned. As I browsed, yes confirmed I was not included in the list. https://peakd.com/@traciyork I know I passed the requirements needed. At first, I was hesitant to ask why, yet I didn't want to end up wondering, so I gathered a pinch of braveness. I dropped it in the comment section. I was slightly agitated while waiting for the response though I was expecting it might take a while as her notifications are flooded looking at her account status. Thus after a while, I received her response, and while reading, I couldn't help but tell myself I was so stupid! See? I didn't notice I got a typo error, and it seems no one too! Then I remembered that night, I was somewhat tired, and my eyes were sore. Still, it is not a valid excuse. That only means I am not reliable. I almost pulled my hair out of frustration. It was just a small thing, only one letter as I typed "B" instead of "D". However, this is not valid for justification. As I stated, " RULES ARE RULES". It is a simple word I was disqualified! Honestly, I am okay, not that I am expecting to win the thought I was not included in the list hurts. LOL! Who will I blame, then? No one except myself. Well better luck next time. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 03:56 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 08 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Screenshots from my account at Peakd https://peakd.com/@lhes/badges

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@Lhes 5 September 2022

" Got my Badges, not one but Three". Badge - a distinctive emblem worn as a mark of office, membership, achievement, licensed employment, etc. **Source** https://www.google.com/search?q=badges&oq=badges&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i131i433i512j0i512l8.2939j1j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 In real life some professions have their badges to distinguish their line of job from others. Not only that also defines their ranks. When I was in ROTC, every time I was in the headquarters and saw some officers or active members of the Philippine army I would always secretly check their patches . Why? Of course to make sure I know what to do, ika nga ( ***huwag pakaang - kaang sa pancitan***". Always be minded. Not once I dream to have this; Source https://www.google.com/search?q=badges+of+philippine+scout+ranger&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwi0pe-81v35AhUTEKYKHdF9DRkQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=badges+of+philippine+scout+ranger&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQAzoECCMQJzoICAAQsQMQgwE6CAgAEIAEELEDOgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToECAAQQzoHCAAQsQMQQzoFCAAQgAQ6BggAEB4QBToGCAAQHhAIUN4mWMx0YJJ3aABwAHgBgAGOCIgB-B6SAQszLjUuNS42LTEuMZgBAKABAaoBC2d3cy13aXotaW1nwAEB&sclient=img&ei=k-4VY_SPBZOgmAXR-7XIAQ&bih=609&biw=1280&hl=en Yes, the scout ranger badge " Musang ''! Yet due to some unforeseen events and perhaps wrong decisions in life this is only what I got in REAL - Life. **Image source** https://www.google.com/search?q=philippine+reservist+badge+free+download&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwiQ4YbE1P35AhXyIaYKHZEDBNQQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=philippine+reservist+badge+free+download&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQAzoECCMQJ1DSI1iaSWC1TGgFcAB4AIABtAGIAZIPkgEEMC4xNpgBAKABAaoBC2d3cy13aXotaW1nwAEB&sclient=img&ei=iewVY9D4EPLDmAWRh5CgDQ&bih=609&biw=1280#imgrc=mB-No38A7reFCM Yes, badge for the Philippine army since I am a registered reservist. At least I got no? Hay, I might regret it again so better we move to my real topic. It was last July when I announced that I joined another blogging platform using PeakD front-end. Journey is not easy but since day one I was already in awe seeing users with a lot of badges in their profile. This signifies the community they joined and could be considered as members. So I made a promise to myself that I would earn mine too before my onboarding period at Hiveph would end. Well happy to share that I got it on my third month with a bonus as I got not one but THREE. Here it is; ***HivePH Member*** Got this after joining a discord server and of course engaging with other members. At first you will be given only a "bisita role" which means what you can view in DC is only limited. After which, when being promoted to " hayahay" role you can earn this badge. Having this was somehow a responsibility. Why? ***Everyone on the platform knows my nationality, so I better behave, follow the RULES as I am not only bringing my name but the whole community.*** Joining this community was a great choice as we are in the "RIGHT HANDS". Staff including the members were so accommodating and always trying to find time answering all our queries. I could still remember what Wittyzell said to me when she commented in my introductory post. Welcome to Hive @lhes! Hive can be very overwhelming indeed but don’t worry, we’re here to help. Kahit magulo sa HivePH discord, we will still find time to answer to your questions kaya wag kang mahiyang magtanong ~~kung mag ritemed ba nito~~. So nice of you to be honest in your blog. Sali ka sa Sabado ha, it would surely be a great help to your blogging journey here in Hive. https://peakd.com/@lhes See ya around! Yes, I felt comfortable with them, " hindi ako nahiyang magtanog". Pizza Badge Not that literal pizza that is edible but I think you can buy one once you have a lot of this token ( I am not familiar yet). Saw one time in the DC server that J.M. was asking how to have this badge. I, being a "Marites" , scroll up the conversation and read " How". It says that I just need to stake 20pizza and when I checked my Hive engine I already had that time I think 14. Got it from other users too at Peakd. I also have 2.48 at DC from airdrops so I withdraw it all. Just send DM to Tip.CC The remaining, I bought some Pizza using my available hive through Beeswap. After that I staked it all and yes, got it. The advantage is once you're a Pizza holder you can command and give some as a token to other users 5times in a day. Like this If you wanted to know more here is the **LINK** in their discord server. https://discord.gg/9EzAQYnF **Ladies of Hive.** I think there is no need to explain what this community is for. This is the latest badge that I got, actually only yesterday. I am just overwhelmed and happy at the same time so I shared it here today. So what is my next target? Maybe Pinmapple? So overall here are my badges now. My lips could not stop from smiling while writing this blog. I feel so great and I could say I am proud of myself. My eyebags are worth it, LOL! How about at your end? How's life so far? ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:25 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 05 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Screenshots from my account at Peakd https://peakd.com/@lhes/badges

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@Lhes 3 September 2022

I am going back Home. Country road, take me home. To the place I belong. I imagine myself singing this song while traveling back home a few days later. Was it obvious even by just reading the title right? Supposedly my plan to go home for a vacation is this coming December; Christmas and New year's celebration. Yet, my sister was nagging me since last month that I SHOULD go home too once she did. The sister I am talking with is the one in my **previous article**. She's been working in Singapore, and her contract ended the last year, 2020, but since the pandemic happened, she opted to renew. I'd been telling her to inform me immediately of her flight schedule so I could book early. ( for a lower price). https://read.cash/@Lhes/photos-and-memories-c22218db I hadn't heard anything from her after we talked, so I thought she had changed her mind. Demn! I was wrong; she sent me the copy of her ticket last Tuesday, August 30, and her flight will be on September 07! Just almost a week apart. I immediately searched for an available flight at Cebu pacific as this airline I felt comfortable with. The lowest price cost almost $31, and that's only the basic fare. I, financially, am not prepared! BCH is still in deep, and I don't have a plan to sell even my account at PeakD. I want it to grow just like others. I was tempted to book the earliest flight, but after I remembered sudden cases of missing persons? That's enough for me to change my mind. Better choose to spend more penny rather than to be sorry. I booked a ticket for $44, JUST one way, including a 20kgs baggage allowance and an hour of flight! Have you seen the fuel surcharge of $13? This is just for my airfare. From the airport, located in Iloilo, I still need to travel for almost an hour, but it may vary depending on the traffic. This is going to the port as my hometown was on an island. To give you an idea, here is a screenshot from Google Maps. **Image Source** https://www.google.com/maps/dir/Iloilo+City,+Iloilo/Guimaras/@10.1070355,121.672272,7.67z/data=!4m13!4m12!1m5!1m1!1s0x33aee56fe538d781:0xe8250cd6bc30a488!2m2!1d122.5621063!2d10.7201501!1m5!1m1!1s0x33aeec43f38d20d1:0x24b989576b56defc!2m2!1d122.6325081!2d10.5928661 Now you know where to find me. It is just 60,547 hectares and has five municipalities, so trust me, the moment you landed at Guimaras port and if you happened to know my name? Without the exact address, you will find my home—the power of certified "MARITES" (human CCTV) in the province. To avoid possible delays in our travel, I checked the list of requirements for entering our province at PDRRMC (**Provincial Disaster Risk Reduction and Management Council)** Guimaras. Glad to know that SPASS is no longer needed. I need to present my vaccine card/vaccination certificate. Also, Cebupac sent me reminders for my incoming flight at Viber. After checking the travel documents needed, I can't help but to felt relieved as no travel documents NEEDED. It was such a hustle the last time I went home previous 2021 as I processed several travel documents from my origin to my destination—certifications from Barangay level to City halls. Not to mention swab test is required, and I was picked up by an ambulance from the airport! I never rode in an ambulance in my life, only that time and thanks to the Pandemic ( *insert sarcasm*). When I was dropped off in my hometown, people were anxious as they thought someone needed to be picked up. Only to find out it was me, lol. If there is one thing I like after all the things that happened, now almost everything can be done online. No need to rush early in the airport for check-in as you can do it now in just a snap. All I need to do when I reach the airport is to drop off my baggage for check-in. I am not that excited, but I wanted to choose a seat near the window, so I already did it last Friday. I always love to see the aerial view during flights. From a congested city as it turns green as we pass provinces. Those clouds that look like cotton candies! Ahh, I wanted to touch those, but I still want to live, so I just settled myself staring, lol. I will be sharing soon how beautiful my place is. Just stay tune. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 03:47 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 03 of September for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Image source https://unsplash.com/photos/l92ytHm_Rx4

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@Lhes 29 August 2022

"Photo's and Memories". Hello, read cash, Fam! I am so happy that today is Holiday; it means no work. I had a long weekend and free time to engage and write blogs. I was so engrossed that I slept for consecutive days, as late as two in the morning. I felt my eyes hurt due to too much exposure to gadgets, I think, and even my wrist hurts (*cellphone pa more*). Also, since today is a regular holiday, I am paid; that's the great one. I was supposed to jog earlier, but I woke up late, so I just opted to cook as I don't feel like going out to buy food. Besides, I am trying my best to avoid temptation. As I posted the other day, I am trying intermittent fasting. While cooking, I browse another blogging platform and I can't help but smile upon reading this notification. This was already a significant achievement for someone like me who is not a full-time blogger. My eyebags are worth it because of staying late to engage. I need to work out to reach 600 upvotes for this week. Ahhhh, I badly need more time at night. After checking, I opened my messenger as it was already flooded with messages from my sisters in our group chat. I laughed upon seeing my old photo from my teenage years sent by my sister. It was supposed to be a group photo, but I cropped it, so it only focused on my face. Then she digitally restored it using an App. I think I was fifteen here. I laughed because I look like a brat here, smirking. See my lips? Well, I always like that, you can seldom see me smiling, I mean the genuine one. I commented why I had that smug look on my face, and my sisters all answered I was indeed a " Maldita." ( rude, sharp-tongue, b!tchy) back then. Whatever! I remember some memories, specifically in my high school days. Oh yeah, I was a maldita nga. After a while, one of my sisters sent us her current photo. Looking at her, how old do you think she is? Well, I will give you a clue. She is not my younger sister. If we are friends and have been talking for a while, perhaps you have an idea how old I am. You might say she looks too young, OH! You are not the only one thinking of that. Even I wondered how she made it as it seemed she didn't age. She doesn't seem fond of applying something to her face, so I know it's natural. She is already 37, turning 38 years old this coming November. Surprised? I can't help but be envious, lol. Her daughters are 20 and 16 years old, but she can be mistaken in her early twenties. Not only once that people think I am her older sister, a*hh hindi nakakatuwa.* Then she would laugh at me and tease me that I look older because I seldom smile. Speaking of her, we are somewhat opposite in all aspects of physical appearance and attitude. She is a carbon copy of my Father, yet I got my features from our Mom. She is so kind, too, a very selfless one. Sometimes I would reprimand her as she could not say NO whenever someone asked for financial help from her. Not that I was brainwashing her, it is she has needs too. Her children are both studying. Still, she is so hardheaded. Oh, before I forget, this is the original picture taken decades ago. The baby I am holding is now taller than me. She's in here Junior high same with the other baby. My sister ( holding the other baby) has her son now. That toddler? She's in her third year in Dentistry. That's how time flies so fast. It seemed only yesterday they were still kids who loved to sit on my lap, sleep on my chest, and cuddle them while sleeping. Ah, memories! Now? They felt cringed when I hugged them, hahaha. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 05:09 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 29 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva

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@Lhes 27 August 2022

"Subscribed in Fasting App Today." It's been a month since I complained of my sudden weight gain, yet I was such a softy concerning food. Not to mention my "***liar"*** husband, lol. I mean, he kept on saying that I was not fat. I don't know if I should be thankful as he always complimented me; I never heard him saying I was ugly. Such a " ***bolero***." I believe him, though, as we are always talking in video chat, not until I scanned my photos on my last trip to Zambales. ***See how broad my shoulders are? Plus those excess fats.*** I know in previous months, I posted an article saying that I was trying to be back on track as I started to do some exercise. I also opted to walk from our office going back to the dorm, and that was, I think, 30-45 minutes, depending on your pace. However, I lacked some discipline and motivation as I stopped the exercise routine after a week. My work has begun to be demanding, too, as sometimes I punched late than my supposed off time. So I opted to ride an FX ( public transport) as it was no longer safe to walk alone in almost twilight. I already felt tired when I got home, so I lay on my bed while browsing my phone—either reading on Wattpad or read cash. Thus, just a few months ago, I decided to join another blogging platform. I was so engrossed in working hard for my reputation and account there, so the moment I arrived after work, I would sit with my laptop. Yet last week, I talked with my friends on Discord and mentioned that I need to lose some weight. As I know, @Eunoia was already stretching those muscles through jogging. Not to add Mebu, who was indeed physically fit. No doubt *( sorry na agad sa pagmaritess ko sa iyo here).* ***Source*** https://www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health/educational/lose_wt/BMI/bmicalc.htm I tried to compute my BMI and somehow was relieved that I am still at normal weight BUT almost near to OVERWEIGHT. Just 1.8! No, I should not let that happen. I should stop it now, or I will face the consequences. I checked my phone and remembered I had previously downloaded a fasting app. Never tried this before. I signed up and chose the one-month trial for only P27.99. I filled out the needed information and set it up, *14 hours fasting and 10 hours eating.* I chose this schedule as I eat early on a weekday since I have work. I wouldn't say I like leaving the house with an empty stomach. Here is the recommended fasting schedule. I think I can manage this one as I am at work. Crossed fingers I won't get stressed so that I won't punch coffee break and visit the nearest fast food chain. I already started today, and as of the writing, only one hour had passed for 14 hours of fasting. I felt a little hungry, and my head seemed to spin. OMG, hoping I won't get tempted to eat later. Oh, I a good thing I didn't have stocked foods aside from oatmeal and some fruits. Naa, I felt dizzy now, but maybe I was also sleepy, as it was already 10:46 PM here. So I wanted to bid goodnight. Have a happy weekend. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 10:47PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 257of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

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@Lhes 25 August 2022

" Does he want me to be out in his Life"? I couldn't concentrate on working as I kept glancing at the phone to check the time. AHHH! Why did time move too slowly when I was so excited to go home? As much as I wanted to punch undertime, I couldn't as I felt shy to ask my boss's permission. Hayyyy, 30 more minutes! If you are a certified "***Marites***," perhaps you are now wondering why I am in a hurry to go home. Well, my husband was already home! He had a surprise vacation, so I couldn't file a leave of absence immediately. I haven't seen him since February 2020, so I missed him so much! I badly wanted to kiss and hug him tight! YES! at last, it's already five in the afternoon, so I shut down my desktop and went out to the office after. I was relieved as there was no queue of long passengers at the bus terminal. No traffic either! Goodness, I got a lucky day. When I reached the bus terminal at SM Lipa, I excitedly went down the bus as I knew my sweetheart was waiting for me. Yet I haven't seen even a strand of his hair! What the heck? I chatted with him a while ago and even gave him an estimated time of my arrival. I tried calling him, but his phone was only ringing. I was already annoyed, but I didn't want to ruin my mood, so I just took a jeep to go home. It was almost nine in the evening, and I needed to walk a little to reach home, yet he didn't even bother to wait for me in the unloading area. I am already pissed off! What's happening? Doesn't he miss me? Cause I was already dying to see him! Thank God I arrived safely in our house, yet he was not there. When I opened my phone, I read his message telling me he was with his friends. They had drinking/bonding sessions as they missed him, as he says. ***What the f!ck! SERIOUSLY? Does he choose to be with his friends rather than ME? I am no longer mad but FURIOUS!*** I even lost my appetite, so I prepared to sleep. Perhaps I was exhausted from work plus long travel, so I fell asleep the moment I lay down in our bed. I was awakened when I heard voices in our living room. I took my phone and found out it was already six in the morning. I glanced on the other side of the bed and saw it was still arranged. It seems my ***LOVING*** husband didn't go home the whole night! I fixed myself and went outside our room. He is happily chatting with his sister and a little tipsy! I was furious because of what happened last night, but I restrained myself. Instead, I asked him why he didn't go home. " ***Oh, I was with my friends, we chatted and drank all night. You know I just arrived and haven't seen them for years. I missed our bonding sessions***". What he says fuels my anger! " ***SERIOUSLY? We haven't seen each other for years too! Don't you miss me? You didn't even bother to pick me up at work. Okay, fine, you might find it tiring as you need to travel for hours. Yet even in the bus station or the jeep's unloading area! I travel alone though it's already dark! You know how dangerous now. There were a series of kidnappings and rape! Goodness. You even spent time with your friends rather than me!***" " ***And SO***?" With that statement of him, I lost my patience! I hit him using the towel I am holding. I don't care if his sister was there! The nerve of him! He didn't bother to fight back! Just keep on covering himself. When I was satisfied, I threw him the towel. " ***I'm going back to Manila now! I just wasted my efforts going home. Ahh, I hate you!***" I shouted at him and stormed inside our room! I was already crying. I was deeply hurt. I never foresee this happening. I was waiting for the day I would pick him up at the airport when he went home. Then perhaps we will spend time together for a day or two first. You know, have a sexy time! I even bought several pairs of props and custome as some of my friends in discord suggested. I was preparing for the moment, BUT this happened. I could no longer control my tears as I was already sobbing. This was so painful! Then I felt like I was already running out of breath. God, it seems my asthma was triggered. I was trying to catch my breath, but I found it hard as I was sobbing! My husband? He didn't even dare to follow me into our room! It seemed like he wanted to kick me out of his life! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I could no longer breathe, so I just closed my eyes. ============================================================= It took a while before I felt better. I was still disoriented when I opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was the unfolded clothes I had just washed the other day. I get up and sit on my bed, and oh my! I was in my room! I mean my room in our dorm and not in our HOME! Does that mean I was only dreaming all along? I touched my cheeks, but it was still wet from crying. It seemed so REAL that I even cried while sleeping! ***My late grandma before often says that dreams are the opposite of REALITY. Besides, I am confident that it won't happen. But yeah, I badly miss my husband, and I have longed for his hug. Things didn't go well for us this year, but I know it will be better, and we will meet SOON!*** ***Just a few more sacrifices for our goals to achieve!*** ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 08:46 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 25 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

@Lhes 22 August 2022

"Sometimes it's Expensive to be a Woman". *Was it? I mean was it really expensive to be a woman?* I was curious so I asked bestfriend google and the answer was; Consumer-finance experts say women can actually pay **up to $1,300 more than a man every year**. **Source** https://www.google.com/search?q=Sometimes+it%27s+Expensive+to+be+a+Woman&sxsrf=ALiCzsb7OrapX4zIXwo7UAFUjnp6Z04sAw%3A1661167469631&ei=bWcDY9nnJeTS2roP8u2r8AQ&ved=0ahUKEwiZ0sGHq9r5AhVkqVYBHfL2Ck4Q4dUDCA4&uact=5&oq=Sometimes+it%27s+Expensive+to+be+a+Woman&gs_lcp=Cgxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAQAzIFCCEQoAEyCAghEB4QFhAdMggIIRAeEBYQHTIICCEQHhAWEB0yCAghEB4QFhAdMggIIRAeEBYQHTIICCEQHhAWEB0yCAghEB4QFhAdMggIIRAeEBYQHTIICCEQHhAWEB1KBAhBGABKBAhGGABQAFgAYOgFaABwAXgAgAGWAogBlgKSAQMyLTGYAQCgAQKgAQHAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz-serp Wow, that much? Yeah I think that was possible. Have you ever noticed if you roam around the mall, you see a lot of boutiques selling clothes for women? Majority of it I think. I remember I came across this meme on Facebook about the difference between men and women . I couldn't help but to smile but indeed this was all true. **Source** https://www.facebook.com/HealthyFuture1/photos/pcb.1786671791692706/1786671725026046 Hey man! you might say why there was a big difference but it still looks the same? Hehe, I think only us ladies can relate. When we go to the salon it doesn't mean a haircut. Just a ***" trim"***. After that our hair needs some treatment (S) yes plural as it varies of the strands type. Not to mention if we wanted to add colors or highlights. That makes it expensive. I think the last time I visited a salon I spent not less than $62. OMO! Yet I did tell the hairdresser to trim my hair just above my shoulder. Too long hair means more expenses. **Source** https://www.facebook.com/HealthyFuture1/photos/pcb.1786671791692706/1786671725026046 I can say this is ***LEGIT!*** This is also my problem sometimes. That is why while in the shower if @Ruffa is thinking of money I am already thinking of what to wear at work. Either a dress, if skirt, what top or it could be what denim and top? That is why my clothes are well arranged so that it would be easy for me to pick the outfit in my mind. However sometimes it doesn't work as the moment I am DONE I had the feeling I don't look at it so would end up scanning my closet again! Then I realized I no longer had something to wear! There was even a time my husband told me I am so ***" maarte"*** because I could not settle in one bag. I mean he only has two ; a backpack and body bag. What about me? I am not that fond of bags I have few; just enough to pair with my outfits. Not only that but we need to use it depending where we are going. I mean don't expect us women to use a backpack while we are wearing a skirt or dress. Though I have seen a few, I think they are carrying a laptop. See? It was somehow expensive to be a woman! That is why sometimes I forbid myself to go into the mall as I could not resist buying some stuff. I got scammed, lol! If I can mark myself safe in a department store, there is Watsons. The moment I stepped inside I always ended up buying lipstick. Didn't I mention I am fond of it? https://www.google.com/search?gs_ssp=eJzj4tLP1TcwrSrKSTFTYDRgdGDwYi9PLCnOzysGAFd3Byk&q=watsons&oq=wats&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j46i199i465i512j0i512j0i10i131i433j0i457i512j0i402l2j0i10i131i433j0i512j0i271.3278j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 BUT, I was proud to say I didn't buy one last weekend! YAY! I only bought these! I am getting frustrated with my pimples marks and sensitivity of my face so I just opted with these. So much for my " kaartehan". Yeah sometimes I pamper myself too. ( please let me call it pampering as an excuse). That is why I still opted to work and some micro blogs though my husband told me I can stop if I wanted to. I don't like the idea of spending his income on these things. It was so expensive to be a woman rather than to be a man. Hey there read cash fam! How's your day so far? ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:35 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 22 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva

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@Lhes 18 August 2022

" Feel like I was running out of Time" It's been a month that I felt I was always busy and it seemed twenty four hours was no longer enough for me. Work became more demanding as some was added to my workloads. If the past months I was only helping in our treasury department in validating expenses reports, now I was really involved. NO, I am not complaining as I know as of now additional manpower was too impossible as the company wasn't back yet into normal since the pandemic. Besides, it was too good and I can't say no to her, lol. We already have backlogs for a year! The company I am working with has branches and store outlets nationwide. 33 branches and more or less one hundred eights store outlets. Of course just one person could not manage to audit all the financial reports. Just recently, our Group lead decided that we should focus first in checking from January 2022 then go back to backlogs if we can. I think that was the great idea as sad to note we had caught some personnel doing irregularities. I posted about it in my previous **article** and honestly I am bothered. Maybe it was because I am a PRO-company and I hate it once there are some missing assets. I had that ownership attitude so it feels like it was my money that was stolen! I was a little bit calm the previous days yet while doing reconciliation these past few days, the missing money won't be less than $8900! NO, I am not talking to one person ONLY! https://read.cash/@Lhes/how-hard-can-it-be-ef02366a We had reported some to HR yet we still have some personnel on RED FLAGS! My GOD, what's happening?? Was life that hard? Or are these people just too lazy to work ? ***I was even annoyed when one of my officemates told me that it was easy for me to say those words because I am not in their shoes. NOT on their situation.*** ***Of course I was not because I chose too! The H3LL! I didn't grow up from a well off family that is why I know how hard life could be. So WORK HARD!*** Work was really giving me a literal HEADACHE! Though my Boss told me not to stress myself about it, the Legal group will take over as we have already done our part; still I am just concerned with the company. **Source** https://unsplash.com/s/photos/headache I am always buried at work and I could no longer take a peek here to read a few articles. I somehow lost engagement. I missed having conversations with my virtual friends. Not only that, it seems my free time at home was too short. Writing here at Read cash and other platforms plus having some engagement, not to mention talking to my sweetheart! OMG, I felt that I was running out of time! HOW ARE YOU ALL? If you kind of missed me, just DM in TG or DC, hahaha. I missed spending time reading in Wattpad. I haven't visited my account there for a month. Browsing videos on YouTube, talking with some friends on social media. I hardly open my messenger now as I already told hubby we better use TG. You know it is much safer, lol! I can’t give up the time I am spending with my ex-boyfriend, opsss do not react! I am referring to my husband. Night time is the only time we can talk as he is sleeping during the day time. Can we extend night time please? Is there anyone here who has power? I wanted to do many things but time was so limited! Perhaps, I was already burned out as sometimes I was thinking of filing for a resignation and maybe trying my luck on freelancing. Yet the other side of me was saying ***“Hey Lhes, don’t file a resignation if you are not yet sure. Remember you’re poor”***  As of now, maybe I need to have a time schedule so that I won't miss anything. What do you think? See? I only have three and half hours at night. I could stretch it until eleven in the evening but it seldom happened. I can't work properly if I lack sleep. My head ached and I became grumpy! My brain doesn't seem to want to function too! That is why I really admire those who can manage. HATS OFF! OMG as of the writing it's already 07:49 PM so I better end this article so that I could read and engage with you guys. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 07:50 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 18 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva

@Lhes 16 August 2022

My mother in law gaved me some dragon fruits when I visited her last weekend. I know it has a lot of health benifits but honestly I don't like the taste. Not only that, it was quite heavy as I am travelling via public transportation. Yet, I can't say NO to her😂🤭. So last night, I added sliced fruits on my oatmeal plus some nuts. It looka yummy though😆

@Lhes 16 August 2022

" From Ms. Squamy to a Beauty Queen". Squammy - an urban word to describe someone with an attitude, gestures and others that squatters have. That was how people address the Filipina comedian Herlen Budol . Though she never denies allegations or bashing. She accepted it as indeed she doesn't show finesse in her gestures. Even the way she talks. Aside from squammy she was also called "Hipon Girl". ( *Hipon means a woman with a sexy body but not good looking*). She was discovered when she joined a certain competition ( sorry I forgot) in the local TV series Wowowin in our country. She was a trending topic and immediately became an online sensation. Due to instant popularity, she got an offer to be one of the hosts. Her life became better after that as she got some projects. Yet a year ago, she appeared in a vlog and the sad news was, she was again back to zero. Pandemic happened which also resulted in losing her job. The Vlogger who featured her even promised to give the percentage of earnings on that episode as a help. **Youtube link** https://youtu.be/_Zdl-__msQM She became a trending topic again when linked to Ms. Alexandra ( Finalist in Binibining Pilipinas ( the winner will be the one to represent in Ms. Universe). Though some say it was scripted ( I am not sure) the latter branded her as " squammy/iskwater" and she can't be a beauty queen. She also added that even Ms. Herlene's mother will organize a beauty pageant in their home, she won't win! Yet everyone was surprised when she announced that she will be joining Bininibing Pilipinas this year. Yes, no doubt that she has the body and beauty BUT the finesse? Also not to mention she talked like a ***squammy!*** During her interview, when asked why she joined the pageant, the answer was simple. Her manager pledged to give her a house and lot! That was her dream for her grandmother! ( She grows up with her grandparents as her parents parted ways). Her manager also did a great job, I think he enrolled Ms. Herlene in personality development or he hired the best people. Everyone was surprised with her transformation! She even used our national language which is Tagalog during the interview. She nailed it. Though she failed to achieve the crown, she landed first runner up and even won seven special awards. Manila Bulletin Readers' Choice Award Binibining Shein Binibining Pizza Hut 2022 Binibining Kumu JAG Queen Binibining Silka Binibining World Balance **SOURCE** https://www.gmanetwork.com/news/lifestyle/content/840046/herlene-nicole-budol-bags-7-special-awards-at-binibining-pilipinas-2022/story/ Funny but she was more popular than the newly crowned beauty queen! **SOURCE** https://www.gmanetwork.com/news/lifestyle/content/840046/herlene-nicole-budol-bags-7-special-awards-at-binibining-pilipinas-2022/story/ She was at the center. Now fans are getting hyper and kept on bashing and looking for Ms. Alexandra. Isn't she said that Ms. Herlene was not qualified to be a beauty queen? She appeared in some TV guest appearances but it was on the other day that I watched her interview. I am not sure if it was the right choice as it breaks my heart again. As I mentioned earlier, she grew up with her grandparents and she always says her Grandma was her life. So imagined what she felt when on the peak of training a family member told her that her grandma was hospitalized? Thankfully the management let her pay a visit but it seems Granny was only waiting for her. She passed away. That was June 06, 2022 and the pageant will be July 31. She mentioned how she blamed some things, even the corn as it was the last food that granny ate before she got sick. How she begged the Doctors. She was already crying. Feeling in too much pain, grief she almost gave up, yet chose to continue the journey till the end. All smile while giving her best in all performances but deep inside, she's dying! The whole interview made me realize how pure her soul is.  **Youtube Link** https://youtu.be/cQbJYSHbfyM You might be wondering, she already wins so why did she have some regrets? She felt that she didn't work that fast. That she still lacked that drive, efforts, etc before because if she did her Granny would be able to witness her success. That she will be able to experience the abundance of life. She even joked that Granny didn't experience sleeping in an air conditioned room. If you want, you can watch the full episode, see the link above. Hello Read cash Fam, *I was away for several days as I went home to my husband's hometown due to some errands. Supposedly I will be writing yesterday but I felt demotivated after knowing that our fellow writer on another platform died yesterday. She was not sick, it was because of an accident.* ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:52 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 16 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva

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@Lhes 11 August 2022

Coffee breaks I went out for a short break yesterday together with my friend and decided to grab some snacks. We ended up buying some "street foods" supposed but it was sold here in our office building. Was there a difference? Naaa when it comes in taste None! Just the price maybe😂. With 200% marked up I guess.

@Lhes 10 August 2022

How hard it can be? Life was harfd from the start and even unfair. No doubt about it. Adutling can gave as heartache and headache yet it's up us how to overcome it. Seriously, life is giving me a literal headache this days. How about yours? How's life? https://read.cash/@Lhes/how-hard-can-it-be-ef02366a

@Lhes 9 August 2022

" How hard can it Be? Life was never easy from the start; it was always unfair. Often we could not get what we wanted, yet we have seen it achieved by others in just a swift! Have you ever felt that feeling of " JEALOUSY"? When I was a kid, my innocent mind always envied those who had hotdogs as their pack snacks. You might find me silly, but NO, I am serious! I am tired of eating veggies and fish all day. Also, I want some pizza, not a boiled banana, sweet potato, or cassava! Or perhaps can I have pork adobo for dinner too? However, adulting life made me realize how lucky I was when I was a kid. What a healthy lifestyle I got. Now I know why I seldom got sick before. As far as I can remember, I got ill only if my Mother was not at home. There are times she is visiting her family in a nearby province. Thus adulting also made me realize how complicated life could be! Heartaches and headaches came into the picture! ***Heartache,*** as we learn how to love someone who happens not to reciprocate our feelings sometimes. Others did but not the way we wanted and ended up still leaving us hanging! It was not the only heartache; we will also experience some failures and disappointments as we face the reality of life. That was normal. We can sulk in our bed, cry till our hearts are contented but after a while, get up. Continue the fight and overcome those battles. ***Headache*** cause my head was aching because of stress! It is either from work, personal issues, or even national issues! Just this week, while auditing some remittances, I found out that one financial report from our store outlet submitted a FORGE deposit slip from a well know bank! At first glance, you would think it was legit as all the details needed were in there! She perfectly copied the format. Thus only the FONT style was different. ( I chose not to attach a photo since it was a well-known bank). I've been seeing deposit slips for years; of course, I can determine if the document was legit or not! Still, I don't want to be judgmental, so I asked our bank IN charge to validate. CONFIRMED, it was fabricated as no certain amount was credited. Seriously this employee gives me a HEADCHED! Now I have to check all her remittances, and more than $1800 was missing as of date! I know life is hard now since the pandemic, but still, it was not enough reason to commit this crime! It can be considered stealing! We inform her immediate head of the issue, and after talking to her, my head hurts more, lol! ***WHY? ( Marites PASOK)***  I discovered that the accountable person ( a lady) already has 12 offspring. Ops, don't react first! She is pregnant, which means she would be her 13th child. The oldest was fifteen years old! Just do the month of her children's age. Her husband doesn't have a regular job, and her a minimum wage earner of $10.24 daily. She still needs to pay the house rent, utility bills, food budget, and others! This is probably the reason why she commits that crime. I haven't talked to her yet, maybe next week! However, I thought it was not the company's fault if she had a problem with budgeting. She should not take the money. She was a pain in the a$$. This is just one source of my headache; my officemate, my teammate, got sick. She hasn't reported to work since Monday, so I have to cover up some of her load. Aigoo, now I felt so tired. How about you guys? I hope all of you are happy, even though I am not. CHAR! ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 08:22 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 09 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive Lead image edited via canva Photo https://unsplash.com/s/photos/work-hard

@Lhes 9 August 2022

Hello Noise cash, It's been a while I haven't visited here as I got busy from my personal life outside this community. How's everyone? Dropping by my latest article at read cash. It was about the latest vlog I watched that made me realized true love still exist. https://read.cash/@Lhes/that-kind-of-love-c82e59b1

@Lhes 7 August 2022

" That kind of Love." ***For BETTER, for WORSE, RICHER or POORER, in SICKNESS or HEALTH, to LOVE and to CHERISH till DEATH do us part.*** **SOURCE** https://www.google.com/search?q=for+richer+or+poorer+vows&oq=for+richer&aqs=chrome.0.0i512j69i57j46i512j0i512l7.6481j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 Not only once do I hear this marriage vows as this is the usual line to utter during the sacrament of the wedding. YET, not only once too that I witnessed broken when the relationship ride become bumpy. It ended up as " BROKEN VOWS." In recent years, mostly what I read about were cheating and betrayals that frequently lead to both couples' parting ways. Others chose peaceful breakups, while others ended up in court battling to find JUSTICE for what they had been. So yesterday, while I was on my bed waiting for my husband's call, I stumbled into a vlog about a local actor, Andrew Shimmer. It was one of the trending topics on Facebook. **Source** https://youtu.be/zPXMbAvJX2A I am not a fan of watching videos on YouTube unless it's a documentary, but this triggers the inner me, so I click the link. After minutes of watching, I learned that his wife had been hospitalized since November 2021 due to a severe asthma attack that caused cardiac arrest and brain hypoxia. Brain hypoxia is a condition in which there is a decrease in oxygen. What will happen then? It can be led to death as we all know how vital the brain is. Since his wife was admitted, he never failed to care for her and their family. He would bring their kids every night to the hospital while he was busy nursing her wife. Giving her medicines and ensuring she felt comfortable. That means he won't have time to sleep, as he added he couldn't also rest nor relax knowing that the love of his life was in that condition. He sleeps for an hour sometimes. He finds it unfair that he is okay while his wife is lying on the sick bed. When the host asked him how he managed that, his response was Everything is hard before it becomes easy. It was muscle memorization, and when his body memorized everything, it became easy. He was driven by the LOVED that makes all his adrenaline work. As love also means sacrifices. If you can't sacrifice, it means that the love you feel is untrue. Aside from love, he is holding into HIM. Praying for him to give him more strength " Even how hopeless it is, if you love the person, you will fight. "That's what he did. From zero percent now, he has 1%. He held that his wife's hearts were still strong and fighting. **SOURCE** https://kami.com.ph/entertainment/celebrities/141400-actor-andrew-schimmer-pens-heartbreaking-letter-sick-wife-hospital/ The interview ended with his words, REAL love would only knock once, so if you have it hold it tight and never let it go. We should avoid the common mistake of humans in which we only realize how vital a person is in our life if they are no longer in our life. My heart breaks for this man. I seldom cry but watching him can't stop my tears from falling. His wife was so LUCKY to have him. INDEED true love still exists. I am praying and hoping that his wife will gain consciousness and recover. Simply because I can see all his sacrifices and his genuine heart deserves to be happy! https://youtu.be/zPXMbAvJX2A **YOUTUBE LINK** https://youtu.be/zPXMbAvJX2A Hello Read cash fam! How's your weekend? It was gloomy here in my place since weekdays and the sky won't stop from crying. I was supposed to roam around at Quiapo but I change my mind because of the weather. Better stay at home. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 02:32 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 07 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

@Lhes 4 August 2022

"How I Spent Thursday?" Just like the regular days, the same goes for my daily routine. Wake up at five in the morning and leaves the dorm before the clock strike at seven in the morning. I arrived in the office before eight and started my daily routine. Auditing financial reports are boring, and at the same time, it irritates me. Seeing those discrepancies means another workload, lol. So I paused for a while, took my mirror, yes, I have one on my table, and stared at my face, like GGSS. I noticed my eyebags, evidence of lack of sleep, and those pimples again because of chickens. Yeah - yeah, I know it was my demn fault. I was glad they left me for weeks, so I bought some chicken sisig the other day. Now, I got my prize. ***You might say pimples are not visible. Well, thank you, filter!*** I was about to continue my work when I remembered I needed to send some documents to my former officemates. I kept it in my drawer weeks ago and only remembered it the other day. So I went to the nearest logistic company. While walking, I didn't expect it is a little bit windy! I was wearing a wrap dress paired with my denim jacket and demn! I almost had that Manilyn Monroe moment in the subway! So I was walking, my right hand holding the documents, my phone/wallet, and the left hand was holding the hem of my dress. LBC ( courier) was just a few walks away from my office building. I will only send a copy of the Employee certificate and voodoo doll. Yet I was surprised as I paid almost 3.50 dollars! It was only in northern part of Luzon. So I was wondering does it has to do with the type of documents I sent? ***Or because of this DOLL?*** While returning to the office, I saw moringa plants on the other side of the road. It seems they are so healthy. I remembered my Mom used to cook fish with moringa leaves. Do you have this menu in your place? Hey, did you notice that the pavements are clean too? The local government employs street-sweepers that maintain cleanliness in the area. They are all efficient in their jobs. Kudo's to them. Maybe they are motivated to work as just last year; many got a chance to regularize upon the Mayor's review. The Mayor here in this area is one of the best. He was a young bachelor, and many dreamed of being Pasig's first lady. His performance was exemplary. If you are curious, you can search about Mayor Vico Sotto (vivico). There were only a few people on the streets as it was already office hours. Most employees here are already battling with their work. It was only me who was still wandering outside. The rest of the days continue. I was aiming to finish my target task when I felt my stomach growling. I was hesitant to go down to buy some food as I had already exceeded my allotted break. This is the disadvantage of working in private. Every minute that the company is paying you counts. The amount will be deducted from your payroll account if you surpass the time limit. ***What about if you rendered some extra hours? HR says THANK YOU for spending more time!*** So who cares over break? I am starving, though. I punched " coffee break" again and bought some bread in Pande Manila. Oh, there was no other choice. That's the only one selling bread in the building aside from 7/11. I bought one for almost $1. Goodness, I am not rich, so it was somehow expensive for me. My today's DTR, lol. I do not mind over breaks, but when I saw my payslip! Naan, don't ask me how much. I may be a workaholic, but I have that attitude sometimes that I would spend too much time on my break. Not because I am wasting time. It is just that I don't want to return to work when I am not in a good state. What was my definition? This is when I felt so stressed, and my head already ached thinking about how to resolve those issues. It could be, too. I was still pissed off (work-related issues). I don't want to spread negativities. Read cash, fam. That's how I spent my day today. How about yours? ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 08:56 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 04 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

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@Lhes 2 August 2022

"Sundae and Fries" **Feeling sad? Stressed or down? COMFORT food is the KEY!** *What is comfort food?* Foods that provide consolation or well-being. Most of the time, it contains high sugar, carbonated, or may be associated with childhood. This is when you feel nostalgic while eating. Perhaps home cooked. **Source** https://www.google.com/search?q=comfort+foods+meani&oq=comfort+foods+meani&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i512j0i10i15i22i30j0i22i30l7.11489j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 If some men went for drinking sessions with their buddies to lighten their moods, we women would go and choose comfort foods. Not only when we are sad but also when we are angry. I don't know what the magic from FOODS can ease the anger, lol! Do you agree with me? Yes, I am one of those women. Often when I am not in the mood, I would seek for a food. Let me rephrase; it's most of the time. Honestly, I feel blue since the weekend. Maybe the disadvantage of aging. (insert thinking, how old I am). Getting emotional, " ***Nag iinarte***," or maybe because I already experienced a lot in life which I am just keeping. As I wanted to stay strong, I didn't want to complicate things. ALL I always wanted is PEACE. What I have wanted since yesterday is to stay in my bed. I don't have the energy to move. Even a cup of coffee was not effective. However, life must go on. Nothing will happen if I spend time SULKING. So as much as I wanted to procrastinate, I chose NOT to. I went to work and did my routine like a programmed robot. That's all I did yesterday. So today, while auditing some financial reports, I decided to go out and have a break. I just ate my lunch, but it seems I am craving something. My feet brought me to the nearest fast food chain in the building. OH, YES, I think this is what I need. SUNDAE and FRIES. Who cares if I am just alone? I was tempted to upgrade the fries to a larger size BUT opps not that healthy! This will do. I spent an hour in the store even though this was only my order. I just chatted with my Boss. I am outside having some " EMO" moments. Glad she understands. She is really the best. If not because of her, I already leave the company. I think sugar helps as it somehow lifts my mood. I left the store with a smile on my face. The power of FOOD! It also added to my good mood when I checked my notification and saw a message from Hivebuzz. Yesterday was the scheduled PUD ( Power up day) at Hive, and I joined for the first time. I aim only to reach 100HP, but I didn't expect I could power up 55Hive. That makes my HP total 129. That was already a significant achievement for a newbie. Like others, I am also aiming to reach 1000HP. Who doesn't? As much as I wanted to spend time and be a Marites. I could not as I need to used my RC wisely! OMO! Weeee, it seems I need to work harder for it. Back to the Hivebuzz message, I got notified that I am qualified for level 2. Not only that, I received that BEE! Oh, wait I only made 100 comments? I really need to engage more this month. I trust my HP now can help me. This is what I mean that I should not spent time sulking. Better to spend it grinding. Hitting two birds in one stone. I would not feel blue as my attention was diverted and the same time I earn something to invest. By the way, to all my fellow Filipinos here, HivePH will be hosting an Onboarding Webinar on August 13. You might be interested, check @tpkidkai article **here.** https://read.cash/@tpkidkai/hiveph-onboarding-webinar-this-august-13-2022-8ff73cf8v You might wonder how my topic suddenly jumped, pardon my randomness tonight. By the way I noticed only few managed to published articles now. Seems many are busy with life outside this platform. I've been missing several of my friends here. ***Guys? Where are you now? " Paramdam naman kayo, bago ko pagawalin ang baso".*** How about you? Are you okay ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:40 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 02 of August for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

@Lhes 31 July 2022

"Until When?" ***Understanding is the ability to understand and comprehend something.*** Since I reached the maturity age, I have always tried my best to understand everyone in the best way possible. I always think of putting myself in their shoes to understand the situation better. I maybe rant sometimes; of course, I am human and not a saint. I lost patience too. Yet mostly, I still find myself adjusting to the benefit of everyone. That is why hearing the word someone dear to me says, ***" I felt sad about your reaction, I thought you understand,"*** breaks my heart. I even saw how his facial expression changed. I can't help but question myself, did I make him sad? What I told him was a normal reaction since I was surprised he decided on something without asking my side. Is that okay with me? Perhaps he was used to always saying***, " It's okay, I understand."***  Yes, I am trying my best, but UNTIL WHEN? Am I not allowed to say my thoughts? I am not a crying baby. I seldom cry, no matter how complicated the situation is. Yet tonight, just looking at his sad expressions makes my eyes sting. I wasn't able to control my tears from falling. I don't know why. Somehow I feel disappointed in myself as maybe I failed to understand him. Perhaps I was so immature. ***However, reminiscing about those things that happened in the past made me realize. YES, I cried because I lost my patience! I felt tired of constantly adjusting and compromising to meet both ends. Could it be US, could it be me this time?*** I bow down my head as I don't want him to know I am crying. YET he knows me; I wasn't able to hide. Somehow I knew he was guilty as this was the first time he saw me cry over our fight. He kept on asking for an apology and stopped me from crying. He can't bear seeing me in that situation. Me being me, the more someone is comforting me, the more I will cry. ***I felt so stranger to myself, and this is not ME!***  Now he was also agitated while saying some comforting words but demn this tears as it keeps falling. I don't have a choice but to drop the call; I don't want him to worry about me. The moment the call ended, I was already sobbing. I felt something so heavy in my heart that I needed to release it. Why am I so emotional? On the other side, isn't they saying crying can lose some calories? So yeah, I cried till my heart was content. Now sitting on the chair while staring in the darkness, I felt relieved somehow—however, my headache and my eyes sting. I am fine. I think this is just normal in marriage life. It is just my first time experiencing it. Still, I will always try my best to understand him, the situation his decisions. Until when? UNTIL I CAN! As long as I could still. Sorry for the negativities this night; I just had no one to talk to. I just got some Sunday Blues.

@Lhes 30 July 2022

" Find your Level" *In love people always says " find your level. In what? Maybe financial status, age, intelligence or physical appearance. Do you believe so?* Edited via Canva: Image Source https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALiCzsZBXzfiw8oIeFFgWQMFzflCLC441g:1659185672957&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=silhouette+image+of+a+couple+unsplash&fir=gh8GqE90a3ahtM%252CSLcIDmfQhJyi9M%252C_%253BzPK_QyQjZiMwsM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253BgzH6UJHOnGJ1zM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253BYPuBFwWQ2iY_WM%252CSLcIDmfQhJyi9M%252C_%253BHoeE1nndK4bJCM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253B-PKHGRInJjNK_M%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253BMlIaSYDYcOPZIM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253B1qWBc9GxdOjzjM%252C01JyhDFm-p1rLM%252C_%253BuMW8WXJ4z064qM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253BZRhY2ppJP3aZ_M%252CAIu7WK6dz9nblM%252C_%253Bv8Aqoyikjywz6M%252CVlsHOGkIqiiTQM%252C_%253BC78JU2X1e-Yd_M%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253Bu6eka_p3uh5epM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253B2OqBy_vpE-awLM%252CDzy06aE9HwAE6M%252C_%253BiGGWJc3VZES21M%252C01JyhDFm-p1rLM%252C_%253B5OxXAt2oAJ9v2M%252CigBJFFhXvvskuM%252C_&usg=AI4_-kSWuGCmdaTZZWhKko67D577ALChDw&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjknZyl1KD5AhWTplYBHU8ZANAQ7Al6BAgCEE8 LOVE is the most complicated thing in this world. Many lost the battle and ended up hurt, depressed, and even in pain. Thus, some found their luck and got that " LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER." ***Whoever reads this, I hope you got the second one.*** We can't deny that some people always say their opinion on everything, especially if they see something strange or disagree. Like what? ***A couple with different social status.*** I won't believe you didn't comment. I admit I am guilty of this sometimes. I know some Cinderella stories, and I can't help but say, " What a lucky woman." Imagined marrying a rich guy? It seems like you win in a lottery, lol. As a young kid, I even thought of this idea before growing up. NAAAA! It was so complicated! People started making accusations that the woman was just a golddigger ( let me assume a woman because I am too). Not only that, in typical cliché stories, the families of the women will look down on them. It happens in the movie, even in real life. Nowadays? I don't believe this is still happening. Some men are also practical now. They settled for someone who thought could also help them financially. Correct me if I am wrong, though. ***Couple with a Huge age gap.*** Some celebrities here in my place were a couple and had that huge gap. Just like with social status, money became the issue. Well, most of the time, the other one was rich, so I could not blame those who quickly judged. I had read before that the ideal age gap is one up to three years. Yet some also say that less than ten years would still bring satisfaction. What about more than that? Ten years is one decade, right? So imagine having a partner who is a decade older? There is what they call a generation gap, lol. I think it was kind of hard to adjust. I mean, both couples should need to compromise something to meet both ends. Right? ***Couple with a huge gap in Physical appearance.*** If the woman was beautiful and the man was ugly, people would always say; that maybe the man was RICH—the vice versa. I used to believe in this thought in my younger years as I heard from old Marites ( *Marites refers to human CCTV here in my country*). Now I realize it's not. Isn't they say love is blind? So blind that physical appearance does not matter. It was the inner beauty. However, even I won't go on a date with someone who doesn't suit my taste. No, I am not looking for someone that is too handsome. Just XOXO. ***Mukhang tao will do!*** Just turn off the light at night, lol! Kidding aside. =============================================================== Now you might ask me, did I somehow look for someone I think we have the same level? I didn't hide the fact that I grew up in the countryside. During my time, it sounds like I a too old! Well, in my teenage years, ladies in my place didn't reach eighteen before they got married. To whom? To men in our community that doesn't have stable jobs too. What happened then? History repeats itself. These children will also experience the hardship of life. Scarcity even in basic needs. Like you only 30yrs old but look like 40 due to working too hard. I was talking about physical labor. ( ***DON"T get me wrong, they are genuinely happy, though).*** So I told myself I wouldn't get a husband at the same level as mine. But, I had to work hard to have a decent one. How could it happen? I tried my best to finish my studies, have my degree and explore. Did I get what I wanted? Somehow though. Oops, I did not marry a rich man—just a responsible and hardworking one. I just wanted my future children not to experience what I had been through when I was a kid. Did I make sense today? Well, I am trying to say that if you don't want a complicated life, GO find your level. However if cupid hit you with his arrow at someone that might me there is a vast gap, well, it's up to you. Decide for yourself, you have two options. To FIGHT or to LET GO. Have a cold night! It was raining so hard in my place and while I was sitting near the window. Staring at the water droplets, I find it the perfect time to EMOTE. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 07:38 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 30 of July for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

@Lhes 28 July 2022

" Explored My Binance Account" Hey read cash family, how are you all today? It's already the 28th day of July and three more days we will be welcoming August. Then Ber months and before we know 2022 is already over. How's everyone's list of goals for this year? Did you reach at least 50%? Or could be almost there? Well to those who did, congratulations and those are not, you still have at least five months to work for it. As for? Well I am now in the process, I mean I already started one in my list. Which each to learn TRADING. I had read several articles here about it and honestly, upon seeing I usually skipped. Why? I could not relate, lol. What I only know in trading is ' Buy dip sell high". Did I use the correct term? Since then I told myself, I'm gonna study how it works for me to understand what they are saying. It was weeks ago when I downloaded " BINANCE" and had it verified after. However it took me a while before I started to learn. It was yesterday when I decided to explore through the help of @Ayane-chan and @Ruffa . I was just staring at the screen of my laptop for seconds as I realized I was clueless how to transfer BCH from my Bitcoin to Binance. Glad Ayane replied to my chat messages FINALLY, I successfully made it. I deposited twice as the first one was just a small amount . Only a trial. Then Ruffa was guiding the next thing to do as I wanted to buy a hive first. So I chose to buy a BCH/BUSD pair. Yet BCH value was only $114 that time I set my order limit to $120. Somehow I got the process but when I explored Binance, I felt my headache upon seeing this! I was like, OMG! So many figures. Anyone who can explained this to me? One on one discussion please. I would appreciate it. This morning when I woke up, I saw Ruffa DM informing me that my order limit was hit. Should I be happy? See this! Hahaha, now I understand why they say trading could break a heart. Imagine how I felt when I sold at $12o yet the current price is $127. I placed an order again with a sell limit of $130 before I started working. Yet I was surprised after an hour when my order was hit again. However the current price was already $132. OMO! What the. So that's the end of my first trading experience. Seems it was fun so I decided that I will be spending my weekend watching videos on YouTube about it. I felt challenged. ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 10:03 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 28 of July for 2022.*** **You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** https://read.cash/@Lhes/was-it-a-distraction-e80df152#you-can-contact-me-here **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive

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@Lhes 24 July 2022

"Was it a Distraction?" Distraction - defined as something that prevent giving attention to something else. ***SOURCE*** https://www.google.com/search?q=distraction+meaning&sxsrf=ALiCzsZs_KDL5AHbcjRK1Pz-FDVrCZXQjA%3A1658628980924&ei=dKvcYsWjN6-F2roPw6Ks6As&oq=d&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAEYADIJCCMQJxBGEPkBMgQIIxAnMgQIIxAnMgQIABBDMgQIABBDMgQIABBDMgQIABBDMgQIABBDMgQIABBDMgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToHCAAQsQMQQzoFCAAQgAQ6BQguEIAEOggILhCABBDUAjoFCAAQkQJKBAhBGABKBAhGGABQAFivCGC1I2gBcAF4AYABiQGIAd8DkgEDMC40mAEAoAEBwAEB&sclient=gws-wiz Have you been distracted? I think everyone experienced this most of the time. I was not even an exemption. These past weeks I've been constantly absorbed by some things that make me less inactive here. Aside from personal issues which I chose to let go and divert my attention to other things instead. I was busy with our house. I was busy talking and planning with my husband and brother in law for some things to be done. Just last week we already installed electrical wiring and included lights. This time, I just asked for a quotation and sent the budget to my brother in law as I could not go home. Travelling from my workplace to my husband's hometown where our house is located sometimes takes three - five hours. Varies on traffic situations (one way). That was tiring. I found it expensive when I saw the list as it cost me around $357 just for it. Including the labor. Yet I was surprised when my brother in law sent me a picture for an update. ***JJust neverminded some things.*** Now I know why it was expensive. All I wanted is just a simple house so I am expecting lights are just the usual " BULB". Not that one. Yet " ***sila na nagdesisyon", LOL ( they are the ones who decide).*** The carpenters and in laws. Now I had to look for some designs, colors for the led lights. YES, still it was the carpenters who suggested that ceiling design as they say that's the current trend. See what I said, " *pala desisyon po sila*". This time I told them this is the color of led lights I wanted as this will fit in the paint color of the house I was planning. Hoping this is available or perhaps I need to go home and accompany them in buying or else they will decide again. ***SOURCE*** https://www.google.com/search?q=yellow+led+lights+ceiling&sxsrf=ALiCzsZItt_9TFMYqyuRR7bFdE09srQ9cA%3A1658638779818&ei=u9HcYo6_Mcz0-QbL7KrgBA&oq=yellow+led+lights+ce&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMYADIFCCEQoAEyBQghEKABMgUIIRCgATIFCCEQoAEyBQghEKABMggIIRAeEBYQHTIICCEQHhAWEB0yCAghEB4QFhAdMggIIRAeEBYQHTIICCEQHhAWEB06BwgAEEcQsAM6BwgAELADEEM6BQgAEIAESgQIQRgASgQIRhgAUI8FWMsIYM4YaAFwAXgAgAHaA4gB1QWSAQcwLjIuNC0xmAEAoAEByAEKwAEB&sclient=gws-wiz *Kidding aside, I am not complaining as I am also satisfied with the outcome of their work.* *I actually appreciate their efforts, especially my brother in law for helping us. Even with some permits needed.* Not only that makes me busy. As I posted the other week, I joined Hive along with some of my virtual friends here. Now after two weeks, I got my badge from ***HivePH.*** I am really thankful for all the members of this community for the help for us newbies. I joined the discord server and this is where I spent my time. Talking with other members, as it was fun. There are even times I was laughing alone while reading some conversations. Then a few hours later I realized it's already bedtime and I haven't opened my account to read cash. From random conversations to answering queries on hive to attending some flash webinars hosted by Hiveph members. I have learned a lot there. My stay all throughout was fun. No more bored moments even on weekends as I have a lot of people to talk to. The same time learning. ============================================================ Aside from Read cash it was also a great help for me to overcome anxiety. That overthinking as my attention was diverted while earning some passive income. Rather than sulking in bed. I know those who are battling with it would understand how hard it is. It was like a thief sometimes that comes unannounced in the middle of the night. I had overcome this feeling a few years ago, it was only triggered again when a pandemic happened and I was left alone. Yet no worries guys, I can handle it well now. I am fine. My mental health was better compared to the previous months. Online world helps me though. ***Yes they are distractions, but a good one***. Thanks to all my virtual friends who always spend their time with me. Before ending this blog, let me ask you first. How are you guys? ***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 04:09 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 24 of July for 2022.*****You can contact me here.** **You can contact me here.** **Noise cash**  ***Telegram***  ***Hive*** https://noise.cash/u/Lhes https://t.me/Lhes18 https://peakd.com/introductory/@lhes/my-first-blog-hello-hive